HINATA P.O.V

I fell to understand why did Deidara kept coming back , he visited me three times since the day work at my garden , but Today was different , he brought me chocolate and flowers , he had even ordered food , and I saw another side of him , the gentleman side , he's actually quite the gentleman when he wants to be .

" You have a lot of books yeah !" He asked not hiding his surprise

" i'm a writer what did you expect ?"

Deidara rubbed the back of his head before saying " i'm a guitarist and I don't have a room full of guitars "

" you're a guitarist ? , that's great I love music , I play on the piano "

He gave me one of his wide smilies , those smilies that makes me feel wired inside , why ? I don't know , maybe i'm in love with his bright smile

" certainly not my favorite kind of music snow white " he said with chuckle

" I can imagine , but still , music is music all of it is art "

His eyes went wide , than he chuckled again " Sure it is yeah "

Actually I wasn't surprised that deidara is a guitarist , he looked and acted like an artist , in fact all of him was art

his long blond locks , his tatto , his lip piercing , the way he talks , and I can't help but notice the way his eyes sparkle when he started talking about music , Looking at him now , sitting casually on the coach next to me , his leges under him , his hair messy , his smile wide , I noticed how different is deidara from sasuke , yet he was as handsome as sasuke .

Sasuke is just too stiff , he'll never spend the evening in my living room talking , he'll never act this comfortable around me .

"Hey from planet earth to hinata can you hear me "

"oh , sorry I spaced out "

" Sorry yeah , I just get carried away when talking about music yeah " he apologized and walked toward my library again

" you wrote all of theses ?"

" What ? No , absolutely not , I'v only wrote one book actually , i'm still working on my next one "

" Wich one of these ?" he asked

I walked toward my room and gave him a copy from my first book

" to love and love again " he red the title

" What does it talk about snow ?"

" well it's ..." I stopped and looked at him " why don't read it and find out yourself "

his bleu eyes went a shade darker when he gave me back the book

" I can't "

" Oh , i'i'm sorry I should have known that you're not a native speaker of our language , I think there is a version in iwa's language you should ..."

" it's not about the language snow white "

He interrupted me " reading isn't actually my thing , the last time I red something except for magazine was about 10 years ago "

" I see ,...I love to read , it was my favorite thing to do when I was a teen " I told him

" You studied literature after that for sure ?"

" yes , how about you ?" something inside of me told me that my question was unnecessary , deidara sat down before answering " i'v never done the college thing yeah , I dropped out of school at the age of sixteen "

I couldn't help but ask " why ?"

He doesn't say anything for a moment. "We didn't have very much money growing up. My father was a mechanic"

I have no idea why he's talking about his dad, but I'm not about to stop him

"Was? Did he retire?"

He snorts. "Retire would imply that he worked steadily. He never held down a job for very long. He preferred to live on the dole." Deidara's jaw clenches. "I don't know if he's alive, actually, since he walked out of my life when I was fourteen or so ."

"Oh." I don't say anything else, sensing that he needs to talk more than I need to question him.

He kept his eyes on the the carpet while talking . "My mum died when I was sixteen ."

"Oh, god , i'm sorry ." I wanted to take his hand, to hug him and confront him , but I couldn't , I didn't have the courage to touch him "I'm sorry for your loss deidara"

He shrugs. " it has been a long time yeah , she had Lung cancer." A deep breath rattles him. "Rather, she was diagnosed with stage four, non-small cell lung cancer. However…she, ah, decided to take her own way out."

I took a deep breath , and he does too, . A lump rises in my throat. "You mean she—"

"Took her own life," he answers shortly. "Yes."

"Oh." , this time I couldn't hold myself from hugging him , he just looked so sad and venerable and I had just wanted to be there for him .

"I don't…blame her," he grits out. "I simply… Ah, bollocks, I resented the hell out of her for taking what short time we had left away from me. Which is selfish, I know, but there it is."

He warped his arms around me tightly and my face was tucked in his neck , he smells nice actually , really nice .

I had never hugged a stranger and I had never imagined doing that , but with deidara it's different I feel like i'v known him forever .

" So yeah , when mom died and I dropped out of school , I had to work in order to support myself "

" but you were only sixteen !"

" Old enough in iwa , it's not konoha yeah , things are different there , to start with it's a kingdom , so if you're not a nobility and you don't have money , you're a street rat , I was a street rat hinata "

" What did you do ?"

" I did some shitty things , wanna hear about it snow white ?"

" I do "

He loosened his grip " but first you should probably stop talking into my nick cause that's painfully good and i'm only a man "

I pulled away immediately , too embarrassed to look at him , and he chuckled

" That was a jock yeah , relax "

He told me about his time in the streets., the way people treated him and other few things , I had to fight tears from falling

" you were selling the marijuana !!"

" yeah , I didn't really had a choice , and it was the best job I did untill I moved to suna "

he told me about meeting Sasori and starting their project together

" So that's it , the story of oh so poor me , sorry If I bored you to death yeah "

" No , it's okay , Again i'm really sorry about your mother and "

" That was long time ago yeah ,i just felt like sharing today " he cuts in. " And don't you dare pity me. I won't stand for it."

"It's not pity," I say softly, squeezing his hand. "I just…" Ache for you. " , I don't know. I feel like... I mean no kid should live without a family " I was about to cry when he cupped my cheeks with his hands and chuffs out a half-laugh. " You're too sensitive snow white , and I like it , anyway I do have a family , my friends "

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Sakura p.o.v

I have no idea what was sasuke uchiha

planing when he invited me out , he got home early and went straight to my room , deidara and I where talking about different things when he walked in .

I'm pretty sure that he wasn't happy with me spending time with deidara , but what can I do about it , deidara just happens to be funny and a much better company than fukagu uchiha , besides we both are stuck in the house , I cause of the stupid contract and deidara cause he wants to keep his presence in konoha a secret

Anyway I end up in the car next to a very angry sasuke

"Miss?" The waitress in the cute yellow dress and little white apron gives me an impatient, inquisitive look.

I look up from my seat in the booth that I share with Sasuke and give her the most normal smile I can muster. My index finger lands on a random item on the menu.

"this one " I said

"Okay," she says with smooth, practiced friendliness. She repeats our order and waits for a nod from Sasuke before she leaves.

I remember being her, waiting on tables to pay the bills. Maybe she's also struggling through school at the same time, or maybe she has some other job. Maybe she has family members to take care of.

The ironic thing is, maybe that waitress envies me. It's not about me. I'm not unattractive, but I'm also not pretty enough for people to envy me for my looks. I'm not wearing anything flashy either; just a pair of skinny jeans and a black shirt.

It's Sasuke . He stands out wherever he goes, with the Armani suit on his tall, solid frame, the shiny Rolex around his wrist, and the Mercedes.

It's not that living with him has desensitized me to his good looks. It's just that this is the first time I'm outside with him, and it's freaking me out.

Women check him out when they think their boyfriends aren't looking, then they size me up and give me the evil eye. Apparently, they find me unsatisfactory.

"What did I tell you about spending time with Deidara?" Sasuke asked while holding his fork up to my mouth, offering me a bite-sized chunk of his steak. well I didn't expect that , again this guy is unexpected , one minute he is the devil on his legs , the other he is the perfect gentleman. I give him a blank stare and take the fork in my mouth .

" it's not like there is someone else to talk too " I said " and I don't remember that being part of our contract "

He looked at me for a minute " your job is to take care of my father , not to entertaine my guests "

" I'm pretty sure my job doesn't include entertaining the boss right "

I immediately regretted what I said , it's just that I remembered the few kisses we shared and ...

He smirked " If you want to entertaine me , I have no objection "

" Sure you don't , but thank you im fine like that "

the waitress got back with our food , her gaze on sasuke like if he was a piece of cake , good thing i'm not his girlfriend or else she won't be smiling right now

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