Not mine. The only thing I own is the band name.
~Bella's POV~
I lay on my side curling up in a fetal position. My head is pounding and I keep throwing up. I haven't been able to call anyone to come and take care of me because I feel to sick to grab it. I curl the blanket around me and the doorbell rings. I hear some muffled yelling and pounding and I know it's Edward. Please tell me he remembers where the spare key is, I can't move. After several minutes it goes quiet and I figured he left but then I hear the door open and Edward yell my name. I try to open my mouth but nothing comes out. My throat was burning and my eyes water. Damn why is Logan making me so sick today?
"Bella are you in here-OMG! Are you!" Edward rushes over to me and gets on the bed with me. I shake my head and he pulls me into his arms and runs his fingers through my hair.
"What's wrong?" He asks concerned. Edward freaks out easily now. Whenever he sees something wrong with me he gets scared because he think Logan is hurting me or that we both don't feel good. Right now he won't let me eat anything without throwing it up. I place my hand on his cheek and graze my fingertips over his soft skin.
"Don't feel good?" He adds noticing my weakness. I nod and he kisses my forehead before leaving to grab something. I curl up into the pillow that now smells like him and bury my face into it. God everything I wish it would stop. Edward comes back in with a glass of water and holding a cold water bottle for when I run out. I smile slightly as does he before he gets back on the bed with me and wraps his arm around me. I sit up slightly and he steadies my shaky hand on the cup and helps me drink it. The cold water soothed my burning throat and I closed my eyes at the feelings. When I finish the first cup Edward pours me a second and then I finish that.
"Feel a little better?"
"I do actually." I reply and Edward smiles before pushing my bangs out of my face.
"Now tell me, what's wrong?" Edward questions.
"I don't know I woke up really sick. Usually Logan never does that, slight morning sickness but nothing like this. I haven't been able to keep anything he down he keeps making me throw it up." I say simply. Edward's eyes widen.
"Do we need to go the doctors! I can take you right now I need to know your ok!" Edward yells. I smile at how concerned he is and grab his cheek.
"It's ok Edward the doctor told me that happens from time to time. She just said to eat crackers and soup when I felt ready that's all. To settle my stomach and stuff. And to drink a lot of water because it will settle my stomach." I reply. Edward sighs in relief and pulls me closer. We smile at each other before I feel my stomach turn again. I groan and his eyes are pain and I shove him away before stumbling to the bathroom and emptying my stomach for the fifth time today. Edward rushes in and pulls my hair away from my face and rubs my lower back.
"It's alright Bella...I'm here..." Edward whispers. When I finally stop he flushes the toilet for me and helps my shaky legs up and holds me while I rinse my mouth out and brush my teeth. I lean back into Edward and he carefully slides us down to the floor. Edward pulls me into his lap and wraps his arms tightly around me. He looks so sad.
"Why so sad?" I ask hoarsely.
"Because your so sick. I don't like seeing you in so much pain, I feel useless in this situation because I don't know what to do or how you're feeling. I'm sorry." His voice was cracking and I saw tears in his eyes. He's sad? Because I'm sick? Edward does care...
"It's alright Edward really this is the first time it's happened I'll be fine I promise. It's not a big deal every pregnant gets sick at some point or another." I explain with a light giggle. It didn't relieve Edward's pain or calm him down.
"I don't care I hate seeing you sick...it hurts me." He whispers and I place my hand on his cheek making him look at me.
"Edward the best thing you can do for right now is just be here and take care of me and comfort me. That's honestly what I need, I would have called you earlier but I felt so weak." I reply.
"I got worried because you didn't call any of us so I decided to come over, luckily I did." Edward agrees. I push his bangs back and kiss his forehead before he picks me up bridal style and takes us to the bed and lays us both down gently. He turns so we're facing each other and he wraps his arms around me and I place mine on his perfect face.
"Am I doing good?" He asks genuinely with a small smile. I smile back, he's too cute. Since the doctor's appointment last week he's been nothing but sweet and taking care of me and making sure I have everything I need. Edward even does late night craving runs for me because he's usually awake anyways. I'd like to think it's because he just can't sleep but sometimes I can't help but wonder if it's because he's with other girls. I mean I know we're not together but technically he and I have a bond. We're not together, he's still trying to prove to me that he can be a good boyfriend. I know he can be a good dad but boyfriend...not so sure about.
"You are and that's because you're taking care of me. You may have a shot." I say.
"I didn't before?" His voice was light and confused and his eye-brow arched. I giggle and kiss his nose which makes his facial features relax.
"You'll always have a chance, I just need you to keep proving it to me." I explain. Edward nods and sighs sadly. He looked like something was bothering him but he wouldn't tell me. I figured it'd come out eventually so I didn't push it.
"Can I do something?" Edward whispers. I nod and his face get's close to mine. Our breaths mingle and my hands start to shake slightly. Edward connects his hands with mine and links our fingers together. His forehead touches mine and I feel his warm lips push onto mine. As always I felt sparks and I felt the butterflies and-WHOA!
"Edward! The baby just kicked!" I exclaim. Edward's eyes widen and I grab his large hand and place it on my tummy and Logan kicks again. Edward and I both smile and laugh.
"He did! Wow! That...That's incredible. What's it feel like?" He questions. I can't explain...it's just the most amazing feeling.
"I don't really know how to explain it...kind of like a little flutter. It'll get stronger as he grows but wow...that was incredible." i reply softly. Edward keeps his hands on my stomach and leans in to kiss me again but I put my finger on his lips.
"Edward...not now." I whisper. He pouts.
"Then when? Haven't I proved myself enough yet?" Edward whines. I give him a weird look.
"No you haven't yet, but don't give up...you're really close..." I whisper in his ear and he moans burying his face in my neck and holding me tight to him so I could feel everything. He was clearly happy to see me, I could feel it against my leg.
"You have a hand go take care of it." I say kicking him off the bed quite literally. His head pops up and his jaw was dropped.
"You're lucky I'm falling for you." Edward says with fake anger and stomps off into the bathroom. He's falling for me...? I didn't know that much. My heart beat picks up and Logan kicks again.
"Daddy loves us..." I whisper.
