Chapter 10
Edward POV
That night I watched Bella the whole time, I admired her every curve, her every feature, her every detail. I was shaking from the fact I knew I would be killing her tomorrow, whether I wanted to or not. But what was I thinking, of course I didn't want to kill Bella, she was the one ray of hope in my life that I had the one guardian angel to get me through the tough times. But I knew, I knew so well they would have her wide awake tomorrow so that she could see me, she could see me killing her. But how could I take her life? How could I kill the women I loved, the women I loved to the depths of the Earth? I would kill myself before I killed her.
That was it, what if I killed myself? Oh no, that would definitely not work, how could I kill myself without the help of others. James was one low mean, evil bastard, and I swear to myself this very moment that one way or another, I will kill him. "I WILL DESTROY HIM!" I yelled at the top of my breath, echoing throughout the whole castle. On the TV screen Bella stirred and her eyes fluttered open. "Edward?" she asked looking around her. I sobbed silently as the love of my life said my name again. I decided to communicate with Bella this way, I would shout at the top of my lungs. "BELLA, I LOVE YOU TO THE DEPTHS OF THE EARTH AND I WOULD NEVER HURT YOU UNLESS I WAS FORCED, EVEN THEN I WOULD USE EVERY DYING BREATH IN MY BODY TO SAVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!"
I watched the TV closely as Bella's eyes widened and she began to sob, I decided to tell her that I could see her and she could talk to me, "BELLA THEY HAVE PUT A CAMERA IN YOUR ROOM AND I AM WATCHING YOU RIGHT NOW! YOU CAN SPEAK TO ME THAT WAY!"
Bella's eyes fluttered to the camera and she smiled softly, "Hello Edward, I love you to, and no matter what happens, we will make it through this, you and I, we will live on. I swear to you that."
At this I broke down, my love just told me we would make it through this together alive and I had the dark secret I was going to kill her tomorrow because of that vile satin downstairs. I decided to not tell Bella, let her get some rest for tomorrow."
"BELLA, REST MY SWEET, I WILL SEE YOU TOMORROW."
Bella nodded silently and returned to her beautiful dreams. I needed a way out of this bet somehow; I needed to get out of it. But how could I?
Life was unfair.
James was cruel, evil, vile, dark, the devil himself, there were no words to describe his evilness. No words at all. He was too dark to be explained!
Next Edward must kill Bella, but what will happen? Will he be able to kill her? Will James do it for him? Will Bella just become a vampire instead. All will be revealed, next chapter DUN DUN DUN!! hehehe, review please! I would like to say a thank you to theimmortalklutz for reviewing alot and also thans to blackblood666, His Gem, pricel, ninjanoni, thebeatleschick, crystalwyc, XhowtosavealifeX and finally mrscullenseventeen4eva for reviewing, you've all made me really happy. :)
