*no one 'cept Zilya =^.^=

Jellied Fantasies

It has worked so far according to plan- I knew one of these days that Saionji would act improper with Miss Comarane… in fact, it was only a matter of time until hormones took over… how fortunate was it that today was the day I decided to tip off onii-sama and Akio-san about their 'date'. I don't know what they plan on doing, but whatever it is- I know it won't be bad enough. I have to plan something that will have her begging for mercy, that will teach her a thing or two with messing with me, Nanami.

I want her to suffer… it would be funny to see both her and the little alien suffer at once, ne?

Cya LaTeRs!

Kiryuu Nanami

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Dear Journal,

I talked to Kozue today, she seemed a bit mellow than before, but she hasn't graduated from the worry-wart mother stage. She talked softly and had a delicate manner to her that I have never seen before. A group of guys stopped in front of us and asked Kozue if she still planned on partying with them and she looked up to them innocently and shook her head.

"It wouldn't be proper to do such a thing. Besides, what would Micky think, boys?"

If I didn't know any better, I'd say that she has become exactly like Miki.

Yours Truly,

Keiko

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Dear Diary,

How nice it must be to go through boys like they were nothing, like they were toilet paper, and not be hated for it. While I'm called a slut, Juri is treated like the virgin queen, revered by all, girls and guys alike. I saw her and Miki together today. I know they are always together, but this was something more than just the simple jesture of good friends and Miki gave her something more than just a friendly peck on the cheek. If Juri is amused now with her new boy toy, it will make the feeling I'll get all the more satisfying when I take him away and make him mine. When I see the look on her face, that hidden expression of suffering, I know she'll desire to please me once more.

Takatsuki Shiori

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Anthy's Journal

In all their faces I see
The shadows of light
Across the churning sea-

Pain reflected upon liquid glass
Hues of Anguish for
Times since long gone past…

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Hmm, what is this- the second or third time I've written in here? Well, Akio and I have cornered dear old Saionji with Zilya. I applaud his efforts to forget about Himemiya Anthy and the fact that it was with Comarane- sensei… but the fact of the matter is that she is supposedly off-limits, a teacher and student should not have indecent relations and… blah blah blah, ask me if I believe in that, look at Akio and then ask me again if I believe in that… Hn, it's almost hypocrisy to say such things, but Saionji doesn't know that and neither does Comarane. I let Akio deal with Saionji as I lead Comarane out of the room. In the hallway, I pushed her against the wall and embraced her, barely rubbing myself against her breasts and stomach. " What you need is someone who will give it to you good," I said solemnly, though I was joking. She looked up to me with beautiful amber eyes and replied,

" What you need is a swift kick in the ass."

"You need to watch your mouth if you want Saionji to stay on campus like a good little boy…"

"Why are you doing this to him… I am responsible, I made advances towards him even though he refused me- "

I laughed. How sweet, she claims she dominated him… right- I know Saionji. I know his need to be in control… plus, I saw him practically throw her to the ground and straddle her. I know what he was about to do- it doesn't take a genius to figure that out. " Zilya, your intentions are sweet, but your lips pour out nothing but honeyed lies." She opened her mouth to protest and I kissed those lips, keeping them closed. She struggled against me, her body straining against mine and I thrust into her lower abdomen, again pinning her to the wall. She wrenched her wrist free and socked me in the jaw. I glowered and grabbed her again… Not the first time I've been hit by a woman, but damn, that hurt like hell! I wrapped one arm around her arms, fastening them to her sides while I pulled her braid back quickly, her head snapping back as her throat was bared to me. I growled as I lowered my lips to her neck. " You will obey me and only me…"

- T.K.

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Journal of the Deprived

"And you don't seem to understand-
A shame, you seemed an honest man,
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear…
And you know what they say might hurt you,
And you know that it means so much,
And you don't even feel a thing…"

I watched that anime Serial Experiments Lain, I heard the theme song, then curled myself into a ball. All the pain subsides within me from the brutal marks that raped my skin; they are the ugly reminders of my love for you. My love, my heart breaks when I see your eyes shining with tears for me. I would not give them the satisfaction of letting them see my tears, the hot wetness of anger that spills down my face now. I will do anything to protect you… if it means turning my skin from a tender marshmellow into steel-plated armor, consider it done; if it means releasing my anger from the cage I had confined it to, consider it done; if it means a duel to the death… consider it done.

- the flower junkie

A\N:So, whaddya think about this? Leave me reviews people! =^.^=