Chapter 9. White haired kaneki.

I screamed again as my fingers were torn off and the damn cracking of Jason's fingers hit my ears.

"Ahh you have such beautiful screams." I heard Jason say as I heard growling. Next thing I knew I was being attacked by an actual wolf.

"Weeks, it feels like weeks have passed..." I thought as I saw the sun go down and faintly heard another scream.

"That could probably be Kaneki..." I thought blankly as I started to stare everywhere.

"How interesting, you don't want to be a Mary Sue but that's the road your going down." Johnson said. I frowned, he was right. I looked at him in the field of flowers.

"I'm an Ukaku type, why do I heal so fast?" I asked him.

"Hmm it might be because of a person I ate a few hours before I attempted to eat you." Johnson said.

"Why is the Aogiri so interested in me?" I asked quietly.

"Because you are a one eyed that can hold such information, you do things you shouldn't and they don't like that." Johnson told me as the door opened and everything around me blurred into the dark and dirty room I was in.

"Oi, trash." I heard and I moved my eyes to see a black almost purple long haired boy with Tokas eyes, looking at me coldly.

"I have no clue who you are talking to, you could be talking to the actual trash in the corner." I said bluntly. I relieved a glare from the boy and a kick to the chair.

"How may I be of service? Or are you going to act even more unrational around me?" I asked my eyes turning cold.

The boy started to sweat lightly.

"I was sent to teach you your lesson." The boy said as he held up the dark brown pliers with a slightly evil look on his face.

I then recognised him.

"Oh you do that Ayato..." I told him. He seemed a little shocked that I knew his name but I just went back to staring blankly at the floor.

"Your boyfriend has no clue how lucky he is to have a girl like this." A bubbly woman's voice said. I looked to see a blonde woman with a gothic dress on with her long blonde hair in tiny pigtails.

"M-Misa?" I asked slightly confused before I saw her eyes turn into the regular ghouls eyes.

"Oh she remembers me!" Misa said. I noticed she was holding her own pair of pliers.

"Misa what are you doing down here?"Ayato asked.

"I'm replacing you,because I know how to get inside a persons mind." Misa said. I sweat dropped a little as Ayato left with little complaint.

Misa then came up to me and easily ripped off my fingers. I didn't even have time to register what happened before something stabbed me in my side. I looked to see a Kagune just like Kanekis coming from Misas sides, though hers looked more like octopus tentacles, then just smooth tendrils.

"Ahh so you know I'm a Rinkaku type?"Misa said blushing deeply. I became slightly weirded out.

"Uh yes." I said as my fingers started growing back. Misa looked me up and down.

"Ah your boyfriend is too shy to even think about doing anything with you." Misa said. I blushed deeply getting the hidden meaning.

"You..." I said ,growling lightly. Then my toes were gone and I was stabbed through the legs. I let out a scream as my eyes widened in pain.

"Oh you have always had such lovely screams." Misa said as her blushed deepened.

"Is she getting turned on by pain!?" I thought extremely uncomfortable.

"Too bad your boyfriend doesn't really love you." Misa said quietly in my ear. My eyes widened as I saw what she was trying to do.

"But if he loves us, why did he ignore us before we were taken?" A little voice in the back of my head said. I ignored it and it's rising voice.

"Then again you really aren't that pretty, you are actually very ugly, no wonder guys never wanted to ask you out, you were too ugly." Misa continued. I tried ignoring her but the little voice wouldn't stop.

"No matter how much of a genius you are, this will always bother you, because you are an eyesore and no one wants to be seen with a useless eyesore." Misa said before she left me alone with my thoughts. Her words circled through my head and I felt years go out my eyes as memories started.

"Hey Suzuya, why does everyone pick on me?" I asked my brother as my child self.

"Because they're jealous you're so smart!" Suzuya said. I gave him a look of disbelief before the memory changed to middle school where I was sitting in a desk next to Misa, I was smaller than anyone because I was younger. Miss had boys all around her and I was just writing in a book. When I looked up I noticed a boy my age with black hair standing next to a boy with orange and black hair, they were looking up at the window of my classroom and waving to me. I smiled slightly and continued to work, they probably weren't waving at me anyway.

"Maybe Misas right..." I thought as I started to grow into the person I am at the moment. I watched as I was repeatedly beat up during high school for being the youngest and by the boys standards "ugliest" but truthfully they were all fucking Misa at the time.

"Not like I care, I will probably never be ready for that shit anyway," I heard my younger self say. I noticed that she stopped outside a guitar shop. She frowned then went in and went out with a package.

When I thought that time wasn't moving I noticed that the sun and moon started to go across the sky at a fatter rate and that music was playing, a little bad at first then at expert level.

"This is my life..." I said as my eyes widened when I was back to sitting in the chair chained up.

The process repeated for three days. Misa would come in and insult me and take my toes and fingers, they were at the point where they had grown back with black nails, and stab me a couple of times before leaving. I haven't seen Ayato in a while I wonder why.

"Do you want to die this weak?" Johnsons voice asked. I looked at him for a while and went back to staring at the floor, my voice had died from all my screams of pain. I continued to look until I heard a loud crash to my right, I looked to see a figure get up and go back to way he came calmly, the figure had white hair and my mind fogged up.

"Must be Kaneki..." I thought before the door opened again. Misa walked in with an evil look on her face. Though she quickly disappeared only to be replaced by my minds world that was slowly breaking. Johnson was standing smiling at me. I blankly looked at him.

"To live is to win, to win is to fight, to live is to fight, you know what I mean, and yet you don't let yourself fight just like your father." I heard Johnson say. My eyes widened.

"Why?" I asked my voice quiet.

"Because kaneki has left the building without you, is that what you call love?" Johnson asked me. I frowned as pain started to bring me out of my trance.

"Ahh your boyfriend left you and went for your best friend, how does it feel to be unloved?" I heard Misa say. She was then shot in the head by someone. I saw my brother Suzuya he was glaring at the woman and looked surprised to see me.

"I'm still part human, I'm not a full ghoul." I told him loud enough for him to hear, he looked relieved. Then Misa got up and knocked Suzuya out by throwing him into a wall.

"Do you want to fight?" Johnson asked as I went back into my mind. I gave him a cold look before breaking the chains around my wrist and ankles, Johnson was surprised when I held him down by his throat.

"You will fight for food?" Johnson asked.

"No, I will fight to protect those I care about." I told him before biting into his neck. I closed my eyes as the flowers changed to red Lotuses. I had finished and felt hands that seemed to be covering my eyes leave. I then opened my red eyes and saw Misa smiling hungrily at my brother.

"Oi, bitch." I said quietly. Misa turned her hungry gaze towards me and started charging as drool went down her chin. I took one look at my brother who had one eye opened and was watching to see how I would deal with her.

"Yes, you little half human?" Misa asked. I looked up to meet her eyes my one eye in its ghoul form.

"Leave those I care about alone or you might just find yourself not breathing anymore." I told her my voice like ice.

Her eyes widened slightly as the went to attack me. I broke the chains and jumped behind her and started strangling her with the chains. I heard movement from Suzuya.

"Kotoko, yes you are my biological sister, I will try to keep the CCG away from you as much as I can but please try and flee if we are ever put against each other." Suzuya told me before he ran off.

"Understood, brother." I said. My voice had dropped a few octaves when I started speaking. Misa was still trying to get me off. I took the liberty to bite a giant bite out of her shoulder.

"If I'm brutal then I'm brutal, but this woman deserves it." I thought as I continued biting her and eating her flesh, I noticed she was healing but not as fast as me and Kaneki. I continued biting her until it seemed like she remembered she was a ghoul and tried to attack me with her Kagune.

I jumped from her back and made sure to slam her face into to the floor, I cracked my fingers in a Jason way and gave a small smile as she started to attack me. I ran up to her and kicked Misa in the face. She grabbed my leg and I twisted it and used the other leg to send her flying through the building.

With Kaneki:

I turned my head towards the source of noise.

"Looks like there's no doves this way." Banjo said, " finally we can leave this hellish place."

I sighed quietly and remembered something upon smelling a familiar scent.

"Kotoko is in there?! How could I forget her?" I thought.

"I'm sorry banjo, everybody, go on without me. If you can get about a kilometer from here there shouldn't be any investigators or Aogiri in your immediate vicinity." I said.

"Kaneki?" Banjo asked. I heard another crash.

"There is still something here, that I have to finish." I told them. I headed back to the Aogiri building.

Back to kotoko:

Misa got up again as my leg went back to normal I looked at it blankly.

"You think something like this hurts after all the shot you've put me through?" I asked as my Kagune appeared, I cracked my knuckles again.

"I guess it's my turn." I said. My Kagune appeared but from my sides this time, it was like a twist between my original Kagune and Misas put together. The world was gone but there was the tentacles and the tendrils, but added to the mis was not only the change from Ukaku to Rinkaku, was the colour, it had been a purple with red mixed in, now it was a glowing dark purple with black and white steaks in it. I started to attack with my new Kagune. I was able to stab Misa fifty times in the stomach with the tendrils and tentacles. I coldly looked at her dead body and decided to clean up the evidence. I finished eating to hear the door open. I looked to see a familiar face.

"Hello Nishio." I said ,a little kindly but still my voice was a little cold, as I brushed off my changed clothes, I like the black v-neck tee and the black skinny jeans. Nishio looked surprised but then smirked a little.

"Kaneki, I found her!" He shouted behind his shoulder. I then saw a white haired Kaneki appear. Nishio moved out of the way and kept watch as a reunion took place. Kaneki gave me a sad look and instantly brought me into his embrace. I slowly returned the hug

"I'm sorry I was being such an asshole, I had no idea what you had gone through." Kaneki told me before he kissed me. I returned the kiss and when we broke it he seemed a little surprised at the taste of ghoul blood in my mouth.

"I took care of my tormentor..." I told him as we left the room to join Nishiki. Somethin was placed on my head and I tied it around my neck easily, it was a cloak like what Nishio was wearing.