Addison's POV

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

Addison went about her day having to work with Alex closely. He avoided eye contact with her or having to actually talk to her unless it was necessary. He was afraid that if he made eye contact with her he would see the hurt that he has caused her that he didn't mean to. Remembering the other night when he said he would never hurt her, he started feeling guilty.

Addison felt the tension between them and not the sexual tension but the uncomfortable akward tension.

I guess that's what happens when you start something with someone you work with.

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

She got through the rest of the day and started to head home, she walked onto the elevator and saw Meredith standing there.

Meredith: Addison how are you doing?

Addison: Fine

Meredith looked at her knowing that she wasn't fine: What's going on?

Addison: Nothing

Meredith: It's something it's Alex

Addison: I think it was all a mistake

Meredith: Don't say that the past few days I haven't seen Alex so happy with someone before

Addison: Well for someone that was so happy he was really quick to throw it away

Meredith looked at her: Do you believe that? I know him and he loves you.

With that the doors opened and Meredith looked back at Addison: Were going to Joe's you should meet us over there. Alex will be there talk to him.

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

Addison watched Meredith walk away as she slowly made it to her car. She sat in her car for a minute thinking about the days events.

Dammit why couldn't Mark just let us be? Everyone seems to be against us. Why can't they just let us be?

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Before she knew it she was crying as she thought about the last few days with Alex and how wonderful they were.

Do I want to let that all go? Is there anything worth fighting for? Is this worth the fight?

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can't find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind

These thoughts only made her cry harder as she sat there in her car thinking over and over again her thoughts and feelings about Alex.

I love him. He needs to know that I love him and have been falling in love with him for months but now I love him. I have to fight, were worth the fight.

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

She started up her car, wiped a few tears away from her cheeks as she drove over to Joes.

I won't lose him over something like this.

Listen to your heart...mm..mmm

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye