Chapter 10
Thunder
BPOV
Summer was approaching really fast. Rosalie and Jazz's family are going back to the Bahamas. They finally convinced me to go with them. We had two weeks until we would be free. Alice told me that they were going to Alaska to visit family. She also told me that the witch was joining them. Max was going with his parents to Russia. They had recently decided to adopt a 1 year old girl. He of course just wanted to stay home.
All of our teachers have been trying to cram in extra homework so we will remember things. Our school year is going to late. We usually get out in early May, but this year we are getting out on the first of June.
Every night I have been going to Rose's house. She told me that I needed to get in shape for the guys down there. I have had to remind her that I have a very caring boyfriend that would not like that idea.
So today is a Friday, surprisingly, we are not having one of our annual sleep overs. All of us were busy, what with trying to finish preparing for exams and spending time with each other, we were pretty much dead on our feet.
As I lay on my bed, I remembered that I haven't played my guitar in a while. I had to dust off the case. (I just wanna pretend that Taylor Swift did not write any of those songs. Or Demi Lovato either). I just started strumming away. After playing with the strings for a couple of minutes, an idea for a song came through my mind.
There's something about the way
The street looks when it just rains
There's a glow off the pavement
You walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot
Yeah
We're driving down a road
I wonder if you know
I'm trying so hard not to kept get caught up now
But you're just so cool
Wind your hands through your hair
Absent mindedly making me want you
And I don't know how
It gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why
But with you I dance in a storm in my best dress
Fearless
These words filled my heart with grief. Every word that I say in this song reminds me of how I want to be with him. But somehow, I can't have what I want the most.
So baby drive slow
'Til we run out of road
In this one horse town
I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now
Capture it, remember it
Cause I don't know how
It gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why
But with you I dance in a storm in my best dress
Fearless
What could be, will never happen.
Well you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake
I'm not usually this way
But, you pull me in and I can't breathe
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really something
It's FEARLESS
Cause I don't know how
It gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why
But with you I dance in a storm in my best dress
Fearless
Cause I don't know how
It gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why
But with you I dance in a storm in my best dress
Fearless
A single tear ran down my face. Every night I dream about him. Every time I see him, I wish I was the one holding his hand. Every time I think, my mind wanders to what our future could be.
A small knock from my door. My mom's head poked through.
"I heard the song, honey. Can I come in and talk" she said. I just nodded.
"Bella, who was the song about?" I had a feeling she already knew.
"Edward" another tear dropping from my eye. My mom wrapped me up in her arms telling it was alright. The last time my mom held me like this, was when my dog died.
"Mom, I can't ever stop thinking about him. I know I am with Max, but when ever I see him, I wonder about what we could be. I even dream about him. I don't know what to do." I told her ducking my head.
"Honey, there is no easy way to put this, so I am just going to say this. Bella, I think you're in love with Edward. I have to tell you, he is completely blind to not want to be with you." my mom told me honestly. She always knew how make me feel better. But telling me I was in love with him was just a shock to me. She was right, I am in love with Edward Cullen.
Even though I can't have him, doesn't mean I can't dream it. So, that is exactly what I am going to do.
This was probably my favorite chapter to write. Hopefully I will do good on the next chapters. Please, I would like more reviews.
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Ab~