Warning: several swear words are used in this chapter, so if you're offened by the F word, then it's probably best you don't read.
Disclaimer: Don't own nothing but the plot of this story, and Billie, i guess.
Kelsi ran the majority of the way home, until she realized that her home wouldn't make her feel any better, nowhere would. A hot stream of tears trickled down her face as she walked down her pebbled drive way. She saw no car parked in the car port so she took this as an indication that no one was home. With this she ran up the stairs to her room. She let herself collapse on the bed. All of the feeling she was suppressing were finally flowing and she felt a physical pain where she was pretty sure her heart was. Why did Sharpay do it? Why did she want to break Kelsi like this? No she wasn't going to put up with it anymore, isn't that what she says every time? Kelsi didn't even think that Ryan liked her "more than a friend" but she liked him, a lot. Maybe it was the way that when the whole world turned its back to her, he was always there. Or was it the way he would comfort her if Sharpay insulted her or her music, he just cared. But now all that was ruined. "I should have seen it" Kelsi thought to herself "why else would he be so nice to me, of course he just feels sorry for me. There's nothing else to do but pity me, I have no friends, no recognition for anything I do." Her thoughts consumed her, her mind insulted her and she couldn't change her way of thinking.
"Why can't I be like everyone else?"
"I wish I was pretty"
"What's wrong with me?"
Her whole body shook uncontrollably as she sobbed. The idea didn't even enter her mind that Sharpay was lying. It was a pretty fair call Kelsi believed. Ryan was something special, he was talented, he was confident. Sharpay was right; anyone can learn to play the piano it took real talent to sing.
The thoughts ran through Kelsi's head and the tears streamed down her face and she eventually cried herself to sleep.
Ryan walked into the music room, furious and upset. Sharpay stood at the piano smirking at him.
"Ryan, you know I always get what I want. And it looks like there was something I could do about it" she gloated.
"You are a fucking bitch" he growled. "What the fuck did you say to her?"
"Don't speak to your favourite sister like that, Ryan" she said sweetly, twirling her hair.
"What did you say?" he yelled, startling his sister. Ryan hardly ever raised his voice, and never to Sharpay.
Sharpay glared at him. "I'm doing you a favour, Ryan" she scoffed "I just told her the truth. That you're too good for her, that someone like you would never like someone like her" she said. Ryan looked a little relieved, at least he could assure Kelsi that that was only Sharpay's opinion.
"I also might have added that you only talk to her because you feel sorry for her and that you're always telling me that you feel bad for her" she added, crushing her brother's hopes of fixing this conundrum. Ryan felt a fire inside of him he had never felt before. He hated his sister, he hated her. She seemed to think that everything that Ryan had or wanted had to be hers, or if she didn't approve, that thing was booted from his life.
Once when they were nine, Ryan won Most Valuable Player for his baseball team, in response to this, his parents threw a party for him and the whole party was for Ryan, naturally. Sharpay was extremely jealous, she hated Ryan that day. So she took his trophy and threw it into the lake. Nobody ever found out where the trophy went, or who took it. No one would ever suspect the innocent little Sharpay, who smirked inwardly when she saw her twin brother cry about his lost prize, he was upset mainly because his father wasn't there to see the game as he was away on an important, and Ryan was so excited to show his dad his shiny new trophy. But now it had gone. His mother promised to go to the trophy shop the next day to get him a bigger and better trophy, but it wasn't the same.
"You just like to fuck up my life don't you?" he scowled.
"It passes time" Sharpay joked, but Ryan was in no mood for her cruel sense of humor. Ryan glowered at Sharpay as she added more fuel to his fire.
"Kelsi has done nothing wrong to you, nothing. Why are you like this Sharpay? You have everything you could ever wish for…what's your problem?" he growled.
"Do I really Ryan?" she asked, "do you see Troy Bolton around here anywhere?"
Ryan rolled his eyes. "You only want him, just like you wanted a pink convertible, just like you want any other materialistic object!"
"That's not true Ryan" she defended, almost sounding hurt.
"Whatever. I'm going to fix this Sharpay, but if you break it again. I will break you." He growled, his voice full of venom and eyes full of anger. Sharpay rolled her eyes, her brother lay a finger on anyone? She'd like to see the day that happened.
Unbeknown to Ryan or Sharpay the small Billie was at the door and heard most of the sibling argument. She didn't want to interrupt, and plus it was always good to get the goss. It was when she heard them argue about Kelsi that she really started listening. She was actually on her way to find her. But she took it that Kelsi wasn't their and decided to leave, unfortunately she wasn't as stealth and she thought she was and caught the eye of Sharpay.
"Can I help you?" Sharpay asked annoyed. "shit" Billie thought as she emerged from behind the door. When Sharpay realized it was Billie, her expression changed from annoyance to a malicious glare.
"Oh…uh… I was just looking for Kelsi" Billie said nervously looking for Ryan to Sharpay, and back again.
"She's not here" Ryan said vacantly. Billie nodded and turned to head out.
"How long were you standing there?" Sharpay asked.
"Oh I just got here" Billie lied.
"Yeah, bullshit" Said Sharpay. Billie wasn't about to admit she'd heard the whole thing, but decided to go with something reasonable.
"Fine, I heard you say something about Troy Bolton being here or some shit" Billie lied again.
Sharpay nodded before barking "well get out of here!" Billie scurried away to find her friend.
A.N: Sorry about the delay, I got lazy and school went back so yeah I hope this satisfies you. Also I apologize for the bad language, but I feel it makes things more fierce. Or maybe I'm just a toilet mouth will a small vocab? I don't swear like that but ya know.
