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Lilmisscrazywithyaoi: Thanks for the review people…Hmm..i wrote this for you people over the weekend…this for you all…

I stormed off after having the dreadful conversation with Hotch. Unknowingly, Hotch's words struck deep to my heart. My tiny little heart clenched every time Hotch condemn Morgan or list down the many reason why Morgan is not good enough for me. It's more of the reason that I'm not good enough for Morgan that is why Hotch is asking me to give up.

I make my way to the café that Morgan always buys me my favorite coffee. Morgan. The guy that I have so secretly in love with. What did Hotch think I am? I know where I was heading on when I fall in love with him. He's a flirter, cheater, womanizer but he's also charming, caring and kind. He's always the first one to offer me a ride back, always there when I'm troubled and always enquire about my well-being. Where do I find a man like this?

Garcia says he's just being protective because he care for me but what I wanted to know whether he care for me as a lover or a brother. Maybe Hotch is right. I may be getting myself more heartbreak. He's such a charming guy. Why would he want a scrawny skinny guy with pale skin, panda eyes and have no social interactions. I'm not even pretty as he says.

I thought having piercings can make my boyfriend appreciate me more but still he looks for the opposite sex. What if Derek is like that? Treating me as a fling, I think I couldn't handle that. There's one thing that I haven't tell Garcia and Morgan. The day I caught Denis and that slut, I was just back from a tattoo shop and had a tattoo of an angel in a heart. On my right hip bone. It was painful but that tattoo meant something to me at that time. Denis was an angel in my heart. But now that angel had abandoned me and I got no one else in my life.

I sat down at a secluded table because I wanted to clear my thoughts and if I was in noisy surroundings, god knows when this problem will end. I was just warming up my seat for a few seconds when a dark silhouette settles on my table. I looked up and my eyes bulged from my socket. Literally. Standing in front of me, is one hot, sexiest man I have ever seen.

With mesmerizing deep green eyes, two cute dimples and with just-get-out-from-bed-hair, a man nearing his 30s stand in front of me. He must be saying something, but I couldn't catch it mainly because I was staring at his beautiful lips. Hmm...Lips I could just nip and lick…

"Is this seat available?" The Adonis god asked me.

I nodded dumbly, still mesmerized with the god in front of me. Hey you can't really blame me, try being in my place when you have a hot man in front of you and asking you question. You will be like me.

The Adonis god let out a chuckle which really sounds like a baby laughter. If I was not so infatuated with Derek , I might be falling for this god in front of me.

"Name's Michaek but you can call me Mika. The cafe is quite full and I saw you were alone so I thought I should give your table a try before somebody grabs it. Thanks anyway. What's your name?"

"Spencer Reid. You're welcome. The table isn't mine anyway"

"Hmm...spencer? Spence, I like it. So where do you work?" Wait let me guess, hmm a teacher from the Riverside Academy? Or maybe librarian?"

"Near here. Nope, I cannot say yet."

"Oh okay, I understand, how dumb can I get? Asking a personal question the first time meeting. I apologized if that offend you, really if I know I just keep my big mouth shut before talking like that. "

"It's no problem, just that I don't feel comfortable"

"Weird, that's what most of my colleagues said to me. They were like," Mika I don't feel comfortable sitting with you" Or something like this," I don't know whether I'm suitable to be your friend."

"I wonder do I have a bad odor or something? When I went to sit with my friends, they seem like want to avoid me. And ladies will start to hang around me."

"Umm..it's not that you have a bad odor but have you seen your self at the mirror?"

"Umm, nope I was late for work and I just came out to have my lunch for a while, is there something wrong? I knew there was a reason the ladies were keep looking at me!"

"There's nothing wrong with you, it's just that you look HOT. As in HOT, woman will drool and swoon and guys will kill for your looks."

"You must be real lucky with the ladies"

"I can't say for the ladies but I definitely have no luck with men."

"Men? You're?"

"Yup, proud and gay but I got no luck with love right now, all the guys I like are dating or they have crush with other people."

"How about you? Any boyfriend?"

"What? How do you know that I'm?"

"Trust me, I have gay-dar. I know with one look whether that man is straight or gay. So any boyfriend?"

"Umm.."

"Let me guess, you are in love with a hot, sexy, charming guy who practically melt your heart whenever he smile but you don't know whether he's interested in you?"

"Yup..."

"Why do I always find guys who heart belongs to others?"

"Excuse me?"

"I lied. I didn't came here because the cafe was full but I came asking for your table because I thought you were cute. But how sad I am to hear you are unavailable."

"So tell me about this guy of yours?"

"Hmm, where do I start, the guy name is Derek Morgan. He work with me, practically act like my older brother whenever I'm in danger. He has the captivating green eyes that make people just want to stare at his eyes all day long. His huge warm hands that could practically melt your body if he touches you and his husky voice that just lulls you to sleep."

"He's so handsome, so kind, caring, possessive, warm. I can't describe how he is to me. He's like an fallen angel that fell from heaven for me."

"I love him so much but I'm scared he don't have the same feelings. My friends all said that he have the same feelings like me and had help me getting his attention by changing my looks and enhancing my wardrobes clothes."

"Hmm...your friends says he might be having the same feelings as yours but you are unsure?"

"Yup.."

"So let's make sure!"

"Come again?"

"Oh you will, with your lover. I mean let's make sure. I can help you by pretending to ask you out for a date at your workplace so if he sees me asking you out for a date, he will definitely show some emotion and if we can figure out whether that emotion is jealous then we know he have the same feelings as yours."

"I..don't think..."

"Oh come on Spence, don't think just do"

"If you say so,"

"Ok it's a deal I will come to your workplace at the Federal Bureau to look for you at around 12-issh?"

"Ok, but wait how do you know I work at the Federal Bureau?"

"Oh I forget to tell you, I'm a detective working with Virginia Police Department"

Lilmisscrazywithyaoi: SO how was it? I got no time to check all my grammar cause I was rushing for school and assignments..anyway anyone have a idea for the next chap?