okay... i deserve some serious grillin.. i know.. i have no excuse this time. i swear i just forgot.. i gave up writing for awhile.. and it felt like i was missing something so i started back up recently.. i know thats not a good reason for not updating and such... but its the best i have and i hope its enough for all my fans to come back... ill be updating soon with stuff that i have had written.. its all up in the attic cause i just moved to mississippi.. :( but i swear ill start up again... i have nothing else to say except im sorry.. and i hope ya'll forgive me