I know I just uploaded but I felt like getting this one out of the way. It's kinda short but yeah still gave me a lot of feels when I was writing it.
**Two Years Later**
The pups were grown, they were both getting ready to leave Thor and Loki. Loki was sulking in the corner and Thor was trying to be strong and not give away that he was about ready to cry. His children were about to leave him and Loki wasn't talking to him because he allowed them to leave.
Loki say goodbye to them. You know they are going to return, they are not just going to leave us and never come back, right? Thor tried to get Loki to say something.
Papa don't be mad. We need to start packs of our own. Don't you and Father need to find a way to change back into humans anyways? Loki stared at them, they had not been humans in a very long time it almost seemed foreign to him to be walking on two legs again. He slowly headed toward Ayame and Aki.
I love you. He kissed them repeatedly before he let them run out of the den leaving Thor and Loki alone for the first time in what seemed like an eternity.
Loki, please do not be angry with me. It was time for them to move on. Thor crawled on his belly toward Loki, who was ignoring him again.
I know, but it doesn't mean that I have to like it. They are my children! Our children and they just walked out of our lives, maybe forever! Thor whimpered to Loki wishing that he wasn't so angry.
Let us go and talk to father about changing us back now. Then, you can find a nice woman and have children of your own. Thor suggested nonchalantly not realizing how much those words hurt Loki. Loki's breath caught in his throat, he turned, and stared at Thor in shock.
I DO NOT WANT SOME WOMAN'S CHILDREN I WANT- Loki caught himself before he said the rest of the sentence and ran out of the den howling from the pain that he felt in his chest. Thor sat staring at the entrance of the den confused at what just happened.
Loki? Did I say something wrong? Thor asked himself before running after him. He came across Jane's van a few miles along Loki's trail. He quickly transformed back into a human, they had learned how to control it a little over a year before. "Jane! Has Loki run by here?" He asked stepping out of the trees pulling the t-shirt that she left for them over his head.
"No? Why?" She asked looking at Darcy and Erik confused.
"I think I did something that upset him."
"What happened now?" Darcy asked butting in.
"The pups left the den today. Loki was sulking and then when they left he said that they were our children and that I just let them walk out of our lives maybe forever."
"Ok? Anything else?"
"I said that we should go and talk to the Allfather about changing us back into humans and then he can go and find a nice woman and have children of his own. Then, he got very angry screaming about not wanting some woman's child and then he was going to say he wanted something but stopped himself and ran off." Jane's eyes grew wide as she realized why Loki was so upset.
"Thor, I think it might be best that you stay here until Loki calms down. You did something that you don't understand." He stared at her confused before standing up. "Where are you going?"
"To apologize. I do not want him to hate me anymore than he already does for letting Aki and Aya leave." He ran off into the trees hoping that Loki would be nearby.
Loki sat crying on the ground, he held his chest and curled up into a small ball. He didn't know when he changed into a human but it had happened at some point and frankly he didn't really care he just wanted to cry, cry away the years of pain and agony that Thor had put him through.
"Loki," He heard Thor's voice behind him and sobbed louder. This was not what he needed now. "I am sorry for anything I have said or done. I know I should not have said something like that when the pups had just left. I was stupid."
"You do not understand anything, Thor!" Loki choked out the words as he curled up into a smaller ball. Thor tried to touch his shoulder but he cringed away, sobbing. It tingled where Thor touched his skin.
"Then why do you not explain it to me, Loki?" Thor held his hand just above Loki careful not to touch him until Loki was ready.
"Thor, I love you."
"And I love you, brother. Now tell me what is bothering you." Loki sobbed again repeatedly when Thor had finished speaking.
"Not like that, Thor. I really… truly… deeply… love you." Loki slowly looked over his shoulder staring at Thor with red, puffy eyes. He had tears running down his face. Thor had a pain in his chest when he saw Loki like that.
"Loki, what are you talking about?" Thor asked after he collected himself.
"I am in love with you. I think, I always have been. I know it is gross and wrong but… I cannot take this horrible feeling of you not knowing anymore. You can hate me forever. I do not care I will go away. I promise." Thor pulled him into his arms and shook his head back and forth.
"NO! I cannot lose you again!" Tears fell from Loki's eyes as he wrapped his arms around Thor for a moment.
"Please just let me go this will not end well for either of us." Loki whispered through his sobs.
"Loki, please do not go." Thor looked down at Loki's face and slowly leaned close to him. He pressed his lips against Loki's, there was a jolt of electricity that ran through them both. Loki sat in shock for a moment before slowly closing his eyes and kissed Thor in return. When Thor finally pulled away Loki began to cry again.
"Thor, please don't. I cannot give you the one thing you want."
"What are you talking about?"
"I cannot give you children or a family." Loki tried to push Thor away.
"Loki, I do not care if you cannot give me children, and as for a family you are all I need. Let us just run away together forget all of our other problems and be a family together." Thor leaned his forehead again Loki's who was sobbing again.
"Do you really mean it, Thor?"
"Of course I do. I love you, Loki." Thor kissed Loki again who had tears of joy running down his cheeks.
Sorry for the shorter chapter, I am having a really hard time putting my ideas into actual sensible words. I am trying really hard for you. Next time I promise it will be much longer and it may be a little M rated… we shall see what is going to happen next. ;) Oh and I shall be explaining who the mysterious man is that Loki keeps meeting that looks like Thor soon. Well that's all for now, lovelies.
