A/N: Hi guys ! I'm so sorry for all the mails you recieved for this chapter but the site doesn't seem to want to let me post this chapter, I'm working on it (if you read it, it means that I succeeded, it would be great !) And thank you so much skyeseeker for telling me !

So you weren't so excited at Puck's reason for bullying Kurt, but it started when the boys were six it could not be something extraordinary, and I took it out of real facts that's why I didn't change it. I really hope you'll enjoy the rest of the story anyway !

Chapter 10:

Kurt had a stunned expression on his face when Puck ended his story.

"So yeah, that's it." Puck concluded. "I don't even know why I'm telling you all that. I'd better leave." He said standing up.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know for your dad." Kurt said.

"No one knew, there was no announce at the beginning of the class for people to be nice to me, like they knew I didn't need it." Puck said.

"How did your mother do ?"

"She stopped drinking at sixth month but had really hard time making ends meet with her salary. But don't pity me or any shit I don't need that okay ? I never pitied you just do the same."

"I didn't want pity either you know, instead I got hatred I didn't deserve, great." Kurt stated sarcastically.

"It was my only way to feel better okay ?" Puck stated defensively.

"Oh right, so if my only way to feel better was, I don't know, to stab all the people I know who've lost a parent, it would be okay cause it makes me feel better ?" Kurt asked angrily standing up.

"Of course not but I never hurt you or any dangerous shit !" Puck defended himself.

"First of all you started insulting me and shoving me away one week after I lost my mother. Then you taught everyone the word 'faggot', you have no idea how it hurts to hear this word, even more when you're unsure of your sexuality. Finally you made me the target number one of everyone since primary school. And now I end up going to school every Wednesday morning with my back still bruised from the week before knowing that it will only get worse in a few minutes because of you. And now you dare coming to my home and say that you never hurt me ?" When Kurt ended his sentence he was shouting, his head inches away from Puck's.

"I... Fuck ! What d'you want me to say ? I'm an asshole everyone knows that. I wouldn't even be sincere if I said that I'm sorry cause I'm not it, made me feel real good to see someone hurting more than me !" Puck replied.

"I'm really glad I could help you, you have no idea !" Kurt said sarcastically. "After all I just had to see a therapist for seven years to cry and tell him how I hated you and then stop because I was tired of hearing stupid shit like 'love always starts by hate' when I dreamed every single night of watching you being run over by a truck !" Kurt shouted at him. Puck was startled.

"Really ?"

"Yes. Why ? did you think I was secretly in love with you while you told everyone what a fag I was ?" Kurt asked. "Guess what, bullies are not my type !"

"Really ? So why are you drooling over Finn since 7th grade when he's been bullying you since first grade just like me ?" Puck asked cruelly.

"He's been following you ! You're the one who convinced him to do that since he's always been following what you were doing." Kurt replied.

"At least I have a good reason for bullying you ! I know his and honestly he's not worth crushing on !" Puck shouted back. Kurt's face turned from anger to sadness.

"So you've really decided to ruin my life right ?" He asked as he sat on his bed and hid his face in his palms. Puck didn't expect such a reaction, he expected the boy to snap back like he had been doing before. Now he felt like crap. Again. The guy was already hurt because of him and every time he talked to him he only managed to make it worse. He sighed and walked to the bed, he sat next to Kurt not knowing what to do.

"Look I didn't mean to ruin anything okay ?" Puck said as softly as he could. "It's just, I don't know, it's like you're fantasizing a lot of things about Finn that he's not. I don't mean to hurt you, given the state you're in it's the last thing I wanna do, but when I say he's not worth crushing on I mean it." Puck said.

"And you think I really want to have a crush on him ? You think having a crush on the guy who throws me into dumpsters every morning without even thinking that it might hurt me is something I chose?" Kurt asked. "You have no idea what a hell every morning is for me. There's the guy I like grabbing my legs to throw me into a trash can without even looking at me every morning. And when it's not him it's the guy I'm scared and disgusted of the most in the world. I don't care that you do it to me, I have nothing to do with you, we've been hating each other for ever and that's all but the others..." Kurt trailed off.

"You've taken your meds right ?" Puck asked, realizing that Kurt would have certainly not said all these things if he weren't high. Kurt nodded. "You should rest or something." He decided.

"Not before you understand that I hate to like Finn." Kurt stated.

" I get it." Puck answered. "What I don't get is why you hate Karofsky though." Puck risked, he really should not take advantage of Kurt's current state but wanted to know. Kurt broke down into tears.

" I don't want to talk about it." He sobbed. " I hate him ! I feel so ashamed and bad and-"

"Alright, let's not talk about him then. Just sleep." Puck said as he moved the comforter so Kurt could slip himself inside the bed.

"You're nice Puck." Kurt muttered before drifting into sleep.

"I'm not but thank you." He said. Puck remained awkwardly sitting on Kurt's bed for a while before standing up. What was he supposed to do now ? If he stayed here until Hummel woke up he would be kicked out. He decided to go back to school since he had nothing better to do.

But first, he wanted to try and find something that could help him understand what Karofsky had done to the boy. The guy had really done something bad, Puck knew it. But how bad, he didn't know. And maybe, if he found out what it was, he could convince Finn that he was an asshole and Finn would go back to him. That was a good plan. And Kurt was sleeping soundly so he would not get caught searching his room.

He went to the nightstand and opened the two drawers looking for some kind of diary but there was none. He walked to the desk but only found school work papers. Puck sighed, he would not find anything here. He scanned the room but it was useless, there was nothing useful. He turned around to check if Kurt was still sleeping and walked up the stairs. He wanted to lock the door but hadn't got the keys, and the neighborhood looked harmless so it was okay. He hopped in his truck and drove to school. He got there at ten so no one was in class. When he went to his locker he met Finn fumbling in his.

"Hey dude where were you ? Why weren't you in class this morning ?" Finn asked.

"I had better to do." He replied. "Remember yesterday when I said that there was no dumpster-dive for Hummel while he's hurt ?" Puck asked. Finn nodded. "Then why did you fuckin' do it ? He got badly beaten up yesterday at the point of going to the hospital and you fuckin' throw him in a dumpster today !"

" I … You weren't there and Karofsky told me to so I just did." Finn answered.

"You could've told him no ! Your parents are dating, you have time to see that he's not as bad as you think he is, you should be the first one stopping this shit !" Puck said.

"Not because are parents are dating means I like him." Finn replied.

"Alright, stay with Karofsky. Just so you know, that guy did something really bad to Hummel but I don't think you care. I won't be there tomorrow morning, I'm not hurting him anymore and you should do the same." Puck decided. Finn didn't reply, he just did his kicked-puppy eyes to Puck. But Puck walked away.

A/N: Please review because I love you all !

Ant.

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Oh and I don't own glee (I think I haven't said it since the beginning of this fic, so now, you know the truth.)