May 29, 2008
May 29, 2008
Today is my 15th birthday!! Wow I'm getting old…I got a few cards from some people in the apartment complex…and one of
them I did not want. It is a letter from the owners of the apartment…
Dear Bella,
We got a call from your parents today and we have some bad news. We are sorry to inform you that we are going to have to kick you out of the apartment. Your parents have said that they do not sign for the paper work…I am very sorry. We are giving you until the end of this week to get your stuff and get out. If you need any help finding a place to stay you can come to us. I hope everything goes well with you and your baby…oh and happy birthday.
We are very sorry.
Sincerely,
The apartment complex.
Ok so what do I do now? I am like homeless now. I guess I could go talk to my work and see if I can work full time now…maybe
I could afford some kinda room in some ones house…MAYBE. Well baby this birthday sucks…I will make sure that all your
birthdays are perfect and that you get everything you want…you will be the happiest baby ever. Well I did get 20 from my
neighbor…so I can at least go out and get some food…baby you are making me so hungry all the fucking time. I guess I can
understand though…I have to feed you to. Ok so I guess I should start packing, I only have two days to get out and find a
place to live…I really don't think I could live on the streets…but if I have to then I will make it work. Ok so off to work I go…ok
remember to ask his name…remember to ask for a roof over my head…remember to remember…
11:52 p.m.
Ok so I sat down and spoke with my boss and a few of the employees…what's his name was not there today, but I asked one
of my worker friends who he was…his name is Edward…I never saw him as an Edward…I was think Rock or something…silly
huh? I guess I was off…way off. But anyways…they told me to go look into the shelter for single or pregnant moms. So I got
their number and I'll call first thing in the morning…I also got a full time job over there…which is a good thing, I'm going to need
the money to save up for baby stuff…I have no idea what to even shop for…I guess I'll have to ask about that at the shelter…I
also need money for the doctor visits….OH SHIT!! I forgot about my doctor's appointment. Ok so call them in the morning as
well…I need to write these things down…oh wait I did… ha-ha. Ok baby you need to help me remember these things as well…
ok? Ok good. I'm glad we are in this together…I don't know what I would do without you…well yeah I do…me and Edward
would still be together and I would be at home asleep. Sorry baby, I do love you…it's just I miss my old life…but I guess my
new one will be ok…just as long as you don't leave me…I will never leave you, never…