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CHAPTER TEN

"Mum?" I asked. Then everything went black.

Urgh! My head is killing me. I can't remember what happened. Why is my head hurting? Did I fall and knock myself out again? Huh, there's something soft under my head. Who found me? Don't tell me everything was a dream and I'm going to wake up and find myself at home. I don't want everything to be a dream, I like the Cullen's and I like my life. Even if it is really messed up. I love Edward. I love perky Alice and calm Jasper. I love caring Esme and charismatic Carlisle. I love playful Emmett and I love conceited Rosalie, even if she might be my mother. I hope she is, I don't remember her well but what I do is heaven. I could tell she loved me by the look in her eyes when ever they fell upon me.

I don't want to lose her, not after coming so close. I defiantly don't think I could live if Edward wasn't real. I would kill myself, then if my mum wasn't real I could join her and my father in the after life. Then again I would probably go to hell. I mean I live with them so why wouldn't I? I haven't done anything to get into heaven except live but I don't think that would get me in. I just wanted to wake up and find out what was happening and where I was but it looks like someone put a blanket over me. Every thing was so heavy.

I felt as though I was swimming through muddy water. There was a light ahead of me (A/N: cliché?) but it was too far away. I just kept swimming towards it but the closer I got the further away the light got. It was a never ending battle between me and the water but I had to win. I couldn't just die… could I? No I don't think god would be that cruel to me or Edward. If he even exists, god I hope he does.

As I swam I felt the water around me getting thinner and thinner making it easier to move through. I must be waking up, or getting close to waking up at least. I want to wake up soon, I don't know how long I've been out and if everything wasn't a dream then I know Edward will be worrying about me. I mean he is my imprint. I think Alice would see me waking up so they shouldn't be that worried. She would tell them and they could go about there own lives until it was time for me to wake up.

I was getting closer to the light. The water getting thinner again. I was really close now. I could hear the voices of the people around me; I could tell they were close.

"How did this happen Rose?" the voice asked. I could tell it was Edward, I wouldn't forget his voice for anything.

"How did what happen, Edward?" Rosalie asked with fake innocence in her voice. I could only think of how I was listening to my mother talking after all these years.

"You know what I'm talking about," Edward pushed, "how did you end up with a kid?"

"Well," she started, "she's my daughter from my human life. I was married at fifteen and had her at sixteen. She was the most beautiful baby in the world. Well I think so anyway"

"Then why didn't you tell us about her?" what? She never told her family about me? Did she not like me? Did she not like that fact that I was born?

"I loved her so much, but I knew if I told any of you, especially Esme, then you would want me to go back to her as soon as my control was good enough," so she didn't want to come back to me? "As soon as I was able to control my bloodlust, I went to check on her, it was those three days I disappeared for"

"But weren't you taking care of Royce and his 'friends'?" Edward questioned. Royce? Wasn't that the person she was going to marry after dad died but she got 'killed' instead? What did he have to do with it? I'm really confused now.

"Yes, I was taking care of them but only on the last two days. On the first one I went to make sure my baby girl was ok" I felt a hand brush my cheek. So she did care. I felt like jumping for joy but the only reaction I got out of my body was my fingers twitching. There breathing caught.

"I think she's waking up" Edward stated. Well no I haven't been lay here for the past, however long, listening to you two talking about me. Wait… I think I'm getting cranky. Damn that means ill have to hunt soon. I don't want to randomly snap at someone especially when I have to go to school.

Oh my god, school! I wonder if I've missed school. I hope I haven't been out that long, I'd hate the teachers to think that I would ditch after the first day at school. That defiantly wouldn't be good. Even though I've already completed my school education plenty of times. But they don't know that. I wonder if Edward will ride to school with me on my bike? Or would he want me to ride to school with him? But what about his siblings? Urgh, god I shouldn't be thinking about this right now.

"She won't hate you" Edward said. He must be answering Rosalie's thoughts. Why would she think I hate her?

"But what if she does I mean she thinks I abandoned her. What if she thinks because I never told any of you about her that I don't love her? What of she doesn't love me?" I could almost see the tears that would never fall forming in her eyes. I wanted to comfort her to tell her every thing was all right, to tell her that I loved her. But my body wouldn't do what I wanted it to.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I kept repeating this in my mind. It would help me even if she couldn't hear it. I could always get Edward to tell her by removing my shield but I wanted to tell her myself.

"I love you."

"What?" Edward and Rosalie asked at exactly the same time. I was awake now I could move again. I opened my eyes but immediately shut them again. I forgot that it would be bright. I let my eyes adjust before opening them again. When I did I saw two worried faces above me looking down as though I was a patient in a crazy centre.

"I said I love you" I told them again. They were looking at me shock written on there faces. They were looking at me, trying to make sure I was serious. I tried to sit up but there hands pushed me back down. I sighed and let them push me down I wasn't in the mood to fight at the minute. I just wanted some answers.

"I love you too" they whispered. I smiled slightly and tried to sit up again but they went to push me down so I just used my extra strength to make it harder for them.

"Let me sit up" I muttered, there hands were instantly removed from my shoulders. I sat there as they watched me, there eyes showing for any signs that I needed to lie down again. I closed my eyes as I felt them shift. When I opened them again I could almost predict the gasp's that came. They were both looking at me shock clearly written on there faces.

"Your eyes" Rosalie whispered as she raised a hand to her mouth.

"Changed" Edward finished. I sighed, knowing what they meant. I also knew why Rosalie was shocked. She was looking at something she hadn't seen in over ninety years.

"I guess there is a lot of explaining to do" then I stood up and walked towards the window.

A/N: ok I am soooo sorry for the long wait but I have decided to make sure I update on wed + sun no matter how long the chapters are! Woop! Ok so yea… let me know what you thought of the chapter and I love reviews so please, please, please review!

Words for chap: 1380

Not very long but I wanted to get it out.

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