{Chapter 10}
Trust me
It was nice speaking to you
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YOU'RE FIVE YEARS TOO LATE, SORA!
Sora's face grew cold and he looked at Roxas, who stood in the corner of my prison. Roxas' stared back.
There was a sudden tension in the dark room which was going to explode very soon.
"Roxas"
"Sora"
Sora's eyebrows formed an angry frown. "Everything must go back to normal again"
Roxas shook his head. "What was normal?"
Sora growled. "You and I are going to fight it out. The winner gets Kairi, the other has to give up. We'll ask Naminé to get Kairi's heart to the winner"
So now he thought he could own me?
"NO WAY!" I yelled at him.
Roxas shook his head. "I'm not going to do that"
A relief washed through me. Roxas didn't agree. Roxas knew me. He knew me even better than Sora ever did.
Sora's keyblade nearly blew Roxas' head off, ending in a angry hiss of Roxas and a growl from my side.
Roxas' took out his keyblade and I could suddendly see where this was leading. "No!" I stood in between them. "No! You're not going to fight! You-"
Roxas shove me out of Sora's reach and he hissed at him. "All right, have it your way. I'm going to fight you. Now get out and get ready"
"N-"
Roxas' hand closed around my mouth, not allowing me to speak another word.
Sora nodded and disappeared in a white corridor.
And suddendly I maybe could belong to Sora within a few hours.
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"Roxas… please"
He shook his head. "Kairi… I have to do this. I have to fight him. But I'm not fighting to… to get you back"
Roxas looked up and stared in my eyes. I stared back. "I'm fighting for you" He said with a certain, soft voice.
"But-"
"Kairi, this was going to happen since I managed to live without Sora. I could survive without him, and if he ever got too close, I'll have to fight for my own place in the 'living' world. It's inevitable that this was going to happen, so now is the time to kick his ass for once. Don't be sad. I'll come back for you"
Tears filled my eyes and I closed them, feeling the tears flow on my cheeks. "I love you" I said.
"I loved you all along"
I only heard his breathing, steady and calm.
"I love you too"
His cool lips softly touched mine for a second, but I nearly yanked him back to me. Desperate. I would maybe forget him. There was a chance I could forget him.
Roxas' hands landed on the wall behind me and he kept kissing me back with the same desperation I felt.
My hands slipped in his hair and tried to hold him close. For maybe the last time.
"Don't go" I whispered with my lips still against his.
One of his hands curled around my waist, pulling me to him.
His lips became rougher, but kept their gentleness all the time.
And then he was gone, at the other side of the room. He bowed forward and leaned on his knees. He breathed heavily and my breathing was way too fast as well.
I couldn't stop myself and I begged again. "Please…"
Roxas was suddendly back again and he took my face in his hands.
"Kairi… I have to. I'll win this, I… I…"
He couldn't promise it.
Roxas took with one hand mine. "Look, Kairi, I'll try my best to get back to you, I will. Thanks to you I know there's something in here" He said it gently and he placed my hand in his on his chest.
"Maybe not really, because I still don't have a heart, but you make me feel like I have one… the only one who make me feel like I do have feelings. And not those angry feelings when Sora is close, but others… and I will definitely come back for those…"
I sniffed and closed my eyes. It hurt me so much that I would maybe forget him.
"And for you"
His lips pressed onto mine again, but before I could react, he stood by the dark corridor in the corner.
He smiled at me and stepped back into the corridor. "I love you!" He whispered before he was gone.
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I heard nothing, felt nothing. It felt like I had left my heart with Roxas. He would take care of it.
But I couldn't stand the idea of that 'Naminé' girl making me fall in love with Sora again and forget Roxas.
Who was she that she could do that? Instead of feeling angry, I still couldn't feel.
Was this how all those Nobodies felt? Or, probably were all the time.
I fell to the floor, not able to stand on my own legs anymore, and tried not to think about Roxas fighting Sora.
What was Sora thinking? I didn't belong to him! I wasn't his… his dog or something!
I still wasn't angry. All the feelings were gone. Like they were all in my heart. And my heart was with Roxas.
I lost my heart to a stranger on the beach. And I still hadn't found it. Instead, I got something way better back.
I got Roxas. And now I was maybe going to forget the best thing ever happened in my life.
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(End note:
Short chapter =( Sorry. It's crap and it's... stupid. But I don't know, I like it somewhere. I hope you do too :) . It might be very surprising what's going to happen.
I warn you, somebody may die the next chapter. (:
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Well, anyways, I better go to bed. I'm really tired and I'm working on a gigantic Roxiri project… It's great, but it also sucks all my time up.
Oh, and it won't be online very soon :P )