Chapter 10

Waking slowly, Inuyasha pushed himself up and yawned, the blankets slipping off and falling around his hips. His bed was empty except for him, and he felt his heart tighten. Was it all a dream? Was Sesshomaru not actually here with him? A quick sniff told his negative brain how wrong it was, as the room was thick with the demon's youki and scent. He sighed and rubbed his eyes before running a hand through his hair. His eyes felt heavy from the tears and the hanyou yawned again just as Sesshomaru came in.

"You're finally awake..." He smiled from the door, leaning against it.

"What time is it?..." The hanyou whispered, looking over his shoulder at him.

"Close to noon. I let you sleep..."

"Did anything happen that I'm not aware of?"

"Nothing but a few kisses, Inuyasha. Don't worry."

"Oh...okay..."

"You sound disappointed."

"Well, I can't lie about wanting to have sex with you..."

"Then we'll work on that. First though, breakfast. You need to eat something, and I already have everything done, so get up." Sesshomaru smirked and left off to the kitchen, leaving Inuyasha there to blush at how calm the demon was over him wanting sex. It was as if wanting sex so early wasn't even a big deal. Sure they had pretty much confessed the night before, but he would have thought that Sesshomaru would be a little reserved and wanting to wait.

Who knew what would happen now. He had already been kissed after an angry confession, and now the demon was making him breakfast. He wasn't sure how he was feeling about this at all, but he couldn't help but be happy and anxious all at once. So, dragging himself out of bed, Inuyasha shuffled to the kitchen to find scrambled eggs, sausage, bacon, and other breakfast foods all laid out on two plates for them. The hanyou stood there with wide eyes before looking at his friend in shock.

"You cook."

"I live on my own, Inuyasha. I have to know how to cook, whether I need to eat or not."

"You aren't leaving now. I don't cook often, and I go broke with ordering out."

"Maybe you should just buy groceries with your discount like a normal person." Sesshomaru laughed and handed Inuyasha a plate and utensils, "Come on. Let's sit and eat. We can talk like you wanted to."

Taking his food to the table, figuring that was where the demon wanted, and dug into the food. It was delicious, and perfect, and Inuyasha tried to recall the last breakfast he had that he had made himself to eat. Since nothing came to mind, he figured it had been too long. The demon sat across from him and smiled as he ate as well. They sat in silence until they were close to done their meal, which was when the demon decided to look up at the hanyou with serious eyes.

"Inuyasha, I know that things have been tough on you, and you said that we would talk today when our heads were clearer. I know that you love me, and you know that I love you, but we really do need to discuss a few things to understand more."

"Agreed..." Inuyasha whispered, looking away from the demon. His intense stare was a little intimidating.

"So let's start with something easy. Like when did you first fall for me?" Sesshomaru smirked at that, going back to his food.

Oh lord, it had been so long ago, it was almost a little embarrassing now that they knew how each other felt. He almost didn't want to tell him that it had been the first time he complimented his work, as he was so young he probably should have liked any gender at all at that point. Not to mention the obvious sexual confusion that came after.

"When you hugged me...while I was painting...and told me that the painting I was working on was beautiful. It kind of...made me really start to like you more than usual..." He whispered, shoving a fork full of eggs into his mouth as he went red.

The demon chuckled, "I remember that...I kind of suspected something, but I thought that would be too good to be true..." He looked back up at the hanyou and smiled a little, "I guess I can say that I was the first to fall, seeing as I liked you a couple years after we were forced to be friends. You were just so different...I just couldn't help the attraction..."

"And you never felt like...that there was something wrong with that?" Inuyasha asked, setting his fork down, "Like didn't you think you would fall for some hot woman and breed a little litter of cute puppies, not end up with another guy?"

"Well...yeah...but when I figured out that it was you I wanted, I didn't exactly spend my time thinking about some hollywood life. I wanted to be with you, though I tried to date other's to fill the space I left for you for the time being. It wasn't the same. Other people, whether they are man or woman don't make me feel the same way you do."

Blushing more, Inuyasha hung his head, "Jesus...you're so straight forward."

"Well between us both, one of us has to be, and I highly doubt it will be you. I know you're...a little reserved, and I'm not about to tell you to be the loud and blunt one. You start blushing and whispering every time you talk about personal things." He laughed.

"Hey, don't laugh at my struggles!"

"I'm sorry, it's just too cute."

"I ain't cute..."

"Would you prefer I call you beautiful and charming then?"

The hanyou blushed more and his ears flattened. God, that was even worse than cute. It made his heart pound in his chest and made him feel hot and uncomfortable. His groin felt like it was on fire, and he shifted to try and relieve a bit of its trapped pleasure. To be turned on so easily, was he really that much of a whore for the demon?

"Anyways, while you're sitting there being cute and bothered, why don't you tell me about how sexually confused you are. I can tell that I won't be your first." The demon leaned on his hand and raised an eyebrow at the hanyou.

"I kind of just hooked up once in a while...I thought I was straight, but I don't know...other men don't turn me on, so I guess it's just you my body seems to want..."

"And how badly does your body want to be covered by mine in that bed of yours?"

"Shut up! Don't talk like that!"

"Why? Because you're turned on? You shouldn't leave it alone..." The demon smirked, a fang poking out over his bottom lip.

"That's it. I'm done. I'm going to finish my painting and ignore you and you're sex crazed brain!"

"Oh don't be like that!" The demon chuckled and cleared the plates as Inuyasha stomped off to his den, "At least let me see what you're doing before you threaten to kill me for being a bother."

The hanyou sighed and allowed Sesshomaru to follow him into the den, which he normally wouldn't do, but seeing as he saw one sketchbook full of his face, he'd be fine seeing the inspired painting of him. Pulling out the canvas from its hiding spot, Inuyasha smoothed a hand over the dried paint, sighing as his fingers lingered over the celestial looking face of the demon. He painted him clad in feudal armour and a flowing kimono. The theme he carried in most of his paintings of the demon and the seduced child was still present in this one as he held the young child in his arms. He was hoping that he could keep up one theme for his first gallery, and the work on other things. Better to paint what you know first before you expand. If this series did well, he'd have to continue with it in some way.

"Again with my face, do you love it so much, Inuyasha?" Sesshomaru said from behind him, his hands on his shoulders, slowly sliding down his arms before slipping behind to his back, under his shirt and around his middle.

The hanyou inhaled and closed his eyes, leaning into the demon as he slowly exhaled, "It's not my fault you're the perfect muse...I'm an artist. I'm attracted to beautiful things, as well as ugly things. Don't think you're so special. It could have been anyone to become my muse..."

"But it was still me, so of course I must be oh so...special..." The demon purred in his ear, making the hanyou moan softly.

"You're teasing..."

"And you're still horny..." Sesshomaru slipped hand down and palmed the front of Inuyasha's pants.

Pushing his hand away, Inuyasha looked back at the demon with flushed cheeks. God, he needed to keep his cool or he might end up covered in semen and sweat on his desk or his paintings. He didn't want to do it so soon, but it seemed like they just couldn't help it. It scared him, because to be honest, he never had laid with a man before, and being the demon's best friend, he knew well that there was no way that sex with him would be painless. He knew he was big, he just knew, and like hell he would fit him all in, even if he did play with himself on occasion.

"You're thinking again...are you going to tell me what you're thinking about?"

"Just how god damn frustrated you've made me. I need to finish this painting, and then I'm going to have to take a cold shower..."

The demon nuzzled into his neck and smirked, nipping him gently, "Or we just get the sex out of the way after, and stop acting like such sentimental bastards...I want you...You have no idea how long I've waited."

Yes...I do...trust me. I want this just as badly, but I need to finish this one thing, even if your bites and body are so tempting...The hanyou leaned his head to the side, his eyes beginning to close a little as he allowed the demon to kiss at his neck. "Maybe...after I finish this...we can do something..."

"Are you sure? You aren't saving your ass virginity for marriage, are you?" The demon growled, his hand then slipping back behind him to grope his ass cheeks.

Moaning again, Inuyasha nodded, shooting the demon a glare, "Y-yes...I want to have sex with you, I just need to get down to working on my career before it's too late...I'm terrified enough as it is that I won't be good enough and fail at making it anywhere, I don't need having sex with you ensure that I don't get this gallery...I don't want to work in a grocery store anymore, Sesshomaru...Please...be patient for once...You can't push me into sex, you know!"

Chuckling, Sesshomaru pulled back and quickly nipped at the artist's ear, "Go. I'll clean up your kitchen and make sure that whatever I smell in your fridge isn't molding or worse...something dying..." He scrunched up his nose and made his way to the kitchen, allowing the hanyou to take in a few deep breaths and calm his racing heart. God, he wanted to spend all the time in the world with him, but if he truly had him then he needed to balance Sesshomaru with his art. He couldn't throw his talent away, even if he never asked to be some prodigy of the new age of art. He needed to make a living, and with barely any skills under his belt, he had to make a name for himself.

So placing the canvas on the easel out in the living room, Inuyasha pulled on his smock and twisted his hair back out of his way before he got to work. Blending and adding in little splashes of multiple colours, Inuyasha spent the next couple hours fleshing out his piece as Sesshomaru soon finished cleaning the kitchen and decided to sit on the couch behind him and watch him work. It was a little distracting at first, but he soon found his rhythm and zone again, using two paintbrushes, one in each hand, to work the faces a little better than he had before.

He wasn't one to show off, but he couldn't help but make it look like he was way cooler than he knew he was. He could feel the demon smile as the aura of his happiness filled the room, and soon the hanyou found his cheeks hurting with his own smile. How long had it been since he just smiled for no reason while he painted? Were things finally going to look up now?

Finally finishing what he could, Inuyasha dumped the brushes into his cup of water and swished them all around to clean them off. Maybe he'd spend more time on it later, since he still had to fix the hair and clothes of his subjects. He didn't get long to admire his refined work as Sesshomaru was behind him the moment he stepped back and wrapped his arms around him again.

"It's beautiful...I forgot what it was like to watch you work..." He whispered and kissed his neck again.

"I try...I guess I did pretty well..."

"You did more than well, Inuyasha. Don't sell yourself short. You are a truly talented hanyou..." The demon placed a kiss on his cheek, making the hanyou blush more.

Twisting around, Inuyasha smirked and wrapped his arms around the demon in turn, "You should let me take my smock off...unless you want to be completely covered in paint."

"It will all come off anyway..." Sesshomaru said confidently, pulling the hanyou closer as he tilted his head up and kissed him hard.

Inuyasha's eyes widened. This kiss was so different from the other's he had given him, and he couldn't help but open his mouth to the tongue that licked along his lips and close his eyes. Sesshomaru slipped inside, his eyes shut as he angled his head and explored his mouth, tongue running over his own muscle and teeth, sucking and nipping as he did. The hanyou closed his own eyes, arms slipping away and then up around the demon's neck so he could play with his hair. Oh, he had wanted to touch his hair like this for so long. To be kissed like this too was like having his dream become a reality, and he hoped that if he was dreaming, or if he was dead, that he never woke up. He kissed the demon back, pressing their chests together as the demon tugged the hanyou's hair so he could control the kiss better.

His fangs nipped at his swollen lips and then sucked on his tongue, making Inuyasha moan loudly into his mouth as he tried to keep up. It was like Sesshomaru was more content on pleasing him rather than being pleasured himself. Which was totally fine with the hanyou as he knew that between the two of him he would rather be the one getting dominated. Though he began to wonder how the demon felt on being dominated himself. The thought alone made his cock begin to throb again and he tangled his fingers into the demon's hair more, tugging his face closer so he could kiss him harder.

The demon growled and slid his hands down to lift the hanyo into his arms and lock his legs around his waist. Gasping, Inuyasha released the demon from their kiss, gasping for breath as he was held so their mouths were still only a centimeter apart. Sesshomaru panted and then crashed their lips together again as he walked over to the couch and laid the hanyou down, kneeling over him as he quickly removed his shirt. Inuyasha couldn't help but stare as he lifted his arms over his head and tossed his shirt away, muscles moving beneath his skin as he moved back over him and tugged at his smock and pajama shirt.

"Off.." He panted, helping the hanyou removed both of them at once and then began to kiss all over his chest. The demon planted kisses up his pecs, up to his collarbone, where he bite and sucked him lightly.

The hanyou arched slightly, his hands unsure of where to go so they stayed around Sesshomaru's shoulders and hair, claws raking over his pale skin and creating bright red lines. Moving down his chest now, the demon dipped down to his naval, his tongue swirling before he began to tug at his pants and kiss him through his boxers. Gasping, Inuyasha bucked a little.

"Take them off..." He breathed, his hands shaking as he tried to pull the rest of his clothes off, "Screw foreplay...I want you so bad..."

The demon lifted his head, licking his lips as he looked at him with lust filled eyes. The eyes of a predator taking in the sight of his prey. Inuyasha felt trapped and he loved it, only wanting to be devoured by the man he loved. Fuck waiting for the perfect moment. When had he ever cared about waiting to have sex with anyone? He went to bars and picked up slutty women to relieve his sexual tension when he was drunk enough, having sex with Sesshomaru on his couch was no lower and no more mighty than usual. Though he was prone to bouts of depression, though he hurt himself to extinguish the pain and cried himself to sleep, there were times when rough, sweaty, and fast sex was just what he wanted to make everything better.

The demon yanked off his pants and then nearly tore off his own, his hands moving so fast as he soon had the hanyou's legs wrapped around him and his cock rubbing over his entrance. Moaning, his heart beating faster and faster and his lower regions tingling and heating up, Inuyasha nearly yelled at the demon to just fuck him already. Soon though, Sesshomaru, with his brow furrowed in concentration, began to push the head of his member into him, making him gasp loudly at the sudden stretch. Never before had he had anything in him this large, and he hoped to god he wouldn't be too tight and tear from the demon's size. Though he'd heal, the embarrassment of that happening would be too much to live with. But the demon seemed to be a little cautious as he pulled out and spat on his hands, lubricating himself a little more before he huffed and reached down for his pants.

"You're tight..." He whispered, pulling out a tiny bottle of lube, "I'm not taking chances..."

The hanyou quirked an eyebrow and watched him lubricate his cock better before he warmed a bit more of the liquid between his fingers and rubbed it over his entrance. Inuyasha groaned and watched him as he began to push himself in again, the head going in easier before he pushed the rest of himself inside slowly. As he grew nearer to fully forcing himself in him, the hanyou threw his head back in a long and low groan, his hands falling over his head as he shut his eyes. The demon stilled, breathing hard as he wiggled his hips a little to get Inuyasha more comfortable.

After a few minutes of staying still like that, their breathing even and heavy, Inuyasha nodded for the demon to move. He was slow at first, which had the hanyou moaning a little already as he felt him move in him, but soon the pace began to pick up, and he was moving his body with his, wincing in pain and pleasure both as the demon thrust in and out of him. Their breathing grew more rapid and Sesshomaru bent down to capture the hanyou's lips as they moaned and made small noises of pleasure.

Inuyasha brought his hands back up and tilted his head back again with a little cry as he felt the demon's cock rub against him just the right way. "Oh god...there...please, just like that!"

Sesshomaru grunted and began to thrust harder, his hips angling to hit that one little spot again and again, causing his lover to cry out again and see stars. The moved together more and more, the hanyou loud and uncaring as he was fucked into his couch, his claws digging into the demon's back.

"Fuck! Inuyasha...I..." The demon snarled, squeezing his eyes shut as he reached between them and grabbed at then hanyou's cock, pumping it hard to make sure they came sooner.

Dropping one of his legs, Inuyasha bared his neck to the demon and cried out his quick orgasm, his claws raking deep down Sesshomaru's back. Semen shot out of him in long bursts, covering his chest as the demon pushed himself in deeper and roared, bending down to bite the hanyou's neck as he came soon after inside of him. Tangled together, blood dripping off their skin, Inuyasha sighed with a smile and let his arms fall again.

Oh, he was sticky and sweaty, panting like a well walked hound on a sunny day. He nuzzled the demon's head, gasping softly as he pulled his fangs from his neck and kissed him slowly. Never let me go...He thought and smiled into the simple, innocent kiss as the demon placed his hand on his stomach and slid it up to his chest, over his heart, and spreading his essence over his skin.

A/N: mmm yessss bloody and fast sex. because waiting is stupid. and plus like come on, we all wanted them to fuck. I'm spoiling you so much right now~ o3o