Chapter 10

Emily's pov

The meeting with Paige was really hard for me contrary to what people might think. Paige was there for me when I needed her, and she's proven herself. I'm not lying when I'm saying that I love her. I'm just not in love with her. It's always been Ali. I always had a special place for her in my heart even when she was cruel to people. I don't exactly know why. How can you love a person that basically could destroy someone's soul in a second. Ali would walk around Rosewood High's hallway and people would part like the red Sea afraid of getting on Alison Dilaurentis bad side. She could rip out someone's heart and I wished that I could hate her, that way I could stand up to her and make her stop torturing people. But as soon as she turns around and looks at me, that devilish grin turning into a sincere smile I give up all efforts in trying to hate her. I guess that's how love is supposed to work. You love a person no matter what they've done, how much they've hurt you. At the same time you hate them because they have this power over you and you wish you never fell in love with them, it would make things so much easier.

Ali has changed this past years I can see that. She's letting some of her guard down, not only for me but for the other girls too. She tries to show that she's different, that she's not the same arrogant, manipulative fifteen year old she used to be. And I believe her, because people do change. I'm not the same person I was when I was fifteen.

I was calling Ali, wanting to see her after my talk with Paige. I know she wasn't so overjoyed in the idea of me meeting up with my ex. And knowing how easy Ali feels threatened she would probably act out. But she didn't answer so I just decided to go home. When I got home, the house was empty. I made my way upstairs to my room. I saw that Ali was sitting on my bed reading a book. When I looked closer I saw which book it was. Great Expectations by Charles Dickens. I smiled at the memory of that day in the library. Our first kiss. She looked up at me and smiled.

"Your parents let me in, They said they were going to meet some friends and wouldn't be back until tonight."

I approached the bed and sat down beside her.

"It's okey. I was calling you, you weren't answering."

She gave me an annoyed look.

"Oh. Miss Marple confiscated my phone afraid of me doing something stupid."

I laughed at that. What was she about to do?

"What was on your mind?"

After seeing her look I changed my mind.

"You know what I don't want to know. I'm just happy you choose not to."

I gave her a quick peck on the lips and went to change clothes. She was about to ask me something but hesitated. I could see in the mirror her inner struggle whether she should ask me or not. And I had a feeling I knew what it was about.

"Ali just ask me already."

She looked at me and seemed unsure. But in the end she gave in.

"How did it go with Paige?"

When I found what I was going to wear I started undressing. I put on shorts and a tank top. While I was dressing I could feel Ali's eyes on my body. I turned around and smirked, Ali averted her gaze and was now looking at my face giving me a devious smile. This time however I didn't blush.

"It went good. We talked and solved things. It wasn't easy but we managed somehow. We decided that we should just be friends."

Anger and jealousy flashed in Ali's eyes. But she shrugged it off smiling at me. She turned her attention to the book. I knew something was wrong.

"What is it Ali?"

She shrugged nonchalantly.

"Nothing. I'm glad you solved everything."

I was starting to get mad. Why couldn't she just say how she truly feels.

"Damn it Alison, no more secrets tell me how you really feel."

She looked at me, surprised by my sudden outburst.

"You wanna know how I feel?" Her voice getting higher. I never heard Ali raise her voice at anyone. Sure she was a bitch, but a look from her and she would silence you. She didn't need to scream because she knew she was in control. This time however she didn't have that feeling of control.

"I don't like my girlfriend being friends with her ex."

This just made me angrier.

"Because you don't trust me."

"I didn't say that Emily."

"You don't have to say it."

She looked at me hurt for a moment, but her face expression soon turned to one of anger.

"I don't like her. I don't want you near her."

"Why?"

"Have you meet anyone who's friends with their ex?"

This wasn't the reason she didn't want me near Paige. It pissed me of that she continues to lie to me because she doesn't want to seem weak.

"I'll tell you why you don't want me near Paige. You're scared of losing me. So me hanging out with Paige increases the chance. You know that Paige would take me back at any time if I just asked her. You give me dumbass answers to why you don't want me near Paige to cover up your own insecurity. Instead of being honest and telling me how you truly feel. You are so scared of looking weak in front of people that one day you will actually end up losing me."

Alison looked hurt and scared, I could see the tears in her eyes. I knew she wasn't going to let them fall. No matter how much my heart hurt to see her like this, I couldn't bring myself to apologize cause I meant every single word I said.

No one's pov

Both girls were quiet looking at each other. Emily's words leaving both girls shocked. But what followed next neither of the girls expected. Alison grabbed Emily's arm and yanked her forwards. She kissed Emily fiercely. Em was hesitant at first, she was still mad at Alison but soon responded. When Ali felt Emily relax she pushed her body closer to Emily's. The kiss grew more heated by the moment. Alison bit Em's lower lip which made her moan. She decided to take matters in her own hands and pushed Alison down on the bed, straddling her hips. Taking the former queen bee by surprise she couldn't help but smirk. She found her way to Alison's lips. She started working on Ali's shirt and tossed it aside.

"Shy on the streets, sexy in the sheets. Looks like I was right, Killer."

Emily moved from Alison's lips to her neck, biting and sucking, leaving marks. Those marks were a way of saying Alison belonged to her. Alison wasn't the one to let someone take all control. She pressed a knee in Emily's center, making the other girl groan. She took of Emily's tank top and trailed kisses on her neck, she left a mark on Em's collarbone. When she was done she gave a satisfied grin to Emily, who wasn't ready to give Alison control yet. She unclasped Alison's bra. Alison soon felt warm hands on her breasts. Em wasn't satisfied with just touching. She started sucking on Alison's nipples. The other girl arched her back and groaned. Emily made her way down Alison's stomach, getting lower and lower which left Alison panting. She decided she was done teasing the girl. She slipped off Alison's pants revealing, uhm.. nothing. She wasn't wearing any underwear.

"Seriously? I shouldn't be surprised."

Alison chuckled

"It's more comfy without."

Emily then made her way down her thighs and kissed her way up.

Alison arched her back, panting preparing for what's to come.

Hi guys. I really worked hard on this chapter so I hope you like it. This was my first sexscen ever, so don't judge if it's awful. Tell me what you think :)

-Sheyla