A/N: This chapter woulda gone up tomorrow when I finished the next one, but as it seems, I've gotten more than one chapter ahead, so I saw no problem with posting this now. But mainly, I wanted to post this as a birthday present to Twitter User at Ozlovevictoriaj ! You were really excited for this chapter and I wanted to post it on your birthday so here :) Happy Birthday!
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To Dani- You doing anything this morning? I need to get out of here.
From Dani- Come on over!
The house had been so tense over the past four days, and I hadn't found a comfortable way to go to Dani's without having Brittany give me a look that told me that she knew where I was going to go. It was hard seeing her give me that look.
But on Sunday, when Mercedes and Quinn dragged Brittany out to church again, my opportunity to see Dani finally arose. I felt a little like I was sneaking around, but I really needed to get away from my friends and my ex girlfriend, even if it was just for a couple of hours.
So I left Kurt and Rachel at the house and started to Dani's house. I felt a little bit of nervousness suddenly, and it took me only a few seconds to realize why. The last time I'd seen Dani in person was on the pier while I was crying. We'd been texting all week, but we hadn't really talked about what was going to happen with us.
So that was probably about to happen when I got to her place.
I knocked on her front door, and only a few seconds later, it opened wide. Dani stood in front of me with a sweet smile on her face. She was wearing short shorts and a slim tank, and her hair was tied up in a loose bun. "Hey!" she greeted, her eyelashes batting at me for a moment.
I couldn't help but smile back. "Hey."
"Come on in," Dani said, still smiling and stepping back. I stepped in also, but I still felt just as tense as I had at the house. "Are you hungry or anything?"
Of course, she was just as formal as before. I chuckled, "No, thanks."
"Okay," Dani said, smiling, "let's go upstairs then. My parents aren't here."
I followed her upstairs and we ended up in her bedroom again. I fell onto her bed instantly, letting out a sigh.
"How is everything? At the house?" Dani asked me, sitting down on the bed as well. Though we'd been texting, we'd avoided any topic of us or of me and Brittany.
"Horrible," I groaned. "Quinn's still mad at me, and of course Brittany is too. Mercedes and Kurt just don't know what to say to me half of the time. Breakfasts are so awkward, no one says anything. Rachel is the only person that I can have a normal conversation with, and I never thought I'd be saying that."
"I'm sorry," Dani apologized, frowning. "Really."
"It's fine. Just stressful. Makes it a little hard to enjoy my summer," I admitted, shrugging.
"You're welcome to hang out with me if that's more entertaining," Dani told me, the flirty tone I was used to coming back to the surface. I smiled gratefully.
"I think I would like that," I admitted.
"So, do you think we can like… talk?" Dani asked me, her voice sounding strangely anxious. I searched her eyes, and I could tell that she'd been waiting for this conversation.
"Sure. You just… you go first," I suggested.
Dani took a deep breath, as if she was nervous. And she probably was, but it was weird seeing that. "Santana, I think you've known since like… the first day that we met that I really like you. And I'm not really sure why you never told me to stop being so obvious, but I really thought that you didn't even like me back. Then you kissed me and… I don't know what I'm supposed to think, Santana. I mean, I know that you ended it with Britt but—"
"Okay, I think I should talk now," I decided, sighing. "Dani, first of all, I'm seriously attracted to you. But I'm not sure exactly what it is that I'm feeling for you. I mean, I love spending time with you, and you can always make me smile and blush and lately you're the only person that I'm actually always happy around."
Dani's cheeks turned slightly rosy as she blushed. "Santana, I… I really want to try to be officially more than friends with you. The last few weeks have killed me. Watching you be with Brittany…"
I took a shaky breath. "I want to date you Dani, I really, really do. But—"
"But?" she asked, her voice showing her disappointment.
I hesitated, and then said, "We can't tell anyone. At least not for a week or two. Quinn would kill me. Right now, only Britt and Rachel know what happened between us before I broke up with Brittany, and only Rachel knows what almost happened."
"So a week or two of secretiveness? I can live with that," Dani promised, giving me a cute smile that made me smile as well. "And you know, Santana, you can talk to me about Brittany or whatever you're feeling."
I shrugged. "Nothing to talk about."
"Don't give me that," Dani said, shaking her head. "You're clearly not in the best place right now. You can talk to me about it."
"It wouldn't help," I insisted. "I would still be viewed as the insensitive bitch that broke poor Brittany's heart."
"You're not an insensitive bitch."
I sighed. "How come you and Rachel are the only people who see that?"
"Maybe we know you better than everyone else," Dani suggested, shrugging. I smiled at her.
"If you knew about all of the horrible things I've done and said, you would hate me," I told her, shaking my head.
"Doubtful," she argued, and I blushed involuntarily.
"You still don't know all the stuff I did," I pointed out.
"Try me," she insisted.
"Right well, I beat up Quinn in the hallway in junior year once," I said.
Dani rolled her eyes. "Doesn't strike me as surprising. What'd she do to deserve that?"
I chuckled, but then I pursed my lips. "She uh, told our cheerleading coach that I got a boob job."
Dani raised her eyebrows. "Did you?"
I opened my mouth, and then closed it again. Dani's eyes widened even more and her eyes fell onto my chest, and I got self conscious all of the sudden. I crossed my arms over my chest. "I was young and stupid, okay?"
"I'm not judging," Dani insisted, raising her hands defensively and removing her gaze from my chest. "Anyway, keep going with the horrible things you did in high school."
"I used to bully Rachel a lot, and then I slept with her boyfriend," I said. "Well, he was her ex at the time, but he never told her about it after and she didn't find out until a year later and well… you can guess how that worked out."
"Keep going," Dani said, sounding intrigued. I chuckled, rolling my eyes. How was she getting entertained by these stupid high school stories?
"I sabotaged Brittany's relationship with this guy Artie two times in one year, because I was jealous," I continued, shrugging. "In senior year when everyone was trying to help me come out of the closet I got pissed at them all even though they were just trying to help. Oh and before that I slapped Rachel's boyfriend, the same one I slept with, in front of the whole Glee Club because I thought he told everyone that I was gay. Because I used to insult him all the time and he said something about me be gay in the hallway and that's when someone heard and it got put in that commercial ad."
Dani nodded, but didn't say anything, like she wanted me to keep going.
"I made jokes at everyone's expense all the time without thinking. I tended to yell at everyone in Spanish when I got mad. I threatened an Irish foreign exchange student. I vocally beat up a gay guy who sang in a choir full of gay guys, of course then he tossed a slushy in my face. Oh but before that, I slushied pretty much everyone in the school," I listed.
"Slushied?" Dani asked.
"Yeah, our school sold these gross slushies, and they were the primary bullying weapon at our school," I answered.
"So basically, you're a bully," Dani stated, nodding as if to answer her own question.
I sighed. "Yep. I got a lot better this last year, though. I used to act out because no one really understood me or appreciated me. At least, I felt like they didn't. Plus, I was practically raised by my abuela, who is not a nice lady at all."
"You know, as many bad things as you've done, I feel like a lot of bad things have been done to you, too," Dani admitted, as if defending me for being a bully.
I raised a curious eyebrow. "Oh?"
"Yeah. You were stuck in the closet and nobody but Brittany was really there to help you. And you said she was dating a guy while you were struggling with your sexuality, which couldn't have been easy. You were outed in an insane way… I don't know, I just feel like people probably didn't see you as a vulnerable person, so they didn't feel bad about blocking you out or being rude to you, and you responded by being rude to everyone. It was your defense mechanism," Dani reasoned.
I shrugged. "I do have some real friends from Glee Club though. Of course, Q hates me now."
"She doesn't hate you," Dani argued. "You guys are like best friends, right?"
"Yeah, but so are she and Britt. And she's clearly picking sides," I insisted.
"Maybe, but once Brittany gets over you, Quinn will get over it, too," Dani promised. "Look, everything will end up good, okay?"
"How do you know?" I asked, chuckling.
"Because I'm magical," she told me, giving me one of her sly looks. She wiggled her eyebrows, and I laughed. She grinned. "Do you wanna do something?"
I shrugged. "I don't know. I'm still just really stressed out."
Dani's eyes fell over my body in just a second. "You look tense," she commented.
"Maybe," I answered, pursing my lips.
Suddenly, her lips attached to mine, and her hands went up to my shoulders. After a few seconds, she pulled away. "You are tense," she confirmed. I opened my mouth to say something, but then she told me, in a quiet voice, "I can help."
And then she pushed her lips against mine again and pushed me backwards on the bed, until my head was on her pillow. Her lips were sucking away fiercely at mine, and she was straddling me over my center. Our tongues intertwined in my mouth as her hands gripped the bottom of my shirt and pulled up insistently. Somehow, my shirt got removed without us barely separating our lips from one another's.
Dani's lips moved to my neck, and I rolled my head back to give her better access. I couldn't help the moan that escaped my lips as soon as she started to suck the skin there. My nails dug into the skin under her shirt on her back.
Dani's hands struggled for a moment to remove my bra, but then it was gone and she tossed it off somewhere. She looked at my chest for only a moment before bringing her lips back down to mine and moving her hands up to the twins on my chest. Feeling her touch against my breasts gave me chills, and then she took my nipples in between her fingers, causing another moan to escape me lips.
I pushed us upwards, our lips, teeth and tongue still battling, so that I was sort of sitting up and she was straddling me on my lap area.
I pulled apart from her for a moment to pull off her tank top. In the process, I accidentally knocked her bun loose, and her purple-pink hair fell around her tan skin in a perfect way. She was absolutely beautiful.
I wanted to see more of her, so I quickly removed her bra. I couldn't help but gasp in awe of her beautiful chest, and her entire face blushed. I met her eyes, and then pulled her in to have our lips meet again, as our breasts did the same. Her hands were all over me, and mine were all over her.
I held her firmly and then flipped Dani so that instead of us sitting up, she was now laying down and I was straddling her. I looked down at her, seeing her swollen lips. She bit one sexily, and I couldn't help but kiss her again. And again. And then I trailed kisses down to her chest and paid extra special attention to her boobs, because they were absolutely beautiful.
I sucked on one of her nipples experimentally, and she instantly moaned. Her moan made me want to so badly hear her moan out my name. I released her nipple, and then moved to the other one. She moaned out again, and I sucked it a little bit harder.
And then finally, she moaned out, "Babe."
Even though she didn't say my name, that word was enough for me to want to finally get down to business. I moved my lips back up to Dani's, and my fingers undid the button of her shorts. Her hands moved down and helped me pull the thing off of her, and then she both removed her panties as well. They were damp.
Once they were gone, I first pressed my thigh into her exposed core, and she gasped and moaned simultaneously. I moved my lips from her mouth and moved them instead to her neck. I moved my thigh and replaced it with my fingers.
It didn't take particularly long for Dani to start panting and moaning out loudly. I was even proud to say that she did in fact practically scream out my name, and it was freaking sexy.
When she reached her climax and then started to come down, I let my fingers trace her abs. I hadn't really paid much attention to them before, but they were prominent and very sexy. She literally had the perfect swimsuit body.
As soon as Dani could breathe normally, and before either of us said anything, she flipped us right over, tore off my pants and underwear, and made me scream out her name. It was insane how easily she pleased me. By the time I climaxed, I had literally experienced the most pleasing sex I'd ever had.
We both laid side by side, panting. Neither of us seemed to really know what to say for a few minutes, but then Dani asked me, "Do you cuddle?"
"Huh?" I asked, turning my head.
"After sex. Do you cuddle?" she asked me, looking at me and batting her eyelashes.
"Do you?" I countered, and she blushed, nodding a cute little nod. I smiled and scooted closer to her, and she wrapped her arms around me. My entire body relaxed, and I felt all the tension in my body just disappear for the first time in what felt like a long time.
"So," Dani said, her voice quiet, "I know we just did the whole sex thing, but do you want to go out on a date with me tomorrow?"
I blushed, although I had no idea why, since she couldn't even see my face. "Of course. What time? I'll have to figure out how to get away without everyone asking questions, but it'll be worth it."
Dani chuckled. "How about a lunch date? That way it should be easier to get away."
"Sounds good to me," I answered, smiling.
We were both quiet for a few more minutes. "Santana?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm sorry."
"For what?' I asked, honestly confused.
"For messing up your relationship and all of your friendships and… everything," Dani answered, her voice quiet.
"You didn't do any of those things," I promised her, my hands moving to where hers were set around my stomach. I intertwined our fingers, and it felt like our hands naturally fit together. "My relationship with Brittany was doomed before I came here. Really, you saved me from drawing it out way longer than it should've been."
She sighed, and it sounded relieved to me. Her fingers danced across my abs. "You know, you have a beautiful body," she whispered. I closed my eyes and listened to her voice in my ears.
"So do you," I told her. Dani's hand separated from mine and traced over the side of my body, stopping at my hip, causing me to shiver at the touch. Before anything else happened, though, my phone went off from somewhere on the floor. I groaned, and Dani released me from her hold. She sat up slightly on the bed, holding the blanket up around her chest, while I got off the bed without any clothes to search for my phone. I finally found it and answered it quickly. "Hello?"
"It's me," Rachel said. "Quinn, Mercedes and Brittany are going to be back soon, and we're going downtown. Are you going to come?"
"Sure," I answered, even though I didn't want to. If Dani and I were going to keep this a secret for a while, it was important that I stick with my friends at some times, too. "I'll be back in half an hour."
"Okay. Tell Dani I said hi, and fix your hair before you get back, or Quinn and Brittany are going to suspect something," Rachel told me. My jaw dropped.
"Berry! How the hell do you know where I am? And, more than that, what I was doing?" I demanded.
"I didn't, but now I do. See you in half an hour!" I rolled my eyes at that bitch and hung up the call, dropping my phone on the ground. I turned around to face the bed again, and saw Dani with her eyes all over my naked body.
"You perv," I teased. She batted her eyelashes at me.
"Do you have to go?" she asked me.
"Yes," I answered, picking up my underwear and slipping it on. Then I found my shorts and did the same thing. "But we have a date tomorrow, so don't worry."
Dani sighed, and nodded. I grabbed both of our bras and tossed Dani's to her. I hadn't really noticed before, but it was black and looked all kinds of hot on Dani. "Ew, clothes," she muttered, dropping the bra back off of the bed. I rolled my eyes at her as I put mine on, and then I grabbed my tank.
"Do you mind if I use your shower?" I asked.
She raised an eyebrow. "You just put all of your clothes on."
I blinked, looking down at myself. I hadn't been thinking this through. Awkward. I looked back up at her and shrugged.
Dani laughed out loud, a sound that I loved, and nodded. "You can use my shower if you undress in here and not in there."
"No way, you're such a pervert," I teased, making my way to the bathroom.
"You're no fun!" Dani called as I entered her bathroom. I chuckled and then undressed myself again. I turned on the shower and stepped under the hot water.
Thirty minutes later, I was back at the house. The sun had dried my hair on my walk back, so I looked just as good as I had before going to Dani's. Everyone was already back when I got there, but no one made a big deal about the fact that I'd been gone. Although, Brittany had given me a suspicious look.
We all left to go downtown, taking a bus of course, but I couldn't get Dani off of my mind. It's like she was permanently stuck there. I just wanted to be back in her arms, feeling nothing but relaxed and happy.
A part of me felt as though I'd found something that I needed badly, even though I'd had no idea that I ever needed it in the first place.
AWHHH!
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