Heyyy everyone!
Now...you're probably asking yourself..."God! Why did it take so long!"

Well...i was grounded. i couldn't even post it =[

Then, after I was grounded, I had to work on my research paper

And now, I am finally free, so I finished it and posted it

I just hope you can all forgive me =[

There is a VERY VERY VERY important AN at the bottom!

Read...and Enjoy!

BEWARE! This is a very very very sad chapter

Chapter 9: I is for Indescribable and R is for Rain

The day started out just like any other day, except for the one phone call.

"Sonny, honey, its mom," my mom said while it sounded like she was crying, "I need you to come home as soon as you can. Your sister isn't doing to good, and she's in the hospital. She keeps on asking for you, and we need you to come home as soon as you can. I love you," she said while she hung up.

I couldn't tell anyone about what was happening and I couldn't tell Chad no matter what. Of course I love him, and of course he would do anything for me, but this was the one thing that he couldn't relate to me on. His sister, Leah, is perfectly healthy, and I don't want him to be scared and get all worked up thinking that it could be his sister.

"Flight 203 to Madison, Wisconsin, is now boarding. Rows one through nine please make your way to the gates immediately. Thank you," the intercom said.

I was row eleven, nothing to fancy. I mean, how can you get fancy when it was last minute? I had to beg Marshall to let me go for a few days and to not tell anyone. Not even Tawni knew what was going on.

Now, I know that I'm a bad person for what I'm doing. Chad probably would have understood what was going on, but if I told him, he would have wanted to come along and I just couldn't do that to him. Unfortunately, the only way that I could get away is if I snuck away.

When I was about to turn my phone off, I noticed that I had four missed calls and eight unread text messages. One call and three texts from Chad, two calls and two texts from Tawni, one call from Marshall, one call and three texts from Nico. "This is going to be a long week," I quietly muttered to myself.

(Chad's POV)

I don't think that I have ever felt this good in my entire life. I had the family, I had the money, and most importantly, I had the girl. Every little thing makes me think of her and smile. I know…I am whipped, but for her, it is worth it. Sonny is everything that a guy could want. She has the most beautiful eyes, the most breathtaking smile, and the most addictive laugh. Every little thing about her always makes me smile no matter how many times I could deny it.

As soon as I left Sonny's apartment in the morning, I made my way over to Condor Studios to start filming. Today was the day that Sonny was suppose to start with us, and honestly, I couldn't be happier. I know it isn't what she really wanted, but I think that she will learn to love it. I mean, come on, how can you not love something that I am in?

As soon as I got there, I went to the Commissary to go grab something for breakfast and went over to the Prop house to see if she was there yet. As soon as I got there, everyone except Sonny was sitting in there.

"Hey, Chip," Nico said while playing his video games.

"Random's," I said back uneasy. "As much as I would love to sit here and watch you guys do nothing, where is Sonny?" I asked while looking around.

"We haven't seen her here. We thought she would be over there with you guys since she is on your show," Nico said back in a friendly tone.

I smiled, "Thanks!" I shouted as I went out of the room. Wow, I can't believe that I am actually being nice to them. Look at what Sonny is doing to me…this feeling of nice is actually kind of…nice.

As soon as I walked in the meditation room, Sonny still wasn't there. "Hey, Chad!" Portlyn said while walking over to me and giving me a quick hug. "Where's Sonny?" she asked.

"I was just about to ask you the same question," I said in a little panic. If she isn't at the prop house and she isn't here, where could she be? I could always go ask her producer, but I know that she wouldn't be there.

"Here, let me call her," I said while I dialed the number, and after four rings, I just got her voicemail. "Hey, Sonny, it's me, Chad, just give me a call to let me know where you are. I love you," I said right before I hung up.

"This is really strange, Portlyn, she always answers her phone," I said while I walked out to go see if she was around the studio.

After I passed the Team Gladiators set, the Meal or No Meal set, and once again going through the So Random set, no one saw her and she didn't even sign in this morning. I ran over to where Marshall's office is and he answered after the third knock.

"What can I do the honor, Mr. Cooper?" he asked a little worried while stuttering as he let me into his office.

"Have you seen Sonny?" I asked while frantically looking around.

"No, I'm sorry, I haven't," he said while looking down to the ground.

I groaned and slammed the door on my way out. I texted her for the second time and still she didn't answer. "Where is she!?" I screamed out from the middle of a hallway.

(Sonny's POV)

"Rows ten through nineteen are now boarding. Please make your way over. Thank you," the intercom said as I sighed and picked up my carryon luggage and made my way over to the gate. As soon as I was on the plane, there were only two seats a row, and I had the aisle seat next to an elderly looking woman.

The flight was supposed to take about four hours, and as soon as I was high enough in the air, I would call Tawni to tell her that I was okay. Knowing Chad, he is probably screaming all through the halls trying to figure out where I am. I know that I am letting him down, but family always comes first.

As soon as I dialed Tawni's number, she answered on the first ring, "Sonny?" she asked while I heard chairs clatter and things be knocked down. "Sonny?!" I head everyone call from the background.

"Hey, Tawni, what's up?" I asked in a nervous tone.

She didn't laugh but she did scowl, "I don't know, why don't you tell me? First off, where are you!?" she screamed into the phone.

I flinched from her volume, "Somewhere about twenty thousand feet in the air," I said with a little chuckle.

She squealed, "What are you doing up there?" she asked in a petrified tone.

I frowned, "Going home," I answered in barely a whisper.

"WHAT?!" she screamed a little too loudly. I heard her hand the phone to someone else, "WHAT?!" Chad screamed even louder than Tawni.

"Stop yelling!" I whispered loudly.

He sighed over the line, "Allison Elizabeth Monroe, where are you?" he asked in a very angry tone.

"Somewhere over Nevada I think," I said unsure.

"Why are you there?" he asked while straining his voice.

"I have to go home," I whispered while tears were coming from my eyes.

"WHY?!" he screamed even louder than before.

"I have to go," I said right before I hung up and started to quietly sob.

Before I was about to break out in a hysteric fit, I noticed that my mom was calling me, "Hello?" I asked while sniffling.

I could hear that my mom was sniffling too, "Hey, honey, I just wanted to tell you that I will be picking you up at the airport. I need to take you directly to the hospital," she said while her voice broke as she said the last word.

I gasped, "Hospital?" I asked in astonishment.

"Yes," my mom said as she stuttered, "she's not doing well, Sonny," she said while it sounded like she broke up crying again.

"What happened?"

"She's very sick with some sort of virus. She's not awake right now, and we don't know when she will be awake again. I have to go. I will see you soon," she said while she hung up and I broke out crying again.

I fell asleep at some point because a flight attendant told me that I had to get my seat in an upright position for the landing. As soon as we landed though, I ran straight to baggage claim and then straight to where pick up was.

I saw my mom standing outside of her car while I ran up and quickly got into the car. We didn't speak a word the whole way there, but we both were crying so hard that neither of us could even see cars in front of us.

As soon as we got to the hospital, my mom got me a guess pass and then we took straight off to the elevators, "She doesn't look very good," my mom said while looking down to the ground while tears were still falling out.

As soon as we got to room 496, I saw that two of my brothers were there and even my aunt. "Sonny," my brothers said while they all came over for a sad group hug.

As soon as we were in the circle, we all started to cry even harder. None of us really knew what was wrong but we knew that it was bad enough. She isn't even awake and she looks so pale that it's scary. Doctors and nurses kept coming in and out to check on her vitals but said nothing about what was going on.

After about four or so hours, a doctor came in looking down to the floor, "Mrs. Monroe, I'm sorry to say this, but Katie has Leukemia," the doctor said right before everything went black.

(Chad's POV)

After Sonny told me that she was going home, I started to kick and punch things in the prop house. Everyone stood back and watched, but when I was about to go into the hallway, they all stopped me.

"Hey, no need to take it out on those people. Sonny wouldn't do something like this unless she has a very good reason," Nico said.

As I was about to retort something back, my phone started vibrating, and the call was from someone I didn't know. "Hello?" I asked trying to calm myself down.

"Hello, Chad. This is Sonny's mother, Connie," she said while she sounded like she was sniffling. "I know that Sonny didn't tell you because that's just the way she is, but she had to come home. Her sister is in the hospital, and she isn't doing well," she said while she started to cry.

I stopped being angry for the moment and stared at her co-stars opened mouthed, "What's wrong?" I asked in a concerned tone.

"We don't know," she said while sniffling again.

"What hospital?" I asked frantically while everyone looked at me with the same expression.

"Middleton General. Why?" she asked me.

I frowned, "I'll be there as soon as I can," I said while I hung up.

"What's going on?" they all asked me at once. "What's wrong with Sonny?" Grady asked the loudest.

I frowned, "It's not Sonny, it's her sister. I need to get to Wisconsin right away," I said while I called my manager and requested a ticket to Madison, Wisconsin right away.

My flight left in less than two hours, and I didn't even care that I wasn't packed. As long as it was for Sonny, I would do anything she asked me to. What I just don't get is why she wouldn't tell me in the first place. I mean relationships are all about honestly, and I need her to understand that she can always count on me no matter what the problem is.

As soon as I arrived at the airport, I immediately ran towards security and then to the gates. You would be surprised that it wasn't that crowded, but then again, I was going to Wisconsin. I didn't tell the rest of them, well, mostly because I didn't want to sit on a plane on a coach seat while listening to them rant, and also, Sonny wouldn't want that many people there.

As soon as I boarded the plane, I noticed that someone very familiar was sitting on the window seat in my isle. "Ian?" I asked in bewilderment.

"Chad? Hey, dude, what's up?" he said while he looked at me with red puffy eyes with a box of Kleenex in his hand.

"Going to Wisconsin," I said in a whisper.

He looked at me shocked, "Why?"

I laughed a little bit, "I need to be there for Sonny. You may not notice, but I really do love her, Ian, and right now, I need to be there for her. I just wish she would have told me what was going on in the first place," I said going to back to a whisper tone.

He had a little smile on his face, "Now that's what a brother likes to hear!" he said while he high fived me. "She's pretty crazy about you too," he said also in a whisper.

"Why are you in California?" I asked him out of the blue while we were up in the air.

He laughed, "I go to school here. I was just on break and I had to come back. Then my mom called and asked me to come out there as soon as possible. They still don't know what's wrong," he said while a few more loose tears came spilling out.

A few tears escaped my eyes too, "I'm so sorry," I said while he just nodded his head.

After an hour or so, Ian's phone started to vibrate, "Hey, mom," he said with some sniffling.

"What?" he gasped with a worried tone.

"Is Sonny okay?" he asked while I sharply turned my head to look at him. There were just so many questions going through my head at this point. What's wrong with Katie? What happened to Sonny? Why isn't anything going right at this point?

"How long?" he asked his mom on the phone while he just nodded.

"When is she going to be awake?" he said while I gasped again.

"What?!" I asked with horror in my voice. Ian held up his finger to silence me and my mouth was still hanging open as wide as it could go. Really, why did everything bad decide to happen today? My thoughts right now were only on Sonny right now, and honestly, I needed her more then she probably needs me right now.

As soon as he hung up the phone, the tears started to come out again, "Sonny passed out in the hospital. Katie has Leukemia," he said while he just went into a full on crying fit. Surprisingly, I started to cry with him. He handed me the box of tissues and then everyone looked at us like we were crazy.

Sonny, my Sonny is going through the hardest thing of her life right now, and I'm not even close to her. And, to top it all off, she is passed out in the middle of some hospital while her mom has to worry about her child who has Leukemia. Sonny doesn't deserve any of this, and honestly, today is probably the worst day that she could have asked for.

As soon as we landed, we both got off of the plane and ran straight towards a taxi. Ian or I didn't have luggage so it was much easier this way. As soon as we got there, we saw the Nathan and Trevor waiting by the front desk looking at us, well especially me, in surprise.

"Chad?" they both asked in astonishment.

I tried to put on a smile, "Yes it's me, but more importantly, where are your sisters?" I asked them with worry in my voice.

Trevor lowered his head and gave me the hand to come and follow him, "This way," he said while he pushed the up button the elevator. It must be pretty bad if there are actually more than two boys crying. Of course I'm worried about Katie, but I'm also worried about Sunny. I mean, sure, she's only unconscious, but she's my girlfriend and I love her.

When we walked up the room, there were two beds with two people surrounding them. On the first one was her little sister, Katie, and on the one furthest to the wall was Sonny. She was still unconscious, but I'm glad that she was in the same room.

"Ian, Chad," Sonny's mom, Connie, cried while coming over and giving us both a hug. Usually I'm not the hugging person, but I actually hugged her back.

"How is she?" Ian asked while walking in the middle of the two beds.

Connie sniffled, "Katie still isn't awake, and Sonny is still unconscious. Sonny is also bleeding," she said while she walked over and lifted up her bangs to reveal a bloody bandage.

I gasped, "How hard did she fall?" I asked while walking over and sitting on the edge of her bed.

Her mom laughed a little, "She fell into the bedside table. She was always the one to fall in the oddest places," she said while she fixed Sonny's hair.

"How long has she had leukemia?" Ian asked from sitting on the edge of Katie's bed.

Her mom started to cry again, "The doctors don't know. They've done test after test and all they know is that she is sick. There's no treatment at this time," she said while crying into a tissue.

It then went silent for a few more minutes. All you would hear was random sniffling at times and the sound of Katie's heart monitor. I was for indescribable, and right now, that's the only word that I could think of. If there was anything that I could have done, I would have done it by now.

After a few more minutes, we heard someone waking up. We all looked over frantically at both beds and we saw that it was Katie who was waking up. A smile grew huge on my face. I was so happy for them. Yes, I do have feelings for other people.

"Katie!" we all whispered in a yelling but happy tone.

"Everyone?" she asked back confused. We all chuckled while I just gripped Sonny's hand tighter. When is she going to wake up? I mean, nothing could be wrong…right? I kept thinking over and over.

"Mommy, why is Chad Dylan Cooper in my hospital room?" Katie asked with a huge smile on her face. I chuckled, I mean, of course everyone loved Chad Dylan Cooper. How could they not love me?

Connie gave her daughter a small smile, "Honey, this is Sonny's boyfriend."

Katie squealed as loud as she could, "Oh my gosh, I love you!" she screamed. I laughed along with all of her siblings on this one.

I let go of Sonny's hand and went to go stand by her family. Connie quickly gave me a hug in which I returned, and then she went to go sit on Sonny's bed, "Mom, what's wrong with Ally?" Katie asked with tears in her eyes.

Connie frowned, "Um, can you guys please leave?" she said to her brothers and me. We all nodded without a word and started to walk out of the room.

"I'm going to get some real food. Do you guys want any?" Trevor asked us while only Ian nodded his head and started to walk out.

Nathan and I sat down on one of the benches outside of the room and just stayed silent the entire time. I was just thinking about everything that happened today. We first woke up and she was as peppy as ever, and then I don't hear from her until she is in an airplane. Why did all of this have to happen to this one little girl? If this was Leah, I would probably be Sonny in this situation; unconscious and worried as ever.

As soon as her mom opened the door, we both stood up together and walked into the room, "She's up," Connie whispered to me as I looked over to see her crying in her lap.

As I made my way over to where she was, she didn't look up. I sat right down next to her and put my arm around her shoulders to comfort her. "It's all going to be okay," we the only words that needed to be said before she looked up and saw me.

She tried to smile but it just went back into a frown, "Why are you here?" she asked me while sniffling and wiping her tears off.

I smiled at her while pushing loose strands of hair behind her ears, "I'm your boyfriend, you needed me, so here I am," I said while a smile played on her lips.

"I love you," she said while she leaned into my shoulders and began to cry again.

"I love you too, Sunshine," I said while I kissed her forehead while she just stayed there silently crying.

The next few hours went by just like the rest. Sonny fell asleep from crying, Katie was forced to get some rest by her doctors, and her family just sat around and waited until they had more news about what was going on.

As soon as the doctor left the next time, Sonny then woke up, "What did I miss?" she asked very suddenly. "Is Katie okay?" she asked with panic in her eyes.

I smiled down to her, "Don't worry, nothing has happened since you fell asleep."

"When is your flight home?" she asked me.

I laughed, "Whenever you are going back. I'm not leaving without you," I said while I held her hand.

"I'm actually going back either tonight or tomorrow. Mom doesn't want me missing too much work," she admitted with a slight blush.

I frowned, "I don't think that they will mind. Sonny, you can stay as long as you want."

She frowned back, "I need to get back to work. Katie told me that she hates seeing me sad, and that it's okay if I go back. For a five year old, she is so strong," she said while another loose tear came out of her eye.

I lifted her chin while I wiped away the last stray tear, "There's no need for rain on a sunny day," I said as I gently kissed her.

A few days later…..

(Sonny's POV)

"And that's a wrap!" Marshall yelled after our final sketch for the day. Tawni and I looked at each other and gave the other an exasperate sigh while walking off of the stage together.

These last few days have been, well, stressful. With Katie and her leukemia, Chad getting in trouble for missing that much work, and with the guilt knowing that I can't be there, this has added up to be one bad month. Surprisingly, Katie has taken this really well. She knows that she will need chemo; she knows that she will lose her hair, and she knows that she will be different, and for that, I admire her.

Going along with the whole 'date' situation, we still never really finished I and R. Chad said that we will pick up from I and keep going, but we both just haven't been in the mood lately to continue. We both sleep at our own houses, we get up, go to work, say hi every now and then, maybe give a small kiss, but other than that, it's like we aren't even dating.

I am still planning on being on Mackenzie Falls, but right now, everyone thinks it's a bad idea. I've been a mess, the cast of the Falls is a mess, and most importantly, my family is a mess. They call me every day and ask when I can come home, and then I wind up having my daily break out knowing that I won't be able to come back for a while.

Katie is the one to always cry when she talks to me. She cries and cries about how scary the process is, how she is making everyone sad, and she cries because I cry. She won't tell anyone, but she is secretly scared. She's only five, and yet she is going through tests and procedures that most people don't even know how to pronounce.

"Sonny, are you in here?" I heard Chad call from outside the door.

I quickly wiped away my tears so he wouldn't know that I was crying. You see, Chad doesn't exactly know that I cry almost every day. He doesn't know that my family begs me to come home. What he does know is that I love him and I'm not leaving him. "Yea!" I called from the couch I was laying on.

I heard him come in and sit right next to me. "You okay?" he asked in a soft tone as he put his arm around me. I leaned my head into his shoulders as a tear slowly came out. "Yes," I answered in just a whisper.

"You can cry, Sonny, I know you have been. Zora and Tawni have told me everything," he said matching my tone. I dug my head deeper in his chest as he just tightened his grip while we both sat there while I cried. See, this is one of the best parts of Chad. First, he knows when he should talk, second, he knows not to bring up things unless I start it, and third, he loves me just the way I am.

After a few more minutes, I slowly let up and took my head off of his chest. He still didn't loosen his grip, but he brought me to his side as tight as possible. "I was thinking that tonight we could just go to our spot. We could just relax. Tomorrow, we could do something a little more adventurous if you want," he said with a small smile.

I smiled back at him, "That sounds good," I said while he stood up and grabbed my hand. This was the thing about Chad. He didn't need to have PDA's, and even the smallest gesture would work for either of us.

As soon as we got there, Chad got out of his door and went to open mine. We both smiled at each other and started to walk towards the clear patch of grass. The thing with the dates is that we feel like it's becoming mandatory. I mean, of course, I love seeing him every day, but we just want to take our time. The only reason of why we got an extension on this one was because of my sister.

As soon as we sat down, I handed him a piece of paper. He gave me a questioning look, "No, you talk after you read it," I said sternly while he smiled and started to read the paper. His mouth gaped open as soon as he started to read it. It was nothing bad, but instead, it was a song. And for once, this was the one thing that Chad couldn't beat me on.

(Chad's POV)

Oh Florida, please be still tonight
Don't disturb this love of mine
Look how he's so serene
You've gotta help me out

And count the stars to form the lines
And find the words we'll sing in time
I want to keep him dreaming
It's my one wish, I won't forget this

I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far way

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God he's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

If luck is on my side tonight
My clumsy tongue will make it right
And wrists that touch
It isn't much, but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
Forget your scars, we'll forget mine
The hours change so fast
Oh God, please make this last

'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far way

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God he's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
Could get it right

You could crush me
Please don't crush me
'Cause baby I'm a dreamer for sure
And I won't let you down
I swear this time I mean it

And I'll sing a melody
And hope to God he's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

"Wow," were the only words that could come out of my mouth at that point. This was beyond perfection, this was from the heart.

"Oh," she said while looking down to the ground.

"No! I didn't mean it like that, Sonny! I absolutely loved it. I'm so beyond amazed right now, there are just no words to describe it," I said while I lifted her chin from looking at the ground and leaned in and slowly kissed her.

She backed away too soon and had a face of sadness on, "I'm sorry, it's just that these were the only words that I could come up with."

"Allison, listen to me. This was perfect, really, it was honestly and truly beautiful," I said while looking in her eyes to prove to her that I was telling the truth.

A loose tear started to come out of her eye, "It wasn't perfect. It wasn't beautiful. I wrote this while you were eating at the hospital one day, and I didn't have the heart to throw it away. And now look, it's becoming pathetic. I cry every five minutes, I can barely eat, and I have to daily disappoint my family because I can't go back to Wisconsin to be with them!" she said while tears were pooling out of her eyes at this point.

I had about two reactions at this point. My first one, to just hold her and cry with her until she calms down, and my second one was to go to Marshall and demand that she can go back and stay there as long as she needs to.

I decided to pick both, but I could only do the first one at this point. I scouted as close as I could to her and wrapped my arms around her. She quickly put her head into my shoulder and started to cry even harder. "Nothing is ever going to be perfect," she mumbled.

"Sonny, everything is going to be okay. Tomorrow, you and I are going to go to Mr. Condor and bring Marshall and we are going to get you back on a plane to Wisconsin so you can be with your family. Also, you are perfect, your song was perfect, everything that you do is perfect," I said while I gently kissed the top of her head.

She looked up to me with tears still coming out, "You have to say that! You're my boyfriend!" she said while she started to sob harder.

I quietly chuckled, "No, I don't have to say that, Sonny. If you remember correctly, you used to say that I have no soft side, and you are the only person that I have showed it to. Allison Elizabeth Monroe, you are the most perfect person I know," I said while I brought her chin up and told her while tears were starting to form in my own eyes.

"I love everything that you hate about yourself," I whispered to her while she looked up willingly.

"I love you," she whispered while she leaned all the way back on the grass and put her hands over her eyes. I laid down right next to her and brought her as close to my side as I could. "Don't worry, everything is going to be okay," I kept whispering over to her.

I took her hand in mine as I gently clasped another charm on her bracelet, "I was for indescribable, and there are times that I can't describe my feelings for you. Indescribable for me is also when you never know what you're going to get, and once you see it, you are at a loss for words. So, a little prayer box would be perfect," I said while she held up her wrist and smiled.

"You are perfect," she said while she leaned in and gently kissed me.

I laughed, "I think that would be you, my dear," I said while we both went and laid back down on the grass.

"Chad?" she asked me while rolling her head over.

I tilted my head over to I could meant hers, "Hm?" I said back.

Sonny's eyed darted back and forth now. "I just have a question for you. What would have happened if we were never forced to go on these dates?" she asked while for a few moments, I was taken aback. Of course I love her, but honestly, I really don't know what I would have done.

I looked in her eyes for a moment and saw some fear, "I would have asked you out sooner or later, I just maybe would have waited until everyone was cool with the situation," I answered honestly.

She smiled, "I love you," she said while he quickly kissed me. I smiled a little bit into the kiss, and then we both pulled away.

"I wish we could stay like this forever," she said with a sigh.

I wound my arm around her waist and brought her as close to me as possible, "So do I, Sonny, so do I," I said while I kissed her forehead.

Somewhere along the line we both fell asleep. We both woke up to the sound of thunder overhead. Sonny jolted awake while I just took my time, "Relax, it's just rain," I said to her while I rubbed my eyes.

"I know, and I really don't like it," she said while she gripped my hand even tighter. "Oh," I mumbled to myself.

I quickly got up and pulled Sonny up with me, "We better get to the car then," I said in a panic knowing that she was scared.

As soon as the rain started to come down, Sonny automatically shivered. We were still a few hundred feet away from the car at this point, "Relax," I kept repeating over and over.

As soon as we got to the car, she stopped and smiled. "I thought you hated the rain," I said to her. She just laughed, "I do, it's just that I remember always wanting to be like the girl in the movies that always winds up kissing the guy in the middle of the street in the pouring rain at the end," she said with a little smile.

I smiled back at her, "What if I told you that R could be for rain?" I said while I walked closer to where she was and smiled and I picked up her hands.

"Then I would say why is it taking you this long to kiss me?" she responded while I slightly chuckled. I slowly walked even closer to her and put my hands on her wait while hers snaked around my neck. I leaned down and slightly pressed my lips to hers as she quickly melted into the kiss and started to kiss back.

We stayed like this until the lightening started to come through while Sonny immediately jolted backwards. I chuckled, "I take it you don't like lightening either?" I asked while she shook her head.

I grabbed her hand as we started to walk, well, run back to the car. As soon as we got in, I started to drive back towards my house, "Do you want to stay over tonight? I don't think that my mom would mind," I said while she smiled.

"I'd love to," she said while I laughed and picked up her hand on the seat next to me.

When we got home, we both headed upstairs so we could get a fresh set of clothes, "If you want, you can borrow some sweat pants and a t-shirt. They might be a little big, but they are warm," I said while I handed her a set of matching blue sweats and t-shirts.

"Thank you," she said while she went to the bathroom across the hall.

As soon as I changed, I thought that it would be an appropriate time to write my journal entry.

I was for Indescribable as R was for Rain,

Why don't we just start off by saying that this was the hardest week that we have gone through. First, Sonny suddenly left to go back to Wisconsin to get to her sister, Katie, who just recently found out that she has Leukemia. Sonny was so heartbroken that she couldn't even tell me about it until she was somewhere over Nevada.

Of course, I being the wonderful boyfriend that I am went over to Wisconsin so I could be with her. Unfortunately, Sonny passed out somewhere along the line, and had to deal with two people in the hospital unconscious. Katie has been taking it very well though. She knows what is going on, and for the most part, she isn't scared.

All of this has just taken a toll on Sonny though. She doesn't want to eat, all she wants to do is cry, and she barely talks. Of course I sit there with her and try to calm her down; it's just that she won't let me help her in any way. Tomorrow, the first thing that I am doing is going into Marshal's office and demanding that she can go back to Wisconsin for however long she needs to.

After she had a little break down today, we went to our spot. For the charm this time, I went with a little prayer box. It basically symbolizes that you never know what you are going to get, but the feelings that come along with will be indescribable.

My sunshine is literally the pinnacle of my existence. Everything that happens seems like it was set in stone. The way she fits into my arms, the way our eyes lock in on each other, and then the way that we both melt whenever our lips touch just seem like the perfect ending to the worst day. Earlier this week, I told her that there is no need for rain on a sunny day, and it is so true in her situation. Sonny never cries, and when she does, it's like she brings the rest of us down with her even though she doesn't mean to.

I kissed her in the rain today. For her, it was absolutely perfect, and for me, it was the perfect ending for a sad day. Towards the end of our date, it felt like all of the sad feelings just started to go away.

I can just see us now…Mr. and Mrs. Chad Dylan Cooper. I swear, I will make it happen someday.

Until then,

Chad.

(Sonny's POV)

As soon as I changed, I quietly walked back into Chad's room to find him writing. I smiled; he looked so cute while he was trying to concentrate. He sticks his tongue out just a little bit when he is confused, or how his head cocks to the side whenever when he is trying too hard.

I smiled while I grabbed my journal off of his desk and sat down and began to write.

I was for Indescribable as R is for Rain,

The only word for me to describe what has happened in the last week would be wow. I honestly don't even know how I could revive myself and actually think of happy thoughts today. How would you handle it if you sister had leukemia? Chances are that you would be exactly like me.

When I found this out five days ago, I was a mess. I didn't tell anyone as I started to leave, and when I got to the hospital, I would up fainting. It was exactly what my mother needed…two unconscious kids. Apparently my mom called Chad and told him what happened, and he being the best boyfriend in the world came over as quickly as possible just to be there with me.

For the days to come after that, I didn't do anything. I barely slept, I cried most of the time, and I barely ate anything. Chad had to force me to eat a few times and I just felt so bad that I was putting him through that. After everything, Chad still took me out. Honestly, I don't know why he would want to waste his time sitting in a hospital with me.

When we got back today, I was sitting in my dressing room and just broke down. Chad of course was there and he sat with me through it all. He then decided to take me to our spot where we just relaxed for once. For this charm, he gave me a prayer box. I think it fits perfectly. I mean, with everything that you pray for, you don't know what you're going to get, and honestly, the feelings that you get are indescribable.

Even though I hate the rain, I always wanted to be kissed in the pouring rain for some reason. Luckily for me, it started to rain tonight. Chad and I stood there kissing for maybe two minutes before the thunder and lightning came and then we had to come here.

I love Chad more than anything and I would always do anything for him. I just hope that he knows that.

Until then, my lovely,

Allison 'Sonny' Monroe.

"My only question is that are we going to be able to make this last," I quietly murmured while Chad turned around and gaped at me with an open mouth.

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