Feb.: rose
it was the following day in feb. and I was at the mall. I'd spent a lot of time their the last yr. Since sept. it was my way of getting away from karen. Who drank a lot and presumably that was her way of getting away from her past which I didn't know much about. My sister lily drank a lot too as did my sister louisa. um. My sister mandy although she'd recovered from her anorexia she now had bullimia. I'd gotten her salt packets which i'd put in altoids tins i'd gotten from the grocery store. I had a whole collection of my stuff in a locked suitcase in my room which was in another bigger suitcase which wasn't locked. And when it was full I kept another one in the room that had been ashley and marie's. And when that got full I kept one in our attic. I was at the mall in a dept. store in the fitting room to be more accurate. I'd already gone to the dvd/music store and the book store. I'd put the dvds inside my coat. When I got to the fitting room I fit them under the dresses which i'd put under my clothes. It was still cold out and a lot of people were in layers so no one would think much of the fact that I was. This was what I did when I was at the mall. This was why no one knew where I was.