Gerard
This was Torcher, I had this wirdo Woman Having to come in and teach me, till the end of the month, but i didnt even get weekends of "sorry kid, but you shouldnt have murded that man, what did he ever do to you-" What did he do to me, he fretend to kill the person i loved, and nearly killed him by punching him and throwing him at trees! "-anyway, ill be back later, i need to talk to you about what you did, so, the rest of the time your in here, mornings starting at 8:30am, i will come in and teach you lessons, then at 1:10 you have to go in and eat then at 2:15 ill be here waiting for you for your one to one talking setion, okie dokie then, see you later" She smiled at me then walked out the cell and down the hall, the other guys in here started wisling at her and shouted come on baby you want this, "luckey man, getting that in your cell, bet you is buzzing mate" the guy next to me winked "no, i dont even need her, im fine, oh also, im not your mate" I walked over to my bed and lay there, looking at my drawing of frankie "terarddddddddd" the guy across from us shouted to him "ermm, SHUT UP" he shouted "what you going to do fat arse, sit on me, oh wait your locked up like the rest of us" thick head number 2 shouted, thick head number one gave him his two fingers then sat on his bed, i watched as a tear rolled down his face, i felt sorry for him then, he looked as scared as me "what you lookin at, Quir" he spart at me, i looked away, well that was my pitty gone,
Frank
When we got back to mine, i pulled of my hoodie and put all the bags on the table "you think the guys will like the outfits we got for the band?" Lyn-Z smiled looking in them "yeahh, there awesome, you want a coffee" i asked "sure, Should we call them over, try them on, we could take pics and show gerard later" Alica smiled sitting on the kitchen table with the bags "yeahh, you phone, ill brew up" I turned to the kettle, oh gerard, i missed him so much, i still had three hours before we could go see him, i felt horrible now, he was in jail and i was in town meeting our favort band, buying band clothes and having a amazing time, "there on there way now-" Alica stopped talking when she noticed i had a tear, even if i tryed to hide "franklin, are you alright?" she wrapped you warm arms around me "im fine, i just, gee is is prisonn and were here, having the best time, like were not arse, i just miss him loads and its been one day to me" i started crying more then Lyn-Z came to me aswell "aww frank babe, gerard would want you to be happy, he wouldnt want you sat in your room deprested for a month, anyway, we got him thing, we got him a outfit for the band, that picture of you and him blown up, and BVBs new CD signed by Andy AND we got conset tickets and backstage passes, and its a week after he is let out" She smiled huggling me to "i love you guys, your amazing at making me not breath, but that doesnt mean i dont enjoy it" I hugged back, drying my face with the sleve of my jacket, then the doorbell rang "ill get it, you make to more coffees" Lyn-Z shouted half way to the door, i turned back to the kettel, pouring the hot water into to cups that already had the beans in,"frank, i know how much you love gerard, and how much he loves you but, what do you feel when you look at hi, or when your lips touch?" Alica whisperd, so Lyn-Z and the boys didnt hear "it feels amazing, like were the only to people on the earth, when we kiss, i dont want it to stop, like were walking on water, why?" I smiled, just thinking about it made we get butterflys "i love Lyn-Z but for her its all Sex, Sex, hug, Sex, see you, go school Sex, i dont even no if she loves me, or if she just wants someone to fuck" I looked at alica, she tryed to hide her face but i noticed a single tear roll down her face, i whiped it away "ali, i love you, how could you even think that i only wanted sex" II heard Lyn-Z shout from the kitchen door "Lyn-Z, i just, im sorry, but thats all we do, is fuck each other, you havnt even told me you love me, and acted like you ment it, there just words, we never just hug and lie together or anything" Alica was cryin as much as I was when i found out what had happend "guys, whats happend" Mikey asked "nothing, were just, i dont feel well, frank will show you the clothes, im going home" Lyn-Z Kissed Alica then ran out thef ront door, i looked out the window to her and sawshe took my car, but i didnt mind, she was hurt, I went back into the kitchen to find mikey hugging Alica and Ray drinking the coffee "mikey, can i just talk to her, then we can get this fastion show started" I winked at him then took Alica hand and pulled her into the living room "are you ok?" I asked her, cearfully whiping her tear from her cheak "Yeah, i just, i didnt mean for her to hear us, i just wanted to no, what it felt like to you, i know she loves me, she just doesnt show it" She put her head onto my should and cryed "shh, let it out, its okk baby girl" I kissed her head then she stopped crying "i dont feel like were as close as we was, i mean, we was three best mates, with Alex and Jack with us, we did everything together, I told Lyn-Z I loved her first, on the way home from being here, and she told me she loved me back, we went back to hers and we had Sex, Straight away, i not saying i didnt like it, im saying thats all we do, and you and gerard, you look so in love, you hug each other and sit in his arms, but kiss softly but Lyn-Z is i hugged her, she sould let her nails tickle my back or run her finger through my hair, if i sat with her, she would ddo the same, put her hands and my chest, and i havent even kissed her, it always turns into her tounge tracing my lips then the inside of my mouth" she let it all out, didnt care what she was telling me "do you want me to tell them to go, me and you, have a talk, somthing like that" I asked kissing the top of my head "no, ill phone Lyn-Z telling her im sorry, then we can show them, get out the cloths and make up honey" She laughed, i could tell it was fake, she still was hurting "ok" I walked back into the kitchen