Hey so, heres the update! Its long-like someone asked!
APOV
We walked down to the kitchen, and of course saw Jasper and his friends. Rose and Bella walked over to their boyfriends and since Ben had to leave last night, Angela stood with me. We walked over to the table, while Bella and Rose sat on their boyfriends lap.
"So how did you guys sleep?" I asked, making sure not to look at Jasper.
"Good, I was really hungry though." Emmett said. I grabbed a bowl and took some cereal. Angela took some of the same cereal. Rose hopped off Emmett to put some toast in the toaster for her and Bella, and then went straight back to Emmett.
Me and Angela stood there, leaning against the counter that me and Jasper kissed at-NO! Stop thinking about that! He doesn't feel that way!
We stood there as everyone made small talk. I didn't talk much. They all understood, so no one asked me any questions about my lack of talking, which was nothing like myself.
When I finished I took my bowl and rinsed it out.
"I'm going to go get dressed and I think Charlie wanted me home early, so I better get going." I looked over at the clock and it said it was 11:35. Yeah, that seemed good enough time to leave.
"You sure Alice?" Bella said.
"Yeah, I'll see you guys at school." I said, walking up the stairs.
I quickly got dressed and packed my stuff, and ran down the stairs to just in time to see the devil herself! Allie.
"Oh hi Alice, cute outfit! Where did you get it, the clown store?" She laughed one of those super annoying snickers. That diss wasn't even that good! It sucked! Oh my god!
So I simply rolled my eyes, and walked past her.
"Aw, little Alice doesn't have a come back?" I just kept walking.
She laughed and said "Nice shoes! Ha! No wonder Jasper doesn't like you, with those clown feet!" That was it! I jumped on her and started to pull on her hair. She started to scream.
Jasper and everyone came in. Jasper tore me off of her. I looked at him and started to cry. I got out of his grip and ran to my truck.
"ALICE!" He called after me. But I started my car and sped away. After only about a minute I had to pull over. I couldn't see anymore from the tears.
I sat there crying, for a few minutes. When my cell phone started to ring I dug for it to see the caller ID was Jasper, so I just threw it beside me. I gathered myself to drive the rest of the way.
Right when I got home I to Charlie that I was home, and when I didn't hear an answer, I realized that he was working! That's good; I really need to be alone!
I ran up to my room to let out the rest of my tears. I just lay on my bed crying into my pillow. I don't know how many times now that I've cried about him and what? I've been here for a week. WOW!
My phone rang a few times but I ignored it each time. I started to blast my music. I was going to listen to a Jonas Brother song, but that was a bad idea since it could only remind me of him. So I took out my Taylor Swift CD. She had almost all heart break songs. I lied on my bed and cried my eyes out. I just lay there on my bed. You would think you could run out of tears, but nope! I heard the phone ring once again. I rolled my eyes and ignored it. Then I heard the doorbell ring. I ignored it at first, but they just kept ringing it. I got annoyed so I ran down the stairs and ripped open the door to see Jasper.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT? Why aren't you with your girlfriend?!" I snapped.
"Alice! Why did tackle Allie?" He asked.
"Why don't you ask her?!" I snapped again. He just kept staring at me.
"I'm sorry, its not you fault your girlfriend is a psycho." I said.
"Alice, can I come in?" Jasper asked. I didn't even notice he was standing outside.
"Oh yeah, sure." I said, letting him in. We walked over to the couch and sat down.
"Alice, why haven't you talked to me since we kissed?" He asked. I could feel his eyes on me but I just kept looking down.
"I don't know." I said, tearing up a bit. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him.
"Alice, I think I'm in love with you. That kiss was the best moment in my life! I can't live without you. So even if you don't feel the same way, its fine." He said. I was in shock.
"NO! I love you, too!" I yelled. I leaned in to kiss him, but my eyes shot open and I noticed I was still in my room, lying on my bed, and my Taylor Swift cd was still playing. It was on the song You Belong With Me. Oh that's perfect. I looked at the clock and it was 4:30. DAMN IT! IT WAS A DREAM! I started punching my pillow. I stated crying again. But my doorbell rang, I got up slowly, I kept ringing, but I just walked down stairs slowly.
I opened to see Jasper, of course.
"Wh-what are you doing here?" I asked
"To do this." Before he gave me a chance to react, he smashed his lips into mine. While we kissed I pinched myself, and it hurt! YES! I wasn't dreaming!
When we pulled apart for air we just stared at each other.
"Alice, I think I'm in love with you... NO! I know I am! You have only been here for what? A week? And I'm in total love! I love you! I can't live with out you!" He said.
"Jasper, I love you too!" I said, going on my tip toes for another kiss. We stood there for a while just kissing until we heard Charlies' horn honk in the driveway.
I blushed as we pulled apart.
"Alice, uh, I brought pizza. Um, I'll just go hang up my GUN. Meet me inside, 'kay?" Charlie said, putting way to much effort into gun.
"'Kay," I said as my dad went inside. Jasper chucked quietly. I hit him lightly on the arm.
"That's embarrassing! I better go inside before he shoots you," I said, kissing him quick once more.
"Can I come back tomorrow?" He asked.
"Yup! Charlie's working." I said.
"'Kay. I'll be back tomorrow at around 10, 'kay? I love you." Jasper said, while blowing a kiss walking into his car.
I walk inside, and Charlie is giving me that over-protective look.
"Ch-dad, chill out! It was nothing! Well not nothing, but still!" I tried to defend myself.
"What was that, your boyfriend? You didn't tell me you had boyfriend. I know I'm not here most of the time, but you could still have found the time to tell me. Tell me your being….sa-" Charlie was beginning to say something I really didn't want to hear, so I cut him off.
"DAD! You so are not about to give me the sex talk! I don't know what he is right now! We aren't technically dating but we are more then friends…..now can we drop this and eat I'm starving!" I said walking towards the kitchen to the pizza..
I took a piece out and took a huge piece out of it, since other then a bowl of cereal I haven't eaten all day. Charlie got a paper plate, grabbed 5 pieces and walked to the living room to watch sports.
I stood there, leaning against the counter, thinking about Jasper. I looked over at the clock and it said it was 6:45
I ate two other pieces and half ran up the stairs to go on the computer. When I was half way up the stairs Charlie spoke.
"What are you doing?" He asked.
"I'm going to go have sex with Jasper!" With his shocked look I could tell he believed me.
"DAD! I was kidding! I'm going on the computer." I said, going back up the stairs. I heard him mumble something like "to young to have a boyfriend" and a bunch of other things I couldn't make out.
I opened my door, and turned on my crappy computer.
When it logged on I walked over to it and put up the internet. It took forever, so I hit it once and it finally came on. I logged onto facebook. Jasper wasn't on, which made me upset.
I checked my emails and there were a few from my old friends, but I don't know why but I didn't really feel like getting back to them. I looked at flair for a bit but then Jasper came on.
(Jasper Alice)
Hey! :) I was so happy when I saw u were on.
Hey, I'm happy now! Teehee I sent u flair!
Wow! I love you!
I love you too! 3 miss u! But that was random
Ya but I still had to say it! I miss u too! Tomorrow can't come fast enough!
Wish u could come over now!
Me too, wait a sec, don't you have that window in your room that opens all the way?
Yeah, y?....
I'll be there in a few minutes
Charlie?
He will never know I'm there 3 ya! C u soon! Xox
Okay! Love ya 2! Xox
Jasper is offline.
Alice is offline.
The clock said it was 8:30 .. Yeah, Charlie will be consumed with the T.V for at least until 11:00. Then, he will either fall asleep on the couch or stomp his way up the stairs and mumble all the way up and fall fast asleep right when he hits the bed.
I heard a knock on my window and I had butterflies consume me. I opened the window quickly and he hopped in quietly.
"Hey." I said.
"Hey," He said then gave me a quick peak on the cheek.
We sat down on my bed and talked in whispers. About anything and everything, but I knew I would have to ask a certain question soon. We were in the middle of talking about who was our favourite cartoon character, when I cut him off.
"Jasper, what are we? Are we friends, more then friends, going out? Are you my boyfriend? I need to know!" I asked, staring into his deep blue eyes.
"Well, I really want to be your boyfriend. I'm not saying that because I still have any feelings for Allie, because trust me I don't, but I cant break up with her, not even a week before the dance! That's rude, and I'm sure you don't want to do the same about Mike, so what do we do?" He asked. And BAM! An idea hit me like a brick wall!
"What if, and you don't have to or anything, but what if we set up Mike and Allie?" I asked. They were perfect for each other, they both were very clingy!
"No, I like it, that might work! We just have to see if they will go for it!" he said.
We talked about everything, making a plan for tomorrow. We were going to go on a double date and see if they hit it off, and if not, we would just have to stick with them until the dance was over.
But we got off topic after a while and started talking about random things. Before I knew it I could hear snoring coming from down stairs. We both chuckled quietly at it.
"You know Charlie would flip out if he saw you up here!" I said, while laughing.
"Why, doesn't trust his daughter! What, does he think we would be up here having sex?" he asked.
"Probably, though I'm curious, have you ever had….you know…?"I asked.
"No, never loved anyone as close as this before, and I don't believe in lust without love. Have you?" he asked.
"Oh course not! I'm like you, whats the point of having…you know, without loving them? And I've never felt any where as close to this!" I said.
"Good." He said. I don't know what came over us, because in the next moment we stared to make out. I don't know how but we ended up with our heads on my pillows and I started undoing his shirt when I knew we couldn't do this.
"Jasper, we can't! Not that I don't want to, but that would be moving way to fast!" I said out of breath.
"Yeah, sorry! I don't know what came over me!" Jasper said out of breath as well.
It's fine, me too!" I said. But then I yawned and looked at the clock-it said it was 11:30 .
"Time for bed!" Jasper said.
"No! I don't want you to leave!" I said.
"I wont. Wait. what time is Charlie leaving tomorrow?" He asked.
"He's fishing so around 6:30ish, why? Wait where did you park your car? Wont he notice it?" I asked.
"Don't worry! I parked it on the other street. And 6:30 , I needed to know what time he will be checking on you in the morning." He said.
"Oh, yeah. So you won't leave right!?" I asked.
"No! I'll be here when you wake up, but I might be in the closet." He said with a chuckle. I joined in and laughed.
But I should leave sometime tomorrow so I can get changed and take a shower and so can you." He said
"Okay, night! I love you." I said, yawning again.
"I love you too. You are basically my life now." He said, I smiled at the thought of that and drifted into a sleep, dreaming about the wonderful man holding me.
Hey!
two things
Sorry if u think they said I love you to much! By beta pointed it out and I read it over and I noticed they do. Im sorry, me and my boyfriend say it a lot, and sometimes at random times!
IDK if u wanted a long chapter, but you got it! Please tell me if you want them long-like this or go back to shorter.
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Love you all!
Kay I hope you liked it! Teehee!
And ya im not planning to make them you know ___!
Not unless I make a sequel, like new moon, then eclipse then breaking dawn, but ya!
So please review! Im really sorry if you didn't like this chapter!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for reading and an update will happen soon! :) promises!
Cora Cullen22
