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Everything was just put in place when I got that letter. I knew that if I didn't leave and do what I swore I would do, my family would be the ones to reap the consequences.

I had to leave there was no other choice.

There was nothing else I could do.

After I found out that Damien wasn't human my life was changed and not for the better. Somehow the Volturi found out that I was in on the secret.

They gave me two choices:

Either I'm buried with the secret.

Or.

I become part of those to who the secret belongs to.

I didn't want to die so I chose to take the coward's way out. To them that decisions was final they said that once I was 18 they would find me and no matter what I would be turned. Its pointless to say that I was so scared out of my mind that I could barely register when I met them. They were my salvation.

I was still so shocked from my meeting with Aro, Caius and Marcus that I almost didn't realize I had walked into a wall. As I was about to hit the ground I felt an icy hand grab my wrist, shaking me out of my trance, my eyes darted up and met with incredibly deep topaz eyes. I could hear a musical humming as I stared at the blondes eyes. I knew that they were vampires I just didn't understand how their eyes weren't blood red or at the very least black. Even Damien, his sire and his sire's mate couldn't find a way to not have the repulsive crimson eyes so they constantly put in contacts. But this vampires eyes, they were genuinely topaz. I suddenly jolted out of my stupor and said the first thing that popped up in my mind.

"How are your eyes topaz?"

They chuckled at my trivial and abrupt question. "Why are you here?" the blonde countered seemingly unamused.

"I was brought here for knowing your secret, though I'm finding it hard to believe that you really are vampires." They sobered up quickly at that.

"Then you should know that we are vampires." A big muscular guy that now stood next to the blonde with his arm on her shoulder said. Everyone of the vampire's heads swiveled sharply to look at him with disbelief apparent on their faces.

"Yes I do. I just don't understand how your eyes are that color." I admired the seven vampires for the astonishing color of their eyes.

"Well it's a long story." The short pixie said.

"I've got some time."

That day I found out about the alternate lifestyle that vampires could have.

I also found were I was going to spend the rest of my eternity.

Damien was quite pleased that he didn't have to kill humans anymore.

Then the fateful day I met Casey McDonald. That day was when I finally forgot my impending demise and focused on the here and now.

Funny thing is when that letter came for me my world crashed and burned.

Everything had finally started going my way.

I remember the party.

The one I went to just five months ago. I remember I had started getting tipsy when I spotted Casey and I won't go into details s I'll just say that is one night I will never forget. My human memory may begin to fade but that will never disappear. Though I no she doesn't remember, she was so drunk that night.

The letters I left for everyone.

I remember how I poured everything I could into those.

Especially Casey's.

I left.

It hurt like crazy to do so.

But I did.

The change.

The agony induced from it.

Now my life.

To face eternity alone.

Eternity without the one I love.

But I have my memories.

They'll have to do.