Hey this is the first note I've left for this story but I think it was needed. First I want to say a big thank you for all of you who give me the time of day and read and review my story. It has been brought to my attention many a time that the chapters are to short. I'm sorry that there not very long it just I can only do so much with each line. Also I need to know- is this story getting boring? Are there too may flash back? I'm finding it hard to write what happens in the past.

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So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'because we're dead if they knew,

So close your eyes;

escape this town for a little while.

Ella and I spent the next few hours hunting. It was nice to be so distracted; it meant that I didn't have time to think about Edward.

My peace was interrupted as soon as we got home. Ella sat me down on the couch again to tell her what happened next with Edward and I.

"So you went and met him under the willow tree didn't you?" she asked excitedly.

"Why do you care so much? Is my pain amusing to you" I asked as I laughed slightly.

"Oh it's romantic and sweet you know the whole forbidden love sort of thing…" she trailed off as she sighed. I didn't see what was so great about this story. All I could see was the heart break.

"Okay well yes I did go and meet him under the willow tree…" I trailed off as I slipped back into one of my very familiar flash backs. I said everything out loud so that Ella would know what was going on.

"I sat up in my bed and read over the letter again-

"Miss Swan- I'm very sorry but I cannot take you up on your offer. I have done what you have asked and reconsidered but I found that I still wanted to go. I hope too see you again. Please meet me under the willow tree behind your house at midnight tomorrow- tell no one. Love Edward."

I had no idea what to do. Every fibre of me longed to go meet him under the willow tree but what for? So that I could get my heart broken again? He was leaving and nothing I said was going to stop him, so what was the point on going? I didn't know if I could take the rejection again." I explained for Ella. I could picture the whole seen in my head.

"On the other hand though, it might be the last time I saw him. So, despite the fact that I was setting myself up for heart break, I crept out my room and down to the backdoor that lead out to the garden.

It was midnight and I couldn't see a thing except the little light that was coming form under the willow. I made my way towards the light and as I drew closer I could make out the shape of Edward sitting down against the tree.

"I thought you weren't coming." He whispered as he got up from the ground and made his way over to me.

"I wasn't going to but…" I started but before I could say anything he pulled me towards him. Out lips meet and I suddenly felt alive and whole and well… complete. It was an effect only Edward had on.

He broke away and smiled at me. It wasn't one of those happy goofy smiles that you see people in love wearing, no this was one of those smiles that made him look tired and like he had given up.

"You shouldn't be here." He said before I could ask him what was wrong.

"But I am. Edward…. You can't just leave!"

"Bells I have to. But let's not talk about that, we only have a little while" He sat down and pulled me with him so that I was almost sitting on his lap.

"Well then what do you want to talk about….." we sat there and talked for awhile about what had happened since the last time I saw him."

I said to Ella. It sounded more like I was reading a story.

"Oh Bella!" she gushed "It's all so ROMANTIC!" She sighed

I just laughed at my friend.

"Oh sorry don't let me interrupt you" She said as she leaned forward.

"Well we arranged to have another one of out meetings. Same place, same time, but it was two nights away. It felt like forever but the hope of seeing him again got me through the next few days" I said simply

"And….. Oh come on! what happens next!" She got frustrated.

"oh sorry I have to go do something maybe I'll tell you tomorrow" I said with an evil grin.

"Oh but Bella!"

I got up and ran out of the house. I wasn't upset or anything. I just needed some time alone. Ella got the message not to follow.

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