Chapter 10! This chapter will mostly focus on the Cullen's reaction to the letters Bella wrote.

The POV's will change consistently in this chapter to get the full effect of the emotions the Cullens feel.

Disclaimer: My vampire squirrel tied Edward up. What should I do… laughing evilly. S.M. owns everything.

Life Without Meaning

Alice POV

I knew Edward would save her, so I just went back home. When I got to the doorstep I noticed a package. These must be the letters that Bella

wrote to all of us. I have to go call everyone and tell them to come home. I bet Rosalie gave them an earful. Knowing her she was probably happy

that Bella would be out of the picture. I can not wait to deal with that girl when she gets here! I am sure Edward will help me, we just have to

distract Emmett which won't be hard to do.

I want to read my letter now! My hand kept twitching, just dying to open it. I know I should wait, but it is just to tempting. Wow she even wrote

one for Rosalie! I found the envelope that had Alice written on the cover and opened it, it read:

Alice,

You are forever my best friend. I miss you very much, and I am very sorry for this. I just can not live without him, and my life has no meaning if he is

not in it. Please don't be mad at him. It's not his fault and I am truly sorry I can't handle pain. Everywhere I look I am reminded of him. You are

practically my sister, and I love you Alice.

Your Best friend,

Barbie Bella

P.S. I miss you always dressing me up.

I could kill Edward for doing that to her! I feel so bad for her. I can only imagine the pain she had to endure at the hands of my brother. I am

going to dress Bella up every single day. Even she said how she liked me dressing her up.

I looked to the rest of the letters. I want to open them so badly, but I have to wait. I kept pouting till I heard a car pull in the driveway. They are

home, finally. I am going to make them open it as soon as they get through the door. Then when Edward gets home we will kill Rose together for

some brother and sister bonding time. That sounds like the most fun I will ever have besides shopping, and being with Jazzy. When they were all

situated, or close enough I bombarded them, and told them to sit down at the dining table. I am pretty sure they had no clue for what I was

about to give them. They all looked confused, except for Rosalie who was avoiding eye contact with me.

"Did you tell them already, because I know that's a habit of yours." I growled at her and the rest of the family looked to me with questioning eyes.
She didn't answer me so I took that as a no. I guess I would start from the beginning.

"To keep the story short, Bella was miserable, and I saw a vision of her deciding to give up. I was going to tell Edward in person, but someone

called him instead. Edward got here just in time, and now we are here." Everyone was either shocked or upset, and I could tell Rosalie was afraid

of me. Good, she shouldn't have done that. I gave them each their letters, and the confusion came back.

"Oh yeah. Bella wrote all of us letters."

Esme POV

I was hurt. I almost lost my daughter at the hands of my son. I will never leave again, though I only left at the request of Edward. I feel so

ashamed that I just left her, Bella is like my own daughter. When Alice handed me a letter I was confused. What is this?

"Oh yeah. Bella wrote us letters."

I opened it up and read what it said:

Esme,

I love you . I always thought of you as my mother. I am sorry I caused your family so much pain, and I am very sorry about what I did. Please don't let

Emmett kill Edward, I love him to much. Thank you for treating me like family.

Love always,

Bella

I have to go console her, she must have been a wreck. I know what it felt like, and I would never want anyone else to experience it.

Carlisle POV

I should have listened to Alice, but I went along with Edward against my better judgment because he thought what he was doing was write. I

was handed my letter and I opened it without question, which was something I did out of habit. I said:

Carlisle,

You were always like my father. I am sorry for what I have done to your family, especially Edward. I love him, and I am also sorry that I hurt him by

breaking my promise. Please consol him. Thank you for welcoming me into your home, and family.

Love always,

Bella

She has nothing to be sorry for, she had every right to feel that way.

Jasper POV

Everyone's emotions were changing, it is giving me a migraine, if vampires can get them I certainly have. Ali gave me my letter I ripped it open and
read it:

Jasper,

I am sorry I hurt Alice. I know you will help her. It is not your fault for what happened on my birthday. It is who you are and no one can blame you for

that. I also wish we had the chance to get to know each other.

Sincerely,

Bella

This was all my fault. If it were not for me not being able to control myself, Edward would not have decided that it was too dangerous for Bella to

be surrounded by her.

Emmett POV

I was so confused, even after Rosalie explained it. Why am I so stupid? Alice handed me the letter, I mangled the envelope and read the letter:

Emmett,

Please don't kill Edward. It is not his fault. You were always like the big brother I never had. I will always miss that about you. I'm very sorry.

Your little sister,

Bella

I don't care what Bella requested, I am going to rip that boy limb from limb and dance on his ashes.

Rosalie POV

To be honest I was terrified of Alice, she looked as though she was going to kill me. When she was pointing out that I called Edward I avoided her
at all costs. She gave me a letter. Why would Bella write me one? Whatever. I opened it:

Rosalie,

I know you don't like me, and we never got along, but I wish we had. I know underneath the façade you are very nice. I wish we were able to get to know
each other.

Sincerely,

Bella

I feel like such a jerk. Here I was, actually happy about Bella killing herself, and she wrote this nice letter to me when I know I didn't deserve it. I

have to make amends.

Next chapter will be were Bella comes over the house. I felt like i had to put the letters back in this chapter. Sorry for not writing more, but I am dead tired : (

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