Dear Diary,
Life has gotten boring. We all know that Cyborg hasn't exactly fallen for anybody, Robin and Starfire are having the best time as a couple, and I like Beast Boy and Beast Boy likes me.
Should I tell him?
But I gave him advice about two weeks ago on what to do. And he hasn't confronted me yet.
Is this up to me now?
Alright, I'm going to do it, dearest diary. Wish me luck? Thanks.
It's later in the evening and here I am in Beast Boy's room. I'm sitting on his bed, laying down, my head on his lap, as he looks over and reads this as I write (he keeps smiling). After I finish writing up the last of this I'm going to give it to him to read, all that I have written, all that I have witnessed. Surely there is more to go about the tower as these days go on and on, but for now, I will end my diary at ten entries, because that's really all I need right now. Because so much has happened in the past few weeks that's it's almost unfathomable, indescribable, and perfect.
Pure perfection.
I can hear Beast Boy laughing above me as I continue to talk about him, which he doesn't mind anymore. He had just kissed my forehead. Cheek. Lips. He just kissed my lips, and I didn't mind.
I've told him what I did say about him in the diary, since he was so confused about it before. But I didn't give him too much detail so that he could read it all for himself.
Want to know how our conversation went before? It keeps replaying like a tape recorder in my mind.
Here it is:
[knocks on Beast Boy's door]
Beast Boy: Hello? Raven?
Me: Yeah.
Beast Boy: What are you doing here?
Me: I have something to talk to you about. Can I…come in?
Beast Boy: Uh, sure.
[lets me in]
Beast Boy: What is it?
Me: It's difficult to say, and I'm trying to find the right words.
Beast Boy: I know what you mean, and, I have something to tell you too.
Me: You do?
Beast Boy: Yeah, it's been lingering for a couple of weeks now and I've wanted to tell you so badly. So, we say it at the same time?
Me: Sure.
Beast Boy: Okay. One…two…three…
Unison: I like you.
[stares awkwardly]
Unison: What? You like me?
Beast Boy: Raven? Are you sure…
Me: Yes, I'm sure I like you. As weird and insane and definitely queer as that sounds…Beast Boy, I like you. Like like you.
[I quickly hug Beast Boy]
[Beast Boy grabs my shoulders and kisses me. He lets go]
Beast Boy: Did that feel…awkward…at all?
Me: Yes. Mainly because I would've never thought. But just because of that, it feels…right.
Beast Boy: Me too.
[kisses again]
So that was basically the end of my little story, the tape recorder that keeps replaying in my mind. Beast Boy was petting my hair, when there was a knock at the door. Beast Boy casually got up and opened it, Cyborg, Robin, and Starfire being on the other side.
And another deeply interesting conversation occurred:
Cyborg: Raven? What are you…
Starfire: What is going on?
Robin: Did it happen yet? Did I miss it?
Cyborg: What are you talking about?
Beast Boy: Yes, Robin, it happened. And we both feel the same way.
Cyborg: Wait…Beast Boy, you like Raven? This worked out so well! 'Cause Raven likes you!
Me: No duh.
Robin: Why do you think she's in there?
Starfire: Oh, this is glorious!
Robin: So if it's official, let's see a kiss!
[Beast Boy looks at me. I smile]
Beast Boy: Comin' right up.
[I walk up to Beast Boy, kiss him passionately]
Robin: Oh my God…
Cyborg: Does anyone else find this kind of weird to watch?
Starfire: No! I think it is glorious, the feeling of…'the feelings', yes, Robin?
Robin: Definitely.
[Robin and Starfire kiss quickly]
Cyborg: What is this?!
And that was it. So now I must hand this over to Beast Boy, who is extremely eager to read what I have written within the confined pages of my diary. And he will know how I felt.
All written down in you.
So congratulations, dearest diary, you were the first to know, and the last to find out. And I know how much you must not like that, but, too bad. Ha, well, I bid you farewell.
For now.
Yours,
Raven