A/N- i wanna say thanks again for all the review,followings and favorites i appreciate all of them. also i want to say thanks again to MistressLoki1618 for beta'ing for me and also to HereandNow27 who co-wrote this chapter with me which helped a lot as i was stuck. you're both awesome.
Chapter Ten
She couldn't believe Brittany put that crazy idea in her head. And to make things worse the blonde wouldn't let it go and Quinn being in denial even if the proof was right in front of her wasn't ready to accept it or even believe it as she tossed the picture on the bed.
"Okay B, that's enough this is crazy and I don't want to hear it anymore"
"Why because you know I might be right, that you slept with someone, whom you don't remember and who doesn't remember you obviously and fathered her kid"
"This is ridiculous Britt," Quinn snapped, "If I would have slept with Santana I would remember,"
"But Quinn don't you get what I'm trying to tell you!" Brittany exclaimed.
"Oh I get what you're trying to tell me I just think it's insane! I didn't get Santana pregnant," Quinn said, "If I would have done anything with Santana at all I would have remembered,"
"Quinn," Brittany began, "Do you remember what happen the last week of cheer camp?"
"We snuck away from everyone during the bonfire and partied a little bit," Quinn shrugged.
"Jaime also snuck out a few bottles tequila," Brittany reminded Quinn, "You got so drunk that you disappeared that night, I didn't even see you till the next morning,"
Quinn huffed, "Brittany I got so drunk that I left and went back to our cabin to rest,"
"But Quinn," Brittany pressed.
"No we are done with this conversation! As my best friend I am going to ask you never to bring this up again," Quinn said sternly.
"You're being stubborn!" Brittany exclaimed.
"And you're being irrational," Quinn shot back, "I'm done talking about this,"
"Fine," Brittany snapped, "But it doesn't change the fact that I'm right,"
Quinn sighed, "Santana's kid is not mine. I'm still trying to make it work with her?"
"Yeah now imagine how great it would be if Alex was your son too!" Brittany tried.
Quinn rolled her eyes but decided to say nothing; instead she turned and walked into her bathroom slamming the door behind her.
Brittany watched Quinn walk away, she knew Quinn was stubborn but she also knew she was right. Alex was Quinn's son, she just knew it.
"Fine don't believe me it on you if this kid grows up not knowing who his other parent is all because you want to be stubborn and not take responsibility." she said through the door before turning to leave. As the blonde sank down to the floor she let out a deep sigh. It wasn't true, it couldn't be, sure she slept with a number of girls and didn't remember most of them but she was always careful. She made sure she wore protection always and maybe she was a little inexperienced back then but after what Jamie told her about her countless times about being careful not to get someone pregnant while they slept together and the sex talk with her parents, she made sure she always had protection in case she got lucky. She grunted in frustration as she banged her head against the door repeating it's not true over and over again not really sure whom she was trying to convince.
It had been a couple of days since Brittany and Quinn had talked about Alex. They had said hi to each other a few times passing through the hall but that was at far as it went. She hated to say but after everything Brittany said it made her do a lot of thinking. She tried so hard to remember that night but it was all a big blur.
"You okay babe?" Santana asked.
They were eating in the auditorium like they usually did, even though they were out now it was nice to be alone. Santana was munching on a sandwich and Quinn hadn't even touched her salad.
Quinn snapped out her thoughts, "Uh yeah why?"
"You were away with the fairies," Santana chuckled.
Quinn gave her a small smile, "I just have a lot on my mind,"
"Like what?" Santana asked.
"Routines for the cheerios, that kind of stuff, I don't want to bore you?" Quinn said.
Santana chuckled once more, "You know you are forgetting I was a cheerleader, I think I could have been a great cheerleader if I would have kept doing it,"
"Maybe captain," Quinn smirked.
"I was captain, maybe even better than you," Santana smirked, "You know even though I'm not on the squad I could show you a few things I learned from my old school and from cheer camp"
Quinn immediately tensed up at the mention of this, "Yeah what camp?"
"One in Michigan, the one by Battle Creek," Santana said, "I was 14 it was fun well from the stuff I remember,"
"Don't panic you already knew this Quinn", Quinn thought to herself.
Quinn cleared her throat, "So when did you get pregnant then,"
Santana shifted uncomfortably, Quinn noticed this.
"You don't have to answer that," Quinn quickly said.
"Um it was actually during camp," Santana mumbled as she looked down, "One of the cheer captains she was older than us, I don't really remember her name, decided to have a private party, I got drunk, had sex and well you know the rest"
Quinn breathe began to increase.
"You know," Santana began as she pulled out a small golden cross necklace from her shirt, "I found this next to me when I woke up. I think it belong to who I slept with,"
Quinn's heart dropped, she knew where she had once see it, but she didn't say anything as the Latina suddenly stood up and excused herself to the restroom.
"Um, okay take your time" she smiled as she kissed her on the cheek before the Latina turned to walk away She sighed as she watched the girl walk out of the auditorium closing the door behind her as she pulled out her phone calling the one person besides Brittany that could maybe feel in the blanks a little more. She sat at the piano bench gently stroking the keys as the phone rang.
"Hey Q, what's up, haven't heard from you in a while" she exclaimed. Before leaving for college the two girls had gotten close since they were sleeping together and all. Jamie had told the blonde that she could call her for anything whether it was about cheer-leading or just to talk she was there to listen. Sure Brittany was her best friend and she told the blonde everything and sure on occasion the blonde might have been right about certain things, but she really hoped her friend was wrong about this. "So what have you been up to"
"Nothing much just school, cheering and you know I kind of have a girlfriend" she said the last part shyly.
"What" she shouted a little loudly as the blonde pulled the phone away from her ear "Are you kidding me someone finally tied you down, who is she?"
"She's a new girl she just moved here and we have been dating for about two months now"
"Wow, you've lasted that long" she joked "This girl must be really special"
"Yeah, she is, but I may have a problem"
"Okay and what would that be"
"I may have gotten her pregnant and now I don't know what to do"
"You little idiot" she yelled "How many times did I tell you to always wear protection no matter what, and now not only have you ruined your life but this girls as well"
"Hey don't yell at me I always use protection alright and besides I'm not even sure the kid is mine okay, that's why I called you I thought you could help"
"Me, how could I help?"
"I need you to tell me what happened at camp before freshmen year because I can't really remember things are kind of fuzzy"
"Quinn that was almost 4 years ago what does that have to do with anything"
"Just tell me what you remember about our last night there and then I will tell you"
"Okay, I'll try" she sighed as she began to tell the blonde what she could remember
Flashback
Quinn gulped down the last cup of tequila. She didn't even know how many cups she had drank, all she knew was that Jaime wouldn't stop handing them to her. The brunette had taught Quinn and Brittany everything they needed to know, but they still needed to learn if they wanted to get on the cheerios so they went to Battle Creek Lodge. Which during the summer was used for different things and it just so happened this year different cheer squads were having their training sessions there. Jamie had come along upon Coach Sue's insistence hoping the girl could weed out the weaklings before she headed off to college. So she agreed since she had a lot to teach the two girls from cheering to partying which was why she stole a couple bottles of alcohol from her dad's liquor cabinet and brought them along. She wanted to show them how to party and get them used to drinking because if they were going to be popular and go to parties this was part of it. Everyone else was down by the lake singing songs and telling stories when she, Quinn, Brittany and some other kids snuck away and went back to one of the empty cabins to have some fun of their own. And she was having a great time as she got Quinn liquored up hoping to have one last tryst with the blonde, before she went away not that she had to get her drunk but oh well. She passed the blonde another drink as she finally start to loosen up it seemed she was having the time of her life.
Quinn danced to the music that was playing on the radio one of the girls had brought out.
"Quinn you're drinking too much," Brittany warned. As she watched the blonde throw back her third cup
"Well what do you want me to do?" Quinn slurred, "Jaime says this is what the cool kids do,"
Brittany sighed, "I'll distract Jaime for a little bit just don't drink anymore okay?" Brittany said slowly so Quinn could understand.
Quinn watched as Brittany left towards Jaime's direction, she couldn't help but smile. Brittany was such a good friend, the best actually.
Quinn was about to go get water from the cooler, when something caught her eye. Across from her was a beautiful Latina, probably the most beautiful girl she had ever laid eyes on. She watched as the brunette's friends left her to go get another drink.
And Quinn knew she just had to talk to her, this was her chance. So she went for it.
"Well aren't you a pretty thing," Quinn slurred to the girl as she came up to her.
The brunette giggled but then controlled herself, "My friend said that I shouldn't talk to anyone until she gets back," She slurred
"Why's that?"
"Because she said I'm as drunk as a skunk," The brunette laughed. "But I only had two drinks"
Quinn chuckled, but when she looked at that girl. She knew she wanted that girl, and she wanted her now.
"Hey sexy how about you and I head out and have some fun of our own" Jamie purred as she stumbled over to Quinn
"Not now I'm kind of busy" Quinn gave her a smirk, causing the other girl to sigh as she walked away "You want to get out of here?" she asked turning her attention back to Santana as Quinn drunkenly wrapped her arms around the Latina's waist and pulled her closer.
"I don't even know you," The Latina slurred. As she tried to walk away and go join her friend whom was grinding with some guy when the blonde caught her by the wrist.
Quinn smiled sloppily, "Then get to know me," she leaned in close resting their heads together
"This is really pretty," The brunette said as she touched Quinn's golden cross that hung around her neck.
Quinn chuckled, "Yeah my grandmother gave it me,"
"Aw that's so sweet!" The brunette exclaimed as she clung herself onto the blonde. Their eyes meet as Santana lifted her head and gave her a full on kiss breaking it briefly "Your lips taste awesome" she breathed out.
"So do you want to go back to your cabin" Quinn asked as they pulled apart the Latina nodded her head as the blonde took her hand, Santana glanced back to see Hannah grinding up against some guy as she was led away. She stumbled a couple of times as Quinn helped her along until they stopped in front of the fifth cabin she was sure was theirs. "so which bunk is yours" Quinn wondered as they stepped inside she looked around noticing it was empty which meant everyone was still down by the lake.
"This one" she smiled as she led the blonde to the bed in the far corner of the dark room. She pulled the blonde into her attaching their lips together once more as Quinn moaned into her mouth. Quinn was really glad everyone was out by the lake there right now to interrupt them.
"Wait...ummm...Wait" she breathed out breaking the kiss "What's your name, I mean if we are going to do this we should at least know each other's names." Quinn explained to the girl in front of her
"What's the point after tomorrow we're never going to see each other again, so there's no reason for us too right"
"Yeah, I guess you're right" she replied as she pulled her back in for a kiss ending the conversation as Santana let out a little giggle and a soft moan.
"We have to be really quiet," Quinn whispered in a laugh.
Santana giggled once more as she took in the image of the person in front of her as she tried to stay focused as the alcohol still was in effect. She had never slept with anyone before and lately she had been having feeling that she thought she shouldn't be having most of them being towards her friend Hannah. She had thought about sleeping with some random guy to see if they would go away but all the guys from her school were losers.
She let Quinn come close to her and push her against the wall. Santana felt her lips melt as Quinn pressed her lips against hers. She kissed back Quinn with equal passion and lust. She felt Quinn run her hands down her body and roam around, Santana wasn't really sure where Quinn's were going until she felt a tight squeeze in her butt.
She was drunk, too drunk to care. She just placed her hands on Quinn's neck and pulled her closer. She wasn't really sure how far this was going to go, the alcohol was clouding her judgment. It wasn't long before Quinn began playing with the hem of Santana's shirt and began pulling it up.
"Wait, wait," Santana murmured.
"What?"
"Have you ever been with anyone before?"
"Yeah a couple people," Quinn responded as she began to kiss Santana's neck, "Haven't you?'
"No," Santana whispered.
Quinn let out a small sloppy smile, "Trust me you'll like it. I've been told I'm big," that was the only part of her that was since her boobs were rather small and she hadn't fully developed yet, a late bloomer her mother had said.
"How big?"
"Just trust me," Quinn smiled before pressing her lips against Santana's.
Quinn pulled Santana off the wall and pushed her on to the bed. She quickly undressed herself as she moved on top of Santana. Quinn was solely in her bra and boxers.
"Just relax," Quinn smirked.
She help Santana remove her shirt and skirt until she was in her under wear. Quinn roamed her hands all through Santana's body as she slowly unhooked her bra, she wasted no opportunity, she kisses down to her breasts and sucks her nipples. Santana can't help and moan in satisfaction.
Quinn pressed her bulge against Santana's underwear which was already wet. Quinn trailed kisses down Santana's body until she reached her underwear. She slowly pulled it off as she pressed kissed Santana's inner thigh.
Quinn slides her tongue through her lips and ghost over clit, Santana makes a soft noise. Quinn licks up and down her pussy before taking her clit into my mouth. She sucks and licks her clit and she moves her legs. She hears Santana whimper and she bucks her hips. She goes back to her clit and sucks it hard. Santana begins to moan as her hands clutch onto the back of Quinn's neck.
Quinn pulls away with a smile on her face, "Remember just relax,"
Quinn pulls down her boxers revealing her erection. Santana's eyes couldn't help but go wide as she saw how big Quinn was.
"Don't worry," Quinn muttered, "It'll feel good,"
Santana just let out a small nod.
Quinn took her shaft and slowly placed it against Santana's entrance. Quinn closed her eyes as she felt her dick throb as she slowly pushed into Santana. She heard Santana whimper and hiss. When Quinn was completely inside of her she didn't move for a few seconds to let Santana adjust to her size.
"You're so tight," Quinn mumbled, "Mhm you feel so good,"
Quinn finally began to thrust and starts to roll her hips and Santana wraps her legs around her back. Quinn starts out slow but then starts to quicken her pace slightly. Quinn thrusts into her harder, going deeper and eliciting a long breathy moan from her. Santana's nails start to dig into Quinn's fore arms as she held onto them tightly. Santana moaned loudly as Quinn thrusted in and out of her.
Quinn buries her neck onto Santana's neck as she releases and Santana screams as she reaches her orgasm. Quinn placed a sloppy kiss on Santana's neck before rolling off her.
"You are amazing," Quinn smiled.
Santana just smiled, "That was my first time,"
Quinn leaned over and laced a kiss on Santana's forehead.
"Can you stay with me for a while?" Santana whispered.
"Yeah," Quinn nodded as she yawned.
Quinn watched as Santana curled up to her and watched her as she slowly fell asleep. This was a goodnight, this girl was amazing. It wasn't long before Quinn's eyes fell shut and she fell asleep too.
Quinn woke up to muffled voice, she opened her eyes and still felt the alcohol buzz, it probably hadn't even been thirty minutes.
"Are you sure they had a party coach Sylvester?" A voice said.
"Yes, you're a counselor here and you can't even keep these kids in check!" The other voice yelled, "Now do a bunk check and make sure everyone is in their bunk!"
"I'm sure they are sleeping maybe some of the other counselors had the alcohol"
"And what stashed it in one of the cabins, are you that dense now do as I ask"
"Yes coach Sylvester,"
Quinn panicked she needed to get back to her cabin as she sat up realizing that everyone had obviously come back and she would have to sneak out without being noticed ,rather than face the wrath of coach sue. She hadn't known the woman well but given she insulted them the whole bus ride there she knew she wasn't one who bad side you wanted to be on. She was closer to the window so she decided to creep out that way when the door suddenly came open she quickly dropped to the floor and crawled under the bed. She heard the door close she crawled from underneath it her face meet the Latina's she smiled before placing a soft kiss upon her head. Even if she never saw the girl again she was still the best she ever had. So she took off the necklace that hung from her neck as she open the girls palm and placed it in her hand closing it before going over to the window and climbing out making it back to her room and climbed into bed just as sue came into the room.
End
"I was going to come look for you the next morning, but when I woke up you were asleep in your bunk" she said "Now are you going to tell me why you need to know this" she asked as the door suddenly came open she hung up quickly.
"Hey baby you're back" she smiled depositing the phone in her pocket
"Yeah, sorry I had to use the other girl's room on the other side of the school"
"What. Why"
"Because our two friends decided to have a little fun" she responded with a chuckle causing the blonde to laugh as well.
"That is a really pretty necklace" she commented as it dangled from her neck, she needed one last piece of conformation as she reached forward to touch it flipping it over and praying it wasn't their
"Yeah I know, but I honestly don't know why I wear it, since I have no use for it I was thinking of giving it to Alex when he's older then at least he will have something that belongs to his father," Santana sighed as she looked down at it in Quinn's hands as she flipped it over and there it was her grandmother's initials engraved in it with the letters S.A for Sarah Anderson her maiden name before she married Quinn's grandfather.
Quinn gulped but could not come up with the words, she tried to speak she really did but nothing came out. She remembered when she came back from cheer camp she thought she lost it, she was so upset about it since it was the last thing she gave the young girl before she died.
Quinn shut her mouth tight and clenched her jaw.
Brittany was right.
She had slept with Santana…Alex was her son.
"Babe are you okay you haven't said anything in five minutes and the bell just rang"
"Yeah, I'm fine let's go" she smiled as she took the other girl by the hand and they left.
She was...she didn't know what she was her emotions about the whole situation were everywhere and she was taking it out on those around her. She had ran the cheerios to the ground during practice the past two days and kicked three of them off the squad, after the third day sue intervened and told her to take a couple days off and fix what was wrong. That she and Brittany would coach from now on before she didn't have a team to coach at all, this lead to the blonde storming off mad grabbing a slushy as she walked past a kid and throwing it in his face. She hadn't come up with a plan or knew what to do until after Jamie called her back and she explained everything and having the other girl lecture her for twenty minutes she gave her a solution to her problem before she made a rash decision. She told her to go to the drug store and pick up a personal DNA test kit and once she got the results from that then she could proceed. She had used the first swab on herself and now she needed one from the kid because if the results did come back positive she would have to explain it to her girlfriend and it would be hard to do if she didn't have proof, so she decided the only way to do that was to see him and maybe when they were alone get the swab. But first she had to talk to Santana about her maybe coming over and meeting the kid, she was in her room as she sent her a quick text to find out what she was doing.
Hey I was wondering if I could come over maybe even meet the little guy—Quinn
The Latina pulled out her phone upon having it vibrate and glanced at the message in disbelief before reading it again making sure she was seeing right. It had been a few weeks since she found out about Alex and after their talk had barely mentioned him and now this sudden (turnaround) left her quite confused.
I thought you weren't ready to meet him yet, why the sudden change—Brown Eyes
I guess I just want to get it over with if our relationship is to progress. I need to accept all of you and since your son is part of you I need to accept him as well, so what do you say.-Quinn
Okay, well we're at the Oak Hill mall looking at Halloween costumes if you want to come now you can join us—Brown Eyes
Great see you in 20 minutes—Quinn
She place her back into her pocket as she let out a sigh, she didn't get it one minute Quinn didn't want to meet Alex and was practically torturing people, even though she didn't know why but had heard almost everything she had done from Rachel, then the next she wanted to not that she was complaining she was getting what she wanted her girlfriend was trying to be understanding. But she wanted the blonde to be sure, she could handle and eventually get over it if they broke up but she knows how attached her son can be. He was just getting used to losing his grandparents and she was going to have to prepare him is her grandmother suddenly took a turn for the worse, but she didn't want to introduce him and he got attached and then they broke up but she was just happy the girl was putting in an effort so maybe things would be alright.
"Arrrrrrr" he growled as he ran in front of her with a clown mask on that he picked up.
"Oh my, you scared me" she faked fright as she kneeled down to his level taking the mask off he began to giggle "Okay silly that's enough let's get a pretzel and then I need to talk to you" she told him as she took his hand leading him out the store over to the pretzel stand
"But I didn't mean to break it" he replied as they went to find a table.
"Break what" she asked him glancing back at the store they had just come out of.
He didn't mean to break the ghost figurine and he knows he isn't supposed to touch things but he just wanted to hold it. But he was too short and knocked it down and it broke so he hid it under a cloth covered table when no one was looking. "Nothing" he replied a little too quickly for her liking as he went back to his food swinging his feet back and forth. "Do I still get my mask?"
"Yeah, but first mami wants you to meet someone"
"Who?"
"Well her name is Quinn, she's a friend of mine from school"
"Like Rachie and Britty" he exclaimed
"Yeah like Rachel and Brittany, but a little different um you know how abuela...abuela and abuelo would hold hands or kiss"
"Yeah, that was yucky" he scrunched up his nose in disgust
"No, it just means you like someone very very much" she explained "so Quinn is my girlfriend do you understand" he just shrugged his shoulders "Okay well it doesn't matter I just need you to be on your best behavior okay can you do that for me"
"Yeah, then we buy my costume"
"yes, then we will buy your costume" she replied as she kissed his head and ruffled his hair she looked up to see the blonde headed their way "stay right here baby I'll be back" she told his as she stepped a few feet away to meet the blonde her son still in eye sight. "Hey" she greeted her with a kiss on the lips
"Hey back" she said uneasily glancing over her shoulder as Santana reached out and took her hand and smiled at her "It's okay he's a really great kid, so don't be nervous he's going to like you" she assured her as she lead her back to the table. "Hey buddy, this is my friend Quinn I was telling you about" she told him as she got down to his level releasing Quinn's hand. The blonde just stood there mesmerized because she could see it now in person rather than the picture what Brittany was talking about. "Quinn this is Alex"
"Hi" he replied starring right back at her as the two sets of green eyes met "Is she okay, her not talking" he leaned over and whispered to his mom
"She's just nervous" she smiled at him as she got down out of his chair an took the blonde by the hand she looked down at his as they both smiled at each other as she lead her over to a seat next to him
"You're pwetty like Britty, but not as pwetty as mami" he told her
"Alex" she scolded him
"Its fine" she finally answered snapping out of her trance "He's right you are prettier and Alex it's very nice to meet you" she reached out and shook his hand "He really is adorable" she told Santana as the little boy ate and played with his little toy car he had brought from home.
"Mami can we get my costume now" he asked having finished eating as her phone rang
"In a minute, Q can you keep an eye on him" she asked the blonde nodded before excusing herself
She sat there figuring this was her only chance as she had brought the swab with her but to get him to let her swab his cheek was a different story. "So what are you going to be for Halloween" she asked thinking to take it slow
"A pirate but mami no find the costume" he answered
"Oh that sounds nice I'm sure you will make a really cute pirate"
"Scawy" he corrected her as he glanced back at his mom whom was still on the phone "Did you bring me candy"
"Um no, why"
He sighed "well Rachie is mami's friend and she always give me candy" and that's when the idea clicked
"Well all I have is this yucky sucker I'm sure you don't want that" she said as she pulled the cotton swab out of her purse
"I like lollies " he exclaimed as he took it from her hand and put it in his mouth "Eww that's a bad lolli" he told her as he gave it back
"Sorry, maybe next time I'll bring some better candy" she smiled as he nodded his head
"Sorry Q we have to go" he said as she came back over to the table picking the little boy up into her arms
"Why is something wrong"
"My abuela isn't feeling well and I know you wanted to meet him but-"
"Say no more its fine I'll just see you later" she leaned over and kissed her cheek "and Alex it was nice to meet you"
"Okay inn, now can we get a costume" he asked his mom
"No we have to go home we will get it another time"
"But I was good I not mishave" he defended
"I know but we can't right now" she told him as he began to cry she gave the blonde a quick kiss before walking away with the crying child. She let out a sigh as she deposited the cotton swab from behind her back and into the envelope along with the other before sealing it shut, now all she had to do was mail it and then in a week she would know if her life was going to forever change.
