Chapter 10

Jinxs POV

The boys left and as I expected I felt a void again, which will deepen until I see them next, and I hope that is soon, in the mean time I have to get back to class, as much as my teachers know I had to go the doctor because I was feeling 'ill'.

I had Mr Lee again, who I can tell is going to be annoyed with me, seeing as for the time I've been here I guarantee I am almost always late to his lessons, but despite that I think he's grown a likeness to me, after all he did tell me that I had great potential, and is proud I'm taking art further. In my old school nearly all my teachers hated me because lets just say I wasn't the most well behaved and friendliest student, but I guess I thought I'd change my self before I come here, and after getting used to everyone around me- I'll try to fit in and make my personality like theirs.So far I have gathered that all the girls (or the popular ones) are mostly; tall, talkative, out going, extroverts, social, In my opinion annoying but some of them could be quite nice. Lets not forget that Linda and her gang are cheerleaders and are drooled upon by everyone.Stereo-typically all the guys who are popular are mostly; jocks, athletes, tall, sorta muscular but not too much so its off-putting, good at something practical, and again some of them could be quite nice. Some of them could be quite charming and others could just be insolent.

As soon as I walked into class late, again, Mr Lee gave me a death stare, but I gave him a doctors note that I forged, and he let me return to my seat. As expected, Wally was sitting grinning and smiling."How many times have you been late again?" He asked, sarcastically."I had a good reason this time," I replied, causing him mock me.

It turns out I was not as late as I expected to be, and I'm glad. I have only been in this school for two weeks, but I guess I can kind of see my self having fun here, the people who go here aren't half bad, well some of them are way better than I expected them to be, like Terra. And I guess Victor.. and Wally too maybe.

Well Wally was certainly starting to grow on me, when I first saw him my first impression was not the best, I thought he'd be an arrogant, smug, rude and annoying person. Although I still think he's annoying.

This school looks like any regular high school when you first come, but despite being here for only two weeks I guess everything isn't as it seems. Not here anyway.

Same could be said for me, I have an unsettling appearance, as many people have already gathered. And there are lots of rumours already circulating around this school about how weird I am and that I'm a freak, and apparently there's rumours circulating about how I got expelled from my last school, and I bet those aren't even all of them. There just the ones that Victor told me about.

I carried on doing the task which Mr Lee had to explain all over again to me because I missed it, but I couldn't find the correct colours.

"Wally would you mind kinda-" I didn't even get to finish my sentence before the watery paint spilt and ruined all of my canvas and the drawing that I was working on. I got sent worried looks from Wally and a look of concern from the teacher. I could feel my face going into an angry scroll because I was frustrated. Bits of paint landed on my clothes but I wasn't worried about that right now. I was just so unlucky and it was terribly infuriating at time, but I know that I can't show anyone my anger unless I want to intimidate them more. Some people started laughing quietly, obviously Linda being the loudest of them all.

"Can I uh.. be excused," I asked Mr Lee, clenching my teeth more and more after every word. I didn't bother to even wait for a reply before I bursted out of the class, ignoring the whispers behind me. I clenched my bag tighter sigh every step that I took. I didn't even know where to go, I guess I could go to the toilets, but they're usually locked.

I tried anyway and luckily, the were open. I stepped inside and just stared at my self for a while.

Am I really such a curse? A token of bad luck? Can I really not grow close to anyone?

The thoughts were rushing through my head but I still tried to ignore them. I washed my face and saw the water drip down. I spent about 10 minutes in the toilets, before hearing the bell- meaning that the lesson was now over. People will be starting coming into the toilets right about now, so I thought I should leave. There's no way in hell I'm going to my next class, especially since it's IT which I downright suck at. I suppose I should just go home. Well I don't think it's home yet. My real home is back with my family but I guess I'll settle there for a while.

I tried avoiding everyone staring and pointing about me in the corridors even though it was all bubbling up inside. Remember, here I am an emotionless freak who's only got one friend, and is hated on by all the popular girls because the most popular girl hates her. The people in this school really don't have minds of there own.

Whenever I start to like this school and somewhat stand the people in it, I always get another reason to dislike it. It's like my opinion can never stay the same about it.

After thousands of dirty looks and shoving, I finally made my way home and all I wanted to do was just draw a bath and soak in, ur obviously something has to go wrong first, I realised I had left my bag, which has the key for my apartment all the way at school and I'm not facing the embarrassment of going all the way back to school for a no good backpack and receiving all those muderous glances again.

I know! I'll just ask Terra to drop it off for me.