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6 weeks later

"Bye!" Blaine yelled, waving at the car as his parents drove out of the driveway. He stood at the side of the road and followed the car with his eyes until it was out of sight. Two days by himself. His parents needed a weekend getaway alone, so he had assured them he would be fine on his own, and they had made his brother Cooper come and check up on him. But now as he closed the front door behind him the house seemed too big and too dark for him, all alone.

When he had just finished his dinner his phone buzzed in his pocket. "Hello?" "Hey man! Where are you?" Sam's voice was loud, trying to block the noise behind him. "Uhh. Home. Why?" Blaine said frowning. "We're all at Breadstix! You know, we're having dinner and having a night off after all our hard work, before the competition!" Blaine closed his eyes. "Oh my God, I totally forgot," he said, rubbing his face with his hand. "I'm sorry; I'm not really up for it tonight." "Come on! We hardly see you after school anymore! Come have some fun man!" "Yeah, I know. Next time, I promise!" Sam didn't say anything for a moment, and then he heard Marley yell: "Where is he?" and Tina: "Come on Blaine! We miss you." "They said it," Sam said. Blaine sighed. He loved his friends for being there for him, but he had had one of his bad days, actually he had had a bad couple of weeks. All the glee club rehearsals reminded him too much of Kurt and their break-up. He missed him so much and it had made his stomach ache, he just couldn't let him go. Many times he had spent an hour looking at his phone, with Kurt's name and picture on the screen, dying to press the green button, or wanting to jump on the first plane to New York, to hold him in his arms, to kiss him. But he kept reminding himself why he shouldn't. For Kurt. He needs me to be out of his life. I promised him. Don't do it! There had been a week or two where it hadn't hurt so badly, where he hadn't cried as much, but this wasn't one of them, so he just needed to be alone. "I'm sorry, all of you! But I think I'll stay home, but I'm fine. Really. Don't worry. Say hello to everyone will you?" He heard Sam sigh heavily. "OK, but are you sure? I can come get you?" Blaine smiled, and then heard a knock on the door, and he sighed silently. "Thank you Sam, but yes I am sure. My brother is here, so I have to go. Talk to you later?" "OK, take care." Sam said. "Yeah, have fun!"

He dragged himself to the door, not in the mood for his brother being a smartass. He unlocked the door, not prepared for what was behind it. "Kurt!?" he exclaimed. Kurt was standing on his doorstep. His arms crossed across his chest, his face soft and a slight smile on his lips. "Hi..." he said, hesitantly. Then they just looked at each other. Seeing each other for the first time since they broke up, since they had let go. Blaine's face was slowly turning from confusion till a kind of relieve, the love of his life in front of him, and he smiled, and finally stepped aside. "I'm sorry, come in." Kurt smiled, "Thank you." Blaine closed the door and turned to look at Kurt. They stood in the hall by the stairs. So many emotions were going through Blaine's body and so many thoughts in his mind but one thing was clear: "It's…. so good to see you," he stammered. But also one question was obvious to ask: "But… what are you doing here?" Kurt looked at the floor. "I…uuuhh… wanted to see you and… talk to you." He looked in Blaine's eyes.

There was a moment of silence before Blaine said that they could go to his room, and Kurt followed him up the stairs. Blaine closed the door and turned to face what he couldn't possibly predict. They were on each side of the room, facing each other, seeming to be so far away, yet closer than they had been for months. "I know this isn't fair," Kurt started, "but... I miss you." Blaine didn't say anything, he was waiting for more and Kurt continued, looking at the floor and shrugging his shoulders. "And I know it was me that wanted to let go, I know that I ended it for good, but I can't Blaine." Blaine took a deep breath. Kurt's eyes started to tear up."Even though we both agreed we had forgotten, somehow the letting go and all the memories… it made me remember. Remember you, and us, how we felt." He took a few steps towards Blaine, he was crying, and Blaine couldn't fight the tears forming in his eyes. "I dreamed of being with you, waking up and reaching for you, but you weren't there… and it hurt... too much, it hurt more than all the other stuff. I thought I wanted to let go, I thought I could, but I can't Blaine, and I won't."

He looked in Blaine's eyes, not able to read them. Blaine had crossed his arms. "Please, say something." Kurt whispered and prepared himself for the worst, scared that Blaine had moved on. Blaine took a deep breath and moved closer to Kurt. So close, one step and they would touch. "I can't either," he said in a low voice, lifting his shoulders slightly. Kurt smiled widely, relived at Blaine's words. "But…" Blaine said. "I really had a hard time agreeing to let you go. It is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. So I want you to be really sure; because once we're together I'm never letting you go again!" Blaine smiled and Kurt returned it, and let out a sigh of relief. Blaine reached out to Kurt, wanting him to take his hand. "Oh believe me, I'm sure," Kurt said with a smile, slowly moving his hand towards Blaine's. He took it, and clenched it, never wanting to let go.

He pulled Blaine close, closing the gap between them. Blaine rested his forehead on Kurt's and moved his hand tenderly to Kurt's cheek, wiping away a few tears. They both closed their eyes, feeling safe, home, where they were supposed to be. Finally their lips met, softly, but still with so much love and passion. It felt like time stood still, like they had been wandering around in the woods, meeting one dead end after the other for years and had finally made it home to safety, to warmth and embrace and just love. No one else existed in the world but them. They were right where they needed to be; wrapped in each other's arms. Blaine's hand moved and held Kurt's neck softly in place, while Kurt ran his fingers through Blaine's messy curls.

"I love you," Blaine breathed against Kurt's mouth in between kisses. Kurt then pulled away slightly, just a little so he could look Blaine in the eye. "I love you more," he said. "And I always will." He never wanted Blaine to doubt that ever again. "Come what may, right?" Blaine said with a smirk. "Right," Kurt laughed and gave him a kiss. They moved to Blaine's bed and spent a night full of love together. Kisses, heartbeats, tender touches. Perfect. Later they slept in each other's arms. No haunting nightmares, just sleep.

Just wanted to say that I am working on some chapters to follow this so it is not over yet ;)