Chapter 10

It had been about a month since he had last seen her. When he went to her office for their normal appointments, she wasn't there. When he tried to call her, she didn't pick up. He had thought about going over to her apartment, he had been close a lot of times, sitting outside the building where she was living, just at least to get a glimpse of her, to make sure she was okay, but he never saw her. He was a wreck, the appointments that he had had with her used to be the highlight of his week just to see her, hear her voice, her lovely smile. He missed her. He had admitted that, he just wanted her back into her life, but he also knew that she was the one holding the cards. She needed to want to be in his life. He couldn't force her into something and that would make her unhappy. He wanted her happy.

He was sitting on his bed thinking about getting ready to sleep, but he just couldn't get himself to take his clothes off, and go to bed when she wouldn't leave his mind alone. She was always on his mind. He couldn't work properly anymore. He had been keeping himself busy, just to make sure he wouldn't spend all day thinking about her. How could he have let her go? How could he just walk out? He didn't understand it.

He had been shocked to find out she had been working there. He had honestly never seen her; he hadn't noticed her, which he now felt bad about. How could he not have seen her? She was beautiful, amazing and just the girl he wanted.

It wasn't only the fact that he had lost Anastasia and hadn't seen her for a month that made him sad, but she was also the person he could talk to. He had never felt so alone. He knew Dr. Flynn would be back soon, which he looked forward to. Then he could at least talk to someone. He kept a wall around him, and only Anastasia was allowed inside the wall, even though she hadn't spend much time inside the wall, since they hadn't really had time to have a relationship.

Why wouldn't she see what he could see? Why couldn't she see what he saw? Christian had never ever experienced these feelings before. He was so used to getting what he wanted, and suddenly somebody had stopped him. Something he hadn't tried before. His money and his power didn't help him much. He had always thought he could get what he wanted. Girls always surrounded him, which he had always loved because, then he could pick the one that he wanted. He had to do something. He couldn't just sit here and do nothing. He went to the bathroom and took a shower, and then he got nicely dressed and told Taylor, to drive him to the club. He had to forget her, because she clearly didn't want anything to do with him.

He got into the car and Taylor started driving, on the way to the club, Christian had a conversation with himself, not sure if he should do this or just ask Taylor to drive him home again. He took a deep breath and as Taylor stopped the car in front of the club, Christian decided that he had to do this, for himself. He could just take a drink and then call Taylor to come pick him up.

Christian got out of the car and cameras flashed and you could hear people making a shocking sound, Mr. Christian Grey is back. As Christian walks to the door of the club he felt all eyes on him. He used to be here often, but after meeting Anastasia he had stopped. She was all he needed to make him happy.

He bites his lip to forget the thought about Anastasia as he walked inside the door, but the fact that he bites his lip was stupid that just made his thoughts go even more towards Anastasia.

He walked through the club and towards the table he used to sit at, people here knew who he was and always kept a table ready for him. He gently smiled at the employ that took his order. Then he sat just listening to the music and looking around watching people, watching him. The first girls had already lined up right in front of his table, suddenly that was the hot spot to dance. He got his drink, and quickly took a sip of it. Just watching these other girls made him feel sick, but he made himself sit there. He had to do this.

He kept ordering drinks. The more drinks he got the more he relaxed he became, he normally didn't drink this much, but this was his way out. He finally got enough and called Taylor to come pick him up.

He then started walking out the club and as he got to the stairs leading out, he felt a bit tipsy and almost fell over. Luckily for Mr. Christian Grey one pretty girl was right behind him, and made sure to catch him, and as they walked to the car that was parked at the end of the stairs. Cameras were flashing taking pictures of the new couple, the lucky girl that got Mr. Christian Grey.

They both went into the car and Taylor looked weirdly at her.

"I was just helping him out." She smiled at Taylor.

"Where may I drop you off?" Her smile dropped, she thought she was helping him the whole way home. She told Taylor where to drop her off, and then Taylor drove him and Christian home. Taylor got Christian into the apartment and just placed him on the bed and left the room.

He had seen the change in Christian lately and he knew it was because of Anastasia. He had never seen Christian look at a girl like that or be so happy when you mention her name. Of course now you should not mention her name. Something had happened between them and Taylor of course didn't know what since Christian didn't really talk about things, but he was okay with that, as long as Christian didn't get too deep into it. He had thought him getting out tonight had been a good idea, but maybe he wasn't ready yet. Taylor sighed and went to bed. Christian had to sort his problems out himself. Like he always did.

Christian woke up, with a headache, a big one. He felt dry in his mouth and all he wanted to do was place his head under the showerhead and drink all the water that came out. He sat up on bed, and panic went through his body as he looked around in the bed and then he looked down at himself, he was still dressed, that made him relived. He hadn't made any mistakes last night that he would have regretted this morning. Well expect the drinking. Why the hell didn't he stop? He got out of bed which made him dizzy, so he had to stop up and just stand there for a few minutes before he was able to walk to the kitchen where he took a glass and filled it with water and he drank like he hadn't had water for days. When finally had enough water he placed the glass on the table and went to the chair, opposite the table, and sat down. He leaned in over the table placing his elbows on the counter as his hands were holding his head. Last night was a stupid idea was all that was running through his mind. A really stupid idea.

Anastasia had just taking her morning run as she stopped to get some coffee, not far from her apartment. She walked inside the coffee shop and got what she usually got, as she was on her way out of the coffee shop when an abandon newspaper caught her eye. She stepped closer to it and unfolded it, on the front cover, was a picture of Mr. Christian Grey and the lucky girl that caught him.

"Christians new love?!"

Read the headline. Anastasia almost dropped her coffee. She felt her heart drop. She knows she hadn't seen him for a month, and she hadn't contacted him or answered his calls, but she didn't expect to see this. She wasn't ready to see this. Anastasia grabbed the newspaper and left the coffee shop.

So I have a lot to say today so get ready! First I want to thank you so much for all of the people that "complained" about me wanting to end it so soon, I have thought about it, and first I was like I'm just going to end it, and today I was listening to a song, and BAM! An idea popped into my head. So I'm giving this story some more chapters, even though it doesn't get so many reviews anymore, which is sad, because I love reading reviews and it does make me write the chapters faster. Anyway then back to this chapter. I had written almost a complete chapter that was meant to end this story, but then I got this idea and wrote a new chapter, so thank you to all the readers that believe in me and this story and said that it shouldn't end so soon. Thank you! :)

Now to the people that thinks Ana is a slut, I don't get it? Girls needs sex just as much as guys do. I don't get it, how a girl can become a slut so easily, which makes me a bit sad, because it shows what kind of world that we live in. Guys can do whatever they want, sleep with whoever they want and the more they sleep with the cooler they become, but when a girl does the same thing she becomes a slut? I don't get it? Could somebody explain it to me? Girls have the same rights as guys so why can't we have all the sex we want, with as many guys as we want?

Anyway I just had to get that out of my system, I feel much better now! :D So Now you should review! Review! Reivew! People follow this story all the time, so why not review when you follow it anyway? Just saying! Thank you for reading this story and sorry about this end note. And sorry for the shorter chapter, but I thought it ended perfectly and now I'm done! :)

xoxo Hello Beauti