Sans woke up at 8:00 and was getting out of bed, he felt his pyjamas were wet, he looked down. "Oh no..." He had wet himself in Papyrus's bed and his cramps were getting worse. The shorter skeleton went downstairs and saw Papyrus and Toriel, he knocked on the door softly. Papyrus looked up. "Hi Sans!" He greeted. Sans didn't reply, he waved and looked down at his Pj's trouser. Papyrus saw the wet spot on Sans trousers. "Oh no... Sans, did you wet the bed again?" Sans looked away with tears in his eyes. "Sans, don't cry it isn't your fault, accidents happen." Papyrus said. Sans looked away, it wasn't the first he'd wet himself. The most embarrassing one had to be when he was in high school and some bullies forced to have a lot of water.
Sans was looking at some messages on his email, he had received a lot and he was searching through them. But Sans felt pain in his chest when he read a few of the emails. 'Sans, you are so useless. Why can't go fucking kill yourself?' Sans felt depression rise in his throat. A lot of the messages said insults about him and he was stupid one of which said. 'Sans, You're dyslectic and useless. You can't even control your actions for example peeing your pants in public, no wonder that kid of yours was embarrassed. Just go kill yourself Sans.' Sans cried miserably and held hugged himself. Why did so many monsters hate him?
Sans snuck into the kitchen and grabbed a knife. He went upstairs to the bathroom and locked the door. He started cutting his right wrist making a line go through it, he felt tears streaming down. He heard a knock on the door. "Sans! Are you in there?" Papyrus asked. Sans cursed under his breath, he felt the room spinning. He saw the blood in the sink, Sans then collapsed. Papyrus was able to open the door but his eyes widen. "Sans?!" Papyrus held Sans with tears in his eyes. "Wake up! Toriel help!"
Sans opened his eyes, only to find himself in hospital. He sat up from the bed and started to panic, he wanted to commit suicide but it failed since Papyrus unlocked the door. Sans climbed out of the bed only to find that his arm was attached to a blood supply machine. Sans started sweating as the beeping of the machine got louder. 'Don't tell them who we are!' He heard the voice ring in his head. He was having a nervous breakdown, he yanked the wire which made it detach from the blood supply machine. Sans felt his blood getting hotter and his body was getting cold, he shivered as he felt something go up his throat. He coughed up blood on the ground, it tasted hot and salty. Sans nervous breakdown became worse as he started coughing up more blood.
It took about 15 minutes for Sans to go back to his senses. He needed a way to get out of here. Sans got angry he was so depressed and he can't even do anything about it. He kicked the wall and his eyes filled anger. Papyrus and Toriel walked inside with their eyes wide with shock. Sans stopped and wrapped his arms around his head. "I'm so stupid!" He said sobbing a little. "Sans?" Sans turned around to see Toriel and Papyrus, he looked down at his wrist, it was bleeding again heavily.
"Sans, what was the meaning of this?" Papyrus asked angrily. Sans looked away. "I don't know what you're talking about..." Papyrus grabbed Sans wrist and showed it to him and the taller skeleton got the knife out. "This is what I'm talking about! Tell me why the hell you did this!" Papyrus said pulling Sans wrist more. "Because I was depressed and. I shouldn't deserve in this world..." Sans mumbled. Papyrus didn't hear what Sans said. "Why?" Sans felt anger rise.
"Because I don't fucking deserve to live!" Papyrus face was twisted with sadness. "Everything I try goes wrong every fucking time! I'm living in sadness, Papyrus! I'm sick of being sick, to exact I've been sick almost my fucking useless life. Then I get abused in my childhood and I get bullied from then to now. Then I get PSTD like if I was mean't to and now... I'm sick again and... And..." Sans broke down and cried. He hugged his knees tight and sobbed sadly, he wanted the depression to go. Papyrus went closer to Sans and hugged him. "Sans, have you been bullied?"'he asked, Sans nodded wildly still crying. "I've been get messages that I should die and that I was useless." Papyrus stiffened. "Please Paps... Get me out of here, I don't like it here." Sans whimpered. Papyrus carried Sans, he felt blood go on him. "Sans, your wrist! No stay here for one day!" Papyrus ordered. Sans went to sleep.
Sans woke up in the same room, he saw monster in front of him they were about to inject with an injection. "?! No! Leave me alone!" He said fearfully. The monster stopped and touch his shoulder to get his senses. Sans looked up and settled down a bit, it was just the doctors. "We're going to take you to Papyrus soon we just have to do one thing..." They said, getting out the injection, Sans eyes widen and thrashed around the bed screaming. "Hold still!" The doctor stabbed the injection in Sans before moving away, Sans grabbed his arm in pain as the injection went inside his blood a memory flooded back to him.
Dr Gaster and Sans went through the throne room. "Howdy!" Asgore greeted them. "Howdy!" Asriel repeated happily. "Your majesty." Gaster bowed down. Sans lifted his fractured arm which was in a cast. "Sup." Dr Gaster pushed Sans. "Don't be rude!" Sans shrugged. "Come on Gaster, let's talk over for a cup of tea." Asgore said, leading Dr Gaster to another room. Asriel and Chara went near Sans, Asriel was looking at Sans fractured arm. "Does it hurt?" He asked looking at Sans. Sans shook his head. "Nah, sometimes it does and I get headaches and stuff but hey I get to take it off tomorrow." Chara laughed at him. "Oh so you've been a 'clumsy' bones haven't you? No wonder you're a comedian." "Chara, don't be rude!" Asriel warned them but Chara carried on. "I mean like all you do is make jokes and end up in a muddle." "Look kiddo, It wasn't my fault! It was an accident!" Sans raised his voice.
Chara laughed even more. "I really doubt that, Comedian." Sans felt his anger, he let out a punch. "That's not even my name! Shut up you freak!" Sans missed Chara, he then went back to his senses, he lifted his fractured arm . "Oh God.. I'm sorry-" Chara grabbed his arm and made it face backwards and they kicked with all their power. "Shut up Bone bag!" Chara shouted in anger as she punched Sans, who fell on the floor. A loud crack went through the room, Sans grabbed his arm as pain rushed through it, his arm hurt so badly. Asriel went to Sans, holding his side. "Mr Sans, are you okay?" The goat asked. Sans felt the tears stream down his face and he screamed as his arm became more and more painful, Chara calm down and put their hands over their mouth. "Oh no... I-I'm so sorry..." Sans cried as his arm become unbearable.
Dr Gaster and Asgore came bursting in the room. "I thought we heard shouting-Sans!" Gaster rushed to his assistance side, Sans closed his eyes and begged for the pain to go away. "Sans, can you hear me?" Gaster asked. Sans opened his eyes painfully and coughed up a bit of blood. "D-Dr. G-G-Gaster..." He groaned weakly, It felt terrible his arm was burning. Dr Gaster gasped and checked Sans temperature. "Sans, you're boiling hot!" Sans did feel cold and he shivered a bit before coughing up more blood. "M-My arm is b-burning..." He groaned before rolling his eyes backwards then going unconscious. "Sans, Sans!" Gaster called.
Sans woke up and look at his arm, it was in the same cast but he had a cloth on it which went around his neck. He looked aside he saw a card, the shorter grabbed the card, it was from Asriel. "Dear Mr. Sans, I hope you get better and that your arm heals Chara said that they were sorry please forgiven them." Sans looked down, Chara was just a kid so he should forgiven them. "Good Morning, Mr. Sans!" Asriel greeted holding breakfast. Sans smiled. "Hey kiddo, Is that for me?" He asked, Asriel nodded and gave breakfast to Sans. It actually tasted pretty good after Sans ate. "Wow, Asriel that's pretty nice." Sans said. Asriel smiled, Sans felt pain rush into his arm, he grabbed it and groaned in pain.
"Sans..." Chara walked inside the room. "I-I'm sorry that I injured your arm..." They said. Sans smiled. "No don't worry I already forgave you it was an accident." Chara smiled and sat next to him. Chara then looked uncertain. "Hey Sans, have you ever gotten bullied when you were a kid?" Chara asked. Sans was quiet for a few moments, he knew Chara got bullied for being a human.
"Yeah, I got bullied a lot. Mostly because I'm dyslectic and I sometimes have accidents... I remember when I was 10 I was coming home from school and these monsters approached me and asked if I had money. I needed that money for food, I get on the way home so I said no. Then they shoved me and started beating me up and I cried for ages in my room, but I got use to it." Sans explained. "Sans, you're pretty cool." Asriel cheered him up. Sans smiled and rubbed the goat's head. "You too kiddos."
Sans remembered that time well. Papyrus was in the room already and Toriel. They took Sans home, the shorter skeleton looked at his wrist and it was in a bandage. Sans fell asleep on the way and woke up to be inside his bed, the skeleton slipped on his favourite jacket as he went downstairs. "Hey Paps is it okay if I went on a walk?" He asked his brother. Papyrus nodded and Sans went outside taking steps on the soft snow.