I am such a fan of the Bamon fanfics that I decided to try my hand at writing one. I hope you like it.

Title: About A Girl

SUMMARY: This takes place in Season 1 on the television show. I will take liberties with this story; it will not follow the show's storyline. Bonnie doesn't know she is a witch and has not come into her powers, yet. The Salvatore brothers have come to Mystic Falls, but no one knows they are vampires.

NOTE: I don't know where I am going with this story; I am making it up as I go along, so I don't know what it will be about or how it will end, so heads up. And, please forgive punctuation, grammar and/or spelling mistakes. I don't know how long this story will be, but regardless give me some feedback, good or bad.

RATING: T

I don't own anything in regards to The Vampire Diaries

Chapter 10

Bonnie was an emotional wreck, she was falling apart on the inside. However, on the outside, Bonnie looked and acted like her normal self. She smiled and laughed, seemingly without a care in the world. But at night, when she was all alone, Bonnie would cry herself to sleep. Keeping this secret was killing her. She felt so stupid. She had been so proud of herself for waiting for love before losing her virginity. Most girls thought of their virginity as something they had to get rid of quickly. But, Bonnie knew the importance of her virginity, and to have it stolen was unbearable. What made it worst was not knowing what happened and with who? She racked her brain trying to piece together what happened that night.

Elena and Caroline were so wrapped up in organizing for the Founder's Day Celebration that they didn't notice anything wrong with Bonnie. If either girl weren't so busy they would have notice that something wasn't right. No matter how hard Bonnie tried to act normal, there were things that gave her away. Even though, she laughed and smiled at the appropriate time, she only talked when she was spoken to. He eyes were no longer bright and shiny. And, the most important give away was that she wasn't eating. Bonnie had always been small, but now she looked frail.

Stefan, knowing what happened could see all of the subtle changes in her. He wanted to hold her and make her feel safe, but he didn't dare. It wasn't his place to do that. Her frailty made her look even more beautiful. Stefan felt sick, remembering she looked that way because of what Damon did to her. Stefan felt like the monster that he was, knowing that Bonnie needed help and not doing anything about it. At that moment, he vowed to see her through this.

Bonnie had a free period and instead of going to the library to study, she decided to go outside and get some fresh air. The sun felt so good on her skin, warming her, she closed her eyes tilting her face up to the sky, breathing in deeply. Before she could open her eyes, a shadow fell across her face, she gasped, her heart going into her throat. She opened her eyes to see Stefan standing in front of her. She let out a shaky breath.

"I'm sorry, Bonnie, I didn't mean to frighten you," he apologized, cursing himself for not warning her of his approach.

"It's okay," she said, sitting down and opening her book bag. He looked at her expectantly waiting for her to say more. When she didn't, he just sat down opposite her.

"I haven't seen you in a while," he said, watching her open a book.

"Yeah, I've been pretty busy."

"Are you helping out with the Founder's Day preparation?" he asked. He knew that she wasn't; he was just trying to keep her talking.

"No. I've been studying for the SATs," she said, holding up the SAT prep book.

Stefan had a "light bulb" moment. He had trouble figuring out a way to help Bonnie without it seeming suspicious. Helping her study for the SATs was a perfect way to get close to her and god willing, help her. He smiled.

"Bonnie, I've taken the SATs before and scored really well, so if you want, I can help you," he said, looking at her.

Bonnie thought this over. She knew that Stefan was super smart, and she bet he probably got a perfect score of the SATs. Bonnie was ambitious and even though she got a good score on her PSATs, there was still room for improvement.

"Okay, Stefan, I appreciate the help," she said and smiled.

That night, Bonnie woke up from a dream with her heart racing and sweat trickling down her body. Never in her life had she had such a vivid dream. It seemed so real. Bonnie started to shake. Her mind must be playing tricks on her because of all the stress she's been under. The things she did in that dream were unimaginable.

Bonnie's Dream…

She was lying naked on a big bed covered with silk sheets, and it felt deliciously sinful against her flesh. She bit down on her bottom lip because the pleasure radiating through her body was unbelievable. It was almost too much to bear. "Oh God," she moaned. She arched her back, her nails digging into the mattress. She heard a voice chuckle. "Do you like it, or do you want me to stop," the voice cooed. "Don't stop, please don't stop," she begged.

Bonnie got out of bed and changed her nightgown. She went down stairs because there was no way she would be able to go back to sleep. Her mind was racing. That did not feel like a dream, it was too vivid, too real, it felt like a memory. Maybe, this is what happened that night, she thought. But, that was impossible. Why would she behave like that if she was being raped? Even though it was a dream, Bonnie could still feel the pleasure she experienced. How was that possible unless it happened?