AND NAO
PRESENTING
ANOTHER CHAPTER
BUT I HAVE REVERTED BACK TO FIRST PERSON
FIRST
PERSON
DAMN STRAIGHT...
i just couldn't handle writing that smut in first person...lol imagine that
"he pumped in and out of me-" and just no
SO
pt 2
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -LINELINELINELINELINE- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I was warm, blood flowing through me like a blazing river, crimson life making my heart hammer in my chest and echo behind my ears. I remebered all of last night, and so had Sasuke...
Percisley why i was in the sistuation i'm in right now...
- - - - - -20 minutes before the present- - - - - - - - -
Strong arms held me, light breathing tickling my ear. I lay on top of Sasuke motionless, afriad if he wasn't already awake that i would do the deed of stirring the frozen prince. I fought back the tears that threatened t fall from my face as i stared smack dead on Sasukes shoulder a bite mark that i had made. It wasn't healed, no, infact it was still oozing blood...Sasukes blood. My hads quivered on the other males chest, my lips trembling as all the events from the night bafore flashed before my eyes, followed by a wave of emotion. He laughed at me. Well it was more of a deep chuckle, but it wasn't happy. "Naruto"
His low voice shuddered over my ear, solem and foreboding "Naruto do you know what you've done..." His hands ran up my back, caressing the skin between my shoulderblades, nails ghosting ever so lightly. "Sasuke let me explain" i said hurriedly trying to push myself up but i was held down. "What is there to explain..." "What? There's lots...I...I am..." "You're a monster" Sasuke words had cut me deeper than anything else he'd ever said to me "You come in to my life and fuck it up. You're cruel...tricking me...wearing the face of someone long lost...then turning in to something such as yourself. You don't deserve to look like him...you never did" Of course i know who he was reffering to... I couldn't speak now, his hands crushing my lungs from behind, pushing my ribs in to my organs, squashing them all within me. My heart studdered as i gasped "No Sasuke stop!" I cried pushing back now against his seemingly gentle embrace.
"I hate you so much" he bit out at me as i broke free, flying up and in to the ceiling what with the amout of streangth i had used to escape. My claws clung to the ceiling my body arching gracefully as i dropped back down to stand at Sasukes feet. He was crying... "I only wish i could be the one to tear and burn your wreched body apart" he rasped the blod staining his face as it leaked from the corners of his eyes.
I was speachless, wanting to reach out and wipe the bloody saddness away from his beautiful face, but before i could even let his words sink in the bedroom door slammed open and i was grabbed. I thrashed reaching for Sasuke my eyes pleading silently. He sat up now watching with slight mirth as i was bound and gagged by iron plates and a healily woven rag. The men holding me...dragging me away from the dark haired male were of no importance to me. Sasuke...
- - - - - - - - - - - - - Back to the present- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
And so now here I am contemplating my death as i am strapped down to a large wooden table, having been ruthlessly taken to a large room, what looked to be elders standing all around.
Their yellow eyes watched me, glowing through the shaded hoods of their robes, claw like fingers poking out as they stood together and motioned towards me.
To say i was scared was an understatment...
I was terrified...
"Quite a little demon you are" one of them spoke to me their voice slightly familliar "Naruto Uzumaki"
My heart studdered as he spoke my real name...my last name...
"Or should we call him Sable Uzumaki?" a woman spoke with an amused air.
"We're lucky we caught you in time"
"You were quite careless you know, your scent has filled the entire estate" another man spoke.
"Tobi remove the gag will you?" the familliar man said advancing to my right.
His face was that of the man i had seen many times with Sasukes father as a child, peircings through his bottom lip and nose, his eyes like large yellow spirals...they pulled me in.
Another who wore an orange mask removed my gag, bowing before turning tail and walking back to the others.
"Do you know why you are the way you are" he asked me calmly wiping my bangs from my face "It's because your mother was a filthy whore. She mated with a Demon ... and not just any Demon. This Demon was the heir to the throne of Kyuubi...a once powerfull nine tailed fox who had fallen in love and died to protect his kit. Love is useless, and it only brings pain...Sasuke is a prime example" He nodded to the group and imeadiatley a door had opened to the left wall. It was a concrete room, the lights flickering on as vampires filed in one by one looking at me with wide eyes "It's time to get rid of you Naruto once and for all"
"No-Wait!" i hollard as the table suddenly started to tilt forward. I felt as if i should be on a crusifix the way i loomed on this large wooden plank over all the shocked faces of Sasuke cult members.
Sakura was there watching me with wide and frightened eyes, not sure she was ready to witness what they were all brought here for.
Neji looked away closing his eyes, Ino tugging on Sakuras arm...she wanted to leave...
I couldn't see Sasuke...whom i would have thought to be in the front row, popcorn and soda in hand...medaphorically speaking.
One of the cloaked members spoke to the one with peircings, glancing at me with glowing red eyes before turning and making a quiet exit.
Itachi.
"Now everyone observe as this beast is destroyed. Such a monsterous thing as him was never supose to exsist! Half Demon and half Vampire, it's discusting ..." The man with the percings drawled.
"It's my honor to get rid of this thing" a snakey voice reached my ears, a cold hand padding down over my crotch. In all the excitment i'd forgotten i was naked...great..."He shall die with neither dignity nor lack of pain" Orochimaru breathed in my ear, my eyes focused on his face as he sneered at me.
"I leave him to you"The man with the peicings nodded our way and made way for the door, the rest of his gang following close in toe.
"I'm sure most of you know this to be Sasuke-Kuns former servant..." he hissed stepping infront of me arms outstreched "This monster wich had decived our young prince! He had made himself seem human!-when he was much, much worse" He glared at me now, looking over his right shoulder.
I had been caught...
Sasuke hated me...
And now finally I was going to die like i was suppose to so long ago.
I closed my eyes not daring to look as i felt the cold blade of a knife dig in to the back of my left ankle.
Then the right...
My stomache; from my belly button to the definment of my chest...
"Does it hurt?" he asked me, wich i chose not to answer.
I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of screaming. No i wouldn't make a sound.
"Open your eyes" he said sternly.
I did not.
"Open them"
No...
"FIne then"
...?
"If you do not want to look at me, then i shall spare you the misfortune of catching a glance of me at some point" his voice was low and menacing, filled with something that made my heart flutter.
I felt a hand press to my forehead, applying pressure, the cold of the blade poking at the corner of my eyelid.
"No!" i gasped my eyes flying open, only to have the said blade plunged into my left eyes socket, digging and lifting it out in a mere second. My vision was now gone on that side and a horrible pain rang through my skull.
"And now for the other one" his smirk was twisted, teeth gleaming in the dull light of the room, skin over his nose scrunched and flakey, eyes burning like bright yellow flames daring to burn everyone and everything that got in his way.
I choked on a sob as that had been the last thing i was able to see before he gouged the right eye out as well.
I felt my body being covered in liquid, the substance burning my open wounds and pooling in the sockets where my eyes had once been, making imaginary flames, my voice threatening to rip from my chest as any second.
It smelled like gasoline.
So this was the way i went?
'click'
I heaved breathing heavily as my body began to run cold.
"Know what that sound was Naruto?" Orochimaru chuckled having let the sound happen right next to my right ear "Here let me do it again" he coaked, laughing as a heard a loud bang.
BANG-'cli'-"NARUTO!"
My world was filled with pain, and the only thing to describe it would be the colour red. Everything was red. I screamed at the top of my lungs as i felt my fleash burn, muscles tightening and peeling back from my bones as the flames ate them away. I could hear or smell nothing other than my own blood...and the stinking festering smokeyness of my own body cooking.
If i had eyes i'd be crying, not that anyone would notice, my frace was engulfed in flames, fire burning my tongue and the roof of my mouth everytime i opened it to scream and yell. I couldn't even breath anymore, no oxygen available to me.
I couldn't hold on any longer, and why was i even holding on in the first place?
Because i heared Sasuke call my name just before i was set alight?
Heh...yeah right, that was my imagination.
Now i could let go...
Hopefully there is a Heaven...Maybe God will let me try again...
- - - - - - - - - - - - - Sasuke: The day i met him- - - - - - - - - - - -
He was beautiful.
Blonde hair and blue eyes...
Something that my Father had told me to only be blessed upon the Uzumaki clan... Such Beauty...Perfection...The faces of angels... And i though he had been my angel, but why would I be sent an angel. I wasn't. He was like me, a blood drinker, but seemingly innocent.
I wanted him. I wanted everything i liked, but him...I loved him.
His small body was so warm under the palm of my hand, and his eyes brought me the innermost joy.
Yet it was never ment to be.
He died, and with him so did I. I follwed him though i always seemed to be a step behind...finger tips only a hairs length from touching him once more, yet i never got further than that.
"Hello! My name is Sable!" he hugged me rather than offering his hand. I simply stood there unsure of what to do at this point, looking to my father he smirked down at me. This boy was inapropriately greeting me and my father thought it was funny? I pouted pushing the blonde off of me and holding out my hand "I am Sasuke Uchiha"
"Hey that's a boys name!" He yelled tugging on his own fathers kimono "Hey-Dad! it's a boy!" "Y-you thought I was a girl!" I was flabberghasted, and utterly insulted. "Well you're just so pretty Sasu-chan!" he swooned latching himself on to me once again.
Me? Pretty? "No, you're the pretty one!" i complained only to be kissed on the mouth by this boy. "You think i'm pretty Sasu-chan! Thank you!" he kissed me again returning to ebracing me not long after. I studdered looking to the two fully grown men for help, only to be met with laughter. "You two boys have fun, me and Fuu'-san here will be doing some buisness okay Sable?" "Okay daddy! Me and Sasuke will have lots of fun! FUN FUN FUN!" he screamed in to my ear making me think I would be deff. "I don't want to have 'Fun'" i complained pushing the blue eyed fanatic off me for the second time. "That's cause you're a grump!" he said crossing his arms. "Am not!" "Are too!"
"AM NOT" "AREE TOOOO" "YOU'RE STUPID!" "YOU'RE UGLY!" I smirked now "But i thought you said i was pretty~?" i laughed at him when his cheeks went red "You look like a human when you do that!" i teased him. "I-I do not!" he covered his cheeks trying to hide his blush.
"You're weird" I shook my head having had enough of fooling around with this bafoon "I'm going away from you, I don't like you" I huffed turning to walk away. "But i like you!" He said defeated, water coming from his eyes when i turned to retort. For some reason i just couldn't bring myself to say harsh words to him again. Instead I had walked up to him, taken his hand and brought him with me saying "Don't cry" I hadn't even thought about how a Vampire should not cry...how it was impossible... When I saw his tears I just felt the need to hold him. I wanted to make the salty liquid stop coming from his eyes... They were to beautiful to be clouded up or fogged.
And so that was the first time i had met him, that golden haired boy whom i came to love and adore...
The boy who was so ruthlessly taken away from me...
and now...
now he's gone forever.
I'm not sad, no... not me...Sasuke would have been, but i'm not him.
I'm just a shell of what used to be...
A grave to the hope for what could have been.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Sasuke: Maybe - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
He had caught me off guard when he'd enetered that class room, walking in like a beacon of light wich had so mercifully shone on my gloomy heart. I was awe struck by the boy who looked so much like ...him.
Why was he here...where had he come from. I thought...I thought that maybe...just for a second, Sable had come back to me, but no...this was a fake. It was a body wich had stolen his face.
When i think about it now...I should have refused to touch the lookalike...speeak to it...even LOOK...
but no.
Being the hopefull child i was i persued him.
"Class this is Naruto!" the dark haired woman chimed to the room full of students, her chocolate brown eyes twinkling ever so slighty as she smiled and introduced the newcomer. I could have cared less if there were zero to one hundered children in this class, it wouldn't have made a difference, I talked to no one. "Hello" his voice filled the room, baby blue eyes landing on me in seconds.
I returned the stare waggling my fingers a bit when he wouldn't look away. He smiled even more now making his way towards me "Hi!" Great I had attracted attention. "Hn."
"Not much of a talker are you? I'm Naruto- and you look familliar, wich is weird cause i'm fairly new o the whole city thing, but maybe you looked like someone i used to know! not liek i can remember or anything-ONE TO MANY BUMPS TO THE HEAD!" he laughed reaching up to his hair to spread it apart at his hair line, leaning over and shoving his scalp in my face. "Not so close idiot" i kicked his shin, making sure to be carefull, humans were breakable.
"Just showing you my battle scars!" he laughed again as if i hadn't even touched him. "Get lost loser" "hey what's your problem?" he pouted
"Oh Naruto, your desk is over there" the teacher said kindly after grabbing his attention.
Lucky his desk was away from mine.
Far away. Despite all the negativity that was bubbling under my skin i couldn't help but continue to steal glances at him every now and then.
I couldn't have helped but watch him... And then a few weeks later when that bully started picking on him...i had just lost it...
He needed me...
I needed to protect him... And i thought that maybe since i was a little more grown up...i could have done a better job than i had in the past... Back when all i could do was watch...
- - - - - - - - - - - - -Sasuke: Reasons- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I hadn't forgotten why Sable was killed in the first place. No, father told me why ...
It was because he was a Monster.
Something that wasn't allowed.
Sable wasn't hurting anyone...and if he ever did...he was sorry... Sable had feelings too.
But they didn't care. They ripped his skull open and then they let his blood leak from his body...
I saw...
...
And somehow...
It all makes sense now.
It's my fault.
Oh Naruto...Sable...I've failed you both..."Sasuke!"
...
"SASUKE!"
...
"SASUKE!" Itachi screamed at me for the fourth time, yanking my arms untill they felt like they were going to fall off "Sasuke" he growled punching my bloodied face after giving up on removing me from the bed wich i had stayed in since this morning.
"You understand don't you! You heard what I said?" He ground his teeth "Go save him before he really is gone Sasuke!"
"It's too late" I held back a raunchy sob, the blood making my vision red.
"Fucking hell, it will be you're fault! You killed Sable..." he told me now... back to his emotionless self "I aranged...for Sable...Naruto...When they had taken him out to be disposed of Sasuke, i went and i handed him to a can that would keep him safe. I made sure that he was okay because once you were out of school I would have told you...I kept him alive and well for you, and you go...you make him your fucking house pet Sasuke. Not in a million years had i thought you would do that. I was very happy for you...when you and Naruto began to grow up with one another ...like you were supose to...like you would have liked" "Enough" "And now you killed him Sasuke" "No!" i cried sitting up to grab at my brothers shirt "Itachi i'm so confused! what do I do!" i screamed at him, my voice tearing from my throat in meloncholy and agonising sobs.
"You go save him" My brother had never given me such a cold look before...
He looked at me as if i were lower than dirt. "I thought you were past your days of whining and sniveling. Go save him" He pushed my hands away and stood there watching me as i stood to match his height.
So I made my choice...
I made my choice and i was positive it was the right one.
When i had run down that hallway, all i could think of was Sable.
How I had needed him... Longed for him... Wanted him... And here he was, standing infront of me the whole time.
I hurt him though... I didn't care... God i'm so fucked up, he'd never forgive me...
And when i saw him...when i went in to that ceremony room and I watched as my butterfly was lit on fire...
Well... He'd never get a chance to even if he may have...
Sable...
Naruto...
"NARUTOOOOOOOOOO!"
There are no happy endings...
I just don't deserve one.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - End Chapter- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Sorry f this chapter was a little confusing xD LOL ANGST! WIL NARUTO MAKE IT! WILL HE NOT?...
-sigh- SasuNaru is just not a happy pairing...all those fluffy stories...their like "OKAY-SO-SASUKE'S GUNNA BE PRINCE CHARMING, AND NARUTO SHALL BE THREE SAKURAS PUT TOGETHER BUT STUPIDER!...WAIT...NO...THAT'S NOT RIGHT-DUMBER! THERE WE GO!"
LOLOLOL naw cute SasuNaru's are like AWEEE and i love em to bits xDDD
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Okay fine.
I got my boyfriend to read it, bless his poor yaoi-hating soul.
He may have not fixed everything, but now there should only be a few fuckin mistakes. I'm tired of tellin g people that "I FUCKING SUCK"
okay?
i repeat just incase you didn't read it right.
"I FUCKING SUCK"
I've kind of figured it out for myself i don't need people telling me!
Jesus fucking christ.
I suck.
No more "Your spelling-and grammar-and OMG I DUNNO WHERE TO START"
I get it.
You don't like it? well i'm very sorry i'm not as accomplished in literature as you are, now go bother someone who's asking to be told about their failure of a story okay?
I'm not sure if i'll continue, i had a few more chapters planned maybe just one or two but honestly? No thanks xD
So i'll contemplate on writting again anytime soon, but i guess for the people who actually enjoyed this that i'm sorry? and there are much betetr stories to be reading i guess.
Ja ne.
Haitus for now.
Lots of love.