A/N: I have never made you wait 10 chapters of build up before B/J lovin' scenes, so as a reward you're getting an extra long chapter. Just be warned, Brian goes way OOC here due to the plot. Hope you enjoy anyways.

Brian woke up on his couch to Lindsay's gentle touch shaking him awake. "Brian, I'm leaving now" she whispered softly "Gus is still sleeping".

"Okay" Brian responded sitting upright and trying to lift himself up to a standing position. He embraced Lindsay quickly with a kiss on the cheek. He wasn't sure his affections were welcomed but she smiled warmly back at him, "Hey Linds" he held her shoulders and looked into her eyes, "This weekend, with Melanie, I want you to just do what comes natural, okay, just do what will make you happy". He wasn't sure she needed his permission after what he had confessed but he needed to make sure she didn't hold back because of him and he certainly wasn't sure he could hold back because of her.

Lindsay nodded silently. She took her suitcase and walked to the front door of her home. She grasped the doorknob but stopped short of leaving and turned back to her husband, "You too Brian, I just want you to be happy too".

Brian sighed, relieved to have her blessing, but terrified that there were no more obstacles in the way of being with Justin. Well almost no obstacles, there was Gus of course and then there was still this very challenging cast to deal with and his own fears.

Justin lay on his stomach enjoying the friction of his morning hard-on pressed against the mattress. He was half-awake, half-dreaming as he felt the bed move up and down. This movement incorporated itself into his dream as Brian pounded him relentlessly into the mattress. He grinded his hips slightly to increase the pressure on his cock and moaned. "Justin, are you okay, will you play with me?" Gus asked as he kneeled on the side of Justin's bed and bounced playfully up and down.

Justin was jarred awake by the question and instantly felt the void of his fantasy, "Sure buddy. Just let me have a minute to wake up and then I'll come downstairs with you. Can you shut my door when you leave?"

Justin turned his head sideways to ensure Gus had left his room before instantly shooting his hand into his pajama pants maneuvering himself on to his back. His night was filled with dreams of Brian and he was sporting a massive erection that had no chance of going away on its own. He eased his hand over his shaft using the pre-cum that had already leaked out to lubricate his movements. He squeezed his balls and slipped his fist up and down, giving a slight clockwise turn with each upstroke. He let his mind wonder back to his dreamlike state where Brian's mouth was on his and his ass was filled with Brian's cock. Lifted his hips slightly and inserting one finger knuckle deep in his ass to simulate the fantasy. As he attempted to breach his opening with a second finger, the manipulations did their job and Justin sprayed come all over his bare chest releasing a husky grunt as he climaxed.

He lay there for a second to recover and wiped himself off before heading to the bathroom. From the hallway he could see the door to Brian and Lindsay's room was ajar and the room empty. Lindsay must be gone already and Brian, well Brian was awake. The realization hit him hard; he was alone, with Brian, and would be for three days. Of course, Gus was home but he had to sleep sometime, right?

Justin contemplated grabbing a quick shower but he needed to see Brian. He brushed his teeth and used soap and water on his chest and cock to get the residual come off before throwing on a pair of jeans and heading downstairs. He left the top of his jeans unbuttoned and purposefully did not wear a shirt or underwear so you could see the trail of blond hair getting progressively darker south of his naval that led to his pubic region. At Emmett's suggestion, Justin has started trimming his pubic hair, which had the desired effect of making his cock look much bigger and hopefully more appealing to Brian to suck at some point in the near future. When he entered the living room Brian was folding the blankets and sheet from his night on the couch.

"Justin" Gus called, "Come color with me".

Brian looked at the boys and groaned. He walked up to Justin and placed his hands on his hips and looked into his eyes, "Hey" he smiled.

"Hey" Justin responded, running the tip of his very pink tongue over the top of his very plump lips before leaning in for a kiss.

Brian pulled away just slightly and whispered, "I want to kiss you but not in front of Gus, ok"

Justin nodded, "Kitchen?"

"Gus, you want some breakfast?" Brian asked turning to walk into the kitchen, "Justin, can you help me with Gus's breakfast?"

Justin beamed, "Sure, I'd love to" as he followed Brian out of Gus's sight.

Brian wrapped his arms tightly around his blond beauty and pulled him close; they kissed just as Brian imagined they would with raw, sexual hunger. The kiss was impossibly strong and as Brian pulled away to take a breath he thought his lips might be bruised. Unsatisfied with just the kiss, Justin ran his hand over Brian's back under his shirt kneading the muscles as he went. "I want you so much. I don't know how much longer I can wait." He whispered nipping his earlobe as he teased his skin with feathery light touches. "I just jerked off and I'm already so fucking hard again; feel my cock. Touch me."

Brian pulled back at the aggressiveness of Justin's tone. He had fantasized about this boy for months and now he was actually going to have sex with a man, and soon, and he didn't feel ready. He knew the mechanics of course, well mostly, since Lindsay never let him take her that way but Justin was a virgin and Brian was not exactly small in the size department. He wasn't confident that he knew how to make it good for him or what to do if things didn't fit like they should.

He was preoccupied with other fears and they ran through his brain like a tsunami. Among Brian's chief concerns were Justin's expectations of him. He had no intention of letting Justin fuck him; he definitely wasn't ready for that and he wasn't sure if Justin expected him to wear condoms. Since he was a virgin and Brian hadn't been with anyone since Lindsay in years. He couldn't drive so if they needed them Justin would have to go get them. The whole thing just seemed very awkward like two virgins having sex rather than just one. So hearing Justin talk so freely and ask for what he wanted so easily gave Brian pause and made him feel inadequate.

Justin felt Brian withdraw as he spoke. His hand stayed planted on Justin's hips even after his request. He wasn't sure what scared Brian off but the man looked terrified all of a sudden. Justin flinched at the rejection thinking maybe Brian had changed his mind about being with him. He placed his lips gently on Brian's to reconnect. Brian puckered his lips offering him just a passing peck, hardly the heat filled kiss they just shared.

Brian turned away from Justin and opened the cabinet pouring cereal into the bowl. "Better get Gus his breakfast." He offered giving him a chaste kiss on the cheek and leaving Justin standing in the kitchen with a raging boner.

Justin didn't know what had just happened but seeing Brian's face morph like that had him concerned. He went from hot to cold in record time and Justin vowed to figure out how to turn Brian's temperature guage back to hot before Gus's bedtime. He couldn't wait any longer for this to happen.

Brian was working on his laptop, foot propped up on three pillows just feeling comfortable when the doorbell rang. Brian looked at Justin, who was clearing Gus's dishes, with a silent request to get the door. "Really?" Justin laughed seeing Brian's desperation to not move.

"Oh, I'm sorry, in my weakened condition; I might take a nasty fall down the stairs and subject myself to further school absences" Brian laughed quoting a line from Ferris Bueller's Day Off.

Justin just gave Brian a confused stare and headed towards the door. "You're a freak!" he teased.

"I can't believe you haven't seen that movie either" Brian groaned loudly, feeling more aware than ever how young Justin was.

"Hi ya Sunshine" Debbie called from the doorway, "You must be Justin"

Justin recognized Debbie Novotny right away. "Oh course, Debbie" he smiled hugging her, "I've heard so much about you."

"Uh huh" she laughed, "Likewise"

Justin opened the door and Debbie came in. "Hey Baby" she called out to Gus opening her arms wide.

"Grandma!" Gus shrilled in excitement running to her for a big hug.

"Hey mom, I guess you met Justin. What are you doing here?" he asked.

Debbie sized Justin up and down. She never thought Brian would go for a twink but seeing Justin bend over to pick up Gus's crayons that rolled on the floor, she understood. That boy did have a nice backside. "I'm here to pick up my grandson of course" Debbie said.

"Huh? What are you talking about?" Brian exclaimed.

"Gus, go get dressed so you can go with Grandma to the Zoo" Gus's eyes grew wide and he ran up the stairs to his room. Debbie walked into the hallway opened the hall closet and pulled out the child size roller suitcase that said "Gone to Grandma's" on the side. She handed the suitcase to Justin, "Sunshine, could you be a dear and pack Gus's bag for the weekend. Make sure to add a couple sweatshirts, it might get cold"

Justin took the suitcase and headed up to fulfil the request leaving Brian and Debbie temporarily alone.

"What are you doing?" he asked.

"I'm taking Gus for some Grandma time and giving you some Daddy time. By the looks of that boy's ass you're gonna need it"

"Debbie, you don't have to…." He started to protest in vain.

"Quiet! I don't want to hear another word about it. Gus doesn't need to be a part of this and sweetie well you need to get laid. Hey, do what you need to do, but whatever is do it so hard and so long that scowl is permanently removed from your face. Do you hear me?"

Brian laughed at Debbie's forthrightness and sighed, "Yes mother".

Debbie reached into her purse and Brian grimaced as she pulled out a freezer size baggie containing condoms, "Now it's been awhile since I've seen it so will regular do or do you need magnum?"

Brian could hear Justin and Gus's footsteps on the stairs. "Just give me a handful" he yelped, reaching in and pulling out about ten square foil packages an assortment of sizes, brands and even flavors shoving them quickly into his pockets.

"Ready Gussy?" Debbie asked as she took the suitcase from Justin who had a huge grin plastered across his face. Gus gave Brian and Justin hugs good bye as Debbie winked and shut the door behind him.

Justin kissed Brian again, taking his current temperature. Barely lukewarm. "Alone at last" Justin murmured running his hands along Brian's waistband popping the button open.

Brian sat down on the couch and put his face in his hands. "I'm sorry" he apologized shaking his head. "I'm not sure I can do this"

Justin sat on the couch opposite Brian and watched Brian fidget nervously. Justin scooted a few inches closer until his left knee lightly crazed Brian's right knee and Brian's head popped up and he caught Justin's stare. Justin stroked his hand over his leg. "Brian, I know you want me. I know you want this. Quit letting your head take over" Justin slid to the floor and scooted in between Brian's spread knees so they were at eye level. Justin placed both hands on the outside of Brian's thighs and just rested them there. He didn't want to move too suddenly because Brian was on a very narrow fence and wavering in both directions.

"Don't think too much. Just do what comes instinctively and if you really want to stop, tell me. I promise, I will"

Brian couldn't form the words to answer. He lifted his head in an imperceptible nod and Justin moved in for a kiss. It was just a gentle graze across the lips but it lit him up from the inside out. Brian's brain sifted through a million doubts and words he should be saying and then finally arrived at the one word he could, "more" he whispered.

Justin moved in again this time with more pressure and a swipe of his tongue across Brian's bottom lip asking permission to enter. Brian let his instincts take over and accepted Justin's hot tongue quickly falling into a rhythm that felt completely natural. Justin kneaded Brian's thighs over the thick denim and his lower body warmed as the blood rushed south from his brain.

Brian finally lifted his palm to the back of Justin's neck locking him in place and drawing him in close. Brian felt fully invested now and resolved to just let whatever happens, happen. Justin pulled back enough to yank Brian's shirt up and over his head and without taking his eyes off Brian, he climbed up into his lap, straddling him.

Brian's cock had grown to its full length in a matter of seconds and for the first time Brian felt fully aroused unaided by his own touch and moaned at the sensation. He was more turned on by kissing Justin than he had been in years, maybe his whole life. He didn't care what was happening, he just needed more.

Even though Justin was the virgin he had spent years thinking of his first time. He knew exactly what he wanted and wasn't hesitant about guiding Brian through it. Justin prompted Brian to lie back on the couch still straddling Brian's hips. He could feel Brian's erection against his ass and he pressed down into it as he leaned forward to kiss Brian's neck.

Justin licked lazy circles along his collar bone and placed gentle kisses down the center of Brian's chest. Brian was whimpering below him and thrusting his pelvis upwards into Justin's thigh desperate for more pressure and friction.

Justin took his time. He wanted this experience to be perfect, not only because it was his first but because he wanted Brian to love what he did so much, he had no choice but to keep coming back for more. Justin's mouth finally settled on Brian's nipples, sucking and gently biting the erect nubs.

"Fuck, that feels good" Brian moaned.

Brian's hand reached down to unzip Justin's jeans but Justin shook his head. "Not yet"

Brian groaned in frustration, "Why not? I want this". The feel of Justin's bare skin against him was exhilarating. His back and stomach felt hard and firm, instead of soft like Lindsay and difference made Brian want to come right then and there.

Justin snaked his hand into Brian's jeans already unbuttoned from earlier and walked his fingers until he grasped the throbbing organ leaking with anticipation. Brian felt his cock spasming on the inside and outside and exhaled as Justin jerked his hand a few times "Ahh God! Stop" he ordered seconds from spilling his load, grabbing Justin's wrist firmly to restrict his movement. Brian felt like a teenager himself embarrassed by his lack of control. Justin grinned as he pulsed his hand a few additional times causing Brian to writhe under him. Unable to wait any longer, Justin stood up and dropped his jeans to the ground. Brian froze and took a minute to look at Justin.

He was perfect. His slim frame didn't do justice to the row of muscle hidden just below his soft, pale skin. His cock was long and thick and had a slight curve to it and Brian licked his lips at the sight of it again. He wanted to suck it so badly but it was yet another thing Brian was nervous about trying.

"Well?" Justin asked, impatiently.

Brian looked clueless and Justin smirked at his older lover in amusement, 'Are you going to take those off or do you need some help?" Justin gestured to Brian's jeans.

Brian was self-conscious about what he was doing even though he knew he had a great body. It was time consuming and clumsy to maneuver his jeans free from his cast. With Justin's help he finally cleared the fabric and lay back on the couch with only his cast. He felt so vulnerable as Justin took his turn admiring Brian's body. "You're so fucking hot" Justin exclaimed as he climbed back on the couch and settled between Brian's thighs. He leaned over and kissed along Brian's jawline. "Relax, we can stop if you want to" he reminded him again. Justin sat upright and tucked his erection down snugly against Brian's balls and leaned over him. The sensation was intense as Justin thrust his hips downward in a way that simulated penetration and rubbed against the base of Brian's cock and balls.

Justin sat upright and tucked his spread knees underneath Brian's thighs as far as he could. Brian's hand reached down to wrap around his own cock and Justin's hand met him there as he positioned his cock against Brian's and threaded their fingers together forming a perfect cavity stroking them both as if they were one. They were both oozing from their tips and Justin ran his thumb over both slits pulling down the liquid to coat them as they fucked into their hands. In a few minutes time, Justin felt Brian thrusting much harder and faster into their fist and looked down to see the first ribbon of come to shoot out of Brian's swollen cock-head. He used his free hand to scoop some of the liquid up and rubbed it over the head of his cock pushing him over the edge as he shot onto Brian's chest. Brian never felt as sexual as he did watching and hearing Justin's orgasm. He watched with rapture and the sight alone caused him to grow hard again.

Justin rested his full body weight on Brian's chest until he felt his heart rate return to normal. He felt Brian's hand explore his body more freely now that they were officially lovers and as his hand cupped his ass he felt Brian still inching his finger's closer to his hole.

"Did you have something else in mind?" Justin smirked and Brian's eyes dilated at the possibilities.

Brian bit his lip, "Do you want me to fuck you still?"

Justin nodded, "Yes"

"I don't want to hurt you" Brian whispered and looked at Justin nervously.

"You won't we can go slow and just see. We may not be able to the first try. You'll have to stretch me." Justin was prepared for this step. Thanks to Auntie Em's school for bottoms he thought he at least had a vague idea of what to expect. Step 1 was lube, lots of lube.

Justin climbed off Brian and reached his hand into his jeans pocket pulling out condoms and lube and sitting them both on to the table. "Brian, do you mind if we go up to a bed. I think it might be better than the couch"

Brian laughed, "sure" he smirked, and added "you just want to see me go up these fucking stairs on crutches naked, don't you"

Justin burst out laughing and couldn't stop as Brian's finagled his bare ass up the stairs. As they reached the landing Brian headed to his room out of habit but Justin paused, "Um, can we go to my bed? It's a little weird in yours"

Brian nodded, embarrassed that he hadn't considered Justin wouldn't want to lose his virginity in a bed he shared with his wife. They headed to the guest room and lay on the bed together the momentum from earlier lost and needing to be rebuilt.

Brian cradled Justin in his arms and they massaged each other, exploring sensitive and ticklish spots as they went. They kissed slowly warming back up to each other. Their touch was less urgent than before but the desire just as strong. Brian flipped Justin over on his stomach and kissed the skin over his shoulders and trailed his tongue lower along the ridge of his spine. He had never done this before but he let his mouth be guided by fantasy and instinct as he perched the tip of his tongue along the start of the crevice between Justin's luscious mounds. He really did have a great ass and Brian intended to taste it. He flicked his tongue down the fold and pulled the mounds apart, presenting the tight pink puckered skin. Brian ran his tongue over the hole pulling back to watch the opening expand and contract with each lick. Justin took in a sharp breath at the sensation. Satisfied he had Justin's blessing he applied pressure from the tip of his tongue into the rim. He alternated licking over the hole with the wide flat top of his tongue and jabbing into it with the tip until he felt Justin start to open. He flipped open the lid of the lube and rubbed the slick substance over Justin's hole. He pressed one finger inside and Justin gasped at the pleasure, Brian continued working a second finger in but the tight tunnel was too narrow.

"Use more lube" Justin instructed and Brian complied. The additional lube helped Brian work a second finger in and Brian moved his finger's back and forth searching for the bundle of nerves he knew was supposed to be there.

"Scissor me Brian" Justin commanded, "Open me up"

Brian abandoned his quest to find Justin's prostate and obeyed his young lover's request, moving his two finger apart and together, adding liberal amounts of lube as they went. Justin relaxed into the sensation. Even with just two fingers, he felt impossibly full. He wasn't sure he could handle more but wanted to so badly.

Brian kissed along Justin's back and shoulder's as he worked his opening. Justin wasn't moaning or writhing, he was taking deep breaths almost willing himself into a meditative state.

"Do you want me to stop?" Brian whispered into his ear, leaving wet kisses along the skin of his neck.

"No" Justin responded, "It feels good now. I think I'm ready to try"

Brian felt a rush of adrenaline followed by a sinking feeling when he realized he had no idea how "Um, do you know what position you want to try?" Brian asked hoping Justin had some preference.

Brian withdrew his hand from Justin's ass so he could flip over. "Lay down on your back" he ordered. Justin straddled Brian on the bed and applied a huge handful of lube to Brian's naked cock and his own hole. "Justin, the condom" Brian reminded him knowing the lube on his cock was counterproductive.

"Do you think we can skip the condom? I mean…." Justin started to explain the low likelihood of any diseases between them but Brian stopped him.

"Just this once" he permitted and Justin positioned Brian's cock at his opening and sank down a fraction of an inch at a time until he felt the initial breech. "Oh fuck" Justin cried out feeling impossibly full from just the head. Brian fought his instinct to move his hips upward supporting Justin as he lowered his body at an excruciatingly slow pace.

"Fuck this hurts" Justin cried out as he was about halfway down Brian's nine inches. Brian could see beads of sweat forming on his forehead and Justin's cock was completely flaccid with the pain.

"It's okay" Brian whispered, "We don't have to do this right now"

Justin cringed, "I want to, I just, let's try a new position". He lifted himself off Brian and twisted himself so he was lying with his back pressed against Brian's side and prompted Brian to roll over behind him. Brian understood Justin's plan and rubbed his cock over the still lubricated target but added some more for good measure. Brian kissed along the curve of Justin's neck and pulled his chin back so their lips could meet.

"You ready?" Brian asked gently.

Justin nodded and pushed his ass back against Brian's cock. Brian placed his hand on top of Justin's hip for leverage and pushed forward easily breeching the outer rim stretched from earlier.

"Oh God" Justin let a slow hiss, "Go slow but keep going"

Brian slid into Justin's ass with as much restraint as he could muster. The squeeze was mind-altering. "Fuck this is incredible" Brian muttered as he finally drove his cock home.

Justin relaxed and let Brian take control and it felt better that way. This dynamic; Brian in control, was right for them and he felt Brian gain confidence with each thrust and hearing the sound of Brian's pleasure eased Justin's pain. Before long, Brian completely owned his body and molded it to their mutual pleasure as he drove them over the edge with frantic simultaneous release. They lie still together for a moment and felt each other's hearts pounding as they recovered from the haze of ecstasy until Brian rolled over on his back and Justin flopped around so he could cuddle into him. The look on Brian's face was priceless. Gone was the miserable scowl and in its place was an actual self-satisfied smirk. It was perhaps the sexiest smirk Justin had ever seen.