Hey Everyone! Honestly I was shocked by the positive feedback that I received and I thought to myself after, if I stop writing then I'm not only letting you down, but I'm letting myself down and I realized that I shouldn't write for the reviews, that I should write because it's something I enjoy and that's what I'm going to do! (: Other than that, I think I will continue the story and I am shocked by how fast I finished this chapter. It took me forever to write the beginning because I didn't feel inspired, but you guys brought that up! Thank you for believing in me (:

PS: There is a song in this chapter and I usually don't like song fics, but it fit with the story line and hey, they are in a glee club. The song was already sung on Glee by Puck and that's the version I imagined when writing this, except imagine it's Blaine.

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Rachel's POV

All weekend, Blaine has been either A. Ignoring calls, B. avoiding text messages, or C. preventing eye contact when he catches her staring at him through his window. How is Blaine managing to throw out all of this hatred onto Rachel when she hadn't even done anything wrong; at least she thought she didn't do anything?

It's not her fault that she's stuck in this position, in which she has to choose between her friendship with Blaine or "she guesses" her relationship with her "fiancé?" Finn. She knows that the wedding idea is absolutely crazy, but she didn't know how to tell Finn no, without breaking his heart. He's gone through enough as it is. And what if how she feels about Blaine is more than friendship? She doesn't think so though.

But Rachel still couldn't help but think about their perfect 8th grade dance. She remembers how Blaine called her beautiful, and how they continuously talked for hours and even when the dance was over they were still talking. In her mind, it was the night to remember.

"Ms. Berry?" Mr. Carter asked Rachel realizing that she was in a completely different world when she should be paying attention in her AP US and Comp. Gov. Class. She could feel all of the eyes around the room staring at her, especially Kurt and Blaine's, which was discomforting.

Rachel then stated, "I'm sorry, I'm a bit out of it. What exactly was it that you asked?"

"I asked you a question. Would you like me to repeat it?" Mr. Carter asked.

"Yes please."

"Over the past 20 years, reforms of the presidential nomination process have had what effect?" Mr. Carter asked once again.

Rachel stumbled upon her answer and Mr. Carter than said, "Mr. Anderson, you seem to pay attention in this class. May you please answer the question for Ms. Berry here?"

"Of course, it has had the affect of the number of female delegates and minority-group delegates at Democratic national conventions that have grown substantially," Blaine answered and then she gave him that look reassuring him that next time, she doesn't need his help and then rolled her eyes. Blaine shot back a dirty look and Rachel knew that Kurt was sensing the tension between the two.

Mr. Carter than acknowledged Blaine for paying attention in class and stated, "Ms. Berry, start paying attention or else you won't pass this exam," and from there Rachel was absolutely pissed. Luckily, the bell rung shortly after and she stormed out before Kurt could reach her.

After fiddling with her locker combination in which she still had trouble with, she finally unlocked it, but after shortly gathering her books, there Finn stood asking if she could walk with him to lunch.

"Can't, West Side Story Rehearsal. Unless you want to eat lunch with Kurt and me in the dressing room."

"Well, I'll walk with you to the auditorium," Finn decided and as they strolled through the hallway, he stated, "It's been a week Rachel. I said I'd give you time, I didn't mean all year."

"Yeah, well it's not a common situation for a senior in high school to be engaged and I've had a lot on my mind with sectionals coming up, and the play, and with my dad's out of town so I can't make a decision like this quick."

"I understand that, but there's something pulling you back and I'm gonna find out what it is," Finn said and left Rachel in front of the auditorium, without even saying goodbye. He just stormed out, and that was a typical thing for Rachel Berry. Not Finn Hudson.

When Rachel started to settle into the dressing room and pull out her lunch from her backpack, that was when Blaine and Kurt had walked in and if Blaine was going to give Rachel the silent treatment, then she would do the same to him.

"Blaine, we're doing your scenes first today, be on stage in 5 min," Artie announced as he peaked his head through the crack between the wall and the open door. Blaine nodded and after he placed his belongings on the chair, he left the room.

As Rachel sat and began to eat her lunch, Kurt confronted her by saying, "What's going on between you and Blaine? I saw what happened in AP today and I'm not blind so don't say nothing is up because something is up. Thing's have been off between you two for weeks now."

"It's complicated," was all Rachel could say and she knew that not confiding in Kurt was getting to him because he knew she was hiding secrets from him. She would eventually tell him, but for now it was best for him not to know.

"Stop with the it's complicated!" Kurt exclaimed.

Rachel became so stressed that she decided to pack up her lunch and said, "I'm not feeling well. Let Artie and Ms. Pillsbury know that I'm in the nurses office," and once she snatched her backpack, she stormed out not even taking a look behind her to see Kurt's expression. She just couldn't deal with this right now. Unluckily, the nurse told her that she was fine and had no reason to go home. She also wasn't exactly the nicest person, and Rachel terribly wanted to go home. Ditching was a thought that entered her head, but her dad's wouldn't have approved and they eventually find out anyways, and she couldn't risk that kind of trouble. Especially these days.

Biology was a nightmare and luckily, a lab wasn't scheduled on the agenda but the class itself was still a nightmare. Every time Rachel took a peak to her right, Blaine continued to stare straight ahead ignoring her presence. Even though they were taking notes, which is such a simple task, Blaine himself had made it incredibly awkward and Rachel was just playing along.

Instead of walking alongside Blaine to the Choir Room, Rachel took a detour, because Biology was already bad enough.

She was one of the last members to approach the Choir Room since she was practically walking as fast as a turtle. When she took her seat next to Finn, he noticed the expression on her face and whispered softly in her ear, "Are you doing ok? You don't look so great."

"I'm just having a bad day," Rachel admitted and she let Finn take her in his arm to comfort her and rested her head on his shoulder, not caring if Blaine was paying attention or not and he certainly was. All of this stress was certainly getting to Rachel, and that was when she had realized that she should have been confiding in Kurt all this time. Hiding all of these secrets is destroying their friendship and keeping it all locked up is just making everything worse.

Finally, when Mr. Shue enters the classroom, he announces, "Sectionals is coming up in three weeks and I want to make sure that we're absolutely prepared which is the reason as to why we are discussing our set list in advanced. But before we start, Blaine you said you have a song to share with us?"

"Yes sir," Blaine responded.

"Alright, well let's here it."

Blaine took one of the stools from the band to sit on, grabbed his guitar from its case, and brought the strap over his head once he took a seat. As he began to strum the strings of his guitar, he made eye contact with Rachel for the first time all day, but she soon enough looked away.

Blaine then spoke "You guys, have taught me that whenever you're dealing with something or are having some sort of issue or feeling down that it's always best to sing about it and get it off your chest. Right now I don't know how to deal with my issue right now, besides singing about it so I'm going to sing, Waiting for a Girl Like You."

So long

I've been looking too hard, I've been waiting too long

Sometimes I don't know what I will find

I only know it's a matter of time

When you love someone

When you love someone

It feels so right, so warm and true

I need to know if you feel it too

Maybe I'm wrong

Won't you tell me if I'm coming on too strong?

This heart of mine has been hurt before

This time I wanna be sure

Suddenly, Rachel realized that this song was being directed towards her. How she's the girl he's been waiting for and for these few minutes he sung for, she felt as if Blaine was the only one she wanted to be with. She knew what she was thinking was wrong, but isn't everything that she's been thinking about been wrong?

I've been waiting for a girl like you

To come into my life

I've been waiting for a girl like you

A love that will survive

I've been waiting for someone new

To make me feel alive

Yeah, waiting for a girl like you

To come into my life

The second he sung his last note, Rachel blurted out, "Mr. Shue, may I please be excused?" Like she couldn't make the fact that she was anymore embarrassed that obvious.

"Of course Rachel. Also, Blaine what a great job. Now it's time to discuss our Sectional set list. Does anyone have any ideas they want to get off their chest," and that was all Rachel could hear once she had officially left the room.

Nauseated, Sick, Confused, In love; Rachel felt all of them and she officially didn't know how to handle the situation. She needed someone she trusted, someone to confide in who wouldn't judge her. Alas, when Glee Club ended, Rachel asked Kurt when she approached him at his locker, "Hey, what are you doing now after school?"

"I have a piano lesson, but that's not till 6, so I figured I'd head out to grab something to eat first. Why do you ask?" Kurt questioned Rachel.

"There's something I need to talk to you about. Actually, quite a few things to talk to you about," Rachel admitted.

"Tag along with me to Breadsticks and tell me there?" Kurt asked and Rachel answered, "I'd love to."

For the ride, Kurt and Rachel had a karaoke session in the car and when they finally arrived, Rachel didn't even feel like talking about Blaine, but she knew that she had to get it off her chest. Kurt at least deserves to know; he's been the only one who has actually cared these days and unlike Finn who has also cared, Kurt isn't caught up in this whole mess. She was a 100% sure that she could trust him.

After they ordered, Kurt asked, "So what exactly was that thing you wanted to talk to me about?" Rachel decided to start with, "It's a long story so I need you to bare with me and try not to interrupt."

Kurt nodded and Rachel began with, "I've known Blaine since he was 3 years old. We've been next-door neighbors ever since he moved next-door and once we got to know each other and once our parents met, Blaine and I became best friends. In 8th grade, his parents threw a 4th of July party, and Blaine and I being the only kids at the celebration, we snuck a few beers from his dad's liquor cabinet and besides the part about getting a little tipsy, he kissed me. "

"The next day, my dads and I had gotten a call from the Presbyterian Hospital in New York saying that my mother had passed. My dads and I left immediately after we heard the news, and when we had arrived back in Lima a few weeks after, Blaine wasn't home, nor had he been the next day, or the day after. He hadn't texted me while I was gone either, so I just figured he disappeared. I didn't ask questions. Our parent's stopped speaking and not till this year did I find out that Blaine's parents had enrolled him into an all boys' private boarding school. His parents apparently had him come back home because the tuition was expensive and I didn't realize he was back until the day I was out with you when we had gotten back from dinner. That was the first time I had talked to him since 8th grade."

Kurt was about to speak, but Rachel shushed him when she said, "Wait, there's more."

"When he arrived back, we talked because neither of us had heard both sides of the story, he had tried to kiss me and as you know I'm with Finn so I didn't let him. When he came to McKinley, it was a bit awkward but we were ok and that was the time when Finn was becoming paranoid about Blaine liking me. When you quit West Side Story and Blaine took the role of Tony, after one of the rehearsals, which was fairly recent, he offered to take me home and before I got out of the car he caught me by surprise and kissed me."

"You cheated on Finn?"

"Please let me finish Kurt. A few days ago…" Rachel hesitated unsure of how to spill the beans. "Oh gosh, I don't know how to say this. Finn proposed and…"

"What?" Kurt practically said almost spitting out his water that he had just taken a sip out of. "He proposed?"

"He proposed and even though I said I had to think about it, he told me to hold onto the ring. Blaine invited me for dinner Friday night, my dads too but they are obviously out of town, so I went by myself. You know how Blaine has always been the one to observe things, well when he saw the ring on my finger, he flipped out and I just stormed out."

There was silence for a few seconds until Kurt finally stated the obvious, "You weren't lying when you said it was complicated."

Rachel then begged, "Please, you cannot tell Finn any of this. I need to make decisions without him interfering."

"Rachel, you cheated on him with Blaine and if you say yes to that engagement all hell will break loose. You're going to have to tell him eventually," Kurt said.

"I'm not ready yet though. If I do, I'll lose both of them."

"You're already losing them. It's going to get much harder and soon enough, you'll have to decide which one you love more" Kurt said and Rachel became offensive when she said, "When did I say I love Blaine?"

"Come on Rachel, if it isn't already obvious from the way you look at him throughout the day. If you didn't love him, then you wouldn't be worrying about your relationship with him. You wouldn't be so tense about the problem. Have you realized that you haven't worried about Finn at all in this conversation and your expression is practically flashing, 'What's going to happen to Blaine if this happens?' "

"It is so not."

"It is too. Rachel, just admit it. You don't want to hurt Blaine's feelings because you care about him. It's the reason why you haven't given Finn an answer to the engagement.

"I've been going out with Finn since freshmen year though, I can't just dump him for Blaine. First that's cruel, second completely unlike me, and third I love him."

"If I were you, I'd talk to Blaine about this and I don't mean yell at each other or throw dirty looks at each other in history class. I mean an actual conversation because it seems like he's the one who knows you best and if he's really whom you call your best friend; he'll give you the best advice. He will want the best for you if he is your true friend whether it's being with him or Finn. I'm sure he's ballistic about the engagement, not because of Finn, because you're too young. And you can't have both of them Rachel. You're going to have to let one of them go and if it's Finn you have to let go, then I'd break it off before it becomes any worse. And you need to tell him the truth about you and Blaine. If he finds out from someone else, it will be a disaster and I'm sure you know about all of the rumors out there about you and Blaine. Even if no one was there to see it, someone's going to tell him that something is going on between you guys and knowing Finn, he'll believe it.

Before Rachel could eat her main course that had just arrived, she pulled out her phone and decided to text Blaine.

Meet me in the auditorium tomorrow morning 7:00 sharp. ~Rach

7:00 should give enough time for Rachel to talk to Blaine. She was glad that she confided in Kurt, but everything is still so complicated and she knows that she needs to make a decision quick or else she'll be responsible for the damage. And quite frankly, Rachel's not quite ready for the result of the damage. If Rachel hurts Finn or Blaine, she doesn't know how she'll be able to live with herself.