Author's Note: Obviously this is an All Human Story. It is rated NC-17for lemons. The content will touch on BDSM and Dom/sub relationships, it will veer away from BDSM to a male led relationship that includes RARE Domestic Discipline. There will be a willing power exchange, but I am taking substantial liberties and the final version of J/N relationship will not adhere to what most would consider a BDSM relationship.

The above warning has changed. Jake, Nessie and I had a chat and decided that well they want to explore the BDSM culture they will ultimately decide on a different lifestyle which is equally hot and may be more taboo to some and less to others.

Important Disclaimer: I don't live the D/s, BDSM, or DD lifestyle. This is a work of fiction and, as such, should not be used as an instruction manual.

Special thanks to my two betas i'mnotbambi and Sonja Cullen - You are both awesome. This story is better because of your help.

One of my Betas has just informed me that it is too much for her so I am in search of a grammar fanatic to beta my work. It is a lot of work but the advantage is you get content ahead of everyone else my current betas have about 50,000 words more than you all do in terms of content – it takes about two to three weeks for me to have publishable content. I have an additional 60,000 words in my computer (just for this story) that I have been working on nonstop for days that has multiple lemons and great romance, but I won't give any part out until I have finished the entire section which should be by the end of the week.

Here is one of my favorite chapters. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do.

Enjoy

-k

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Love Story, Taylor Swift

Friday, February 14, 2014

RPOV

Today was my first Valentine's Day with Jacob as my love. I had a very special gift in mind. I hoped that the discussion on the morning I gave him that hand job had addressed the issue of oral sex because I did not want him to fight me on this. I was going to give him a blow job tonight. I had gotten pointers from Bella and really the taste wasn't bad when I tried his cum on my finger. She had told me it wasn't, but said that opinions vary. She said that it tastes best after sex, for some reason the flavors of male and female combine and produce something much sweeter than either is alone. The texture was definitely weird, sticky and thick and the taste was mostly salty with a hint of sweetness and a bitter after taste, not great but certainly tolerable. Bella told me if I couldn't handle the taste then I should remove his dick from my mouth before he came. She said that anyone who recommended spitting was an idiot. She explained that if you spit you just have to hold it in your mouth and taste it longer. So I should either swallow or pull away and finish him with my hands. I plan on swallowing, since the taste was fine.

I still didn't know what had happened the day Jacob went to La Push, but I didn't want to push him. If he never told me I would be okay with that. I hoped he would tell me one day, but based on how hurt he was I knew that day might never come. If he needed to tell me about it he would. I was showing up at his house at six pm and then he would set the agenda for the night. I knew he liked to surprise me so I was learning to just go with the flow and not let my curiosity spoil my enjoyment. I also knew he was immensely turned on by my trust in him and I was excited by the idea of having no idea what was coming next.

I had set a scavenger hunt up for him at the shop with Rose's help. I told him on Monday that there were fifteen pieces to a puzzle hidden in the garage and house and I wanted him to have found all the pieces and done his best to complete it by the time I got to his place on Valentine's Day. I left them in various places and even hid one in the back corner of his closet since that was my space. I hoped he found all the pieces it would make a lot more sense if he had. Maybe I should have been more traditional and bought him something, but that just wasn't us. I had bought a piece of lingerie with Bella's assistance; it was a Georgette style halter top baby doll in purple with sequins below the bust. I also bought a long black satin robe to keep at his place so I would be decent when I left the bedroom, rather than wearing one of Jake's terry cloth robes which worked, but were extremely big on me. Bella had also helped me find an outfit for the evening since I had no idea what Jake had planned. She had suggested a knee length black and white lace dress. She also helped me french braid my hair. I put on a black wool peacoat over it and I was wearing nude nylons and black lace stiletto ankle boots.

I arrived at six pm on the dot and Jake opened the door before I even had a chance to knock. He held out a single cream colored rose for me.

"Happy Valentine's Day, Nessie. I love you."

"I love you, too, Jake." I smiled, took the rose, and kissed him.

He took my coat and smiled widely. "You look beautiful."

"Thank you."

He pulled me into the house as he spoke. "So I found all 15 pieces of the puzzle you said you had hidden, but there seems to be a piece missing. Come look at it and tell me if I put it together correctly." I smiled knowing he probably had put it together correctly. I had the missing piece in my purse.

I looked at the table. It was the heart I had deconstructed. It was missing the center piece which was also a heart. Each piece had a statement of my love for him written on it. "You did it perfectly, Jake."

"Then what goes in the center?"

I reached into my purse and pulled out the paper heart and gave it to him. It read, 'My heart is incomplete when we are apart. I love you.'

"That is so sweet and thoughtful, Nessie. I love it and I love you too." He kissed me. He pulled away a moment later. "Leave the rose on the table." I set it in a vase on the table. "We have dinner reservations at eight and a stop to make on the way. We'll pray in the car on the way to Seattle." He was extremely excited like a kid on a sugar high.

"Okay, Jake."

He grabbed our coats and helped me into mine. We headed out to the car and said our prayers. When we got to the city Jacob said, "Nessie, I really hope you enjoy tonight. I need to ask you for a favor and for you to answer any question I ask you tonight completely honestly."

"Why would I ever answer with anything other than the truth?"

"I know how you feel about me spending money on you and I want you to not consider money at all tonight. It's extremely important to me that your choices tonight don't consider the costs."

"Okay, Jake. I'll do my best not to consider money at all."

"Nessie, I can't do anything about it at the restaurant because you have to be able to read the menu, but please know you can buy five of the most expensive item on the menu and it won't bother me at all."

I giggled, "I don't think I could eat five entrees, Jake."

"I know," he chuckled, "that's why I planned for you to spend no more than five times the cost of the most expensive meal at dinner. You cool with that, Babe?"

"I understand. I can respect that. You know you don't have to spend money on me, Jake?"

"I know, but I wanted tonight to be really special and even though we could have stayed in, I wanted to do this with you. It's important to me to be able to spend money on you. I know you don't care and will love me regardless of how much money I have or don't have just like I love you and could care less about how much money you have."

"Okay Jake, I understand." I laughed, "I'm sorry for making you feel you had to say this."

"Don't worry about it. I am just trying to avoid the shock factor at dinner. I can make our first stop a bit easier for you not to worry about it if you want."

"How can you do that?"

"I can blindfold you for our first stop and then you will only be able to consider your other senses and answer my questions."

"Even if I could completely block out my inhibitions about the cost that actually sounds very exciting. Can we do that?" I was grinning widely.

He chuckled. "Of course." He reached into his pocket and pulled out a blindfold. "You can put this on now. We'll be at our first stop very shortly." I took the blindfold, slipped it onto my head, and secured it over my eyes.

He stopped the car and came around to carefully lead me into a place that had dozens of scents and soft music. Footsteps approached and a female voice said, "Hi my name is Kerry, can I help you find anything."

Jake stopped our motion and put his arm around me. "Yeah I'm Jake and this is my girlfriend Ness. I want her to smell some products from that line, but I don't want her to know where we are, what we are looking at or the price of anything."

Kerry responded with a small laugh, "I think I can help you with that let me get some scent card so she can't feel anything either." She seemed to be happy about our odd request. I was smiling. So she knew I wasn't in any distress. I heard her walking away and Jake started us moving again. I heard footsteps approaching us about 30 seconds after we were standing still.

Kerry spoke again, "Ness, I'm about to hand you a metal canister." She placed the canister against my palm. I took it. "It is full of loose coffee beans if you feel like your sense of smell is getting overwhelmed at any point you want to put that up to your nose and inhale deeply. It will cleanse your scent palate so you can experience the new scent fresh. Some people like to do it after each scent since some are very similar." I nodded my understanding. "Jake here's a bag for anything you want to buy. I'm going to get the scent cards ready; you can start anytime you are ready."

Jake responded, "Thanks." I heard papers shuffling and a squirting sounds. Jake spoke again, "Okay Ness here's the first thing I want you to smell. Tell me what you think of it." He held something up to my nose. I inhaled.

I wrinkled my nose. It reminded me of a fig newton with a woody aroma. "I definitely don't like that. It smells like a woody fig newton."

Jake chuckled, "You've got a pretty good sense of smell it's sandalwood and fig. I've got another when you're ready." I pulled the coffee to my nose to clear the last scent out.

"Okay I'm ready." He held something to my nose. I inhaled it was a nice scent it reminded me of the tea they use to make a coconut milk iced tea at the Thai restaurant I liked and vanilla. "Mmm... That one's nice... like vanilla and the tea they use at Thai Banquet for the coconut milk iced tea."

"I think you're right about that too, Ness, but I'm not gonna name the scents you like. You can figure them out later. We'll take one of each of those." I heard glass clinking. "Whenever you're ready."

I held the coffee to my nose again. "Ready." I inhaled the new scent. I wrinkled my nose again. "Yuck... That smells like vanilla and some sort of berry jam. You know I don't like berries."

"Black currant and vanilla." Jake chuckled, "Yes, I know you don't like berries, I just thought you might enjoy the scent and I'm not even sure a currant is a berry." He kissed my cheek. "I love you Ness."

"Love you too."

"Whenever you're ready."

I cleared my senses with the coffee again. "I'm good." I inhaled the next sample. "Ooh... I like that one too; reminds me of my Mom. Mint and something else." I smiled at the recollection of Mom's scent.

"Well now, I know we are definitely going to keep more minty things at my house. I like to be able to remind you of your Mom. I'll take one each of both mint types – she doesn't need to smell the other mint card since it is pure mint." I heard more clinking of glass.

"You have a slightly minty scent too Jake."

He chuckled, "Maybe that's why you love me."

"I love you for more than just your scent."

"I know. Whenever you're ready, Babe, we have just a few more."

I smelled the coffee and then nodded. I inhaled the next one. "Mmm... this one makes me content. I really like it. It reminds me of lavender and vanilla."

"One each of that one please." I heard more clinking. "The next one will be similar, but slightly different Ness, let me know when you're ready."

I cleared my sense of smell. "Ready when you are, Jake." He chuckled and held up the next scent. I inhaled. "It's nice, I like the last one better. Definitely lavender and maybe that tea Esme used to make me when I was sad about Mom."

"Lavender Chamomile. We can get that another time if you want. Let me know when you're ready, Ness."

I inhaled the coffee and nodded. I inhaled, "Oh... Wow! Leave that there. It reminds me of Dad. Oranges and a hint of spice. I definitely want some of that in the house."

"Your wish is my command. One each of this." I heard more glass moving. "Just one more, you ready, Ness?" I nodded and cleared my senses.

"'Kay go." He held up the next scent. I wrinkled my nose. "It's like grapefruit. It makes the back of my throat ache a bit just from the smell. You know that furry feeling you get when you drink grapefruit juice?"

He laughed loudly, "You are so adorable sometimes, Nessie. No, I've got no idea what feeling you're talking about. I actually like grapefruit juice I can't imagine I'd like it if I got a furry feeling. By the way that was Mandarin Lime and based on your reaction it's definitely out."

"Seriously?"

"Yep. I wouldn't lie to you."

"It's just surprising since I like mandarin oranges and I like lime, but something about mixing them makes them smell like a grapefruit." I put the coffee to my nose to clear the horrible smell out.

He kissed me on the cheek. "So cute." He chuckled again. "Kerry, I think we're done. Do you recommend anything else in the store."

"Yes," she said and her footsteps moved away. I heard the glass clinking with her movements. "We have candles in each of those scents and you might want to check out this line."

"I'll take the candles, but I don't think I should overwhelm Ness with anymore scents tonight."

"Do you want large candles or tea lights?" She asked.

"I'll take two of each of the large candles." He replied. "Can you get me all rung up and take the price tags off all those while I bring Nessie back to my car? It'll take a couple minutes for each of us to do that, then I'll come right back in and pay."

"No problem, Jake." She said.

He led me back to the car carefully and locked me inside. "I'll be right back, Ness. I'm locking the car so you don't get scared. When I come back I'll let you know it's me." Two minutes later I heard a click at the back of the car and a thump. Then I heard the door unlock and Jake said, "I'm back, Babe. Thank you for humoring me that was a lot of fun."

"I had a lot of fun, too."

He started the car and we started moving. I didn't touch the blindfold; I figured he'd let me know when I should take it off. A minute later he said, "You can take that off now. I wanted to be out of the neighborhood so you wouldn't have any clues until we got home."

I giggled as I removed the blindfold. "You really enjoy surprises. It's actually surprisingly exciting having no idea what's coming next. Initially, on our first date, it drove me crazy because I have a need to know everything and organize my life accordingly. I'm learning though how fun surprises can be. I just have to figure out how to surprise you now."

"Well I think I like surprising you because you're demonstrating trust in me, but there's a piece of it that's me being a control freak. I do enjoy watching your facial reaction to each new surprise immensely. So, while I can take as good as I get – I prefer to be controlling the surprises."

I smiled and took his hand. "I'm happy receiving, but I will surprise you sometime. I don't know when yet, but I promise I will."

He chuckled. "I believe you. We're almost at our next stop, Ness." He pulled the car up to the base of the Space Needle, a valet came to my door and opened it. He handed the keys to another valet and got a ticket. He took my hand and led the way into the Space Needle.

"We're going to the Space Needle? It's seven-thirty, Jake. Are we going to have time to make it to the restaurant?" He chuckled. We walked to a desk.

"Reservation under Black for eight pm," he said to the woman behind the desk.

"Do you want to go up to the Observation Deck now or after your meal, Mr. Black?" She asked.

"Now's ideal," he replied.

"They have a restaurant here?" I asked.

"Yep," he smiled at me as the woman led us to an elevator and gave instructions to the attendant.

She turned to Jake, "Mr. Black, please give your valet ticket to your waiter to validate when you pay for your meal. Thank you for visiting the Space Needle. Enjoy your visit and meal." We got on the elevator and ascended to the top.

It was brutally cold at the top, but we took our time walking the perimeter and looking at the night view of Seattle and the sound. It was beautiful and perfect. We headed back to the specific elevator that would take us to the restaurant.

Jake looked at me just as we were getting on the elevator and said, "Ness, you look really cold, I want you to get a hot drink right away when we get to the restaurant."

"O-o-k-k-ay." My teeth chattered. He unbuttoned both our coats and pulled me as close to him as he could. I got a bit warmer, but the ride was very short. We exited the elevator into a very warm restaurant.

I was huddled into his chest so I couldn't see who he was talking to, but he said, "Reservation for Black, eight pm."

A female asked, "Would you like me to take your coats, Mr. Black?"

"Not quite yet. I'll bring our coats for you to take later."

"Please follow me," she replied. Jake loosened his grip on me so we could walk side by side, but pulled my coat closed, put his jacket on top of mine, and wrapped his arm around me. I was beginning to warm up a bit.

She seated us by a window and asked if she could start us off with a drink. Jake answered immediately. "We'll take a hot tea and a hot chocolate with whipped cream." Less than two minutes later a waiter came with both drinks and asked whose was whose. "Both are for the lady," Jake replied. I started drinking the hot chocolate, while Jake prepared the tea and asked the waiter for a couple more things to get us started, "We'll take an appetizer of the Dungeness Crab Cakes and I'll take an unsweetened ice tea; the lady may want a different drink after she's warmed up."

I was getting much warmer by the time I finished the hot chocolate. "I'm feeling much better, Jake. Thank you. You're being rather formal with the waiter though, calling me 'the lady.'" I giggled at the title and began sipping the tea.

"Well you are a lady and it is none of his business what our relationship is. Take a look at the menu. Do you want some hot soup too, to warm you up some more? I only ordered the crab cakes to get us started feel free to order anything you want."

I opened my menu and was stunned by the prices. I obviously didn't cover my surprise well enough. Jake chuckled and said, "I guess I didn't fully prepare you for what you'd see when you opened that."

"I was just surprised. I promised to ignore the prices and I will."

He chuckled again, "You're being a great sport tonight. I know you would have enjoyed a night in, just as much, but this is something special I wanted to do with you. Would it make you more comfortable if I suggested meals?"

"No, I'm fine. I appreciate your effort tonight. When I'm fully warm, I'm sure the evening will be divine."

"How's that coming along?"

"Well I am almost done with the tea and I think I'm ready to remove these coats."

"Let me take them." He stood and came to me. I rose up and he helped me remove both coats. "I'll be back in a moment."

While Jake was gone the waiter returned with his iced tea. "Would you like a refill or a different drink?"

"I'll take another tea and an unsweetened iced tea as well. Thank you." I read over the menu.

Jake returned and asked, "So did you make a decision?"

"I'm wavering between the halibut and the seafood pasta, what about you?"

"Trying to decide between the king crab legs and the New York strip."

"Well we're already having crab as an appetizer, but you can grill a New York strip at home."

"Okay – you pick for me, Ness, and I'll pick for you."

"Sounds good. You're having the cedar smoked king crab legs since you can't do smoked food at home."

"And you're having the grilled halibut since I know you really want to try the duck confit side, but are fighting your runner's instinct to bulk up on carbs. We'll carbo-load tomorrow – have what you want tonight."

"Okay, then I'll have a bowl of the corn and clam chowder as well."

"That's my girl! I'll get a Caesar salad for myself."

The waiter came back with my refill and iced tea as well as our appetizer and asked for our orders. We shared the crab cakes. They were exceptional.

"Jake, am I seeing things?" I asked after we had been at the table about twenty-five minutes.

"I dunno. What are you seeing?"

"When we sat down I could have sworn the view was of downtown, but now I'm seeing the harbor."

He chuckled, "I was so concerned about your temperature when we got here I guess I forgot to tell you why I chose this restaurant. It's a rotating restaurant. In the time we're here we'll probably circle the entire view."

"Really? That is so cool."

"Yeah, the inner structure is stationary. That includes the kitchen, the hostess station, bathrooms, elevators, and bar. The three rings of tables are on a large slow moving ring in the floor and the windows are stationary."

"So, if I set my purse on the window ledge it'd be at another table by now?"

"Why? Did you?" He asked a little panicked.

I showed him my purse. "No, I didn't. I just imagine that someone has in the past."

He chuckled. "You scared me for a second. I never even would've thought of that, but you're probably right." Just then the waiter came with our soup and salad and refills for our teas. We ate and each took tastes of the others' food. We chatted and passed the time happily. The waiter eventually brought out our meals and refilled our drinks again. We shared our entrees and enjoyed the view taking our time to savor our meals and the atmosphere. When we finished our meals the waiter asked if we would like dessert and listed several. The two that spiked my interest were white chocolate crème brulee and Bailey's Irish Cream chocolate mousse. "What d'you think, Ness, you interested in dessert?"

"I can't eat much more, but we could share one if you're interested."

"We had mousse a couple weeks ago so let's try the crème brulee. Does that sound good to you?"

"Yeah." I turned my attention to our waiter. "Is that garnished at all other than the burnt sugar?"

"Yes, the chef tops it with raspberries and a sprig of mint after it is bruleed." He said.

"No garnish, then. I can't eat berries."

"Alright, would either of you like coffee or a refill on your tea or hot chocolate?"

"I'll take a regular coffee and you can refill the hot tea while you're at it." Jake answered. The waiter left.

"Coffee at this hour?" I asked. It was almost 10pm.

"I have an ambitious evening planned."

I smirked and thought, you aren't the only one with plans. "So you're in need of the boost to keep your stamina up?"

"Well, we've got to work off this meal somehow."

"Oh, yeah what do you have in mind?"

"That's for me to know and you to find out." He smiled cockily.

The waiter returned with our dessert and hot drinks and gave Jake the bill. Jake took his wallet out and without even glancing at the bill laid his credit card and the valet ticket in the folder. We shared the dessert while the waiter cashed us out. When we finished dessert I excused myself while Jake handled the check. I returned to the table a few minutes later and he was waiting with my coat and a huge grin on his face.

"Did you have a nice time?" He asked.

"Anytime with the love of my life is a nice time." I answered with a wide smile.

"Oh, is he around? He might be jealous I'm talking to you."

I giggled, "Hmmm... I don't know he's pretty hard to miss. He's six foot seven about two hundred and forty pounds, ruggedly handsome, dark skin, dark eyes, and dark hair. Have you seen him around?"

"No... can't say I've seen anyone matching that description. He sounds kind of scary. Maybe we should get out of here before he comes back and kick's my ass for sweeping you off your feet." He whispered conspiratorially.

I laughed, "That sounds like a great idea. I wouldn't want him to hurt you." Jake swept me into a hug while chuckling and kissed me. We walked toward the elevator.

"I love you, Nessie."

"I love you too."

We returned to Jake's home a short while later. "Okay, Ness, is there anything you need out of your car? I need to grab the stuff out of the trunk from our first stop and get it up to the bedroom without you seeing it. I'll need about 5 minutes to get everything set up upstairs. Can you find something to do downstairs while I take care of that?" This was perfect I could get myself ready while he set up upstairs.

"Yeah, I need to grab my stuff from the car and get ready for bed. I'll do that in the downstairs bathroom."

"'Kay you head in first; I'll follow in just a minute."

I grabbed my bag and went into the house. I brushed my teeth, checked my hair, and put on my baby doll neglige and panty set. I covered myself with my black robe and headed to the living room to wait for Jake. A few minutes later he came downstairs wearing black silky shorts and nothing else.

"Wow, Ness you look amazing in that robe."

"Wait 'til you see what's under it." I teased.

"Wanna join me upstairs?"

"Well, yeah." I said and chuckled.

He took my hand and led me up the stairs. "By the way if you had to pick one scent from those that you smelled tonight which would you say was your favorite?"

I thought back to the scents. "Probably the lavender vanilla one. It smelled amazing."

"I know you so well." He smirked as he looked over his shoulder at me.

We walked into the bedroom the lighting was dim. There were two candles on each night stand one purple and one cream colored one. The air was infused with the scents of lavender and vanilla.

Jake closed and locked the door behind us and kissed me passionately. He untied my robe. I broke the kiss.

"This is beautiful, Jake. I think it's time for your real present." I slipped the robe off my shoulders and let it fall to the ground.

"I fucking love my present!" He growled as his eyes ravaged my form.

I pirouetted and said, "Oh, you think this is your present?"

"Isn't it?" He looked confused.

"Nope, it's a surprise and you have to be just as gracious as I was tonight in accepting it." I kissed his collar bone. "Can you be gracious and accept my surprise without argument or am I going to need to blindfold you, my Jacob?"

"Well, I'm not giving up this view. So I'll accept it without argument." He had no idea what was coming, but he had just promised not to argue. I started kissing down his chest as I slipped my fingertips under the band of his shorts. I kissed lower and lower and worked his shorts slowly off. He still hadn't figured out what was coming. I kissed below his navel and then trailed my hands along the V beneath his abs. I sank to my knees in front of his erect manhood. "Nessie, you don't have to."

"Jacob you promised." I lightly kissed his tip. "I was a good sport now you need to be one." I wrapped my lips around his head and slowly worked him deeper into my mouth. I used one hand to stroke his shaft and the other to cup and rub his balls. I ran my tongue hard against the underside of his dick just beneath his head. I worked the first few inches in and then he hit the back of my throat. Bella had warned me not to take him too deep the first time so I stopped and worked my way back toward the tip.

"Oh. Fuck. Nessie, that feels amazing." I hummed around his dick. I kept working him in and out of my mouth while varying the work my tongue was doing. I looked up into his eyes and he was totally focused on me. I stroked him hard with both hands and slowly worked his dick up so I only had the head in my mouth. I rolled my tongue all around his tip and then I opened my lips and backed up so I was barely making contact with his head and used my hand to roll his tip around my moistened lips.

"Tell me what to do Jacob. I want you to talk to me." I murmured against his tip. And then wrapped my lips tightly around his head again.

"Oh Baby, it's hard to find words when your lips are wrapped around my cock." I quickly bobbed my head up and down his shaft. "I just want you to keep going until I explode in your tight wet mouth." I started increasing my pace and pressure with my hands while I teased his tip with my tongue. "Oh... Fuck, Ness... Faster and harder... Please." I increased the pace once again. I let my teeth very lightly graze his shaft and then I raised them again to focus my lips on him. "Nessie..." I kept working while he moaned and sighed and whispered dirty words and my name again and again. After several minutes I felt him tensing. "Nessie. I'm gonna cum. You can take me out of your mouth." I hummed and sucked harder and faster. "Nessie. I can't hold off much longer." I increased my pace and pressure. "I'm gonna cum in your mouth, Babe." I hummed against his member. I felt his entire frame shake. I pushed him as deep as I could without gagging and worked my tongue against his shaft. I felt him releasing into my mouth and I started swallowing the thick hot cum as it spurted out of him. "Fuck! Nessie!" He yelled. He continued to release for about a minute and then he shuddered and pulled my head away from his cock with his hands. I went to lick him clean, but he held my head firmly in place. "Nessie, I love you and I really appreciate what you just did, but you can't touch my cock for a few minutes. If you touch me again I'll probably collapse from the stimulation. That was by far the hottest thing you have ever done for me. Where did you learn that shit? I know we didn't cover that in our lesson a couple weeks ago."

I smiled shyly and answered, "Bella."

"Your sister's trying to kill me. You're well on your way to becoming a master cock sucker and you'll only get better with practice. Holy shit, Ness. Do you have any idea how amazing that felt?"

"I think it probably felt pretty good."

"I don't think the English language has words to describe that. On a scale of 1 to 10 it was a 50. I love you Ness. Thank you."

"You're welcome Jake. It was my pleasure."

"Stand up." He helped me up. "I'm sure you need a water after you swallowed. Holy shit! You swallowed! I'll go get a bottled water. Lay down in the bed. I'm taking care of you for the rest of the night. Okay?" He yanked on his shorts.

I giggled at his enthusiasm. "Okay, Jake." He left the bedroom closing the door behind him and was back in a flash with bottled water.

He gave me one and I took a few sips. He sat on the bed and looked down at me. "I love you, Nessie. You're so fucking amazing." He caressed my cheek softly. "Front or back first?" He asked suddenly.

"What?"

"Next surprise, front or back?"

"This sounds like it could go really wrong." I giggled at the innuendo.

"Well I'd never do anything that'd make you uncomfortable, Ness, and I'm going to take care of both sides, front and back. You just get to choose the order."

"Back first."

"Okay. Roll onto your front and make yourself comfortable. I'm going to start with your feet" I did as he said and a minute later I felt him rubbing something into my feet.

"Mmmm..." I moaned. "What are you rubbing into my skin?"

"Lavender vanilla massage oil." He moved up to the backs of my ankles.

"What else did you get when I was doing the smell exercise?"

"Lotions, soaps and other things like that." He started kneading my calves. He slowly worked his way up my legs. When he reached my panties he asked, "Can I take these off?"

I giggled at his sweetness, "Yes." He slid my panties down my legs and removed them. He continued his massage up my back under my top. He removed his hands when he reached the top band of my neglige. He laid the fabric back across my back and moved his hands to my upper back and shoulders. I was getting more relaxed with each passing second. He worked all the way down my right arm and gently manipulated my hand and fingers. He worked back up and across to my left arm. He worked down my left arm and hand. When he was rubbing my fingers he asked me to roll onto my back. I did as he asked and looked up at him kneeling on my left side holding my small hand in his much larger hands.

He was looking at me with pure love and adoration. I felt him slipping something onto my third finger as he said, "Renesmee Carlie Dwyer, you're my perfect match in every way. I want you to be mine in every way possible. Will you be my wife?" I started crying. I don't know why I didn't think this would happen tonight, but I was stunned. "Nessie? Do you need more time? I should have waited to ask you. It's too soon." My Jacob was panicking because I hadn't answered.

"Jake, I'm just stunned. I needed a second to process that this is really happening. Of course, I'll marry you." He crashed his lips into mine before I could say another word.

"Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. You just made me the happiest man alive." He said the words in a rush. He was in that super excited five year old with too many pixie sticks mood again. He was kissing my face and neck and chest in a rush. I giggled at his exuberance.

"Are you going to let me see the ring?" I asked playfully.

He nodded with a wide smile and sat up on his knees and let go of my hand. I lifted my left hand and saw the ring. I was overwhelmed again. It was my mothers fifth anniversary ring. It had a large round diamond that was originally set in her engagement ring and two medium round bright blue sapphires to represent Bella and my births all set in platinum. I was crying again. Jacob wiped my tears and said, "I wanted the ring to have sentimental value. I asked Bella and Esme for your mom's ring."

"It's perfect. I don't think I could be any happier in this moment. I love you, my Jacob."

"As I love you, my Nessie." He kissed me and laid down next to me and lifted me so I was cuddled into his arms. We spent quite a while sitting there just looking at the ring on my finger. "So when d'you wanna get married?" He asked.

"How does my nineteenth birthday sound? It gives us seven months to plan – the church requires at least six months notice and you already set that date as the date you're comfortable with."

He chuckled, "You know your birthday's on a Wednesday this year?"

"You looked up what day my birthday falls on?"

"Well, I had thought we would be celebrating that day so I planned ahead."

"Oh I see. Why does it matter that it's on a Wednesday?"

"Aren't weddings normally on weekends?"

"Yeah, but that is about convenience for out of town guests mostly. I'd rather marry you on my birthday than on some random Saturday."

"Okay... I see your point, but what about school? Wouldn't you rather have the wedding over with before school starts?" Jacob was okay with getting married before I was nineteen?

"I thought you wanted to wait until I was nineteen?"

"Not if it means you're going to put your academics on hold for our wedding."

"I'd love to marry you sooner, Jake, but school doesn't start until the last week in September and the difference in dates would be less than a month. The absolute earliest we could get married in the church is August seventeenth since they won't be able to meet with us until Monday. I'd rather get married on a day that has importance to us then pick some other day."

"Alright... your birthday it is then, but you'll have to accept separate gifts from me for your birthday and our anniversary."

I giggled. "I can live with that."

"Okay, then... Wednesday, September tenth." He ran a finger along my shoulder. I shivered. "Morning, afternoon, or evening?"

"Morning. I don't want to spend all day waiting to see you. Plus, I want to enjoy my wedding night and not be so exhausted from an entire day of activities that I just want to pass out."

He kissed my shoulder, "You've thought a fair amount about this haven't you?"

"Well, I spent every Friday night at Alice's for years and weddings are her favorite topic."

"So you two spent your time planning your wedding with no idea who the groom would be?" He chuckled.

"More like we planned various alternatives. Alice and I probably created fifty potential ceremonies and receptions to fill our time. It's sort of like playing dress up as a kid. You'd never wear your mother's dress to a real dance just because you imagined wearing it when you were a child."

"So I assume it'll be an Alice Whitlock affair?"

"Of course, she'd be hurt if we didn't let her plan it."

"So which of your fifty potential ceremonies are you leaning toward?"

"None." I giggled at the idea. "You're now an integral part of the planning. You have to weigh in about your preferences too."

"Well, you can have free reign. I could care less as long as I'm marrying you. Everything else is just details."

"You're so sweet."

"You can make it a surprise for me. I got a taste of your surprises tonight and I've got to say I'm delighted. I think I could live with more surprises." I blushed and giggled at the memory. His face got very serious for a second. "Ah, Ness, I'll need to approve the final guest list. There are some people I need to make sure aren't invited."

"Like who?"

"Can we not talk about it tonight? I just want to enjoy this moment."

"Sure." I kissed him passionately. He finished his massage of my front and I fell asleep in his arms.

I called everyone in the morning to tell them I was engaged and that we were getting married on my nineteenth birthday. Alice promised to clear her schedule for the week prior to the date and made several appointments with me to plan the event, including one the next day to find a dress. Uncle Carl and Aunt Esme said they would be paying for everything and that I wasn't allowed to argue about it. Bella and Edward were extremely excited for us, as were Rose and Emmett.

Coming up:

"Jake, you have to come save me." I whispered into my phone. I hoped I was safe in my hiding place.

The shrill voice called, "I will find you."

Jake chuckled, "You made your choice now you have to live with the consequences."

"I know," I whispered, "but I'm afraid! She is getting closer."

"She isn't that scary, Nessie."

"You aren't here. You don't know how bad it is!"

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