Hyungs,

something happened I think Abby may be having an affair. There was a young man who showed up at her apartment with a bouquet of roses. I asked him who he was and he would not tell me who he was. He just told me Abby knew who he was and was expecting him. When she saw who it was she smiled and hugged him and asked me to leave. I was to shocked to ask her just what was going on! What should I do? Maybe I am wrong about the affair. I hope I am wrong about the affair. I'm so confused I don't know what I should do about this; should I do nothing and see what happens or should I ask her later?

-Shim Changmin

With Her Husband

The information sunk into his head. His wife maybe having an affair but he didn't know all the details. The only information he had to go on was a brief few seconds of observation. He could be wrong; he could be very wrong! Then again what kind of friend shows up to a married woman's apartment with roses? Damn it this is so complicated.

With Abby (When Abby and her friend are talking it is always in English)

Jin-Sang was sitting on her couch watching TV. Abby hadn't seen him in a long time so she was happy to see him. He was actually in Seoul for a medical conference that was being help at South Korea University he was to be the youngest speaker there. Abby was very proud of him and told him he should tell her when his speech is so she can come see it.

He told her should find it very boring when he said this she disagreed with him saying he was never boring even when giving speeches.

"Jin-Sang Oppa how about we go see a movie? We can't be cooped up in the apartment just because you decided to be mean to my guest." Abby said teasing

"A movie sounds great how about we go see The Firefly Of Her Eye ? For your information I only acted that way to see if he gave any hint to being your husband! I was hoping maybe if I pushed him enough he would say something like 'Abby is my wife so you better tell me what you want with her!" He explained

"How macho of you! Now how about that movie?" She said getting up holding out her hand to him.

Jin-Sang smiled and took her hand and stood up. Abby picked up Soo Yun and soon they where on the way to the movie. During the drive to the movie theater Jin-Sang and Abby did not speak. The entire trip was completely silent the only sound was the occasional squeal from Soo Yun. The reason for the silence was Abby had admitted to remembering the accident but refused to say anymore.

They entered the movie theater; Abby said she would buy the tickets but Jin-Sang had to buy an extra large popcorn and sodas along with lots of candy! He pretended to be angry but she could tell he truly didn't mind and he went to buy the snacks. He returned with the snacks and they went into the movie and they seated themselves in the middle row sitting Abby in the Middle with Jin-Sang to her left and Soo Yun to her right.

Before the previews had even ended the baby had already fallen asleep. Abby smiled and leaned close to Jin-Sang and said "Isn't your niece the cutest thing?"

"Yes she is and Uncle Jin-Sang has a feeling that all the little boys on the playground are going to be chasing her. We are going to have to beat them off with sawed off shot-guns." Jin Sang said in his attractive British accent. Abby gave a light laugh knowing it may very well be true.

The movie started and the theater became silent. Occasionally the two of them would lean close to each other and make comments on the movie. After two and a half hours the movie ended and they made their way out of the theater. Both of them agreed the movie was excellent and said that they would definitely buy it when it came out on DVD.

They soon found themselves at the mall and decided they could both use a good excuse to buy some new cloths. Abby bought some new work cloths and casual cloths and new cloths for Soo Yun who was growing out of her cloths quicker then Abby would like.

Then they found themselves in the lingerie store.

Actually Jin Sang dragged Abby there.

"Jinny tell me why are we in this store?" Abby asked both slightly embarrassed and annoyed.

"We are going to buy you lingerie!" He replied matter of fact

"And why are doing this?" she asked

"When you get your memories back you husband is going to move back in and I'm sure I don't have to tell you what is going to happen!" He replied

"But why are we buying lingerie?" she asked

"Why wouldn't you buy lingerie? As a guy I can promise you if me and my wife were in you and your husband's position after going almost a year with out sex. Seeing her in lingerie would make the sex even better!" He said as he put his fingers to his lips in a mock Italian style.

"And this concerns you how?" she asked

"As one of your best friends and as a doctor I think how long it has been is a cause of concern on both of your parts!" He said as if he had just explained to her how to tie her shoes.

"How?" she asked

"Intimacy is important in a marriage and the sexual frustration builds up after so long honey. Not only that I think your husband deserves a reward!" he said as he looked through the racks of various styles.

"Reward for what?" she asked pretending like she wasn't looking but a there were actually a few pieces she had a feeling she was defiantly going to buy and when she wore them her husband would appreciate the sight.

"Well I don't know who it is that you married. However if he is the kind of guy I hope he is he hasn't had sex in eleven months! Meaning he hasn't been with anyone sense you. After going for eleven months of not knowing where you are and still remaining faithful. I think he deserves a little treat or two!" He said as he held up two outfits for her to choose from. She chose both of them as both were freaking amazing.

"I guess you are right so tell me how Julie is." she said

"She is great; she is working on this advertising campaign for Harrods's if it goes well she could get promoted. And I don't think she even knows but I think she may be pregnant. As a doctor I noticed the symptoms I don't think she is very far along but I am almost positive she is." a small smile on his face full of contentment

Abby smiled she was so happy for her friend. She happily hugged and he returned the hug.

They finished up their shopping and went back to her apartment. Abby put Soo Yun in her play pen and made her and Jin-Sang some coffee.

"Jin-Sang we need to talk." She said as she sat down; he sat down and accepted his cup of coffee.

"What is it love?" he asked

"It's about I remembered about the accident. You see it's not much just a bunch of emotions and visions you know what I mean? I remember being in pain and trying to protect my stomach from the crash. I wanted my baby to live even though I wasn't sure I would. I-I- I remember thinking if I die I would leave my husband and I knew how much he loved me and how much I loved him. If I died it would kill him inside and I hated that.

I hated myself for being in the position of life or death. I kept thinking we didn't deserve this.

I kept thinking of his face at my funeral the tears running down his angelic face how broken he would be with my death and the death of our baby. So I forced my self to pretend he didn't exists over and over again I told myself he wasn't real that the past four years were not real. Until the moment when every think went black.

Then I-I-I-I- I woke up and all my memories of us were gone! Jin Sang it's horrible I made myself forget because I couldn't bare to think of him sad of my death. Now I get these back flashes every so often but I can never remember who he is I remember the things he did before I left. I remember how he said he would miss me like crazy the two weeks I was supposed to be gone instead I was gone for almost a year! I remember I though he sang like an angel God banished from heaven just for me. But now I can't remember his name of his face or his voice!

What kind of hell do we have to go through for us to be happy?" Abby started to cry and Jin-Sang abandoned his coffee to offer his friend a shoulder to cry on.

With TVXQ (earlier that day)

TVXQ were hanging out at the studio they had nothing to do really sense they had extended time off due to personal problems. They knew they couldn't just hang out there all day so they needed to think of something else to do.

They decided to watch a movie after much debate over witch movie to see. They decided to see The Firefly Of Her Eye it was getting good reviews.

They got to the theater and were surprised to see Abby with a young man.

"That is the young man who showed up at her apartment this morning with roses!" Changmin said his voice full of melancholy

They all had to admit Abby and the young man looked awfully comfortable together. And her husband involuntarily let out a groan of unhappiness. They fallowed them into the theater and watched Abby buy the tickets and watched the young man walk away with a playfully flirty look on his face. Her husband shot his wife and her companion a pleading look.

They bought their own tickets and walked into the movie and sat a few rows behind Abby and her date. Her husband watched at his wife leaned her head close to the young man in a loving gesture. He couldn't take his eyes off them they were so happy together occasionally they would lean their heads close together.

When the movie ended and Abby and the young man left the theater. Her husband and her friends fallowed suit; he felt guilty that he didn't trust his wife enough to not fallow her. However he couldn't help himself.

They went to the mall and did some shopping when they walked into the lingerie store and his heart broke. He saw his wife look at the clothing with this man while talking smiles on their faces. He picked out some of outfits. He saw her face look at him confused from time to time. A few minutes later he saw the young man's head lean close to Abby's; Abby smiled so happy and hugged him and he hugged back.

What had he said to make his wife so happy. He couldn't take it he left the mall and his band mates fallowed suit.

In the car her husband sat in the back seat staring out the window in deep thought.

'Abby no matter what I will keep my promise! I love you more then anything I would do anything for you and our daughter. But I wont let you go now that I have you so close I could reach out and run my finger's though your beautiful hair. When we can be together again I will never let go. I am going to kiss you and make love to you over and over again. I love you so much Abby. I always have and I always will.'