I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS, MEYERS AND L.J. SMITH DO. I ONLY OWN THE PLOT, AND THE EVENTS THAT GO ALONG WITH IT.
BELLA'S POV
Might as well give him a chance. It's not like I could turn him down if I wanted to.
"Fine. I'll give you one more chance to prove that you love me." Even though I love you.
"That's all I needed to hear." I was too distracted by his words to notice how close he had gotten to me. He leaned in. I don't know why my mind wasn't working, but it was working enough to kiss him back. OKAY! I wanted to kiss him back. I wanted to forget that he kissed Tanya, as much as I wanted to I couldn't.
We ran back to the house. I went up to see my kids. Tanya was still downstairs and I wasn't ready to deal with her. I picked up Zoey. I really wanted to get to know her, maybe I could. I could lie and tell them that their father betrayed me and that... No that wouldn't work. If they are anything like me then they won't believe that for a second. Just like I know that they'll know who their parents are the second they smell, or see them. Well great! I heard a bit of yelling, but I don't care. I just stood there holding my daughter. Her brother was asleep. It's seems like I regret having them, but I don't. If things don't work out with their father then I'm leaving for their sake, not mine.
"Bella?" It was Edward.
"Up here." I put Zoey down, she fell asleep. Sammy on the other hand woke up right away. It was like he was waiting for me to put down his sister, so that I could hold him. He will have me wrapped around his finger, halfway that is. I sat down on one of the rocking chairs, just looking at him when the door opened.
"Hey."
"Hey."
"Do you mind if I talked to you, without the kids?" I nodded and put Sam back in his crib. He looked at me as if to say hurry up. This kid was going to be like me in so many ways. Which means he was going to be like Damon in more ways than one. I walked out of the room. Edward lead me to the living room. Tanya was still there. Great!
"I'm going back upstairs."
"Wait." CRAP! Edward had grabbed me by the arm. Fine then I'll play your way, for now.
"Fine, I'll stay, but hurry it up Sammy's waiting." They all looked at me confused.
"Samuel. You don't think I'm going to call him that do you, because it's weird. Sam or Sammy works better."
"Oh." Well duh. What kind of a mother would I be if I could my son Samuel for the rest of his life?
"So what are we going to talk about?"
"Well first things first. Tanya get your ass out of this house." It felt nice to hear Rose sneer at someone again. She would be a great aunt and mom for Sam when he needed her.
"Bella don't even think about it." Dammit Alice.
'Why not? We both know how this is going to end, so I am thinking about it."
"You said you give us a chance." She stated.
"I said I'd give him a chance. That doesn't mean I don't love you guys I do, but I have to think about what's best for the twins. And that's what I'm doing."
"Bella.."
"No Alice. Put yourself in my position. What would you do?"
"They same thing."
"Exactly. Now if that's all we're going to talk about then I'll be upstairs." I pulled my arm away from his grasp and ran upstairs. I just needed to be alone, with my kids. Before I leave. I opened they door. Zoey was still asleep, but Sammy was awake. The minute he saw me he started squirming in his crib. This kid is going to be a handful. I picked him up and he calmed down. He snuggled closer to me. For a baby he was smart. I sat by the window, somehow knowing that he would love looking at the stars. The sun was coming up soon. I heard footsteps and knew they were Esme's.
"Bella?'
"Come in Esme."
"Sweetie."
"I know what you're going to say and ask."
"The answer to both is yes. I still do love Edward, and I want this to work as much as you do, but I'm not sure it will."
"Tanya's still downstairs. Isn't she?'
"Yes."
"Then I'll be here the rest of the night."
"Bella do you mind if I hold Zoey."
"Go right ahead. You might be the one that she needs when I'm gone." I whispered the last part. I know she caught some of it, but I didn't know which words she heard.
I was looking at my son, with Esme holding my daughter. The rest of the family was downstairs. I didn't want to know what they were talking about and I didn't care. I did hear Nessie voice and Emmett trying to stop her for finding me by saying that I needed to be alone. Which I did.
Thanks Em. I know she wants to see me, but I just can't right now. Some of them had already figured out how Damon, Stefan, and I communicate using our minds.
No problem sis. Do you mind if I go up there and talk to you, and hold my niece or nephew?
Not at all.
Great!
Esme left when Carlisle called her. Which was two seconds before Emmett came in. Sammy was asleep and Zoey was awake. I gave him Sammy and I grabbed Zoey.
"Sammy looks more like you than Zoey does." I laughed at that.
"Really? 'Cause I thought he looked more like Damon than me, and Zoey looks more like Stefan."
"Yeah I guess they do, but they both look like you too."
"Thanks Emmett."
"I just wish you would come back. I mean if things don't work out then what are you going to do with the twins?'
"I plan on leaving them with you guys. I need to find Katherine. Damon and Stefan might know how my mind works, but I know how Katherine's mind works better than they do. So it will be easy to find her and kill her."
"Rose said that Damon told her that you could die in the process, is it true?" I can't lie to him, not now.
"Yes it's true. I can possibly die, while fighting Katherine."
"Then why would you fight her?"
"Em you don't know what she did to me, to my brothers. I'm not just doing this for me, I'm doing this for Damon and Stefan. They act like they like each other for my sake, but really they hate each other. If it wasn't for me one of them would be dead by now, and the other would be the reason why. I have seen them fight since we were humans, but I knew they loved each on some level back then. When Katherine came she put them against each other, they fought for her love. When really she didn't give a damn about them." I felt the tears falling.
"If your going to look for her then I'm coming with you. Your my sister and I won't let you get killed."
"i wish you could come, but you can't. Katherine's smart, she's good a planning. She'll use you to get to me. And when I do what she wants, she'll kill you right in front of me and I'll be to late to stop you. She's done it to Stefan and Damon before. I won't let you die. I'm going alone and nobody's going to stop me." He didn't fight me on it. The twins were asleep. Rose came in and asked to hold Zoey so I gave her to her and left the room. I need to see the ocean, feel the breeze, and just get lost in thought. I ran to the cliff. I had a great view of the sky and water, I could easily feel the breeze, and nobody comes up here.
I was lost in thought, thinking about ways to kill Katherine when I got a vision.
***************************************VISION********************************
It was Edward and Tanya. They were in our room. They were talking. Edward kept telling Tanya that he doesn't love her. And she keeps telling him that it's not true. She throw herself at him. He's in shock and he's about to push her away when I come in and pull her away.
*********************************END OF VISION*****************************
OH MY GOD! He didn't cheat on me. What did I do? I knew having the same temper as Damon would bite me in the ass someday. Oh crap! Stefan and Damon are looking for me. I better call Alice.
"Bella?"
"Ya Alice. I need you to call my brothers and tell them that I came home to visit and I went into labor and I'm not going to look for Katherine for awhile."
"You saw something. That's why your staying."
"Ya I did."
"What'd you see?"
"The past."
"Oh you mean when Tanya kissed Edward and you came in right when he was about to push her away."
"Yup. You saw the same thing."
"Yes."
"Should of known."
"So I'll see you in a few?"
"Yes. Yes you will. Make sure he's waiting in the living room. And he's worried isn't he?"
"Ya he is and I'll make sure he's in the living room."
"Okay don't tell anyone. Oh is Tanya still there?"
"Yes."
"Good. I want her to see this."
"Nice plan."
"I know. Bye."
"Bye."
I ran, using all my strength and energy to get there faster. I looked through one of the windows to see that Carlisle and Esme weren't in the living room, but with the twins. Nessie and Jake were asleep. In the living room was Alice, Rose, Em, Jazz, Tanya, and Edward. Good.