Chapter 10: Blue Desire.
Blue: Blue is a masculine color; according to studies, it is highly accepted among males. Desire: A strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen or strongly wish for or want (something).
Hey, there...I know it's been awhile. Thank you for holding out. Make sure to read the bottom of the story. Don't want to miss anything. Also, I just wanted to get this up here I'm sure there are some editing issues. so please forgive. I'll fix as I find them :) but I wanted to get you the story you've been waiting for. Love to all of you! This isn't a real exciting chapter, but I hope it's fun and entertaining none the less and I hope it answers some questions. 3 But I promise the next few chapters will NOT disappoint: steamy Ryan and Jayson scenes, big changes coming, some impressive guests!
Ryan was up early: showered, dressed, and ready before Jayson even realized he was out of bed. The excitement of the night, and his emotions were just giving him the best natural high. He looks down at his ring. We're engaged. He whispered to himself. He couldn't wait to share the news with his friends and family. How different this entire relationship was compared to his relationship with Clark. With Clark: there was no wedding, no ring; no emotional connection….it was relationship of control. Ryan never had to worry about that with Jayson. Jayson loved him unconditionally. He loved his flaws, and Ryan had a lot that Jayson helped him fix.
Ryan grabbed his phone and went out onto the terrace into the warm LA sun. There was one person he wanted to tell first above anyone else, and that person was Daniel. Glancing down at his watch, he realized the time difference but he didn't care he wanted, no needed, to talk to his best friend. The phone rings.
"Ryan, are you ok?" Daniel answered still half a sleep.
"Yeah, I'm sorry I know it's early."
"Are you ok? It's no problem. Normally I'd be up anyway. I just worked the late shift last night for a certain friend on vacation," Daniel yawned. "What's up kid? How's your vacation going so far?"
"Oh, you know pretty perfect. Jayson's house is indescribably beautiful. Dining out in LA is a dream, the ocean was the most surreal view, and my…"
"Oh, shit….that's right happy birthday, Ryan. Man, this is the first birthday in a long time that we don't get to go get your birthday beer at the pub. Jen will just have to make your favorite dinner and cake when you get back."
"Thank you…I'd love that."
"So I can imagine that Jayson would have some big plans today, what's on the agenda?"
"Actually, that's why I was calling, he gave me my birthday present last night," Ryan said.
"If you called me to tell me about some big sexual exercise you and Jayson tried, I'm going to kick your ass," Daniel laughed.
"No, it's not that, well…kind of but we had good reason. I'm sending you a picture of my present." Ryan sent the picture of him and Jayson holding up their rings in a selfie.
Daniel's picture text beeps, and Daniel looks down at it. Ryan could hear him gasp and put the phone back up to his ear, "Are those….are you…Ryan!"
Ryan couldn't help but laugh, "Yeah, engaged. He asked me last night."
"I am so fucking excited for you and Jayson. Wow…I wasn't not expecting to hear this anytime soon, this is great. How do you feel?"
"Amazing, like this was meant to be. I never thought I'd ever want to again, but Jayson is my soul mate. This is right, all of this is right. I feel like nothing can wipe this smile off my face. God, I sound like a girl," Ryan laughed.
"No, you sound like a man in love. I am so happy for you."
"I wanted you to be the first to know. I owe you a lot Daniel."
"It's too early to get all weepy on my kid. You owe me nothing, but to happy. We'll have to celebrate when you guys get back."
"Sounds great, I'll let you go back to sleep. We have a party tomorrow with some of Jayson's friends and work colleagues and then we leave late Sunday. Oh, and don't tell anyone yet. I want to see Jen's face."
"Deal….love you kid. Enjoy the rest of your vacation."
"Oh, I plan too."
"That I don't doubt. See you soon."
"You too," Ryan hangs up the phone, and walks back into the bedroom. Jayson stirs in the bed, turns over and looked to Ryan.
"You're up early." Jayson stretched his lean naked body out on the bed.
Ryan smiled and then shuffled over to the bed leaning down and kissed the man he loves. "I called Daniel. I couldn't sleep anymore too much excitement running through me today. Although, your sexy body is very inviting." He kissed him again this time lingering on his warm lips.
"What'd Daniel say?"
"Congrats, he was totally excited for us, as am I. I'm so happy, Jayson."
"I am too, baby." Jayson watched Ryan stand back up, and put his phone in his pocket. Jayson reach his hand out to Ryan, "Come back to bed, baby."
"Not right now, I need to talk to Davis. I have to know what happened with him and EJ last night. It's killing me….why aren't you curious?"
"Because it's none of my business." Jayson sat up and smiled at Ryan. "Are you passing up a morning of celebratory love making to find out what our brothers did, if they even did anything?"
"Ah, yeah," Ryan laughed at Jayson's pouty face. "I love you babe, but you me and I have to know."
"Oh good grief, just go…I'll shower: ALL. BY. MYSELF." Jayson lays it on thick as he gets out of bed.
"I'll make it up to you." Ryan embraced Jayson around the waist. He pressed his lips to Jayson's. Slowly running his hands up Jayson's back, their kiss went from tender to hot quickly. Jayson stopped, "Don't start something you can't finish." Ryan grinned down at Jayson's semi hard excitement. "Ryan, you're cruel." Jayson laughed.
"Fifteen minutes, baby. I'll be right back to take care of that for you."
"YOU'RE MEAN!" Jayson laughed.
"But you love me."
"God knows I do. You owe me."
"I owe you. Be right back." Ryan watched as Jayson strutted his sexy naked body into the bathroom to shower. Ryan hummed at the sight, questioning his reasons for not joining him, but then presumption of what happened between EJ and Davis was consuming him. He wanted to talk to his brother. Ryan struck down the hall to the room that Davis was staying in. Ryan raised his hand to knock on the door just as Davis opened it. Davis jumped not expecting to see someone standing at the door as he opened it. "What the fuck, Ryan, what are you doing?"
"I came to talk to you. Did I scare you?" Ryan laughed at his brother.
"Ah, yeah, most of the time there's not someone standing right outside my door. What do you want to talk about? I was just going to make some coffee."
"I could use some coffee. We'll talk downstairs." They both walked toward the spiral stair case. EJ's door crept open and then slowly closed behind him. EJ and Davis stared at each other. Davis kept walking down the stairs, Ryan followed. EJ turned to go back into his room. "What in the hell happened between you guys last night, Davis? Is it going to be weird here the next couple days?"
"Not weird to me, but maybe to him." Davis seemed very casual about this, but of course Davis was casual about everything. Monotone was his middle name. They walked into the kitchen. Ryan watched Davis make a pot of coffee and then casually sit on the stools at the kitchen island. "What do you want me to say, Ryan….nothing happened."
"Something happened. The poor guy is freaked the fuck out. I've known EJ a long time and I've never known him to be uncomfortable about anything and he is more than uncomfortable."
Meanwhile upstairs, EJ snuck out of his room. Glancing down the hall to make sure Ryan and more importantly Davis wasn't coming. EJ knocked heavily on Jayson's door. "One second," Jayson calls. Jayson opens the door. He had a towel wrapped around his waist from just getting out of the shower. "EJ?" EJ doesn't wait to be invited in, he just skirts right past Jayson into the room. "What's going on? You ok?"
"No, I'm not bloody ok. I need to talk to you, but you can't tell Ryan anything I'm about to tell you."
"Ok, let me get dressed and you can tell me what's bothering you." Jayson walks into the bathroom to get dressed. EJ nods and sits on the chair in the room to wait.
Davis pours two cups of coffee and hands one to Ryan. They walk out onto the deck by the pool and lounge sipping on their coffee. "You're not going to tell me are you? You're an ass!" Ryan grunts.
"There's nothing to tell. Nothing happened. I think you like the idea of something happening, Ryan."
"No I don't. EJ's married and Jayson's brother."
"Hmmhmm," Davis grinned mischievously.
"See right there! Damn-it, Davis. Tell me. I have news too, but I won't spill unless you do," Ryan teases trying to shield the evidence of his announcement on his left hand.
"Fine, I'll tell you, only because I know you'll never let this go and the rest of my relaxing vacation won't be relaxing with you bugging me or glaring at me." Davis sits up and faces Ryan. "We were drunk, really drunk."
EJ paced the floor explaining to Jayson what happened between Davis and him last night. "We were drunk, really drunk."
Davis explains to Ryan and EJ explains to Jayson….in different parts of the house, but the same story.
"We went upstairs to go to sleep," Davis starts.
"We knew you and Ryan wanted to be alone and we didn't want to intrude anymore, but we weren't tired," EJ adds. "Davis said that we could go back to his room and watch a movie or talk….whatever. There were no ulterior motives involved at all, purely a couple friends watching TV."
"We scrolled through the cable and movie options, and came across an adult programming." Davis looked shyly to Ryan.
"You watched porn! All this because you two watched porn together?" Ryan laughed.
"I'm not done yet," EJ said to Jayson, who basically mimicked Ryan's reaction when EJ told him about the adult movie. "I've never in my life ever watch porn with another man, EVER."
"So he tells me he's never watched porn with another man. I called Bullshit and he insisted that he had not. That he really never watched besides a few times anyway. I called bullshit on that too, but of course EJ insisted no. Of course, I was happy to pop his man porn watching cherry." Davis sipped casually on his drink.
"EJ, what were you expecting to happen when you watch porn with someone. Um, the entire purpose of porn is to turn you on," Jayson says to EJ.
"I know that, but it wasn't porn, porn…it was an adult movie," EJ insisted.
"And the difference is what?" Jayson couldn't help but laugh.
"I don't know a plot. Anyways, we sat on the bed and watched the movie. It was actually pretty good."
"We laid back and watch this decent movie. Did you know porn has a plot sometimes," Davis joked. "We were too drunk to care though. We fucking laughed through the movie like a couple teenagers."
"Not seeing the problem here, Davis," Ryan said.
"Laughing and joking about this stupid movie, and then the first scene comes on." EJ stopped and looked to Jayson. "We both got quiet and studied the scene, uncomfortably so."
"I normally never feel uncomfortable with another man or woman….or whomever I'm with, but I could feel how uncomfortable EJ was, so I turned the channel and we watched The Hangover."
"And we fell asleep," EJ added.
"You fell asleep?" Jayson asked EJ.
"That's all! You fell asleep, all this for that?" Ryan said to Davis.
"That's not all," Davis grinned.
"Oh, I wish that was it," EJ answered Jayson. Davis continued telling the story to Ryan downstairs, while EJ told Jayson upstairs.
"We fell asleep and next thing I know EJ is pressed against me sound asleep. He puts his arms around me to hold me. I knew he was asleep, I kind a liked it so I figured what was the harm, right!"
"I must have thought he was Samantha because I always hold her at night. You know navigate to the closet warm body," EJ tells. Jayson couldn't help but smile remembering Ryan and his first night sleeping in the bed together. He used that excuse too, but maybe it was a real excuse for EJ. "So I was holding him, which I didn't know because I was asleep remind you, and then…."
"I felt a very defined well endowment on my back," Davis smiled. "Well endowed, Ryan." Davis stressed raising his eyebrows.
"Oh, my God, what did you do?" Ryan asked.
"Nothing, I thought hey it's natural we all get them right, but then the moaning came and almost cause me to do the same."
"I was dreaming, Jayson. Dreaming…..shit!" EJ runs his hands through his hair nervously, "Having a dream."
"You're making a big deal about this? EJ we all have them. Ask Ryan about his one with me and Brad," Jayson smiles at the memory. "Now that was hot, but I'm sure Davis understands that you're a man and you'll have dreams about sex with your wife."
"It wasn't my wife," EJ warned.
"I thought, ok the guy is having a sex dream. We've all had them, no big deal, but then he starts moaning my name. My name, he was dreaming about me, and then my 'endowment' went from semi to full."
"Oh, my…." Ryan laughed. "You didn't"
"Why not, he was asleep…he'd never know or so I thought."
"You were dreaming about Davis?" Jayson asked EJ.
"I don't know, yes….but we were watching that movie and then I had the dream. I'm not gay, I'm not even curious."
Jayson laughed, "Chill out EJ having a sex dream about another guy doesn't make you gay. Tell me the rest."
"You're enjoying this, aren't you?" EJ smirked.
"Yes, quite….now go on."
"So EJ was grinding against my back, moaning, and I was," Davis cleared his throat. "Anyway, long story short. EJ woke up in his climax as I had mine."
"Ok, now that's, um…." Jayson didn't know what to tell EJ. He laughed, "What did you do?"
"This isn't funny, you jackass….I got the hell out of there and that's when you guys seen us. How do I look him in the eyes now?" EJ asked.
"EJ, this type of thing happens all the time. Let's chuck it up to both of you being trashed and horny. You didn't cheat on your wife and hell sounds like you had a pretty exciting night. Hey, I have a surprise for Ryan tonight for dinner. I ordered a cake and dinner from a favorite restaurant of mine and we'll all eat and celebrate later." EJ nods to approve.
"I have to be honest I enjoyed it, now EJ…he's freaking out. I tried telling him to let it go. No big deal, but he's so fucking…well EJ." Davis stands and stretches. "Oh, happy birthday, brother. The big 30….holy shit."
"Shut up! Don't remind me." Ryan stands and stretches, "Maybe we should go get ready. Jayson has the day planned for us."
"Sure, hey keep this between us. I don't want EJ feeling anymore uncomfortable."
"Ok," Ryan smiled. "Well endowed, aye?"
"Very," Davis laughed patting Ryan's shoulders as they walked up the stairs. As they got to Ryan's room, EJ was just coming out. Davis and EJ looked at each other. "Morning EJ," Davis greeted.
"Good morning, Davis," EJ walked out of the room.
"You two go get ready and meet us downstairs in about forty-five minutes. We'll get breakfast and then go to Universal Studios." Jayson was very excited. "Did you tell Davis?"
"No," Ryan smiled at Jayson.
"What are you two hiding?" Davis asked. Jayson and Ryan both held up their left hand and displayed their rings.
"Are those what I think they are?" EJ smiled.
"We're engaged," Ryan announced. "Jayson asked me last night."
They men all exchanged hugs and congrats. "I'm so happy for you, Ryan." Davis hugged his brother. "And you too Jayson."
"Oh, gee thanks," Jayson joked.
"Have you told mom and dad yet?"
"No, I'll call when we get home. Right now I just want to enjoy the rest of our time here."
"Sounds good, we'll go get ready," EJ says as Ryan and Jayson shut their door so they could finish getting ready. EJ looked at Davis, "Did you tell Ryan?"
"Did you tell Jayson?" Was Davis's rebuttal.
"I did, I had to talk to someone." EJ huffed.
"Look, EJ it really was no big deal. Let's just forget it happened, and yes I told Ryan."
"Did you tell him about the kiss?" EJ asked.
"No, that we agreed we wouldn't tell."
"That will go to our grave, hear me," EJ warns playfully.
"Whatever you say cupcake," Davis plays.
"Do not call me that."
"Then don't say you didn't like it," Davis was egging EJ on.
"Whatever, we're ok, right?" EJ asked and Davis winked causing EJ to roll his eyes.
"Yeah, man….we're good." Davis goes into his room and EJ goes to his.
The rest of the afternoon, the boys went to breakfast and enjoyed a fun filled afternoon at Universal Studios. Jayson had bags of stuff that he bought his nieces and nephews. "You know Jayson, the kids didn't need every shirt and toy from Universal," EJ laughs at his brothers over excitement.
"I can't help it I'm a better uncle then you are a dad," Jayson smugly shot back joking.
"Oh, he got you there EJ," Davis laughs.
"I hate you all," EJ grins.
They put down their bags and Jayson walks behind Ryan and covers his eyes. "What are you doing? I thought we were done with the birthday surprises?"
"Nope, walk this way my love." Jayson walked behind Ryan with his hands over his eyes. Davis grabbed his hands and led him into the kitchen. Taking his hands off his eyes, Ryan opened to a festive Mexican themed dinner and a big birthday cake with 30 candles. They all start singing Happy Birthday. "Ok, make a wish…." Jayson says and Ryan closes his eyes as he blows all thirty candles out.
"What'd you wish for?" Davis asked.
"He can't tell you or his wish won't come true," EJ laughed.
"Bullshit, spill it Dr. Jacobs," Davis shoved his shoulder playfully into his brother.
Ryan grinned and without even dropping a beat he played right into EJ and Davis's game, "I wished that Jayson and I would find and watch the same porno as you guys did last night."
Jayson starts to laugh, EJ gasps, and Davis is rolling in laughter.
Only you, Ryan…Happy 30th Birthday, Ryan.
Thank you all for your patience. I've been working diligently on a special project and I'm hoping to hear good news. And like always I love to hear your thoughts you have no idea what joy it brings me. Right now I could use the positive energy
A little about the next chapter: I'm going to give a teaser…the next chapter is Jayson's farewell party for his friends and colleagues here in LA. We will see a friendly face we haven't seen since Everything has changed (Hint ok, it's Brad!) and you will NOT want to miss what happens there…..AND there's a really shocking twist coming up. Ryan will be faced with a secret that could change everything for their relationship: Does he tell and everything he's worked so hard to have changes or does he lie to keep life as perfect as it is right now? Curious? I am and I'm writing it…..I can't wait for you to read. The next two chapters (at least) will be epic, don't miss it. Plus, you get more EJ and Davis flirting and that's so much fun….maybe we'll see a glimpse of that secret kiss 3
The next chapter is entitled: Black Farwell. Yes….Black.
Teaser:
"She's in labor," Ryan announces as he lowers to her side. "Don't worry; I'm going to help you. I'm going to deliver your baby, Macy."
"Something doesn't feel right," Macy cries uncontrollably from the pain.
"The baby is breech," Ryan glances at Jayson. "How long until the ambulance gets here?"
"They said 30 minutes, LA traffics is horrible," Jayson tries to comfort a labored Macy.
"Fuck," Ryan mutters to himself, but Macy gazes at him with helpless eyes.
"He said fuck. Jayson, he said fuck…this is bad."
End of teaser!
Oh, just wait….this is bits and pieces. It's gonna be good
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Mary