hey hey! so after the next chapter i will be going into episode 1 of the tv show! tell me what you think!

JJ

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As Dean rushes into the emergency room he screams "I need a doctor!" and puts her on the wheelchair a nurse brings "Her waters broke!" but as the nurse goes to wheel her away she reaches out "De, don't leave me!" and he takes her hand as the nurse wheels them to the maternity word. While outside Sam looked at the hospital in fear and wonder, he sat in his car, nervous, of what could be happening, if his sister was ok. He got out of the car, just in time to see his father and Bobby running into the hospital. He then lent against the car and waited for something, a sign of what he should do, keep his promise of giving Emilia a choice, a change at normality and go back to Stanford and Jess, who was to nice and not as cheeky as he needed, who was to tanned and sweet and not pale and mischievous like he wanted. He didn't know what to do, but knew that at this moment she'd be surrounded by people and he needed to see her, just her, just them. So he waited for his time, sitting in his car anxiously.

As Emmy starts freaking out from the contractions the doctor says "your 10cm dilated, this baby's coming now!" and she just groans "dose that mean I can have some drugs now?" he doctor laughs, Dean and the others smiling, she's never been good with pain, and nods "sure, I have the nurse come give you something soon." as he walks out she calls after him "now would be better!" then starts panting while nurses rush round her and the doctor walks back in, after sterilizing. She looks up to Dean and says, taking his hand "De, I'm scared." he kisses her head and smiles gently "I know baby girl, but I'm here, we're all here." she sobs a little as a contraction hits "Sammy isn't." and Dean sighs sadly as she starts giving birth.

After two hours of waiting Sam starts to panic, wondering why a check up would be taking so long and storms into the reception "hi, I'm looking for a girl, brown hair green eyes, a guy brought her in, then two others come for her?" he asked, not knowing if they where using fake names or not "I'm sorry I cant give out patient information." he groans in annoyance and anger and storms off down the corridor going to look for her himself, but he's in the wrong part of the fucking hospital!

Less than an hour later, a nurse sets a small, healthy premature baby into an incubator and the doctor checks them over just to be safe "oh my god is my baby ok?" asks a scared Emmy and the doctor nods with a smile "he's fine" her face brightens at that and she says "he? I have a boy, a baby boy!" to her family, but as the nurse takes him she panics "where are you taking him?" and the doctor reassures her "he's in good condition but a premature baby needs to be taking to a special section to be monitored, I'll have a nurse take you to him." she nods hesitantly and the men surround her, her father kneeling, with a smile "you did great princess, he looks good, a fighter." and Bobby smiles wiping at his tears "gets it from his mama." and she smiles as Dean takes her hand and a nurse walks in with a wheelchair, the men go to follow but she holds up a hand "can I have a minute with my boy." they nod as she's wheeled away

Sam leans against a wall in defeat, he's looked high and low for her and got nothing, but as he looks to the side he sees her being wheeled somewhere by a nurse and runs over "Emmy!" he shouts and she stops the nurse looking at him and asks "Sammy? What are you doing here?" he smiles and says "I wanted to see you, I…um, just wanted to make sure you were ok." she looks up at him and the anger sets it "are you fucking kidding me? I called you every day for months, I went to see you and found out you'd completely erased me from your life and now you show up acting the concerned brother?" he stares at her bewildered "Emmy I…" but she cuts in "no Sam, you left me scared and alone and you didn't bother to even call once in all this time." he bows his head in shame "I needed you and you just left me behind, but Dean, he was here for me, held me and cleaned up your mess." he looks at her questioningly "I don't need you anymore Sam, and you defiantly don't want, let alone need me. So back to Stanford and Jess and your apple pie life because I don't want you here! Not ever, because I have dean." he cant believe his ears, and either can she, she thought she'd be overjoyed at seeing him, at him coming back but all she felt was betrayed and angry. As the nurse carried on with Emilia she cried, they both did.

As Emilia held the hand of her child through the incubator she cried "hey baby boy, I'm your mommy." at a hand on her shoulder she turned to see Dean, her hero "he's beautiful Emmy, looks just like you." but as she looked back at her son she saw his fathers jade eyes with a curve of her emerald green "he's perfect Dean" she holds his hand as John walks in and asks with pride "so what are you naming my grandson?" she smiles, never taking her eyes off her child "Matthew Samuel Winchester, and I just really like Matthew" they smile and Bobby says "that's a good strong name." and Dean nods, knowing she just wants his to have a piece of his father "welcome to the world Matty." his hand in his baby sisters. Meanwhile Sam looked to the hospital and felt his heart break, she didn't need him anymore and he's made that decision, it was the right thing to do, so why dose it feel like he's gone and sliced out his own heart and thrown it in the trash? He climbed into his car and wiped at his tears, wiped away Sammy, the annoying book worm brother, son and hunter and became Sam, the normal college geek, then drove on leaving his family, his son, behind.

Five Months Later

It was only a few weeks before the hospital let them take Matty home, he looked so much like his mother, but his eyes just screamed Sam, Emilia and Dean both get scared when John or Bobby look at him to long, scared they'll know. They moved in with Bobby, wanting to stay close to the only home they'd ever really had and as Dean feeds the baby boy his bottle Emmy smiles "I think he loves you more than me sometimes." she jokes because whenever Dean hold his he stops crying and he just knows what to do "don't be stupid, you're his mom! That trumps everything!" she smiles taking him out of Deans arms and burping him gently "yeah, he loves me more" and she lays him down in his crib with a sweet kiss "goodnight Angel." she smiles and leaves for bed, but the next morning as a scream echo's through the house all come running, only to find the hysterical girl with her baby in her arms, he's pale and still. Because god is cruel and demons aren't the worst thing in the world, that's what Emilia Winchester discovered, her son Dead from nothing but falling to sleep.