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JPOV

She ran up and kissed me as soon as I stepped through the trees.

"Renesme."I said, smiling from ear to ear. I felt like an idiot.

"Your back."

"I told you I would be back at three." I checked my watch, "it is now 2:58."

She unwrapped her legs from around my waist and held my hand. She led me to a soft patch of grass and we laid down. I looked toward the sky and she laid her head on my chest. I combed her thick bronze curls with my fingers and looked down at her beautiful face.

"Jacob, have you ever loved anybody before me?"

The question caught me off guard. Well, I couldn't lie to her. But, I don't think now would be the perfect time to tell her I had once loved her mother.

"Yes."

"What was she like?" Her voice was soft, genuinely curious.

"Well, she was beautiful, loving, and completely selfless. She was shy, never liked attention."

"Why aren't with her?"

"She loved, loves, someone else."

"Oh." Her voice was filled with……..some sort of unknown sadness.

I felt horrible at once. If she thought I would rather be with Bella……never.

"Renesme, I don't love her like that anymore, I have you. She'd never compare to you, ever. Don't ever think I'd rather be with anyone else!"

"I don't see why not, I'm sure she was much prettier than me, smarter, kinder…better." I felt a slight wetness on my shirt and looked down to see her crying.

"Renesme, please don't cry." I pleaded. "I swear I love you, and I've never loved anyone this way before."

RPOV

I started to burst into tears. They came and I couldn't stop them. I felt my stomach drop and I just cried. I buried my head into his shirt and his hands ran through my hair.

I tried to stop the tears and pulled my head away and wiped the wetness from my face. I stood up and looked off into the distance.

"It's okay Jacob." The words were hoarse. I tried to clear my throat. "You can go back to her." The tears came again, even worse. My knees wobbled and I felt like I was going to fall onto the ground. But I couldn't show vulnerability I just ran before he could catch me. I knew he was behind me but I didn't turn.

I ran until I was close enough to the cottage for Daddy to hear my thoughts. He was outside the house in a millisecond and he looked past me and saw Jacob a few yards back.

"Jacob…………give her some time." I wasn't listening to what he was saying. I ran inside and into my mothers arms and sobbed.

More pictures of woman came through my mind. Girls Jacob could have loved, still loved. Each tear that ran down my face burned its path. My heart throbbed and I felt like I couldn't breath. The emotional pain hit so deep, I wouldn't be able to get it out.

Jacob was going to go to someone else, to his mystery girl; he would love her forever and forget about me. As I continued to cry endlessly there was no rationality in my thoughts. Worst case scenarios filled my mind and they wouldn't leave me alone.

I knew none of this could be true. I was just his second-best always, and forever. So this was it. I had my whole 6 years with Jacob and now he would leave. Leave because I told him to. But, he should go. He doesn't need to stay here and grieve for his lost love. He could go away and forget about me completely and I would do the same, if only I could.

A/N: Heads up, these this is all in Renesme's mind, not reality.

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