Chapter Nine
AN: Okay, so this is going to reflect me now, except the seeing her, in school. Karaxi is gonna see her ex, who she doesn't know still why he dumped her, and is crying about it. Seriously, life has almost 0 meaning now for me. No, not turning EMO or suicide thoughts, it's just that the other night, I had a dream, and it held two parts for me to interpret. Part one: That I long for being loved. Second part: Fanfiction idea. So, now I am sorta EMO, if you count not wanting anything to do with life for the moment, and am liking black more and more. Plus, listening to some Avril Lavigne songs doesn't help. Like Innocence, Keep Holding On, When Your Gone, and others. (It's been 2 friggin months!)
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Great to be back where I started. Ah, well, at least I had the others with me this time around. Nothing can go wrong today. Boy, was I wrong. It seemed that everything went wrong that day.
"Right, so what do we have first?" Axel asked no one in particular. No one answered, and we all had blank stares on our faces. "Maybe I can help you." A familiar voice spoke. I turned around to see who it was, and sure enough, I knew him. And he recognized me too. "K-Kiara? What are you doing here?"
I looked at him, the boy who had broken my heart into a million pieces "What does it look like, Damon? I'm a new kid here." He looked behind me, where everyone else was "And who are they, besides Myde." I took in a deep breath, should I take revenge on him for dumping me for no good reason? "Well, Damon, this is Roxas and Xion, they're twins. And that's Zexion and that's Axel, my boyfriend." Knowing Axel, he would play along all too well. "And I love him so much. Right, Axey?"
"Of course, my sugar bell. Now, which way am I kicking?" Like I said, all too well. "Axey, you'll get suspended for hurting him. Even though I would enjoy it, him to go through the same pain, you suspended would tear me up." In the background, Roxas and Xion must have been faking gagging while we acted. Zexion was probably just rolling his eyes.
I smirked "Let's go guys. We have math first." So, we left Damon standing there, too stunned to hear the bell ring.
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By lunch, everyone was hating math, except for Zexion. And guess who decided to walk past us at lunch, Damon. Just to make him feel it, I started acting again "Hey, Axe? What do we have after lunch?" He looked over at us. "Well, Sweat Pea, we have art." I thanked him by giving him a too-long-to-be-just-friends hug. I looked over at Damon, and saw him approaching me "What, Damon?"
"Can I talk to you for a minute?" I nodded and he led me just out of ear shot for a human, not a Nobody. "Kiara, I know you are faking it, and are trying to make me feel it, but it isn't working. Stop trying. The reason I broke up with you is that I didn't think I could handle you. You seemed too pure, but I still care about you." Seriously? "Listen, Damon. I was trying to get back at you, but I do love Axel. Your cares aren't what I care about. Okay? I don't care anymore. Get that through your head and leave us alone, okay?"
He nodded and walked away while I returned. "You guys heard that, right?" The nodded. Axel spoke softly "So, that means that I still have to act?" I nodded, and turned away slightly. My action didn't go unnoticed, either. "What's the matter, Karaxi?" Axel asked. "N-Nothing. I gotta go, be right back."
I basically ran to the bathroom, and broke down. I heard the first door open and tried to get into a stall. Luckily, it was Xion who opened the door. "Hey, you okay? Everyone is worried." I shook my head, letting the tears spill down "No, Xion. I am not okay. Just seeing him brought back so many human memories, it was overload. I couldn't contain it any longer."
She wrapped an arm around me "Let's go back, and then we can talk." I nodded and followed her out of the washroom. When we came into sight, Axel had a smile on his face, but when we came closer, it disappeared. Same thing for Roxas. Zexion was indifferent to my state.
"What happened?" was all he could say. "I had a breakdown. Too many memories came back when I saw him, I couldn't contain them anymore." I said between sobs. Axel stood, wrapped his arms around me, and just stood there for a few minutes. It was kind of nice. "Shhh... It's alright." Is what he kept repeating in my ear, calming me down in the process. Finally, when I was no longer crying, he let go.
"Now, are you all better?" I nodded "Yeah, but when you kick him, I'll help."
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"So, anything happen today?" Xigbar asked as he drove us back to the castle. "I had a memory overflow. I saw an ex today, and cried. Plus, Demyx was really quiet today." Xigbar only nodded as The Castle That Never Was came into view. "Well, I guess we actually have something to report to X-Face."
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Wow, a chapter in under an hour, and finished at midnight. This is how I wish my life was like. *Points to chapter above* But alas, it is not possible. Writing takes my mind off of things that I don't want to think about. Something for my thoughts to be focused on besides him.