Chapter 10 – I'm a Loser

Lilly lay in bed for hours unable to sleep as she planned. She tossed and turned and she cursed aloud and screamed in her mind asking herself why she was so restless but she knew the reason. It was everything in her life. Oliver, the rumors at school, her friends turning against her, seeing he locker spray painted, and Miley…always Miley…she was always there haunting her. Lilly got out of bed and picked her cell phone off the floor and again saw the text message Miley sent her. Lilly sighed, deleted it, and decided she needed a walk on the beach to clear her mind. She slipped on a pair of tan plaid shorts and a tee shirt and her sandals and drove to the beach. She parked her car and saw the pier and smiled. She always loved the pier for some reason; it was a good place to go and think as she looked over the ocean. Lilly got out of her car but instead of walking to the pier she walked the beach to Miley's house. She did not know why she did…no that was a lie she was telling herself. She knew why…she knew the reason. Lilly walked to Miley back door and saw the glass doors were open and the heard the sound of a guitar and decided to listen. She knew Miley would be singing and she loved the girl's voice.

I'm a loser!

I'm a loser!

And I'm not what I appear to be

Of all the love I have won or I have lost

There is one love I should never have crossed

She was a girl in a million…my friend

I should have known she would win in the end

I'm a loser and I have lost someone near to me

I'm a loser and not what I appear to be

Although I laugh and act like a clown

Beneath this mask I am wearing a frown

My tears are falling like rain from the sky

Is it for her or myself that I cry?

I'm a loser and I have lost someone near to me

I'm a loser and I am not what I appear to be

What have I done to deserve such a fate?

I realize I have left it too late

And so it's true pride come before a fall

I'm telling you so you won't lose it all

I'm a loser and I have lost someone near to me

I'm a loser and I am not what I appear to me.

Lilly wiped her eyes and knocked on the wall to let Miley know she was there. Miley gave a slight jump and Lilly giggled as Miley put down her guitar and wiped her own eyes and ran to Lilly and hugged her.

"Oh, Lils, I saw what they did to your locker…I am so sorry." Miley said as she hugged Lilly. Lilly pushed her away gently and smiled.

"Yeah…well I guess it was better than my car but I suspect that is next." She said as she forced a laugh.

Miley gave her a week smile and pulled her into the house and sat her down on the couch. Lilly sat at one end with her feet on the floor but her body turned so she could face Miley. Miley, who was wearing pink pajama shorts and matching top, sat on the other side of the couch and curled her legs under her and faced Lilly.

"I don't think that was funny…about your car. Why are they doing this, Lils?"

Lilly shrugged, "Well…I guess I finally really pissed off the wrong people…don't ask me how but Ashley seems to think Oliver and Amber have a lot to do with it. I mean Oliver already spread it around that if I was pregnant he was not the father and I was sleeping with tons of boys."

Miley nodded, "Yeah I heard a few things…I mean I normally stay by myself at school when Mikayla is not there so I only get bits and pieces."

Lilly nodded, "Well I get the full thing…it is not pretty but I deal and don't let it bother me." Miley knew when Lilly was lying but she did not say anything and let Lilly continue, "That song was nice…where did you learn it?"

Miley blushed hoping Lilly did not hear the whole song. "Oh…well…Mikayla is a huge fan of the Beatles and it is one of theirs," Miley grinned, "I have to hear them constantly." Lilly smiled and tried to hide her jealousy every time Mikayla's name came up. Miley gave Lilly a hard look.

"Lils, why didn't you come to me about things at school?"

Lilly shrugged, "Umm…no big deal really…I just blow it off."

"Lillian Truscott…don't you lie to me. I have known you for to long and know when you are lying!"

Lilly eyes glared, "Well why the fuck should I come to you for anyway? I mean we aren't really friends anymore! You still won't talk to me at school…ever since you have been back you ignored me so what makes you think I should come to you?"

Lilly stood up and put her hands on her hips, "And what about you? I see you and try to get your attention and all you do is ignore me! I guess you really don't care about me anymore!" Miley turned and ran up to her room.

Lilly was angry…no she was pissed! How dare she tell her that I don't care about her! I mean I fixed her up after she did God knows what and got tortured and took care of her and she tells me I don't care about her…well we will see about that! Lilly ran up the stairs and saw Miley's bedroom door was open so she invited herself in. Miley was on the bed crying. Miley turned her head and saw Lilly about to slam her door shut.

"Lilly, nooo…" The door slammed shut. "Great! Just great! I broke the lock yesterday and now we are trapped in here! Thank a lot!" Miley said.

Lilly looked over her shoulder, "Oops…sorry." She said and turned back to Miley and saw the girl was smiling.

"It's ok…Lilly, lets night fight…please. I…there is something I need to tell you and it's important to me and I think it may help you understand Mikayla and I and our relationship."

Lilly shrugged, "Is it really important t you?"

Miley gave Lilly her innocent child like face and bit her lower lip, 'Uh huh." She said as she shook her head and patted the bed for Lilly to sit down and Miley sat up and took Lilly's hand and sighed…damn this is going to be hard…well lets jump in and see if that dog will hunt…oh God did I just say that…my dad is a bad influence on me sometimes.

"Lilly…the night you picked me up and I told you…well…I liked the pain and it…damn this is hard…well…I…I do…I get off on it and Mikayla is not just my friend and she is not my girlfriend…she is also my Mistress."

Lilly looked at her, "What do you mean…Mistress? Look, Miley, I really don't know where you are going with this but lets not…ok?"

Miley shook her head, "No, Lilly, I have to…you have to know and not blame Mikayla for the other night. I am not going to go into the details of our sex lives…don't worry…but you have to understand…well…what I am, Lilly, how I want to be and…well…just…ummm…just about me….please just listen and when I am done you can just leave if it…I…make you sick…ok?"

Lilly nodded and Miley explained things the best she could. She told Lilly how she was a lifestyle submissive/slave which meant she was one all the time to Mikayla and not just when they wanted kinky sex. She told Lilly that was who she is and who she wanted to be. Miley tried to explain to Lilly…who she could tell was not understanding everything…that she went to a club as a slave and Mikayla was her Mistress and they met other people in the same lifestyle…of course she left out a lot such as the "play time". Miley tried to explain to Lilly she wanted this life and Mikayla did not force it on her and that whatever she and Mikayla did was consensual. She also told Lilly that the night she picked her up was not Mikayla's fault and that it was all on Miley because she had a need to feel the pain and the pleasure she got from it and that was not the norm. It was extreme and normally Miley did not get taken that far. But as much as she told Lilly she could tell that Lilly did not understand and worse…before she was even half way finished Lilly stopped holding her hand and Miley knew she was disgusted by her and for some reason that really hurt Miley…hurt her deep. By the time she was done, Lilly was pacing the floor and Miley's eyes got watery. She looked up a Lilly.

"Well…say something…please, Lilly…anything…yell at me, call me names, tell me I am a pervert…anything."

Lilly stopped pacing and looked at Miley, "I…I can't…I mean if I understood I would but I don't. You said not to blame Mikayla and then you tell me she was you're…your mistress and…trained you…like what a dog or something. You were never like this, Miley, until you met her…so how can she not be blamed?" Lilly's voice was calm and Miley was glad about that.

"I was, Lilly, I really was…I just did not know the right way to truly express and embrace what I was…a true submissive person. Think about it, Lilly. Remember last week when I mentioned your birthday and how you were alone?" Lilly nodded as she sat back down on the bed, "And the things I did to get to you…I did those things because first…you asked me to be here for you and second…it pleased me so much to make you were happy and be here in your birthday. I did it to please you. I did things I never would have done in a million years on my own but when you wanted me with you I had to be with you to please you…see I was being submissive to you and it made me happy. Think about it, Lilly, think about the other things I did for you. The trip to D.C…I did to please you because I wanted you happy and it gave me such pleasure to make you happy."

Lilly shook her head, "I don't buy that…you did those things because we were friends. I never ordered you to do them. I never said 'Miley, if your ass is not here for my birthday I will spank you' I never did that."

Miley giggled at the idea of Lilly spanking her and suddenly wanted the girl to. "Sorry…just…never mind…but no you never ordered me to and even when you just asked me I…I could have said no but I knew it would make you sad and you would not be pleased and it made me sad." Miley threw her hands up in the air. "I can't make you understand, Lilly, I am sorry about that. But don't blame Mikayla…it is not her."

Lilly stood up, "Oh sure…she is brain washing you, Miley, can't you see that? And…and what about the pain shit? How can you think pain feels good…like the pain you got last week? Don't forget I was the one who fixed you up and I saw what happened to you and…you it felt good?"

Miley nodded and was crying a little now at Lilly's words. Why didn't she just come out and say it…you are a sick fucking freak whore, Miley…it would just make it so easier if she would jus say it. Miley looked up and wiped her eyes, "She is not brain washing me, Lilly, she just helped me…argh! You don't understand…I knew you wouldn't. Yes I get off one the pain…is that what you want to here! I love it, Lilly! I love being dominated and used like a whore! It gives me such pleasure I can actually have an orgasm by it…and it is a great one too!" Miley took several deep breaths and clamed down, "I am sorry for my outburst…please forgive me? I had no right to talk to you like that." What the fuck? Did I just treat her like a mistress…what is going on with me…all I can think about is how hot she is when she is yelling at me and trying to take control of me…ok, Miles, ok…calm down.

"You are right, Miley…I don't understand and I guess I never will. I am so out of here." Lilly said and turned to the door. Miley wanted to scream 'don't go…please don't go…stay and have sex with me!' but of course she didn't. For the first time in a long time Miley wanted to take control during sex…not dominant she would never do that…but to seduce and take Lilly and make love to her.

Lilly went to open the door forgetting the lock was broken and started pulling and soon fell on her butt with the door knob in her hand. "Oh great…just great…she muttered." She heard Miley giggling and glared up at her. "It's not funny!"

Miley sat up in the bed, "Umm…yeah it is." And started laughing and then Lilly started laughing on the floor. After both girls calmed down Lilly looked up at Miley.

"So…ummm…what now…we are stuck I guess."

Miley smiled and patted the bed next to her, "Come sit up here…next to me. I'll call a locksmith and we can…not fight. I am tired of fighting with you, Lils. Believe it or not…it hurts when I fight with you."

Lilly got up and kicked off her sandals and lay on the bed, "Yeah…hurts me too. But that is all we do now…I mean since we…well…started being around one another again."

Miley scooted closer to Lilly and put her arm around the blonde, "And why do you think that is, Lils."

Lilly shrugged, "I have thought about it and…you are right. We grew apart. We are different people now…hell you are real different." Lilly said with a chuckled and that made Miley smile.

"Yeah…but let's not fight, ok." Miley said softly and cuddled closer to Lilly. She could not help it. She did not know why but it felt good to be so close to Lilly again. She wanted to fight it but she could not.

Lilly rolled over and face Miley, "Ok…we won't fight and you're right…I don't understand you anymore."

Miley smiled and reached up and caressed Lilly's hair and the blonde girl closed her eyes and let out a small moan before she backed away a little. Miley smiled at her and Lilly felt her heart jump in her throat from that small thing.

"Lils, I know you don't understand and I did a terrible job of explaining it but…I can't make you understand me. Just…just don't blame Mikayla…she is a real good friend and cares about me and understands me."

Lilly backed up more, "I used to understand you…I used to be your friend and I still care about you but…" Lilly tried to get off the bed but Miley grabbed her and pulled her back and saw Lilly's eyes water and the hurt look on her face and she felt sad…sad and guilty. She tried to put her arms around the blonde girl but Lilly pushed her away.

"Lilly…please, we said we weren't going to fight." Miley said softly.

Lilly took a deep breath, "I…I just want to know why. Is it because of what you told me? I thought maybe it was after you tried to explain things to me but then I thought no because you and Mikayla were not friends then…so why, Miley, why? Just answer me that…please I need to know why. It…it eats at me all the time and I can't understand it."

Miley again tried to put her arms around Lilly but the blonde scooted away close to the edge of the bed and started crying. "Lils…why…why what, baby?

Lilly sat up on the edge of the bed and turned her back and head away from Miley, "Why did you send me that email? I…I have to know what I did for you to hate me so much. I run through everything in my mind all the time and…and I can't come of with a reason why you hated me so much. I mean…yeah we started drifting apart and I…I guess was spending more time with Oliver and stuff, but all you had to do was talk to me. Was that such a bad thing…was that why you hated me?"

Miley felt pain in her heart as Lilly asked her question and felt her throat tighten. She never really thought Lilly would think she hated her. She got on her knees behind Lilly and wrapped her arms around the girl and kissed the back of Lilly's neck and was glad she did not pull away. "I never hated you, Lils, how could I ever hate you? You did nothing wrong…please know that." Lilly placed her head on Lilly back, "No, baby, I don't and never did hate you."

Lilly turned her body and head around as she ran her hand gently up and down Miley's arm and her face was so close to Miley's she could feel the brown haired girl's breath on her face and it felt wonderful. Miley looked into Lilly's eyes and both girl's leaned in until their lips touched. It was just a gentle kiss, a simple brush of the lips, but the kiss was electrifying for the both of them and like one they parted their lips and Miley felt Lilly's tongue press into her mouth and she welcomed it, needed it, and desired it as she let out a whimper of pleasure. Her whimpered turned into a gasp of surprise when Lilly gently pushed her down on the bed and got on top of her still kissing. Miley felt her desire run through her body and he need for Lilly made her wet between her legs and for once in a long time she did not want any pain or dominance as foreplay before she had sex. She just wanted to make love and enjoy Lilly and her body. Miley wrapped her arms around Lilly pulling her closer and trusting her hips up to press her self against the other girl. Lilly let out a moan and pulled her mouth off of Miley's and looked down at the girl she thought was so beautiful.

Lilly smiled as she looked at Miley's long chestnut colored hair spilling away from her head over the bed like lovely water, her wonderful eyes, and her sweet lips parted in pleasure. Miley leaned up and started kissing Lilly's neck and loved the moans Lilly made as she whimpered and gasped in pleasure at those kisses.

"Ohhh…Mi…Miley…ohhh Gooood…that's good…please…Miley please stop." Lilly asked between moans.

Miley hugged Lilly tighter and tried to pull her closer, "No…please…Lils…I…want…you…please…don't…stop…I…beg…you." Miley said between kisses on Lilly's neck. She wanted Lilly so bad but she was still who she was and she was asking permission…begging for permission…to continue.

Lilly pulled back and looked at Miley in the eyes. "No, it's just…I…I never done this with a girl and…what if I…I don't…well…make you feel good."

Miley felt suddenly sad by the look in Lilly's face. The fear and doubt in the other girl's eyes touched Miley in a way she had never felt before. She pulled Lilly down to her again and started kissing her neck once more. She inhaled the scent of Lilly's lilac smelling hair from the girl's shampoo and licked her neck and then started kissing Lilly's ear resulting in another moan of pleasure from the blonde girl.

"May…may I show you…help you?" Miley whispered in Lilly's ear again asking the other girl's permission to continue.

Lilly giggled and kissed Miley on her lips and pulled back, "Yes…oh yes…I want this so much. I have wanted this for a long time."

Miley grinned, "Ok…first I think we need to get undressed." She teased and lifted her chest off the bed and removed her pajama top and lay back down. Lilly sucked in a deep breath as she saw Miley's breasts and erect light brown nipples and gently ran her hands over them. Caressing them and teasing them. Miley gasped in pleasure at the girl's touch.

"They…you are so lovely…so perfect." Lilly whispered, She had seen Miley naked before, plenty of times, but never like this. Never with such desire and lust coming from the both of them. Lilly started to get off the bed to remove her own clothes but Miley grabbed her again and wrapped her legs around Lilly's butt.

"No…please…don't get up. Please don't get up." Miley said in a pleading voice.

Lilly smiled, "I have to get undressed, silly."

Miley shook her head, "No…I mean yes but I'm afraid." She said in a scared voice.

Lilly chuckled and kissed Miley's lips quickly and pulled her head back. "You…I am then one who does not know what she is doing."

Miley gave Lilly a week smile, "No…I am afraid if you get up you…you will change you mind. Please…please don't get up, Lilly. Please don't change your mind." Miley begged and turned her head.

Lilly leaned down and took one of Miley's nipples in her mouth and sucked it gently and Miley arched her back as she moaned. Lilly flicked her tongue over the erect brown nipple and then gently bit it. She did what she licked to have done to her and hoped Miley would like it. Miley's loud moan told Lilly she did and she pulled back and smiled as she looked at Miley with her head thrown back and her eyes closed and saw desire on her face.

"I won't change my mind…but if it makes you feel better I won't leave you." Lilly grinned at Miley's weak smile, "Now…help me get my clothes off." Lilly said in a husky voice filled with lust and desire.

Miley smiled at the order and she felt a deep rush of desire between her legs at being commanded by Lilly and the overwhelming urge to please her…to make her happy…to give her anything she wanted. Miley started quickly pulling Lilly's shirt over her head and stared at Lilly's chest as the blonde sat up and removed her bra and her breasts fell free. Miley gasped.

"Oh God, Lilly, they are so beautiful." Miley said and looked Lilly in the eyes, "You are so beautiful. Can…may I touch them and kiss them?" Miley asked never forgetting her place.

Lilly grinned and nodded and Miley brought her head up as she caresses Lilly's breasts and smiled at the sound of pleasure coming from the girl's mouth and then brought her lips to Lilly's nipples and slowly drew one into her mouth and started flicking her tongue over it and bit it slightly. Lilly threw her head back and arched her back as she pushed Miley's face harder into her chest.

"Ohhh…God…more…do it more, Miley…more…" Lilly begged and Miley did as she was told and started sucking harder as her hands ran up Lilly's back. Lilly stared moaning and grinding her hips against Miley. After a while she pushed Miley away and the other girl fell back on the bed breathing hard.

"Now…remove your bottoms and help me with mine." Lilly said and Miley grinned at the dominance Lilly was showing and as she arched her hips and removed her pajama bottoms and panties in one motion she wondered if Lilly even knew she was taking control. Once naked she wrapped her legs around Lilly again and drew her back close and started kissing her as her hands unbuttoned Lilly shorts and pulled them down. As Lilly moved her hips and legs to kick off her shorts she felt Miley's hands removing her panties and pull them down off her hips. Again she moved her legs and hips and kicked her panties free and as she did she pushed her body into Miley and Miley moaned loudly. Once naked she kissed Miley hard and both girls moaned as their bodies were pressed into one another. Lilly pulled back as her right hand continued to tease and gently pinch one of Miley's now rock hard nipples. Miley had her eyes closed tight with the pleasure and her breathing was coming in short hard gasps.

"So…umm…we are both naked…now what?" Lilly asked in a teasing voice but Miley could hear the slight sound of uncertain fear in Lilly. She opened her eyes and smiled.

"Do you trust me, Lilly?" Miley asked and Lilly nodded but her eyes showed fear of not knowing what to do. "Will you let me please you…I want to please you so much." Miley whispered as she leaned up and started kissing Lilly's neck.

"I…I trust you, Miley, I…I love you so much." Lilly gasped out.

Miley kept kissing Lilly's neck, "I know…but let me please you…I need to please you, baby. Let me show you how I can please you…please, Lilly…please." Miley begged and Lilly whispered a yes. Miley gently pushed Lilly off of her and rolled over to her side and positioned Lilly on her back. Miley smiled and ran her hands over Lilly's breasts and then slowly down her stomach and started circling the other girl's abs. She reluctantly removed her gaze from Lilly's taunt stomach and looked at Lilly's face and smiled at the other girl's look of pleasure and uncertainness.

"You are so beautiful, Lilly, your body…God…it is so lovely." Miley whispered and Lilly was about to protest when Miley kissed her on the lips. "Shhh…just trust me." Lilly nodded as Miley's hand drifted down and pushed Lilly's legs apart. She started caressing the girl's inner thighs and kept her eyes focused on Lilly' face as she enjoyed the pleasure she felt by pleasing Lilly. She could actually feel the heat from between Lilly's thighs on her hand as she bright it closer to the wet folds between Lilly's legs. Lilly gasped loudly and jerk her body in pleasure as Miley inserted a finger inside her. Mile leaned is and kissed Lilly.

"Does it feel good, baby?' Miley asked as she kissed Lilly's neck and started making small circles with her finger that was inside Lilly.

"Ohhhh God…yes…please don't stop…feels…g…great." Lilly gasped.

Miley smiled, "You are so wet, Lilly…it feels so good." Miley whispered in the other girl's ear and inserted another finger and felt Lilly's body jerk and her hips thrust upwards as she let out a loud moan. Miley smiled and started circling both fingers inside Lilly and enjoyed the pleasure she was giving the other girl and the moans and facial expression from Lilly. Miley loved to please. It was who she was and she would rather please her partner than herself. She got gratification from pleasing the person she was having sex with or just from serving a mistress in even non sexual situations. Miley continued to please Lilly with her fingers and then touched her thumb to Lilly's swollen clit. Lilly screamed a moan and gripped Miley tight as the pleasure took her body.

"M…Miley…ohhh…Goood…Miley…please…please…I…I never I never…" Lilly gapes out trying to speak but the pleasure she was receiving was to much. Miley continued her delightful torment and leaned into Lilly's ear and licked it.

"Never what, baby?" Miley asked in a husky low voice filled with desire.

"I…ohhh…I never had one…I…I never came beforrrre." Lilly gasped out. Miley hid her surprise at Lilly's confession and smiled as she kissed the other girl's lips gently as she continued to work the girl with her fingers.

"Do you trust me, Lilly?" Miley whispered in Lilly's ear seductively. Lilly was moaning lost in pleasure but she managed a nod of her head. She soon let out a moan of disappointment as Miley withdrew her fingers and looked at the other girl questioningly. Miley smiled as she brought her fingers to her own lips and started to suck one of them relishing in the taste.

"God you taste so good, Lilly. Would you like to see?" Miley asked Lilly. Lilly gently shook her head as if not quite sure. Miley placed her other finger on Lilly's lips teasing her by gently running the finger over the blonde's lips. Lilly closed her eyes in pleasure and soon moved her head and tried to draw the fingers into her mouth. Miley giggled and finally allowed Lilly to take her finger in her mouth and Lilly moaned as she tasted herself and found she liked it and started sucking it harder as Miley giggled again as she teased Lilly.

Miley was a true submissive but she loved to tease. She had her tricks as all good slaves do to get what they want from their mistress or other dominants. Teasing was one of Miley's tricks. She knew how to tease her partner very well and have them think it was their idea to give Miley what she really wanted and Miley was teasing Lilly to get what she wanted. Miley pulled her finger out of Lilly's mouth and climbed on top of the blonde and straddled her and kissed Lilly deeply and passionately and then started kissing her neck and once again whispered "trust me" in Lilly's ear and started lowering her body down Lilly's kissing her lovely body the entire time. She teased Lilly with her lips over her neck, her chest, her breasts, her nipples, her stomach, and Lilly was almost trashing on the bed in the pleasure and her need to Miley to touch her again between her legs. Miley moved between Lilly's legs and started kissing her inner thighs and she felt Lilly tense and try to close her legs.

"I…I never did that…I…please…just use your fingers again." Lilly said in a fearful voice.

The first thought that went through Miley's mind was "poor girl, she never had this…how deprived." The next was to obey Lilly. To move back up and continue to please her with her fingers. Miley had to mentally fight hard to disobey Lilly and it was not easy but the knowledge of what she was going to do and the pleasure it was going to give the girl and her won out and she smiled seductively up at Lilly as her fingers once again entered the girl.

"Trust me, Lilly, please trust me…I beg you to…let me please you." Miley pleaded and Lilly closed her eyes and nodded and let out whimpering words "I trust you."

Miley smiled and removed her fingers from Lilly and teased the girl with her tongue licking her gently and then pushed it further into Lilly. Lilly moaned again as Miley penetrated her with her tongue and teased her. Miley move her tongue up and used her fingers to expose Lilly's clit more and flicked her tongue over the girl and Lilly gasped and her hand clutched the sheets on the bed tight and Miley mentally grinned as she put her mouth over Lilly and used her tongue to tease and tickle the girl's clit. She kept her eyes on Lilly's face and enjoyed the other girl's facial expression as she kept her tongue moving. Lilly moaned and gasped as Miley pleased her with her tongue. She soon felt pressure build up inside her like she never felt before and it scared her. Her hands grabbed Miley's hair and gently tried to pull the girl off of her.

"Ohhh…please…stop Miles…it's…it's too much…please no more." Lilly pleaded but Miley ignore her knowing the girl was close and even muttered "trust me" as she continued to work her tongue on Lilly's most sensitive spot. Miley felt Lilly pull her hair hard and felt the other girl's body tighten and she slipped two fingers in side Lilly as she continued her tongue pleasing. Lilly's hips bucked at that sensation and she let go of Miley hair and clutched the bed sheets again tight and let out a loud screaming moan as her body tensed and her back arched.

"Ohhhhh….Miiiiiley…..Ohhhhh Goooood….Miiiiley!" Lilly screamed out her orgasm and as Miley continued to work Lilly she felt the girl's pussy tighten and open in convulsions and soon Lilly could not form any words and all she could do was scream in pleasure. Miley continued for a while as Lilly kept going and going and she was impressed with the blonde's orgasm and how long and how many she had. She thought Lilly was going to last forever and she kept pleasing Lilly as her body arched and spasmed and she kept screaming loudly. Finally Lilly's body relaxed.

"Oh God…ok…ok…stop…please…stop…I…I can't take it anymore." Lilly gasped out laughing.

Miley stopped and saw Lilly's legs were shaking out of control and slid her own body seductively up Lilly's as the blonde lay of her back gasping for air and her hands over her face. Miley lay next to Lilly and cuddled close and wrapped her legs and arms around he girl.

"Baby, are you ok?" Miley asked with a smile and traced her finger over Lilly's tight stomach which was still jerking slightly.

Lilly lowered her hands and stared at the ceiling and Miley looked into her eyes and saw she was crying. She leaned up and kissed Lilly' tears. "Lils baby, are you ok?" Miley asked.

Lilly smiled and wiped her eyes. "Yeah…sorry…I…wow…I mean my God wow! I am sorry I am crying but…damn, Miley…double damn! That was incredible…beyond incredible. God that is what I have been missing all this time?"

Miley smiled and snuggled close, "It was really your first time having and orgasm?"

Lilly blushed, "Yeah."

Miley leaned her head up close to Lilly's face. "You…you never done it by yourself."

Lilly shook her head and started blushing harder, "No…but hell I may start now." She laughed and as Miley giggled. Miley placed her head on Lilly's shoulders pleased and proud with herself she made Lilly have such a wonderful orgasm.

"What about you?" Lilly asked.

Miley smiled, "What about me what?"

"Well don't you want to…you know…come too?" Lilly asked still blushing.

Miley did desperately. She was so aroused her clit was throbbing painfully and she could feel the wetness between her legs like it was dripping from her but she knew her place. She knew it was not up to her to decide if she got an orgasm or not. That was up to her partner. There were plenty of times she would please Mikayla the same way and Mikayla would not allow Miley to come or with other mistresses it was the same. Her actual physical pleasure was not up to her to control. Her body and its pleasures belonged to her mistress and right now she saw Lilly not as her mistress per say since that title went to Mikayla but she did see Lilly as a dominant and to Miley that meant her body's pleasures belong to Lilly. But Miley knew she had to guide Lilly into giving her the pleasure she craved.

"Do you want me to?" Miley asked as she started kissing Lilly's neck again. Lilly moaned softly at the touch of Miley's sweet lips.

"Mmmm…yes but…but I don't know how…I mean I don't think I am ready to do what you did to me." Lilly said timidly. While Miley thought the girl's shyness about sex cute she found it a little sad Lilly did not have much confidence when it came to sex and briefly wondered what the hell was Oliver doing with her…just put it in and pull it out?

Miley smiled and turned to her side and pulled Lilly over so the blonde girl was spooning her from behind. She then took Lilly's hand and brought it over her body and allowed Lilly to fondle her nipples. Wow…at least she knows how to do that, Miley thought as she moaned when Lilly started gently pinching her nipple. She turned her head back over her shoulder and looked at Lilly.

"Do you still trust me?" She asked with a smile.

Lilly nodded, "Always," and she started kissing the back of Miley's neck. Miley moaned and took Lilly's hand and slowly brought it between her legs.

"Ohhh…that's good…let me show you…please, Lilly…let me help you and show you." Miley begged as Lilly's finger entered her. Lilly kept kissing the back of Miley's neck and she suddenly bit it gently and Miley gasped out in the pleasure and pain of the small bite. Miley then guided Lilly's hand to her clit and helped the girl find the spot and set the pace and soon Lilly knew what to do. Miley grabbed hold of the head board and moaned as Lilly's fingers worked her. Wow…she learns quickly Miley thought before she let out a loud gasp as Lilly changed her finger's and slid two inside Miley and her thumb rubbed her clit. Miley started to grind her hips as Lilly's fingers worked their new found magic and she felt her orgasm building. She let out a loud moan as Lilly's other hand came over her body and started lightly pinching her nipples. Miley wanted to scream for Lilly to pinch them harder…to make them hurt…to make her hurt…but she refined because she did not want to frighten Lilly and another reason. Her body was responding so wonderfully without it. Miley suddenly grabbed the head board tight and screamed aloud as her orgasm hit her and she bucked her body and called Lilly's name as she came. After she calmed down she rolled over to Lilly and was about to kiss her when Lilly placed her fingers in Miley's mouth and the chestnut haired beauty eagerly licked and sucked Lilly's fingers. Lilly removed her fingers and kissed Miley passionately and deeply and enjoyed the lingering taste of herself on Miley's lips. Miley pushed her body tight into Lilly's as if she was trying to climb inside the other girl and kept kissing Lilly refusing to stop. After a while Lilly pulled back laughing.

"Wow, Miles, let me catch my breath." Lilly laughed.

Miley blushed, "Sorry…that was just amazing. You sure that was your first time?" Miley teased and Lilly just nodded.

Miley snuggled in close to Lilly as the blonde stroked her hair, "I love you, Miles." Lilly whispered.

"Mmmmm…that feels nice, Lils." Miley responded to Lilly stroking her hair.