A/N: Alright so, I know it's a kinda boring right now but things are about to go WHOA so please hang on. The next couple chapters will just be more of like filler chapters. you won't even know what hitcha. but I'm mixing my own ideas with MCL'S Ideas to make a whole new level of crazy. what could go wrong? So I know you're probably thinking 'YOU CAN'T TAKE AN IDEA CHANGE IT A LITTLE AND CALL IT YOURS.' I know that, and thats not what I'm trying to do. But anyway It's not like i'm gonna publish this. So please don't get mad :(. But I'm warning you... it's about to go DOWN

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DISCLAIMER: Everything belongs to My Candy Love except My OC and some of the ideas I use.

It was Tuesday and everyone was talking about the orienting race. Even Rosa was excited and she hates the outdoors. I was confused why they planned it near fall because it's starting to get cold. I was sitting in eights period with Castiel while we were supposed to be reading a chapter 14 in our textbooks but I'm to out of it to read right now.

"Hello? What is going on with you? You have been zoning out all week." He asked.

"Sorry! I don't know I just have a lot on my mind." I said.

"Like what?" He asked. He seemed genuinely curious so I agreed with my self conscious and told him.

"It's just the whole thing with my mom is really starting to get to me. I can't wrap my head around the fact that she's gone. I try to be strong but I have nothing left to be strong for. But right now that's my only option. Honestly I'm scared, I'm scared to death. And I don't know what to do." I admitted. I covered my face in my hands and was glad the class was busy so they didn't notice.

"You weren't this upset when you told me. Did something happen?" He asked.

"No I was upset, Very upset. I just wanted to stay strong. But I honestly can't hide behind a smile anymore. I feel like a wreck on the side of the road that hasn't received help yet. I want to forget what happened. But I can't." I explained.

"I don't think I'm the person to be talking to about this." He said whispering to me.

"Right. Sorry." I said wiping my red eyes.

He didn't reply. I was glad I admitted at least something. He seemed so unaffected, so far away. I wish I was him. Distracted and not in pain. I feel like someone is constantly stabbing me in the chest when I get reminded. I wanted to see Kentin. I wanted to cry. And I wanted to be comforted by him. I didn't know why but he told me that he would help me get through it. And I was so thankful for him to understand that I still need him as much as he needed me. I pulled out my phone and texted him.

Hey Kentin, I really need to talk to you. About my mom. I need to forget about it, just for a little bit. Will you meet me after school? In the courtyard by the Gym? -Aria

I stare at the screen for a moment and got an immediate response.

Of course! See you there. Stay strong, hold your head up high. -Kentin

I breathed a sigh of relief when I knew he would make me feel better.

"Who are you texting?" Castiel asked in a teasing tone.

"No one." I said putting my phone in my pocket.

"That sure looks like no one to me." He said sarcastically.

"It dosen't matter." I said a bit harsh than I had meant to.

"Sorry, really I am. Im just so shaken up lately." I apologized.

His head turned to look at mine. His eyes were beautiful. They were a dark grey like a storm. It reminded me of a stupid quote girls obsessed over in middle school 'if you want the rainbow you have to deal with the rain' It sounded so awesome at the time but now I knew we were a bunch of naive idiots. His hair fell in smooth strands some covering his face while some layed back. I couldn't stop staring.

"It's fine." He muttered.

He looked at his textbook while he pretended to read giving me the hint that he was done talking to me. I tore myself away from his beautiful storm and tried to focus.

As I read the paragraphs I just scanned through them and would have to re-read it at least 3 times before I understood what they were doing. It was hard and yea I had a headache but what could you do? I checked the clock on the wall 3:57 I only had three more minutes, then I could let it all out. And finally speak about what has been bothering me so much lately. I tapped my fingers on the table absentmindedly and realized I was just scanning through the words again and inwardly groaned. If I wanted to pass this school year than I needed to talk.

Finally when the bell rung signaling the end of school I rushed out the door ignoring Castiel's question about me rushing. When I reached the courtyard there he was in all his glory. His chocolate brown hair was messy but familiar and his eyes were the same green they always were and I loved that. He noticed I was walking towards him and he reached his arms out to give me a hug. I accepted his invitation and let him hug me tightly.

"Hey." He said quietly before letting go.

"Hey." I responded.

"Where do you want to go?" He asked me.

I knew My aunt would be home so I decided not to go there. I hoped that Kentin wouldn't mind If I went to his house.

"Is it okay if we go to your house?" I asked.

"Actually thats cool because my mom is on a business trip and my dad is training rookies." He said.

"Great. I just didn't want my aunt to bombard me with questions." I admit.

"Thats okay." He smiled at me.

"So how do you get home?" I asked.

"I take my dads car when he's not here." He said motioning to the black mustang in the parking lot.

"I like it." I said staring at the beautiful car.

We walked around some cars and eventually made it.

"Here." He said opening the car door for me.

"Thanks." I said before shutting the door.

"No problem." He responded.

The drive was silent. I wanted to talk to him to take my mind off of it but I can wait till we get there.

When we arrived I got out of the car and let Kentin lead the way. It was a decent sized home, about the size of aunties but a bit smaller. When I got inside it smelled like air freshener and laundry but I didn't mind. He walked up the stairs to a clean bedroom that was plain white but plain was Kentin and I knew that.

"Nice place." I comment.

"Thanks." He said awkwardly.

We sat in silence for a moment.

"So what did you want to talk about?" He asked.

"My mom, Kentin. I don't know what to do. I can't just forget. I want to move on but I feel that is worse than forgetting. I want to remember her, but all that does is bring me pain. She wasn't the best role model, but she was before my dad left. I feel like I keep dragging on about this but it just hurts. I can't stop thinking about it. I'm having nightmares also. It always starts of she kisses me on the forehead, then she goes outside to her car. Then as she is driving she spins out of control and hits a tree. The crash is different every time but the beginning is always the same." I told him.

"Nightmares? I thought you didn't see it happen?" He questioned.

"I didn't but my mind keeps making up ways of how it happened." I told him.

"I'm sorry Aria, I wish I could take this pain away." He said.

"Thank you. What should I do?" I asked him.

"You should move on. Remember the good things and don't dwell on the bad ones, yes she is gone but she is in a better place now. You are not forgetting her. You are accepting what is a part of life. If these things didn't happen the world would be doomed. You're strong Aria, You are a beautiful, strong girl. I know you can do this. But don't think you are in this alone. I know it hurts but these things take time. It will eventually stop hurting." He tells me.

"You're right." I finally admit.

I stare into his eyes and we are close, too close. I can feel his breath brush my face.

He is so beautiful.

We stayed like that for a second.

Before I knew It our lips were crashing together. His lips felt soft but eager on mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he grabbed my waist to pull me closer. I brushed my hands through his soft hair and realized what I was doing.

Stop, Aria stop! He's your friend. Stop kissing him. This is a bad idea.

My thoughts were telling me to stop but this felt good.

I saw a flash of grey behind my eyes and pulled away.

"I-Im S-Sorry I-I shouldn't have done that." I was breathless.

"I'm gonna.. I-Im gonna go." I said launching from where I sat. I bolted through his bedroom door and down the stairs.

"Aria, Wait!" I could hear his pleas as I ran out the door. He sounded regretful and his voice was full of sorrow.

I sprinted down the sidewalk with tears flooding my vision and my eyes were blurry.

I can't believe you did that Aria, That was unbelieveable. He is your friend. Friend. Friend.

I knew that. The only reason I did that was because it was in the moment and He was right. The only good thing that came out of this was that I had my answer. I needed to move on and remember her for the good person she was.

My tears were still falling and I was hopelessly lost. When I ran I didn't pay attention where I was going like an irrational idiot. I couldn't see anybody in sight and was starting to wonder If I was dreaming or not.

"You're far from home." I heard a low husky voice say.

I turned around and saw a man walk towards me.

"Leave me alone." I said coolly walking away.

"Don't tell me what to do!" He raised his voice angrily and gripped my arm hard.

I winced at the pain he was causing.

"LET GO!" I screamed in his face.

His hand covered my mouth and he pushed me up against a brick wall.

"Shut the fuck up!" He told me. His breath reeked of whiskey.

As I was pushed up against a wall I saw a motorcycle down the road. I didn't say anything and waited.

It got louder and I prayed the man didn't hear it.

"You got guts coming around here." He said menacingly.

I stared at him wide-eyed.

The bike slowed to a stop where he was standing. The person wearing the helmet screamed.

"GET AWAY FROM HER YOU ASSHOLE." I heard him say.

The biker took of his helmet and revealed a flow of red hair accompanied by a storm.