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Inspiration: "Yandere-chan's Childhood" by Yandere Dev
"Hello back, Ichigo!"
"Hi, everyone." I greeted them. I was finally out of hospital and I had my 'things' to do. "How was school when I was out?"
"Boring!" Keigo commented.
"Calm down, class." I looked up to see Mr Aizen. "I see our lost sheep came back." I frowned a little but I didn't want to start the fight
I was too much irritated without it.
I sat down and looked through the window
'The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like giant spotlight.'
Sunny.
I looked at the paper he gave us.
"Today principal told every teacher to have an anonymous survey about bulling and self-aggresion." He told us
Interesting.
"You have whole lesson." He said and sat down.
First question:
Do you feel happy with yourself?
I wonder if I should answer honestly
Let's play with their minds.
Answer: No
Second question:
Why do you think that?
1. Because I feel bad with myself
2. Because I don't have friends.
3. Because I have nothing to worry.
4. Because I have friends.
5. Other answer.
I laughed inside because of that answers
Really?
I marked the first one.
Third question:
Did you ever cut yourself on purpose?
Answer: Yes
Fourth question:
When was that?
1. More than a year
2. This year
3. Last month
4. This week
5. Never
I marked the first one.
Fifth question:
Why did you do that? (don't answer if you marked 'never')
1. Family problems
2. School problems (study)
3. School problems (schoolmates)
4. School problems (bullying)
5. School problems (other)
6. Boredom
7. Other
I marked all.
Sixth question:
Did someone harm you?
Answer: Yes
Seventh question:
Who was it? (don't answer if you marked 'no')
1. Family member
2. Schoolmate
3. Stranger
4. Teacher
5. Other
I marked the first one, second one and third one.
Eighth question:
Do you want to commit suicide?
I stopped at that question
...Do I?
...Do I really want?
When I found Jaegerjaquez and Shirosaki?
Doubt
...Sadness?
I wrote 'C' and marked it.
Ninth question:
Do you love your family?
I marked nothing.
Tenth and the last question:
Do you
I heard the ring. I looked up to see no one, only the teacher.
"Don't worry. You still have time." He said and I looked down slowly.
Are you mentally sick?
I wanted to mark 'Yes' but I stopped
Aizen was going to read it
And he's the last person I want to find out.
I marked 'No'
And walked to the teacher
He didn't look up
Nor he looked at it
I grabbed my bag
And he said
"You're an interesting creature, Kurosaki Ichigo.
Everyone knows what you want them to know."
I didn't look back.
"Ichigo? Are you alright?" I looked up from my rice to see Jaegerjaquez.
"Yeah, thanks for asking..."
"Just call me Grimmjow." He said and sat down next to me, laying his arm on my shoulders again.
"Your girlfriend doesn't mind?" I asked
I want to know her
And kill her.
"She doesn't have to, does she?" I didn't look at him again. Just started eating my rice. "So she have to?" I felt his grin. He shook me a little.
"No." I cut him down. "I don't care about you or her." I said
But I felt my chest tightened
And wave of sadness
Why?
I don't know.
"Aw, you're making me sad, Ichi." He said and got up. "Anyway, snowflake wants to talk with you."
"Why?"
"Ask him." But I didn't want to talk with anyone
I want to talk with no one
Not even with myself.