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Rosalie left without telling Alice. This left me with her most needed tasks to do before she left for her "Fashion Show". I was more then frighten to tell Alice about Rose leaving. Hearing a knock on the door brought me out of my subconscious worrying. Reaching for the remote of the television, I got up and went to the door to look out the peep hole but it was pitch black. A questionable look went about my face.
"Who is there?" I said with a shaky voice.
Silence was all I got from the other side. No! No! NO! Please God, Please don't let that be… Please…
"W-Who's there?" Asking once more.
"It's me Edward, Bella. Open the door I have a surprise for you!"
Opening the door faster then lightning, I threw my body on Edward, my arms around his waist and my face nested on his neck. Realizing my jagged breathing once I was pressed on Edward's body.
"Are you okay, Bella? You look frighten, Love." Edwards's fingers found themselves under my chin and pulling my face up to look into his eyes.
"Scared, me? No, I was just practicing my acting technique. You know because I am going for the whole… movie business now."
"Movies you? I didn't know you were into the movie business, I didn't even consider it."
"Well thanks for the support Edward I'll make sure I go to you when I win an award or something, because I will know you will be very supportive." I let go of his body and looked down at my feet. Then I felt his hands holding my face in place.
"Bella, you know I was just joking, right? I would be there every step of your career; I love you to much to put you down in any sort of way. I hate seeing you sad or scared. If I was here with you from the start I would have loved you. I can't have anyone hurting you in any sort of way. Your to important to me. I want you to know that I will always be here for you no matter what."
I had tears in my eyes when Edward was saying these words. He bent down and kissed them away. With ever tear trialing down my face, he ended up kissing me on the lips.
I walked Edward into the house, locking my front door. He took my hand and directed me to the living room. He sat down and placed me in his laps. Placing his hand on my thigh and drawing invisible circles with his long lean fingers. Edward kissed my temple tenderly. I sat there contemplating what Edward said to me.
When I heard Edward's hushed voice next to my ear saying, "Somehow everything fell right into place the day I met you Bella. If only I had a way to have made it all fall faster I would've. But right now I just want to stay like this, you in my arms, that I can feel your body on mine. I just want to feel you, feel you near me, because I love you Bella and I never want that to change."
"I want everything you want. I never want to leave you. But that's not what I'm afraid of Edward, I'm afraid of not being enough. Not good enough, not smart enough, not pretty enough… I know you love me but it's gonna change when you see I'm not good enough. And I don't want to have a broken heart again."
Edward lifted my face up to see him. I looked deep into his eyes. You can see the tenderness and honesty in his eyes. I got mesmerized with that look. "Bella that will never happen with you. I promise with all my heart that that with never happen. I really do promise you that." I felt his lips on me instantly kissing my lips, my neck.
Edward wanted to show me how much he loved me. And I wanted to show him also. So he picked me up, my legs around his waist and our mouths connected as one.
I woke up early the next morning. I was wrapped in Edward arm. I felt the warmth of his body on me. I felt so completely at that moment. Staying there for a couple of minutes thinking how life with be now with Edward.
Red number blinked at me from the side of my bed, telling me it was time to get up. I wiggled out of Edwards arm but the harder I tried the tighter he would hold on to me. I turn my body in his arms and kissed him on the nose. I heard him groan but he kept his eyes closed. I kissed him again on the nose then I moved down to his lips.
With the huskiest voice ever I heard him speak, "Bella if you keep that up we will have to finish what you started."
"That's not such a bad idea Cullen." Swirling my fingers on his forearm.
"Bella…" Warning in his voice. Kissing him once more he shot open his eyes open and was on top of me in an instant. He kept kissing me making it even deeper. I pulled away and pushed him down on his back I straddled him and kept kissing me.
"Edward I need to shower or Ill be late to the studio."
"No, your not-"
Jumping off of him I headed to the bathroom. When I was by the door I heard him mumble 'Cock blocker'
I just giggled in happiness and closed the door. I grabbed a towel out of the bathroom closet and placed it on the counter. Feeling Edwards's hands around my waist stopping me in my track.
"Nice to have you join."
"Well, I need to spend time with my girlfriend before she heads off to work. And how could I fall back asleep knowing that you were naked only 10 feet away?"
"Oh how modest Edward"
"Thats me baby"
Edward made me completely late for the studio. I was heading out the door when he stopped me and kissed me. Well, actually we made out. But hey I'm not complaining. It was hot. Edward had to go and film today so we both left at the same time.
I was 25 minutes late to the recording studio. Jessica my manager was not happy at all. Walked in and the first thing I saw was her pissed off face. And I knew what was coming at the end of all of this. Some long ass speech about being on time and having decency of being a grown up. Bull Shit!
Sitting in the recording chair where all the technical shit was handled was my good friend Joshua. Josh was the first producer that helped me with my first album that came out about 3 years ago. He always help me in my albums one way or the other.
Josh was about Edward height but he had black short hair. He had dark black eyes that look like coal if you stared at them long enough. He was lean but he wasn't muscular. He hasn't changed a bit since I've first met him.
"Josh my man! Ready to do some recording!" I said patting him hard on the back.
"Someone's perky today… Got laid Swan?" Joshua said turning his chair with a mischievous grin on his face.
When I saw him, laughter was all that I could consume out of me. "Why would you care if I did or not? Maybe you should get laid so you can stop imagining thing."
"What that fuck Bella! That's the best you can give me!"
"Is it really that obvious?" I whispered to Josh.
"Hell yeah. I mean you didn't even give some fucked up reason to Jessica when you didn't show up on time. That has to count as a miracle right. But then you came in with a smile and a glow. So something has to be up."
"You think you know me all well and shit"
"For sure I do Swan and don't you forget it."
"But anyways. I'm here now so lets get started. Did you get my email of the song, lyrics, and melody?"
"Yeah, I've worked out the tone of the song and yesterday I had some vocals done for the back ups. So you are pretty much good to go. Anything else?"
"Oh I almost forgot, I had two other songs I've had done for the longest time. So I think maybe we could record them today?"
I handed him my laptop so he could get a look at the lyrics and the melody that went with them. He nodded his head with the song going along with them and approved them both.
"That's good. I will just have Brian download them to the studios computer and he can get a work on the song while we record this one. And if he is done with one of them then we can get started with them."
"Thank you Josh! You're the fucking best!" I hugged him
"I know I am. Now go get yourself settled in the studio. We have a long day ahead of us."
Going passed the double door and heading into the studio that I will be working at for the next 6 hours. Right in front of me there was my headphones, note stand, and my control panel. The one bad thing about this was that I had to stand the whole time. No sitting, apparently it was bad for my diaphragm. But it was worth it. So I put on the headphones and went stood in front of the microphone.
Josh put his thumb up to give me the sign if I was settled in and I replied with a nod.
I heard the melody go through the headphones. Re-reading the first verse and bobbing my head, I glanced up at Josh and saw him pointing at me to start. When I started to sing, I began rocking back and forth to the music.
Beginning the song isn't so difficult, but when you get to the bridge that is where everything goes wrong. With the couple of times I messed up, I had sung the song 8 or 9 times before I got it completely done.
So we had to pick up where we had stop last and start there. It took about 3 hours to record the song. But it was worth it. I loved it. Josh made me run the song once more for the time before I had a lunch break.
While I was having lunch with Edward, Joshua and Brian would be working on the song and putting the final touches to it so I can hear the final production of it. And thank God for redo. Sometimes I would hate how they worked on it and had to start editing all over again. Hopefully it wont happen…
Returning from having lunch with Edward, sitting on the lounge chairs I started answering some e-mails that I had forgotten that I received. I had plenty from Jessica. A couple from my old high school friends. And about 10 from my dad. I haven't answered those e-mail, never really do. But thanks God that Joshua came and got me before I could start feeling guilty.
Walking into the recording room for the second time this day. I heard Brain going over the next song I was intending to sing, when Brian turned to looking at me with a smile on his face. Josh had already thrown himself on the big red sofa.
"Damn Bella, you don't know how long it took me to work this one out. I think you might of lost your touch with the high notes. I had to modify most of them."
"Really? I couldn't have been that bad. I didn't mess up as much as last time…"
Without letting me finish Josh got up and started walking to the computer which was across the room. How Rude. I stood up and walked over to next to him. I saw him pressed a couple of button, and then hit the replay button and looked at the screen where the song was.
The melody started with an amazing bass, a hard solid root coming out of it. It wasn't the sound I was use to. Much more movement to it. I started tapping my foot with the beat. Once hearing the lyrics to it, I fell in love all over again. The words were something I wrote a while back, a past relationship that was very hard to move on from. But I wrote this song in respect for him and myself.
Summer after high school when we first metWe make out in you mustang to radio headAnd on my 18th birthday we bought matching tattoosUsed to steal your parent's liquor and climb to the roofTalk about our future like we had a clueNever planned that one day I'd be losing you
In another life I would be your girlWe keep all our promises be us against the worldIn another life I would make you staySo I don't have to say you were the one that got awayThe one that got away.I was Jane you were my Johnny cashNever one without the other we made a pactSometimes when I miss you I put those records onSomeone said you had your tattoo removedSaw you down town singing the bluesIt's time to face the music I'm no longer your muse
But in another life I would be your girlWe keep all our promises be us against the worldIn another life I would make you staySo I don't have to say you were the one that got awayThe one that got one the one the one.
The one that got away
All his money can't buy me a time machine. NoCan't replace you with a million rings. noI shoulda told you what you meant to now I pay the another life I would be your girlWe keep all our promises be us against the worldIn another life I would make you staySo I don't have to say you were the one that got awayThe one that got one, the one, the one
In another life I would make you staySo I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away
"What are you talking about, I did fine with the notes? They don't even sound edited." I said looking at him deeply.
"Joking Bella. You never do badly when your recording. This is like your playground; you do best singing your music. You look like a little girl when your singing."
"Ah you suck! You had me believing I really did horrible or something." I squealed and jumped up to slap Joshua playfully. "But oh my god! That was amazing! I love it; it has to stay like that! It's more then perfect! Thank you Josh! So much you're the best producer!"
"You're welcome Bella. Working with you is brings me joy. That's why I was think. Maybe I could be the producer for this album. Like last time, it could be a whole new project for us. Well, that's if you want you. I don't want you to-"
"Are you kidding me? I would love for you to be the producer!" I said throwing my arms around him.
"Really! Wonderful! Then lets get started with the next song. You have more then plenty high notes to hit in this one. So lets not waste time and get started."
He shooed me to the booth to get set. I had to plug the laptop in because I didn't get the lyrics printed before out, because I didn't think I would really need them today -but I was wrong again-. When I was facing the microphone I placed my headphones on and gave the thumbs up to josh.
At first I didn't hear anything coming out of the headphones. "Hey I cant hear anything. Did I break this or something?"
"Pshh with your luck, but no, its just it's a softer in the beginning, just give me a sec to fix the audio."
Then I heard the melody I was shocked. I did a very surprised face to him, I did the signal to cut the song.
"What is this? This cant be the song I wrote?" I said speaking into the microphone.
"Trust me, this is your song. We sorta tweaked it. Had to pick up the back round a little. Read faster you'll do fine. If anything you don't like it, we will change it. Just give it a try."
Trusting the producer is something you have to learn to do. They know what is selling and what goes with the lyrics. I wasn't afraid of the music or anything. But it just wasn't something I was use to.
"Its not that I'm not going to like it. I just wanted this song as a piano version."
"We can make it a piano version on the bonus tracks. How does that sound?"
"Marvelous! Thank you Joshy! So, lets get this show on the road." I said shooting him a mischievous face. He nodded his head and gave me the thumbs up to start singing.
At the end of the studio session I was in love with the song. It came out magnificent, I gave little hints to make the album after this song. That's how good it was.
Josh walked me out of the studio, giving me some pointer on how to write some new songs.
"Joshua Gomez, I know how to write a song for your information. Have you lost that much hope in me?"
"No Bella. Hoe could you think that. If I'm going to be your producer I want to make this a hit next to Taylor Swift! Or maybe higher but with her skills-"
"How shut the fuck up Josh. Ill have some new songs for next time. How does that sound?"
"Wonderful babe!"
"Well ill talk to you tomorrow. You have my number if anything. Give me a call okay.?"
"Yeah, Yeah. Goodbye!"
Today was a wonderful day. Working on new music always makes me feel good. New days ahead. New things to look forward. New days with Edward.
This here is my new Beginning.
Simple ending to this chapter. Alot more will happen next chapter. Someone is getting married! And im not telling you, you will have to read the next chapter.
As you guys have noticed, I havent been posting alot like i use to. Its very hard to write fanfiction and all the extra things ive been doing. I am done with alot of my work so ill be working on fanfiction story. Also i have a Twitter so go Follow me and i will Follow you! My twitter name is Andrea_Jacobb. Wonderful name right(:
On the other note Eclipse came out on DVD yesterday! How bought it! I did.
But i will be posting alot more now. Also someone told me to start "Rec". If you dont know what that is its like i read stories and i tell you about them. I will start doing hopefully next chapter. Ive been reading an amazing story. So thats going on my list.
Playlist:
Katy Perry- The One That Got Away
Taylor Swift- Better Than Reveange
Flyleaf- Set Apart This Dream
Hey Monday- Wish You Were Here
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