Sam's p.o.v
I... I can't believe I acted like that towards Carly earlier... I should be happy, I am happy that she and Johnny are having a kid!
But... maybe I'm jealous too. Why did I take it out on Carly? It's not her fault that Billy attacked me and caused the damage.
I sit up, looking out the window... well, where the window used to be, Brad put a window screen in as a temporary fix.
I can't have children and Deck is dead! Carly's pregnant and Johnny's alive, despite Ivory trying to kill him!
Acting like that earlier... it had to... damn it, me acting like that reminded Carly of how Trevor reacted after finding out about little Jason!
I'm as crazy as Trevor... I went crazy over a train full of gold. That's not how I used to be...
Carly's p.o.v
Damn it, Sam! Why in the hell would you act like that towards me?! I'd never risk Jason's life by flying a fucking chopper, you know that and you still tried to get me to help you steal that train!
Sometimes, you act just like Trevor. You drag people into crazy ass heists and nearly get them killed!
I'm sorry that you can't have kids and that your fiance blew his brains out and if you hadn't helped me get Johnny back from the afterlife, I'd be raising Jason on my own... like Claire raised you on her own... the thing is Trevor left by his own choice.
That man shouldn't be around children, he's too fucking crazy!
"You're having trouble sleeping, too?" Johnny says, opening his eyes and reaching his hand out, lightly stroking my hair.
"I don't want Sam banned from Jason's life but... I worry about her being around him, John. My mom didn't want me or my siblings around Trevor and now I understand why-" I say, biting my mouth for a second. "-I can't believe that I just said I understand why my mom acted like that when I was younger. My god, I'm gonna turn into her." I say, Johnny kissing my forehead.
"Sugar, you're not gonna turn into your mom and Sam is like Trevor but she's her own person just like you're your own person. You two are nothing like Amanda and Trevor. As for Sam being around Jason, I think we need to be sure that what happened was a one time incident before we make any decisions. Okay, baby?" Johnny says.
"Okay." I say before we kiss, Jason kicking wildly when Johnny moves closer to me, resting his hand on my stomach.
"I think that's his way of saying "Mommy, go back to sleep." and I agree with him, you look exhausted."
Johnny says, kissing me again before I fall back into sleep, Johnny's arms around me and him drifting into sleep too.
I just need some rest... tomorrow, I'll have a clear mind... I can figure out what needs to be done then.