As I woke up from my dream, i just layed on my bed thinking about it. Why did i dream about him? And why did I kiss him? I thought about it... Do i like him? yes but no.. yes i like him as a friend or maybe more but i really dont want to fall for him, i just don't want to he doesn't need someone like me he needs someone much more better..
I closed my eyes just asking myself questions and just thinking.. He has dated the most beautiful girls ever Caitlin, Jasmine, Selena and some others, they're beautiful, skinny, fun, un-boring, outgoing and more, every boy would kill to have them as their girlfriend.. I thought about myself trying to find my positives hmmm i'm sometimes fun if i know you.. i guess im smart yeah umm that's it..
As I was slowly starting to sleep again, since it was 6:00 in the morning, I drifted off to dreamland.

(italicized words = dream)
"Justin do you like me?" I asked looking at him. We were at my living room sitting across from each looked at me and sighed. "no Zena i don't sorry" he said looking down."why?" he asked curious. "because, i..i like you. more than a friend" I admitted looking at my feet. "But I thought we were just friends, nothing more?" he asked. "well yeah but i fell in love with you" i responded. " if you feel that wayi'm very sorry but I think it's gonna get awkward, i should just leave.." he said heading for the door. "no justin! wait! don't leave me! we can be friends" i said trying to get him toget him to change his mind. " Bye Zena" he said and left..

Justin's POV
I tried calling Zena's phone but it was dead. Its noon and she isn't awake, I can see her from her window. I feel like a fucking stalker, ugh. I decided I would go over and surprise her or pull a prank on her or something.I walked over to her house, wearing black skinnies, a red shirt and red hat backwards. I got the spare key hidden behind her plant and opened the door slowly. Her mom went to work so no one is at home.
I went to her kitchen to grab some stuff i can put on her face.

I opened the cabinet and looked throught the stuff in it.. Hmm maple syrup? yes. whip cream? definitely. I went upstairs and quietly opened her bedroom door to find her sleeping on her bed. She looked so innocent and..beautiful.. I wanted to at least kiss her nose.. weird but true.. I decided i wouldn' prank her anymore, she's like an angel who wouldn't hurt a fly..

I just sat in a chair staring intently at her face, like i said I am a stalker.. I stared at her for what felt like days and she started to move. I quickly put my face right in front of hers just to make her scared to see me when she wakes up.. "ahhhh!" she shrieked.. "eww morning breath" i chuckled.. "whatever, how'd you get in here?" she asked still sleepy.. "spare key you showed me before.." i replied.. "oh right" she said..
"Let me freshen up" she said going into the bathroom..

As i waited i was playing temple run on my iphone.. She came out wearing this.. .com/scared/set?id=46516814 simple but stunning.. "what's up?" she aske sitting beside me.. "nothing really" i replied.. "then why are you here?" she asked laughing.. "i dont'e know" i said chuckling too.. "why is there maple syrup and whip cream in here?" she asked looking at the 2 bottles.. "because i wanted to do this" I said standing up and getting the whip cream bottle and started spraying her..

She shrieked and grabbed the maple syrup and started squirting it on me.. " nawww that's sticky" i whined running away.. "well you started it" she said laughing chasing me around with the maple syrup.. "ok enough enough.." she said looking around her now messy room.. "you do realize we're going to clean this right?" she said looking at me.. "umm yah ok.." i said squirting some whip cream on her lips.. she licked it off laughing.. "Go get the mop bieber" she ordered getting some tissue..

I went into the toilet and grabbed the mop and went back into her room."here ya go!" i said giving it to her. She raised her eyebrow at me, "do i have to?" i asked.. "yes you do, you started it.." she said.. I started mopping the floor she put some music on so it wouldn't be boring.. "ours" by taylor swift was playing and we started singing along mopping while shaking our ass to the music (LMAO, imagine justin shaking his ass :))) We were finally done with cleaning..

"Done" she said collapsing in her bed.. I layed down beside her.. I looked at her and she looked back grinning.. Then my phone started ringing.. "hey" i said. "HELLO!" chaz sreamed into the phone.. "umm what do you want?" i asked.. "wanna hang out? " he asked calmed down now. "where?" i asked.. "hockey.." he said. "nah, i don't feel like it" i said. "okay bye".
"who?" Zena asked looking at me.."Chaz" "waht'd he say?" "he asked if i wanted to play hockey, i said no" "oh ok".. We stood up after moments passed. "Now what?" she asked me..

Zena's POV
"Now what?" i asked.. "Now we go out!" he said pulling me out my bedroom door.. "umm justin" i said looking down at our clothes.. "oh right, go clean up, im going home and coming back, be back in 5" he said running out the door.. I showered and took my time, I didn't wanna rush, my shower time ALWAYS takes long, after about 15 minutes i changed into a new pair of clothes and went out the room ready. "finally!" justin said.. " well i didn't wanna rush now don't blame me" i said defending myself..

"where we going by the way?" i asked.. "McDonalds?" i asked.. Fast food or diet? i asked myself.. well i would just go ahead and buy the salad."sure" i smiled and we headed out the door.. "Let's just walk" he said.. "okay".. We talked for a while and it ended up to this.. "where's your dad by the way?, I never saw him.." he asked facing me.. Then my heart dropped.. "My dad died in a car accident when i was 5" i mumbled trying to hold back the tears threatening to fall from my eyes.."oh, im very sorry, i know what its like to not have a dad, he left me when I was 2 months old." he stated.

I started thinking and remembering moments i had with my dad when I was 5. I learned how to ride a bike with him, when i tripped he'd come to me making sure i was alright, we fly kites, swim in our pool, he tought me how to swim. Flashbacks coming back to me of our laughs, movie nights, family dinner, funny moments and more. He was there when i was insecure about myself, telling me i'm the most beautiful girl in the world, comforting me when people teased me about being fat. He made me feel like a princess..

*FLASHBACK*
"Daddy, when will you come back?" i asked my dad laying on my bed ready for my afternoon nap.. "I'll come back after 4 hours" he said grabbing my fingers.. "its 3:00 now so what time should i come home? 4,5,6,7" he said lifting my fingers as he counted.. "ok, come back fast ok? i will be waiting" i said. "i will, and we can play the prince and the princess.. I love you Zena, remember that, you're the most beautiful girl in the worl and you're my princess ok?" he told me..

"yes daddy i wuv you too" i said kissing him before he left.. " i love you sweetheart" he said going out my bedroom door. I woke up to the sound of my mom screaming downstairs. I went out of bed ,put on my slippers and headed downstairs.."mommy whats wong?" i asked innocently.. "Zena, your daddy is gone" she said sobbing coming over to me hug me.."no, he said he'll be back at 7 its 5 now, just 2 more hours" i said, looking at my pink watch.. "no, daddy is gone, he got in an accident.." my mom explained..

My eyes were filled with my tears.. "no! he's not gone! he will come back.. he's not gone!" i started shouting at my mom, thinking she was lying.. "He will come back" i repeated.. "He's going to heaven" my mom said.. "No! he will be with me, playing prince and princess he told me he wuvs me and that means he wont weave me okay?" i said breaking down.. crying.. I sat in the living room waiting all night for him to come, but he never came back.
*END OF FLASHBACK*

Justins POV
Zena looked like she was zoning out, tears in her eyes, but not yet falling... Then she suddenly let it all out, crying.. She sat down in the bench beside us and put her head in her hands sobbing uncontrollably. I feel horrible, i reminded her of her father and now she's crying.. I started rubbing her back, trying to make her feel better.. "its okay" i soothed.. "no its not, my dad's gone, he's dead and i miss him like crazy its been 11 years since i last saw him and now i just miss him" she said mumbling.. I held her in my arms trying to stop her crying.. I hugged her rubbing her back slowly.. knowing she wasn't okay.. and it was all my fault..