Thinking we're the brightest stars
And hoping we will never burn out
But baby everything has got
An expiration date, like you and I

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Mmm, the smell of Sebastian in the morning, yes I knew exactly where I was and who I was with. But did it really matter? Sebastian and I were two of a kind, I don't like him, he doesn't like me, we're just finding comfort in each other after what we both witnessed last night.

"Kathryn" He whispered to me, I didn't answer, I didn't want to leave his arms. "Kathryn…Kathryn" He whispered again.

"What?" I raised my voice, I didn't mean to but he aggravated me.

"I was just wondering if you were awake"

"Well now you know"

I got up from his arms and re adjusted myself, he smirked at me, his devilish boy smirk that could make me crumble into him if I didn't have any self control, but of course I did.

"I should go back to my room"

"Sure"

He stood up and stretched out, his shirt lifting up just enough to see some skin.

"Bye"

"Wait! Let me walk you back" He asked.

"You don't have to"

"I want to"

"Sebastian why the hell are you in my bed?" I screamed at him once waking up.

"Do you have to scream at me so fucking early in the morning?"

"If that's what it takes to wake you up then yes, besides that Isabelle is here"

"What?"

"That girl, Isabelle she's waiting for you in your bedroom"

Sebastian jumped up faster then I'd ever seen him do before, then again I couldn't remember the past few or more years of my life.

I let my hair down and stripped from my clothing; I think I wanted a shower after waking up next to my step-brother. I was about to open my bathroom door but heard yelling and screaming, I quickly wrapped my robe around me and headed out of my door and put my ear to Sebastian's door.

"It was out anniversary Sebastian!"

"I'm sorry Belle, but Kathryn…she…I couldn't have left her like that"

"I thought you were done with that whore"

"Please Belle don't call her that"

"Why? You do! She's your fucking sister Sebastian, you shouldn't be cuddling up to her like you do and looking at her the way you do!"

"Step-sister! Step!"

"What does it matter?"

"Look Belle I'm sorry I missed our dinner, I'll make it up to you I promise"

"My name is Isabelle and you better fucking make it up to me Sebastian!"

Swimming laps of the Valmont indoor pool always seemed to relax me and settle my mind. I had so much going through my mind right now that I could have probably swum 100 laps and it wouldn't have helped, if only I had the body strength to do so.

I was about on my 12th lap when I heard heels click against the tiles of the pool room, my best guess was my mother.

"Kathryn?"

I turned my head up, but I wasn't met with my mother, I was met with Isabelle, the dark haired beauty of Sebastian's life. "Yes"

"I want to speak with you please"

I grabbed a towel and got out of the pool, wrapping the soft towel around my now shivering and wet body. "What would you like?"

"I want you to stay away from Sebastian"

"Excuse me?"

"Stay away Kathryn, I mean it"

"And exactly what would you do if I didn't?"

"I won't only take Sebastian completely away from you but I'll crush your world"

I rolled my eyes, Sebastian and I were merely step-siblings and I don't see why she thought we were more. I would never, yes never do anything inappropriate with a relative even if he is only related to me by law.

"What do you expect me to do Isabelle? He's my step-brother, I can honestly tell you that I feel nothing for him nor would I ever dream of doing things with him. We are related, we have a normal sibling relationship"

"You may think so, but Kathryn I've seen the way he looks at you, it's different to the way he looks at other girls, even me. The way he defends you and always helps you. Just…just stay away"

"Fine! Leave" I ordered her.

Isabelle turned around and left, hesitating at the door before leaving. I watched her dark hair disappear from my site.

"This is my room" I broke the silence.

"I know" He smirked at me.

"Oh do you now?"

"Mhmm"

We were in the hallway, alone. It was still quite early and there wasn't anyone around. Sebastian moved in closer to me, inching closer and closer until we were almost touching lips.

"Sebastian…" I almost moaned into him.

He captured my lips with his, another breath taking kiss from Sebastian Valmont. His tongue swirled against mine; they warred and wrestled against each other. His hand grabbed needily for my waist as he pulled me closer towards him.

His mouth left mine and it ventured to my neck, kissing up and down. I smiled, grabbing whatever part of Sebastian I could right now. "Sebastian…we shouldn't…not here" I whispered to him, he stopped.

"Let's take it to your room then"

"I don't know Sebastian"

"C'mon"

"Um…okay…fine"

"Kathryn! Kathryn Merteuil get up this instance"

The shrill voice of my mother rang throughout my ears. It was early morning, too early to be screamed at. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, opening them to find as I suspected my mother.

"What do you want mother?"

"You were supposed to be ready half an hour ago! We have to leave for Helen's house in 1 hour Kathryn! One hour!"

"Excuse me? Have I missed something?"

"God Kathryn, can you ever remember anything? Another drunken night last night hmm?"

Sometimes my mother could be the idiot. Had she already forgotten that I am suffering memory loss from my operation?

"The Garden Gala Kathryn!"

"Oh right"

"Hurry up and get ready"

Her heels clicked along my floor as she stormed out of my room in a really bad mood.

Hmm what to wear to this Garden Gala? Blue gown, no I think that's too dressy. Baby pink knee length dress, too…classy. Yellow strapless dress, yes I think this one. I stripped from my clothing and put on the dress.

I think I looked fabulous in the expensive material, it was tailor made for me and my body so it's only right that I should fit perfectly in it. I let my hair down, it was slightly curly from being up and it hung loosely around my face and sat on my shoulders.

"You look spectacular Kathryn"

I whipped around, Sebastian, of course, only Sebastian and my mother would dare barge into my room unannounced, but my mother would never compliment me.

"What are you doing in here?"

"Your money grabbing whore mother sent me in here to tell you that she has left and you'll have to catch a ride with me"

"With you?"

"Yes Kathryn, unless you didn't understand it"

Damn it, I was supposed to be staying away from him, he was making it almost impossible to do that. I mean I could have avoided him today at the party, but now I was going to be stuck in a car with him alone for an hour. I tried to make up an excuse.

"Aren't you taking Isabelle?"

"Isabelle has to go to the airport and pick up her father, but she will be coming later"

"I'll…I'll just catch a taxi"

"Kathryn Merteuil catch a taxi? I think Blaine will turn straight before that happens"

"Shut up Sebastian"

"C'mon we have to get going"

"I'm not going anywhere with you"

He raised his eyebrows as if he had power over me, sure if I didn't ride with him then I probably wasn't even going to make it to the party in time.

"Sorry to burst your bubble sweetheart but you have to, now hurry up"

"Fine!"

I grabbed my purse from my bed and followed him down stairs and out onto the street where is car was parked. He opened my door and I got in, moving closer to the door and trying to get away from him.

"Kat you don't have to act like I'm diseased"

"Oh you aren't?"

"You know I was starting to like the new you, the one who couldn't remember how bitchy she really was"

"I'm not all that bitchy"

"Yeah you are"

Silence.

"Do you remember the weekend at the Hamptons?" I asked him.

"Sure, we got drunk and you fell into the lake, I jumped in and saved you"

"What?"

"Don't worry"

"I mean the time when we were 13, Rachel, Gabby and Timothy were there. There was a party and the elevator…"

"Ohhhh…yeah I remember that"

"I wasn't a bitch back then, what happened to make me so cruel?"

He pulled over on to the side of the road and stopped the car, turning off its engine. It was getting late and starting to get dark.

"Well I started noticing it the day of our parent's marriage, you were meaner to me then ever and you seemed genuinely annoyed that we were going to be related" He stroked my hair then proceeded. "But I think the day that you perfected being a bitch was the day Rachel, Gabby and Timothy died. We were making out in my bedroom and you were on top of me about to take off my pants when your cell phone rang" He paused.

"Then what?" I sounded like a little kid waiting for the end of a fairytale, but this instance there wouldn't be a happy ending.

"Well I didn't hear much, I heard murmurs on the other end and then your eyes welled up and you were about to cry. You hung up the phone and got off me. I tried to stop you to ask what was wrong but you didn't speak you looked at me, tears in your eyes and ran to your bedroom. You stayed there for 4 days straight after that night"

The rest of the way to Helen's house we were silent.

Sebastian's aunt Helen always pulled off extravagant parties for the elite of New York and her Garden Gala was no different. There were hundreds of tables with white tablecloths throughout the back garden of the Rosemond estate, fairy lights lit up apart of the Garden and the rest was lit up by large lights.

Sebastian opened my door and I stepped out onto the pavement, he followed me. I look around at all the guests, I couldn't see anyone I really remembered that much, but then I found Blaine.

"See you later Valmont" I ran off to see Blaine.

I approached Blaine at the bar, he was sitting at the bar talking to a incredibly hot blonde guy.

"Tuttle" I smiled.

"Kat" He greeted me back I suppose if you call that a greeting.

I cleared my throat and glared at Blaine, how rude of him not to introduce him to his friend.

"Oh sorry, Zack this is Kathryn Merteuil, Kathryn this is my…friend Zack McCoy"

"It's pleasant to meet you Kathryn" He politely greeted me, kissing my hand as any gentleman would.

"You too"

I turned around and smiled to myself, yes by the end of the night Zack would be mine. I confidently walked off, swaying my hips, he would definitely be interested, I mean who couldn't. I was, no I am beautiful, and I'm pretty much every guy's desire.

I found Sebastian sitting by a table, drinking yet again.

"Drinking again Valmont? I find this is one of your habits"

"Don't start Kathryn"

"I'm not starting anything brother"

He stood up and I thought he was going to walk away from me. But he didn't, unfortunately he stood up to greet Isabelle and her parents. He kissed her cheek and greeted her parents, typical rich kid parents.

"Kathryn" Isabelle acknowledged me.

"Good evening Isabelle, I'm sorry but can I steal Sebastian for a second I was just talking to him"

I know it killed her to see me even stand beside him, so I knew she wouldn't like me talking privately to him, which was the whole reason I had asked. Anything to piss her off.

Sebastian walked a few metres away from Isabelle and her parents with me.

"What do you want Kathryn?" He asked inquisitively.

"See that guy over there" I pointed to Zack, he was standing alone now with a glass in his hand.

"Yeah what about him"

"That's Zack"

"I know"

"Well you know what I'm going to do to him Sebastian?"

"I don't know? Screw up his life?" He said sarcastically.

"I'm going to tie him up to a bed upstairs, strip him, then me and fuck him stupid. I'm going to make him yell my name so loud that you'll hear it back in New York. My tight dripping cunt over his dick…mmm can you imagine it Valmont?"

He hesitated to answer; I think I saw his pants grow just a fraction, if there was something I had learnt over the past few weeks of living with Sebastian it was that his only one weakness was me. He couldn't resist me, fuck I could have pinned him up against a wall in front of everyone here and told him to fuck me and he would of, let's face facts that kid loved me.

"W…why are you telling me this?" He managed to say.

I got real close to him and put my arms around him, my mouth reached his ear.

"Just thought you'd like to know what I'll be up to later…Valmont" I almost moaned into his ear.

He let me go. "Sorry to tell you Kat but Zack…well…" He started.

"Kathryn" I turned around and found none other than Zack.

"See you later Sebastian" I waved at him and walked off with Zack, out arms linked.

"Please have a seat" I offered Zack a seat on the bed in the bedroom I was staying it at Helen's.

"Thanks"

Zack sat back, looking quite sexy I must add. I loosened my dress and let it slide to the floor, revealing me in my almost naked state.

"I was…uncomfortable" I smirked.

"Kathryn I'm not…I mean"

"Shh"

I silenced him with my finger and sat on his lap facing him, I kissed his neck and rubbed myself against him, I was surprised to feel that he didn't get hard straight away, because like most men would.

Zack fell on his back as I pushed him backwards; I jumped on him, attacking his mouth with mine and trying frantically to undo his pants in an attempt to free his dick.

"Oh Zack…" I moaned.

Looking beside me I found the two scarves I had put there earlier, I grabbed them before he noticed and tied his arms to my bed posts and laughed.

"What are you doing Kathryn?"

"I'm a kinky bitch, I know what I want and I want you"

"But honey I'm…"

I stopped him before he could utter anything more; I tied a blindfold over his mouth.

I threw off the rest of his clothes and then the rest of mine.

For some reason my attempting to seduce him wasn't making him hard, which was kind of crazy. So I untied him and got off.

"Why don't you try me?" I said, smiling at him and spreading my legs to reveal my wet pussy.

None the less he did, he tied me up so my wrists hurt from the tightness, but he didn't cover my mouth, no, he left it free, I guess for me to scream is name later.

"Come out come out where ever you are Tuttle"

Tuttle?

"Blaine I know your in here"

"Blaine?"

"Sweetheart I'm gay" He spelled it out like I was some four year old.

"What!"

Just then Blaine appeared from the bathroom, with a smug smirk on his face and then he burst out into uncontrollable laughter. He was lucky I was tied up, because I so would have killed that bastard.

"You see sweetie, Blaine bet me $2000 that I couldn't get you to believe I was straight and get you to want to fuck me" He laughed. "The funny thing is I bet him another $1000 that I could get you tied up and begging me in 2 hours, I did it in 1 and a half"

"You fucking asshole"

"Oh please princess" Blaine rolled his eyes.

"Untie me now!" I yelled.

"Sorry Kat no can do, now if you don't mind, Zack and I have a little party of our own about to start"

Blaine and Zack both blew me kisses and left the room, shutting the door behind them.

"HELP!" I screamed, I'm pretty sure no one could hear me.

"ANYONE!"

I screamed out for almost 2 hours before my voice became dry. Eventually somebody found me. Unfortunately it was Sebastian.

"What the fuck Kat?" He said sleepily, I think I had awoken him as he was only in his boxers.

"I…I don't want to talk about it"

"Oh ha ha I know, it was the Zack thing right?"

"Zack thing?" I said as if I was oblivious to what he was talking about.

"C'mon Kathryn, I know your lying I knew about Blaine and his bet before you even met Zack"

"And you didn't tell me?"

"Nah, I thought it would be fun to see you be screwed with?"

"Just untie me Sebastian"

"What's the magic word?"

I glared at him. When did I ever need a magic word?

"Fuck you"

"Sorry princess but I have a girlfriend"

"Oh right"

Sebastian leant over my naked body and gently untied the scarves.

"You know she told me to stay away from you?" I said to him, rubbing my wrists.

"Yeah I know"

"How come you didn't tell her to go screw herself!?"

"Because she has me to do that for her"

"You're such an insensitive prick you know"

I quickly shoved him in the chest; he started to fall backwards and grabbed my waist like it would stop him from falling. Unfortunately for the both of us he miscalculated how heavy I was compared to how heavy the both of us are and we both toppled to the ground. I landed on top of him, still naked.

"Ouch" I said.

Suddenly it was like I couldn't move, my legs felt weak and if I had tried to stand up I probably would have fallen over again. I was like magnetised to him or stuck by glue or something.

He stared into my eyes, searching for something maybe, or just looking.

Kiss me.

He did.

Sebastian could read my mind.

Slow slurping sounds of out mouths meeting and parting, the warring of our tongues in a passion and lust filled moment that I felt I had had once or so before, it felt so familiar, yet so unfamiliar.

Hold me.

Kiss me.

Please.

He rolled us over, not once parting my mouth now he was on top, he was now the dominant one, he could stop this at any moment and just walk away from me, walk away from this, from us.

No.

Yes.

No.

Damn it he was like hot and cold.

Grabbing at my waist one moment, then my breast and then under my shirt.

Oh god.

Right there, that's where I like it.

Grinding into me.

His mouth left mine and he stood up.

This is it.

He's going to leave.

I stared up at him, waiting, watching as he caught his breath for a few moments and looked down at me, me in all my nakedness and beauty. See beyond me Sebastian, what was it like before? Show me what we were like.

He stepped towards the door and that's when I thought he would leave, but he didn't. He did the opposite.

Sebastian tore off his boxers as fast as he could, picked me up and threw me on the bed, it was rough and yes it hurt, but it turned me on more.

Fuck me Sebastian.

He got on top of me and kissed me again, again and again. Wavering his erection above my wet pussy. He was teasing me.

He kissed me again.

Just do it Sebastian.

Let me give in to you.

It's your only chance.

I want to indulge in the unthinkable, in the unattainable, in what I shouldn't. What is lawfully forbidden to me. Don't deprive me now, not now, we've come too far to quit. Fuck me Sebastian, screw me, do it how you like, how I like. You know how I like it; you know how I want it. Just do it, now Sebastian.

"I…I can't I'm sorry"

He's gone just like that.

I could lie and tell you I didn't cry that night, I could lie and tell you it didn't hurt when he left me. I could lie and tell you that I didn't want Sebastian.

But if I lie to myself and to you then who am I really?

Sleep now Kathryn, sleep away and dream.

Hard.

He pushed me up against the wall of my room and kissed me again, I felt totally persuaded to screw him.

"Kathryn…" He moaned.

Don't do that Sebastian, you make me want to devour you right here, right now.

Now I could feel his erection, I'd never known anyone to be as hard as Sebastian was that moment.

He pulled my panties down and went to push himself into me, I screamed, and pushed him back, scared at what would come next.

"What the hell?"

"Get out"

"But…"

"Go Sebastian"

"Kathryn I was…I'm sorry we can take it slow"

"I don't want to…not with you…leave!"

I had pushed him away for good.

Goodbye Sebastian.

A/N: I made you think that they would have sex yeah? Because that was like totally my intentions. Yes Kathryn is returning slowly to her old self, because her dreams of her past are helping her regain her memory slowly.

But what will turn out when she regains full memory you will be surprised.

Shall update soon, leave me some reviews people.