2 and 1/2 Months pregnant

I haven't attended Degrassi in two weeks and today I was finally deciding to go in and clean out my locker.

It was going to be awkward to see my friends for what may be the last time in awhile.

The School day was still going and I believe it was 3rd period which meant Eli was in what used to be "our" English class.

I walked in the High School office and approached the first woman sitting at the big desk.

She looked up at me with curiosity. "How can I help you young lady ?"

I didn't know how to start this conversation."Hi, I'm here to withdrawal myself from Degrassi."

The old woman laughed in my face. "If I had a nickel for every time this has happened to me then I would own the bank."

She said to me.

"Am I missing something ?" I responded.

"Don't you understand that you're underage and in order to be removed from the school you must have a parent guardian

come transfer your transcripts?"

I groaned. "Fine." and then I walked away.

If I couldn't withdrawal myself then I was just going to go clean out my locker and never come back.

"Ahh here it is, locker 2266" I thought out loud.

I first started to take down the pictures on the door of my locker. My favorite picture was the one of Eli and myself

sitting on the beach.

As I was starting to finish up the bottom shelf of my locker I heard footsteps approach from behind me and then someone tapped

me on the shoulder.

My first thought was that it was Eli of course.

"Hey Handso-" I was cut off when I turned around and my eyes weren't seeing Eli.

At first I thought I was going delusional but then I came to my senses.

"Hi Clare." Said KC "How are you ?" He asked while his eyes wondered down onto my small but noticeable baby bump.

"Uhm, KC .. I'm alright .."

"Oh that's good " He responded

I'm wondering why the hell he is standing here talking to me.

The last time we spoke words was when he broke up with me for the cute new girl.

"Listen Clare I just wanted to apologize for everything I did wrong to you. It wasn't me. I shouldn't have treated you that way and

I regret it every single day."

I was blushing now. What was I supposed to say back to that ?

"It's over and done with now KC. We went our separate ways. I'm happy now." I said.

"I miss you Clare, I did love you ya know."

Could this be any more awkward for me.

"Well you chose her over me and that doesn't really say love. I moved on a long time ago and you should consider doing that yourself."

I said right to his face.

I closed my locker and walked away.

I left the school with a tear in my eye.

I didn't love KC or have any feelings for him at all, but all the feelings of hurt from our break-up started to flood back into my

memory.

There is no way I could forgive him of what he did.

I went home and layed down until Eli came home.

There is no way I would tell him about the conversation KC and I had, for it could only lead to bad things.